Beginning, Section II, Section III

Chapter 15

Posted on 2015-05-27

Mr. Darcy took the opportunity to dance with Jane and surprised Lady Stanford by asking her to join him for a set. He said, "There will be much work to do to overcome the stories spread by Mr. Wickham. He is blessed with such happy manners as may ensure his making friends. In the end, however, those friends end up paying for it in some way."

Lady Stanford replied, "It sounds as if you regret the loss of the friendship."

Darcy made no answer, and seemed to consider what she said. At that moment Sir William Lucas appeared close to them, meaning to pass through the set to the other side of the room; but on perceiving Mr. Darcy he stopped with a bow of superior courtesy, to compliment him on his dancing and his partner.

"I have been most highly gratified indeed, my dear Sir. Such very superior dancing is not often seen. It is evident that you belong to the first circles. Allow me to say, however, that your fair partner does not disgrace you, and that I must hope to have this pleasure often repeated, especially when a certain desirable event, my dear Lady Stanford (glancing at Jane and Bingley), shall take place. What congratulations will then flow in!"

Sir William's allusion to his friend seemed to strike him forcibly, and his eyes were directed with a very serious expression towards Bingley and Jane, who were dancing together. Recovering himself, however, shortly, he turned to his partner, and said, "I regret what might have been. He started down the wrong path very young and my father's inability to see it has led to this. Had his father or mine been able to provide correction at the right time, he might be as respectable as his father. Instead, he trails debts and dishonor behind him wherever he goes."

Lady Stanford saw his concerned look at Bingley and Jane and said, "Your expression became even more serious when you heard Sir William's allusion to Jane and Mr. Bingley. You have concerns?"

"Charles is like a brother to me. However, that does not blind me to his frailties. He has a tendency to become enamored very easily. Then a few months, sometimes less, pass by, and he is attracted to someone new. He tends to make decisions very quickly, without considering the consequences. Take Mrs. Nelson, for instance. She is all that is lovely. He is obviously smitten. She seems to merely enjoy his attentions. She need not marry again if she does not wish. She also has the two little girls, who seem quite charming. I cannot tell that she returns his affection. I cannot tell if he is ready to rise to the challenge of parenthood. I certainly was not at that age even though I assumed guardianship of my sister at a much younger age. His sisters do not approve-they think the Bennets beneath them-although they should not. I know he will ask my advice, and I do not know what it should be. When his sister tried to disparage Mrs. Nelson's connections, I informed him of her true status, so that he could consider that as he sought to understand his feelings."

As the dance was nearing its end, Lady Stanford replied, "If it will help, Jane would not be so accepting of his attentions were her heart not already somewhat engaged. My guess is that it is more than somewhat engaged. She leaves shortly to spend time with the Nelson family at their estate in Surrey, near Elizabeth. She will be at her home in town in January. You could counsel him to examine his heart. If he is still interested, call on her in town this winter. She and Elizabeth will be helping me with Kitty's Season, so there is plenty of time to determine everyone's feelings. We will all be in town from late January into April."

Mr. Darcy looked quite relieved. "That is an excellent suggestion. I hope I may introduce my sister to your nieces when we are in town this winter. She is quite shy and worried about her presentation next season. All of your nieces are much more confident than Georgiana, and I think they could help her build her confidence." Kitty had already told him that Elizabeth would be in town that winter, but now he had an idea of when. He very much wanted to increase acquaintance with her and perhaps consider courting her. So far, she seemed unlike any other woman he had ever met and truly intrigued him.

"We would be pleased to meet her."

Maria danced a few other sets while Mr. Collins chatted with Lady Lucas. When he asked Maria for a second dance, Lady Stanford joined Lady Lucas and asked, "What do you think? I think we have made progress."

Lady Lucas responded, "Oh yes. He is respectable with a comfortable living. It is much better than Maria can do around here. Your nieces have the option to look in London which my poor Maria cannot do. I think he is enjoying her company. I think it will suffice."

During this dance with Maria, Mr. Collins learned that the tall young man in attendance was Mr. Darcy. He suspected Mr. Darcy to be the nephew of his patroness. As he left Maria with her mother, he turned his attention to Mr. Bennet who was nearby and said, "I have found out by a singular accident, that there is now in the room a near relation of my patroness. I happened to overhear the gentleman himself mentioning to the young lady who does the honors of this house the names of his cousin Miss de Bourgh, and of her mother Lady Catherine. How wonderfully these sort of things occur! Who would have thought of my meeting with, perhaps, a nephew of Lady Catherine de Bourgh in this assembly! I am most thankful that the discovery is made in time for me to pay my respects to him, which I am now going to do, and trust he will excuse my not having done it before. My total ignorance of the connection must plead my apology."

"You are not going to introduce yourself to Mr. Darcy?" asked Mr. Bennet.

"Indeed I am. I shall entreat his pardon for not having done it earlier. I believe him to be Lady Catherine's nephew. It will be in my power to assure him that her ladyship was quite well yesterday se'nnight."

They tried to dissuade him from such a scheme; assuring him that Mr. Darcy would consider his addressing him without introduction as an impertinent freedom, rather than a compliment to his aunt; that it was not in the least necessary there should be any notice on either side, and that if it were, it must belong to Mr. Darcy, the superior in consequence, to begin the acquaintance. Mr. Collins listened with the determined air of following his own inclination and when they ceased speaking, replied thus, " I have the highest opinion in the world of your excellent judgment in all matters within the scope of your understanding, but permit me to say that there must be a wide difference between the established forms of ceremony amongst the laity, and those which regulate the clergy; forgive me leave to observe that I consider the clerical office as equal in point of dignity with the highest rank in the kingdom provided that a proper humility of behavior is at the same time maintained. You must therefore allow me to follow the dictates of my conscience on this occasion, which leads me to perform what I look on as a point of duty. Pardon me for neglecting to profit by your advice, which on every other subject shall be my constant guide, though in the case before us I consider myself more fitted by education and habitual study to decide on what is right than a young lady like yourself." And with a low bow he left to attack Mr. Darcy, whose reception of his advances she eager they watched, and whose astonishment at being so addressed was very evident. Mr. Collins prefaced his speech with a solemn bow, and though they could not hear a word of it, they felt as if hearing it all, and saw in the motion of his lips the words "apology," "Hunsford," and "Lady Catherine de Bourgh." Mr. Darcy was eyeing him with unrestrained wonder, and when at last Mr. Collins allowed him time to speak, replied with an air of distant civility. Mr. Collins, however, was not discouraged from speaking again, and Mr. Darcy's contempt seemed abundantly increasing with the length of his second speech, and at the end of it he only made him a slight bow, and moved another way. Mr. Collins then returned to Mr. Bennet and Lady Stanford.

"I have no reason, I assure you," said he, "to be dissatisfied with my reception. Mr. Darcy seemed much pleased with the attention. He answered me with the utmost civility, and even paid me the compliment of saying that he was so well convinced of Lady Catherine's discernment as to be certain she could never bestow a favor unworthily. It was really a very handsome thought. Upon the whole, I am much pleased with him."

After that, Mr. Collins turned his attentions toward Maria Lucas and her mother, spending the supper dance with Maria and then dinner with the two of them. The supper dance being the third of the evening, Sir William supposed that he would be hearing from Mr. Collins soon. All that noticed assumed that a declaration was forthcoming.

Jane spent supper talking with Mr. Bingley in her usual serene manner. His sisters spent their time making signs of derision while Mr. Darcy continued to look thoughtful. The Longbourn party was one of the first of all the company to depart, much to Mr. Bingley's dismay. Mrs. Hurst and her sister did not attend them to say farewell. Mr. Collins had many long speeches complimenting Mr. Bingley on the elegance of their entertainment, and the hospitality and politeness which had marked their behavior to their guests. Darcy said nothing at all. Mr. Bennet, in equal silence, was enjoying the scene. Mr. Bingley and Jane were standing together, a little detached from the rest, and talked only to each other as Mr. Collins tried to give his thanks. Mr. Bingley was notifying Jane of his leaving for town on the morrow and his intention to call upon her in town in January. Finally, the carriage arrived and Bingley assisted Jane in as he said farewell.

Chapter 16

The next day, Mr. Collins left shortly after breakfast to spend his morning at Lucas Lodge. This was a significant relief to the Bennets who had quickly tired of his loquacious company. Mr. Bennet and Lady Stanford spent the morning visiting friends who had not attended the ball, dropping hints about watching over daughters in the company of the officers, with more than one mention of those that appeared too charming for their own good.

Later that day, a letter was delivered to Mrs. Nelson; it came from Netherfield, and was opened immediately. The envelope contained a sheet of elegant, little, hot-pressed paper, well covered with a lady's fair, flowing hand; and Jane's countenance changed as she read it.

"This is from Caroline Bingley; what it contains, has surprised me a good deal. The whole party has left Netherfield by this time, and is on its way to town without any intention of coming back again. You shall hear what she says."

She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the information of their having just resolved to follow their brother to town directly, and of their meaning to dine that day in Grosvenor Street, where Mr. Hurst had a house. The next was in these words. "I do not pretend to regret any thing I shall leave in Hertfordshire, except your society, my dearest friend; but we will hope at some future period, to enjoy many returns of the delightful intercourse we have known, and in the meanwhile may lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent and most unreserved correspondence. I depend on you for that."

"Most curious," replied Lady Stanford. "Did not Mr. Bingley mention that he would be returning to town and would see you there? It appears that Miss Bingley was unaware that her brother had already spoken to you of his intentions. Without knowing of his plans, would you not have felt saddened by this note?"

"Indeed I would. I should have felt that I misunderstood his interest and attention."

"My belief is that is exactly what Miss Bingley intended. She has determined that Miss Darcy or someone else is what she wants for her brother. We will know even better if she returns your visit after you return to town. Now, are you and the girls ready to go on to the Nelson's? You are to leave tomorrow."

With that, they turned their attentions to assisting Jane in her preparations to relocate to Nelson Hall for the next few weeks. Jane and her girls always enjoyed visits with the Nelsons.

Mr. Collins spent the next couple of days visiting Maria Lucas and finally proposed to her and was accepted. The Bennet and Lucas families were both relieved for different reasons. There was no further need to worry about Maria's future. She would be in a respectable situation and probably the next mistress of Longbourn. Banns would be read starting the upcoming Sunday. Mr. Collins would return in three weeks for the wedding. Mr. Bennet would not have to host Mr. Collins for the wedding, while his daughters were free from future attentions of Mr. Collins. Mr. Bennet reflected on the sad situation of women having to settle for marriage with a fool in order to have a comfortable situation since there were few eligible young gentlemen in the neighborhood.

Kitty and Maria discussed Maria's new situation. Maria said, "I think Mr. Collins can benefit by some slight direction I might give him. He is certainly a bit pompous and foolish, but he is not mean or vile."

Kitty replied, "And you will have a very respectable situation. That is much to be desired."

Maria added, "I shall depend on hearing from you very often, Kitty."

Kitty nodded, "That you shall."

"I have another favor to ask you. Will you come and see me, if only for a short visit?"

"I hope we shall meet often in Hertfordshire."

"I am not likely to leave Kent for some time. Promise me, therefore, to come to Hunsford."

Kitty thought for a moment. "I should be able to come at the end of the season in May if my father approves."

"That would be perfect."

Jane left just prior to Mr. Collins and Maria Lucas coming to agreement. Kitty wrote to her and Elizabeth informing them of the developments. Charlotte also received letters from her mother and sister about the upcoming marriage.

The Gardiners arrived one week after Mr. Collins left. Mr. Gardiner was a sensible, gentlemanlike man, greatly superior to his sisters, as well by nature as education. The Netherfield ladies would have had difficulty in believing that a man who lived by trade, and within view of his own warehouses, could have been so well bred and agreeable. Mrs. Gardiner, who was several years younger than Mrs. Phillips, was an amiable, intelligent, elegant woman, and a great favorite with all her Longbourn nieces. She and Lady Stanford were close friends and mentors of those nieces. Before they came out, the nieces stayed frequently with the Gardiners. After they came out, they more frequently stayed with Lady Stanford at a more fashionable address.

The ladies all gathered in the parlor where Mrs. Gardiner distributed fashion papers and all engaged in the business of catching up on all the family news. The neighbors from Netherfield were discussed; Jane's growing attachment to Mr. Bingley was examined; the situation of the militia in Meryton was mentioned. At this mention, Lydia became quite animated. It was apparent that her interest in regimentals had not decreased at all while Kitty's had almost completely disappeared. The last topic before it was determined to go for a walk was the upcoming marriage between Maria Lucas and Mr. Collins and Kitty's possible visit to the newlyweds in the spring.

Mrs. Gardiner and Lady Stanford trailed Kitty and Lydia who were walking with Miss Bosworth. "I have some fears for Lydia. She seems not to see that there is more to the man than how he looks in regimentals," began Mrs. Gardiner.

Lady Stanford agreed, "In spite of all Miss Bosworth and I have been able to do, you are absolutely correct. While they are stationed here for the winter, I think it best for her to come to town. Do you feel up to hosting her? She is much more challenging than any of the other girls."

Mrs. Gardiner nodded her head and replied, "Indeed she is. Yes, we will host her and Miss Bosworth. There are a number of charity activities coming up that I think would benefit Lydia and who would benefit from her energy. I will say that I am glad we still have Miss Bosworth. I would not want to take on Lydia without her assistance."

Chapter 17

Posted on 2015-06-03

Charlotte found Raynor Hall a very comfortable home and thoroughly enjoyed Mrs. Raynor, Elizabeth's mother-in-law. Mrs. Raynor was very warm and loving but more than slightly silly, given to frequent bouts of nerves, and devoted to her grandson. Lizzy handled these attacks of nerves by doing her best to soothe and comfort Mrs. Raynor. Charlotte joined her in these efforts.

As they entered the foyer, Mrs. Raynor exclaimed, "Oh Lizzy. You are finally here. You do not know how I have suffered. Anything at all might have happened to you. Thank heavens you are finally home."

"We missed you, too, Mother. Why do you not go with Allen and the nurse to help him settle in? I am sure he would appreciate some cuddle time with his grandmother."

"Oh yes, that would be excellent. How I have missed him. He has grown so much these two months. I hope it will be many months before you leave again."

Charlotte answered, "At least we are here now."

"Oh, excuse me. I did not see you. Please forgive me."

"Mother and Mrs. Johnson, this is my good friend Charlotte Lucas. She will be staying with us for a while."

"We are pleased to have you, Miss Lucas, I am sure. Now, please excuse me." Mrs. Raynor took Allen from the nurse and carried him up the stairs to the nursery.

Elizabeth said, "Charlotte, Mrs. Johnson is our housekeeper. She will show you to your room to refresh. I will meet you in the parlor in half an hour, if that will be acceptable?" She indicated the parlor as they began to ascend the stairs.

"I'm pleased to meet your, Mrs. Johnson. Yes, Lizzy, that will be fine."

"Mrs. Johnson, we can speak once you get Charlotte settled." Mrs. Johnson indicated her agreement with a nod.

The women separated, with Charlotte following Mrs. Johnson to her room. She found it to be a pleasant room, mostly decorated in hues of a quiet, buttery yellow. Golden chrysanthemums sat in the middle of a table next to a comfortable-looking chair. Charlotte smiled to see them, thinking that this was an indication of the staff's attention to their mistress's love of flowers. Lizzy had always seen that there were flowers in most of the rooms at Longbourn when she was younger. Apparently, that was now true at Raynor Hall.

Mrs. Johnson met with Elizabeth as she cleaned the dust of travel and changed. They discussed dinner, and Mrs. Johnson updated Elizabeth on a couple of staffing changes that had occurred during her absence. Elizabeth would meet with the new maid and under-gardener the following day. Once changed, she immediately retired to the parlor and tea.

Charlotte joined Elizabeth a few minutes later. Mrs. Raynor arrived some thirty minutes later after having enjoyed her time with Allen. She demanded that Elizabeth updated her on everything that had happened while they were at Longbourn. Lizzy shared general news but spent most of the update on the growth Allen had experienced. She knew her mother-in-law well enough to know where her true interest lay. She glossed over social news of the Bennet family, indicating that she had attended a number of engagements and had enjoyed herself but was glad to be home again.

The next day, Lizzy and Charlotte paid calls on a number of neighbors. This allowed Lizzy to both notify them of her return and introduce Charlotte at the same time. Both had a delightful time catching up on the news and making new acquaintances. Lizzy also spent time with the steward working on estate business before making calls. In spite of the abundance of rain that summer, the sun had broken through enough to ensure an ample harvest. In general, she was pleased at how everything was being managed.

Within a few days of their arrival, Mrs. Raynor, Elizabeth, and Charlotte were invited to dinner at the Nelsons. A number of other local families were also invited. They were all very welcoming to Miss Lucas and wanted to get to know her better.

Charlotte was seated at the table between the Wilson brothers. The Revered Michael Wilson was the local parish priest. He was a well-spoken man in his mid-thirties. It was obvious that he enjoyed reading and was well educated. Thomas Wilson, his slightly younger brother, was a local apothecary. Charlotte greatly enjoyed speaking with both of them. They were excellent conversationalists with interesting perspectives. This was completely unlike any of the dinners she had regularly attended in Meryton where new ideas were seldom participants.

Their mother, Mrs. Wilson, also attended the dinner. During the separation of the sexes, Charlotte spent her time chatting with Mrs. Wilson. She found her a wise and sympathetic listener. Charlotte greatly enjoyed her conversation. This dinner demonstrated to Charlotte that her social life was already more interesting than in Meryton.

After the first day of visits, Elizabeth and Charlotte settled into a schedule for their days. While Lizzy spent mornings with the steward dealing with estate business, Charlotte assisted by visiting the tenants and carrying on charity work such as she did in Meryton. She met with many of the tenant families, seeing where there were difficulties that Lizzy could address. She often brought a soup, biscuits or some other treat, a blanket, or something else that the family might appreciate.

On these visits, she frequently encountered Reverend Wilson attending to the same charitable cases. He was devoted to his parish and his children. He was a widower with a boy, William, and a girl, Matilda, who were ages 4 and 2. His mother lived with him and cared for the children so he could go about his duties. His brother, Mr. Wilson, also shared the family home. On some visits, she also encountered Mr. Wilson as he brought remedies for ailing family members.

Two or three times each week, the family from Raynor Hall would attend a dinner party at a neighbor's, knowing that soon, Elizabeth would also host one. Although there was no local assembly, such as Meryton boasted, Charlotte enjoyed a very full social life, just one currently devoid of dancing. Elizabeth felt their life was quite satisfactory and said as much. Charlotte agreed.

One afternoon while sharing a cup of tea, Charlotte remarked, "Lizzy, I cannot tell you how much I appreciate you asking me to join you here at Raynor Hall. You have many interesting neighbors. I have so enjoyed getting to know Mrs. Raynor, Mrs. Nelson, and Mrs. Wilson. Mrs. Nelson and Mrs. Wilson, like your aunt, show that life-long learning is important to staying young. They have given me a determination to make a list of things I would like to study in the future. To begin with, I understand you have an herbalist on the estate. I would like to learn from her."

Lizzy replied, "Yes we do. We are blessed that Mrs. Russell is here to tend to so many of the little ailments that come along. While Mr. Wilson's remedies are quite necessary, they are too costly for many of the families. Mrs. Russell provides assistance for smaller illnesses and often refers patients to Mr. Wilson. They actually work fairly well together. Mrs. Russell frequently teaches the women about herbs that will help their families. When would you want to start?"

"I talked to her at the Smith's home yesterday. I will visit her in the early afternoon starting tomorrow. This is a good time of year to start as she is gathering the last of her herbs for drying and I can assist."

"Excellent. I agree that the women you mentioned all are good examples of the benefits of learning. Now that I have access to Allen's library here, I am broadening the reading that I do. For example, I now read about estate matters and agriculture, which I never did at Longbourn. It is quite empowering."

Elizabeth found the confidante in Charlotte that she had missed since Allen's death. They generally spent part of the afternoon in the parlor, drinking tea, and talking about families on the estate, who might need additional assistance, changes that Elizabeth was contemplating, and their families back in Meryton. Although Mrs. Raynor often sat with them, she rarely contributed to any conversation but that about families on the estate or Allen. She often had background information that was helpful in determining how issues could be addressed.

Mrs. Raynor enjoyed visiting her neighbors in morning calls, but her nerves could be overwrought by the stress of the visits. Elizabeth did what she could to soothe the nerves. Mrs. Raynor frequently spent the hour after her return from the visits with a cup of warm milk and a rest in her room. Charlotte could understand why Elizabeth had wanted a friend on hand to help. Mrs. Raynor had a tendency to flutter around and be upset by minor issues throughout the day. Her biggest concern was always Allen. If he fell down or bumped himself, she was filled with worry and occasionally tears. Keeping her content was a busy activity.

Charlotte greatly enjoyed the lessons on herbs. Some of the information was new while some was advice her own mother had followed. She found that the Reverend Wilson also wanted to learn about herbs so that he might help families who could not afford the services of his brother and thus joined the lessons. During their lessons together, he and Charlotte found themselves with a deepening friendship. Charlotte hoped it might develop into something even more. She found she greatly enjoyed his company. Perhaps she was more romantic than she thought.

Soon after this, Jane arrived at Nelson Hall. The next day, she visited Raynor Hall and updated Elizabeth and Charlotte of all that was going on back in Meryton. "Lizzy, Charlotte, it has been such an eventful autumn. Between the Bingleys, Hursts and Mr. Darcy at Netherfield, as well as the militia, there have been so very many dinners, parties, and such, including a very nice ball, that I don't think I have ever seen such a social scene. I am sorry you both missed the ball."

Charlotte replied, "You must tell us about it and what everyone wore."

Elizabeth asked, "You did dance with Mr. Bingley, didn't you?"

"I did, and with Mr. Darcy. I had the supper dance with Mr. Bingley. But I must tell you about Mr. Collins. You know he came to visit with an eye to selecting a wife."

Elizabeth replied, "That is what you indicated in your letters."

"While it is true that he is respectable, he is not, perhaps, terribly well versed in the rules for polite conversation. He seems to be somewhat obsequious and quite talkative. Father was quietly laughing at him shortly after he arrived. However, he seemed to determine that Kitty would make a good Mrs. Collins, and she was horrified at the thought. So, after discussion with Maria and Lady Lucas, he was subtly directed to consider Maria instead. I expect you'll be receiving an announcement any day now. At least, that was what it looked like before I left. It appears our Aunt Stanford can be quite crafty when necessary."

Charlotte asked, "So, you think he will offer for Maria?"

"I would not be surprised."

Elizabeth asked, "And what about Mr. Bingley?"

"He asked to call upon me in town after I return and I agreed."

Charlotte said, "That sounds promising."

Elizabeth agreed, "Indeed, it does. You seem to like him very well."

"He is a very agreeable man. I enjoy his company. I will not speculate about more than that just yet. I am not as sure of his sisters. Mrs. Hurst kept very much to herself, so of her, I have little opinion. However, Miss Bingley acted as if she were my friend, but then upon departing, sent a note which indicates otherwise. We will see what happens with her when we are in town together. So, the girls are very happy to be with their grandparents and cousins. They found it lonely when Allen left."

Elizabeth agreed to the change in subject with a smile. "Allen is also happy to be back with his grandmother. We are blessed to have such loving families for our children."

They did return to the subject of the ball to hear about the dresses, about the food, and about who had danced with whom. By the time Jane left, the other two were satisfied at her explanation although a little sorry they had been unable to attend.

That same day, the post brought the announcement of the engagement between Maria and Mr. Collins. Charlotte was somewhat wistful thinking that had she been home, she might have been able to capture Mr. Collins's attention. Anyone respectable was better than no one. However, she determined to be optimistic that something might happen with Reverend Wilson or perhaps someone else Lizzy would introduce her to. Her options were not as limited as they had been when she was confined to Meryton. If nothing developed with Reverend Wilson, there was always the Season in London to follow. Perhaps although she had little dowry, she could still attract someone.

The next day, Lizzy hosted a dinner for the neighborhood at Raynor Hall. She was happy to have Jane nearby again. Of course, they were not as close as when they had been girls, but she always felt better when she could talk regularly with Jane. She just wished Jane could spend more time with the Nelsons instead of in town. She also enjoyed the company of the Nelsons and other neighbors. Talk was lively and wide ranging, including the harvest, shooting season, plans to attend the Season in London, and plans for the Christmas holidays.

During the meal, it became apparent to Lizzy that Reverend Wilson had become quite attracted to her friend. He had been attentive before dinner and enjoyed a lively conversation during the meal. While not appearing to do so, she watched the interplay between the two when he headed directly to her when the men rejoined the women after the separation of the sexes. She speculated that a romance was brewing. Reverend Wilson was actually proposing to Charlotte, although Lizzy would not learn of this for some time.

"Miss Lucas, I am grateful to Mrs. Raynor for bringing you to Raynor Hall this autumn. I have enjoyed working with you caring for tenants on the estate these past weeks. I find you frequently on my mind as I go about my other duties. If you would be interested in becoming Mrs. Wilson, you would make me the happiest of men. Could I interest you in a lifetime of mutual respect and service with me? I apologize that this isn't the most romantic of proposals, but I am not overly romantic myself."

Charlotte smiled and replied, "I am not romantic you know. I never was, I ask only a comfortable home and you offer even more than that. You also offer pleasurable companionship, good conversation, and lovely children. I have very little to offer, so I know how very lucky I am." Without thinking highly either of men or of matrimony, marriage had always been her object; it was the only honorable provision for well-educated young women of small fortune, and however uncertain of giving happiness, must be their pleasantest preservative from want. This preservative she had now obtained; and at the age of twenty-seven, without having ever been handsome, she felt all the good luck of it.

Reverend Wilson corrected her, "It is I who am lucky. You cannot realize how much more than money you will bring into our lives. Your sweet nature will make all of our lives better. That is worth so much more than a few pounds. May I write to your father for his consent? I realize that you do not need his permission, but I would like his blessing. I regret that I cannot go to him in person."

Charlotte replied, "I am sure my father will understand. I will also write him, and if you can come by tomorrow morning, can include your letter with mine."

Reverend Wilson asked, "Will you want to be married from Meryton?"

"That would be my preference."

"Then, I will also ask that the banns be read. You could return home for Christmas and we could wed then, would that suit? I would prefer not to wait for a long engagement."

"I think that will make the holiday very enjoyable for my family. My sister is also to be wed then. Perhaps we can combine the ceremonies."

"Do you mind waiting until we get your father's consent before informing our friends and family here?"

"That is probably for the best. But you might want to tell your mother after swearing her to secrecy so she and I can begin to plan my joining her household."

They smiled at one another and then separated to visit with others at the dinner. The next day, he arrived in the late morning, and they sent off the letter. The response was quick, positive, and contained agreement that Maria and Charlotte would share a joint wedding before Christmas.

The day the letter offering her father's blessing arrived, Charlotte talked to Elizabeth as they sat alone together in the parlor at tea. "I have some interesting news for you."

"Oh? Please tell me."

"Reverend Wilson has asked me to become Mrs. Wilson, and I have accepted. It appears that I will be returning to Meryton in a few weeks for a wedding, after which I will be moving here permanently."

"Charlotte, that is wonderful news. I am so happy for you both."

"Maria and I will share our wedding. Father is happy about having to provide only one wedding."

"We must all return to Meryton to celebrate with you. He is a good man. It will be wonderful to have you for a permanent neighbor."

"Although I have not known him long, I greatly esteem him. And he does not care that I bring relatively little to the marriage. I am content."

Mrs. Raynor, although happy for Miss Lucas, could not face the idea of travel in December. She would remain home. Mrs. Wilson and the children would stay at Lucas Lodge, which would also host Mr. Collins. Reverend Wilson and Mr. Wilson would stay with Reverend Clark who would perform the wedding.

Elizabeth, Mrs. Wilson, and Mrs. Raynor visited the dressmaker together to help Charlotte select a dress. Mrs. Raynor 's suggestions were quite frilly and not what Charlotte envisioned. She did not want a fancy wedding dress, just a nice dress that she could wear at more formal occasions after the wedding. She finally selected a lovely pattern and a cream-colored material over which she would layer a more colorful overskirt in the future. She was very practical about her choices. Mrs. Raynor was very disappointed in the plainness of the dress. However, the other women were pleased at how it well Charlotte would look in it. For the rest of the wedding plans, Charlotte trusted to her mother and sister. She would arrive home just prior to the wedding.

Chapter 18

Thus, the banns were read in Meryton church for both Charlotte and Maria Lucas. Those not close to the Lucas family were surprised to hear about Charlotte, but all wished the family well and rejoiced with them. Maria received many congratulations from their neighbors at her good fortune. Lady Lucas also received many congratulations on successfully marrying off two of her daughters. She was ecstatic at the opportunity. Maria spent much of the three weeks packing up and preparing to ship her belongings to Hunsford. There were also items of Charlotte's that would be shipped off to Surrey.

Lady Lucas was excited to spend the three weeks planning the wedding. Maria was allowed to make a few choices, but Lady Lucas reveled in providing a spectacle for Meryton in the wedding and breakfast for her two daughters. Lady Stanford called upon Lady Lucas after the receipt of Charlotte's news to offer congratulations. "What a happy chance has led to the marriage of both of your daughters."

"You will never know how very pleased I am that you thought to consult me on who might be a good choice for Mr. Collins. He will do very well for Maria. And to think that Charlotte, too, is marrying a clergyman. I had feared that she would never marry. I am sure she will be very happy."

"You will also have grandchildren. That is a precious gift."

"Indeed it is. I am very happy for both of my daughters. My only regret is that they will both be so far away. I cannot visit them very often."

"I am sure you will find a way."

A few days before the wedding, Meryton received an influx of visitors. Mary and her husband were to spend a few days with her family for Christmas and were the first arrival. Her husband, Reverend Jeremiah Ainsley, was able to have his curate substitute for him so his wife could spend her first Christmas as a married woman with her family.

Once Mary had settled herself in the parlor, Kitty and Lydia described Mr. Collins, his tentative courtship of Kitty, and then his decision to marry Maria.

Lydia started, "He actually tried to interest us in Fordyce one afternoon. Can you imagine?"

"What is wrong with Fordyce? He has many interesting things to teach us."

Lydia said, "It is not something I want to hear. Too boring for words."

Kitty added, "Fordyce might not have been too bad if he were an interesting reader. He had only a monotone when he read. And it seems that all he can talk about is Lady Catherine deBourgh and how wonderful she is. When he asked for the first two sets at the Netherfield Ball, I was horrified that he had decided I should become Mrs. Collins."

Lydia laughed and said, "Aunt Bess visited with Lady Lucas and Maria who agreed that we should try to help him shift his interest to Maria. She would be a much better choice for him. It was so amusing to watch."

Kitty said, "I had never realized what a true strategist Aunt Bess is. I doubt Mr. Collins realizes that we maneuvered him into his interest in Maria."

Mary said, "He cannot be so bad as all that."

Kitty replied, "He is not bad. He is comic or maybe even ridiculous. However, Maria plans to help him improve. If she succeeds, it will not be so bad. After all, he offers a respectable home. She wants me to come visit them in May. I can see how much progress she has made. However, you will see him shortly and can decide for yourself."

Jane remained at Nelson Hall since she had spent so much of the fall at Longbourn and the Nelsons wanted her company. Elizabeth, Allen, and Charlotte arrived from Raynor Hall shortly after Mary. Charlotte returned to Lucas Lodge for the last time as a single woman. Mr. Collins arrived and also remained at Lucas Lodge, much to the relief of his Bennet cousins.

Charlotte was quite relieved at her escape when she met Mr. Collins. Although he was a foolish man, he was respectable and would provide a fine situation for her sister. She was grateful that Reverend Wilson was someone she could respect. She would probably have accepted Mr. Collins, just as her sister had, in order to have a respectable position and remove the burden of her care from the family. At least she could truly esteem her own choice. She knew she was truly blessed in Reverend Wilson.

When Mary finally met Mr. Collins at dinner after he arrived, she was astonished. He could not have been more different than her husband which was how she had been picturing him. Jeremy was so kind and quiet, not pompous and loquacious. She was forced to agree with her sisters that he was a foolish man. For Maria's sake, Mary hoped the improvement plans would help him to become less ridiculous.

Reverend Wilson, Mr. Wilson, the children, and Mrs. Wilson followed the next day. Reverend Clark was very welcoming of the two Wilson brothers. All were invited to dine at Lucas Lodge so that the Wilsons could become acquainted with the Lucas family. Michael found his new family warm and welcoming. Shortly after they arrived for dinner, Sir William took him aside and said, "Son, I am so happy to welcome you to our family. Charlotte is a wonderful woman, and it speaks to your perceptiveness that you looked past the size of her dowry. I am sure we will enjoy having William and Matilda visit as well. How blessed I am that we share a name."

"Thank you, sir. I think that means you will be a true grandfather to William. Since he has no other, he is truly blessed to have you now."
Dinner was an interesting affair as the Lucas family sought to know the Wilson better. Mr. Collins found he was unable to monopolize the conversation with comments about Lady Catherine, but Maria listened to him sympathetically after the meal, which helped him to feel more comfortable. Privately, she thought that a first goal might be about acceptable conversation styles. If he would join in with his own opinions and experiences, rather than tie everything back to Lady Catherine, it would be much easier to participate and have a real conversation.

Sir William beamed as he escorted his two daughters down the aisle. Both couples stood through the ceremony as if in a hazy dream. While Maria tried to be enthusiastic about this marriage as Reverend Clark droned on; Mr. Collins paid rapt attention. Mr. Wilson and Charlotte seemed to see only each other and paid little attention to the actual words of the ceremony. Apparently, they were both more romantic than they had thought. Soon, Maria was Mrs. Collins and Charlotte was Mrs. Wilson.

One bride and bridegroom set off for Kent from the church door, and the other left for Surrey after the wedding breakfast. Lucas Lodge was filled with wonderful food and well-wishing neighbors. The whole family, in short, was properly overjoyed on the occasion. The younger Lucas girls formed hopes of coming out a year or two sooner than they might otherwise have done; and the boys were relieved from their apprehension of Charlotte's dying an old maid. Sir William was grateful that he only had to pay the costs for one wedding for both girls. Lady Lucas was excited about the possibility of Maria becoming mistress of Longbourn at some point in the future. She was sad to have Charlotte so far away but she did like the new grandchildren she acquired with the marriage.

The Wilsons returned to Surrey following the newlywed couple about three days after their departure. They enjoyed becoming more deeply acquainted with the Lucas family. Lady Lucas quite fell in love with her new grandchildren. She promised to visit when she could although they all knew it was highly unlikely to be soon.

The Gardiners, Raynors, and Ainsleys remained at Longbourn to celebrate Christmas and enjoy a few quiet weeks together. By the beginning of the year, the Ainsleys had to return to Cornwall. The rest would wait a couple of weeks before heading to London.

Chapter 19

Posted on 2015-06-10

In mid-January, Lydia and Miss Bosworth accompanied the Gardiners to their home on Gracechurch Street. Elizabeth removed to Jane's home. Lady Stanford, Mr. Bennet, and Kitty all went to Stanford House on Grosvenor Square. Longbourn would be quiet that winter. Some winters, Sir Henry and his wife Eleanor would also reside at Stanford House. This year, she was expecting to add to the family in May and preferred to stay home instead. Lady Stanford would join them once her Season with Kitty was complete.

Jane was the first to arrive in town, leaving from Nelson Hall with Lord and Lady Nelson immediately after Epiphany. She had written to Caroline Bingley from Nelson Hall but had received no response. She left her card at the Hurst home on Grosvenor Street the day after she arrived in town but had not heard from Caroline. However, Mr. Bingley had called the day after she left her card. He was happy to see her again. They discussed how they had each spent the time since departing from Meryton.

Finally, Jane asked, "Did your sisters mention that I had left my card?"

Bingley frowned. "No, but luckily, I saw it on the table in the foyer when I called upon them. I take it they have not called upon you?"

"No, but then, after Miss Bingley's note when departing Netherfield, I did not really expect them to. She made it quite clear that she did not intend to continue the acquaintance and that you were attached to someone else."

"What? I hope you know that she is completely wrong about that."

"Thank you. I had hoped that to be the case. I plan to call upon her after Lizzy is here so we can go together."

"I am afraid I do not understand my sisters at all. I imagine that whatever they are thinking, it is Caroline who is the leader. Since she came out, she has completely dominated Louisa."

"Think nothing of it. Her lack of warmth will not harm me."

He continued to call approximately every other day, excluding Sunday, for the next week until Elizabeth arrived. He did not come that day in order that Jane and Elizabeth could have time alone while Elizabeth settled in.

After greetings were exchanged, Elizabeth asked Jane, "Have you heard from Miss Bingley?"

"No. I did not receive a reply to my letter and my card has not yet been acknowledged. However, Mr. Bingley has been a regular visitor. Shall we stop by and call upon her? I was waiting for your arrival," answered Jane.

Elizabeth gave an impish grin. "I think that would be the polite thing to do." As they were both thinking of the note from Miss Bingley, they felt their visit would be fraught with tension. Accordingly, they paid the visit and found both Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst at home. They stayed the requisite time, made polite conversation, and were told the letter from Jane must have gone astray. No mention was made of having received the card. It was now confirmed to Jane that Miss Bingley wished to discontinue the connection.

Unknown to Miss Bingley, Mr. Bingley called upon Jane that same day in the afternoon. He was received happily and spent a wonderful visit with Elizabeth and Jane. During that visit, at his request, they all spent some time in the nursery with Meg, Betsy, and Allen. Mr. Bingley was more certain than ever of his feelings for Mrs. Nelson. He had discussed these with Darcy, and both had agreed that he needed to be quite sure of his feelings. He felt he must get to know the girls better before assuming the mantle of step-father, hence his request to visit the nursery. When they returned to the drawing room, he asked permission to call again the next day, and if the weather was as mild as it was this day, he would escort the ladies and children on a walk in the park which was down the street from the Nelson townhouse. All thought this a splendid idea.

Elizabeth said, "It was pleasant to see your sisters again. As Jane had indicated, we paid a call upon them today."

Bingley frowned. "I hope they were at least polite."

Jane answered, "Coldly polite. We will see how long it takes for them to repay the visit. I am not sanguine that it will be anytime soon."

Bingley shook his head. "I am afraid I believe you are correct. Well, I believe I must be going. I shall see you tomorrow for our walk."

After Mr. Bingley left, Elizabeth and Jane discussed the two visits of the day.

"Jane, do you now understand why I did not trust Miss Bingley's friendship in Meryton? I thought she befriended you in Hertfordshire because none of the rest of us were even tolerable. However, in town, she has many more options. Mr. Bingley, on the other hand, looks very attached. I like his wanting to get to know the girls. It looks very promising indeed," began Elizabeth.

"Indeed it does. I am sorry to say that I have to agree with you about Miss Bingley. If things do progress with Mr. Bingley, it will be unpleasant to have her disapprobation. However, there is nothing I can do. Apparently, she does not understand that we are of higher rank and that is why we haven't encountered her in the past."

"How will Robert's family react to an attachment with Mr. Bingley?" asked Elizabeth.

"We discussed such an idea theoretically when I was visiting. As long as they remain an important part of Betsy's and Meg's lives, they support and approve me finding another husband. They have even offered to host a ball to show the family support. I am very lucky that they are such a warm, loving family. Betsy and Meg will never want for love and attention even if I never marry again."

"They are such a loving family. It is very kind of them to offer a ball for this theoretical celebration."

"Perhaps I indicated that I had some expectations of developments this winter."

They both laughed and headed to the nursery to spend time with their children. They enjoyed a pleasant hour before it was time for the children's tea. They left them with their nurses and retired to dress as they had plans to meet with the rest of the family at Stanford House before they all went to attend a musical evening together. Music by Mozart and Haydn was to be performed, and both were favorites with the entire family.

Jane and Elizabeth joined Mr. Bennet, Kitty, and Lady Stanford at Stanford House where they had a light meal before leaving for the recital. The soprano and pianist were excellent, and the company was congenial, so Kitty enjoyed her first London social engagement. Lady Stanford always insured that the girls were first introduced in a small setting where they could become comfortable before moving on to the larger events by the time the Season started in earnest in late February or early March. The off time in January and early February provided the practice needed to gain confidence before the formal Season began. By the time they were presented in March, they would have the confidence they needed to face the Queen.

Before the music began, during the intermission, and after it was over, Lady Stanford introduced Kitty to many of her friends, their daughters, and a few of their sons. Jane and Elizabeth enjoyed renewing acquaintances with a number of their friends who were already returned to town. They made plans to call upon them or receive them in the next few days.

Kitty enjoyed the recital and started tentative friendships with two other young women who would be presented that season who were as nervous and excited as she. Over refreshments during the intermission, they discussed the terrors of the presentation, the strange dress required, and what it would mean for their futures. Bethiah Williamson and Rachel Gaisford promised to stop by together the next day to formally call upon Kitty at Stanford House.

As the Bennet family returned to Stanford House, Lady Stanford asked Kitty how she had enjoyed her evening.

"I loved it. I could understand some of the music, which was nice. Unless I am very much mistaken, I think I will have some good friends in Miss Williamson and Miss Gaisford. They are feeling very much like I am, so we have that in common. I hope there is more; there were hints of it. I am sure I could use some good friends this Season."

Lady Stanford nodded her head and replied, "It is fortunate that you have already connected with two who might become friends. Will they be calling on us?"

"Yes, they expect to come tomorrow."

Mr. Bennet spoke up, "I expect I will attend the club tomorrow after visiting Lydia. I will say that I enjoyed the music, but Bess, don't expect me to attend many more."

"I never would, Thomas. However, I do appreciate that you condescended to join us this time."

They all laughed as the carriage stopped before the house. Jane and Elizabeth remained inside as the others exited, then the carriage pulled away again to leave them at Jane's home.

Chapter 20

Everyone at the Nelson townhouse was happy that the next day was clear. Although cold, it was relatively mild for late January, so Jane, Elizabeth, and the children prepared for the outing to the park with Bingley. When Bingley arrived, they were surprised to see that Darcy accompanied him along with an unknown young girl. Darcy performed the introduction to his sister.

Miss Darcy was an elegant young woman, slightly taller than Elizabeth, and slightly darker than Jane in coloring. She smiled shyly at the party as she curtseyed following the introductions. While Bingley, Darcy, and Miss Darcy waited in the entry way, everyone else donned their outerwear for the trip to the park.

Bingley paid particular attention to Betsy and Meg, but everyone seemed to enjoy running around with the little children. Betsy was now four, and Meg two, and Allen was nearly two. Betsy's speech was close to comprehensible, while that of Meg and Allen was still impossible to understand. However, all three could run and enjoyed sailing boats in the almost frozen pond in the park. Everyone assisted in the sailing endeavors and all played running games with the little ones.

Elizabeth had been surprised to see Mr. Darcy running around with the little ones. "I had never pictured you running with a two year old," she commented to him after one short burst.

"I have some little cousins and so am accustomed to playing with toddlers," he said. His usually stern visage sported a large grin.

Georgiana laughed and said, "Indeed, he is one of their favorites." After this, she finally relaxed a bit and started talking with both Jane and Elizabeth. Up until then, she had merely smiled and made quiet responses to questions. Soon, she found herself much more comfortable with both Bennet sisters. She enjoyed the teasing among the sisters and their children.

The exercise and cold air put red into everyone cheeks, with additional red on noses as well. Finally, Meg and Allen were quite worn out and too tired to even be fussy, so it was time for everyone to return to Jane's house.

The children were sent up to the nursery for naps while the adults entered the parlor where they found tea, chocolate, and biscuits waiting to warm them. Over refreshments, Elizabeth succeeded in drawing the shy Miss Darcy into a true conversation by discussing her favorite topic, music. While Jane seldom played the piano, Elizabeth enjoyed many happy hours at the keyboard. They were able to discuss their favorite works and composers. Elizabeth both played and sang, although not always up to her own standards. However, her efforts were always pleasing. Miss Darcy spent much time in practice and was known to be quite accomplished.

Miss Darcy's favorite composer was Joseph Haydn while Elizabeth found herself very intrigued by the music of Beethoven. They spent an agreeable hour discussing the merits of their favorites and which music they didn't enjoy as much. They also talked of the previous evening's entertainment. Miss Darcy occasionally attended such with her brother.

Bingley and the Darcys left after a pleasant morning together. The tired children slept long and well that day from all their exercise in the park. Darcy was pleased to renew the acquaintance with Mrs. Raynor and at how well she and Georgiana had gotten along. He contemplated coming to know her better with great satisfaction.

Finally, Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst returned the call to Jane. It had been some days since Jane's call upon them, just long enough to indicate a desire to discontinue the relationship and indicate some disdain for the recipient.

It was apparent that Bingley had not informed his sisters of his visits to Mrs. Nelson. Neither were they aware that Miss Darcy had been introduced. Therefore, Elizabeth found the visit highly entertaining.

Miss Bingley began, "Mrs. Nelson, I am so sorry we were unable to call sooner. We have been so very busy-so many engagements going on that time just got away from us."

Jane smiled sweetly, "Of course. We understand."

Elizabeth added, "There are so many calls upon our time in town. It can be difficult to keep track of everything if one doesn't have an active social secretary."

Since none of the ladies used a social secretary, Caroline was not sure if this was an attack or not. "Surely none of us is quite that busy."

Elizabeth just smiled at her leaving Caroline to wonder if Elizabeth really was that busy. The visit terminated shortly thereafter.

While the Bingleys and Darcys met at Jane's home, Kitty's new friends called upon her at Stanford House. Bethiah Williamson and Rachel Gaisford were in town for the season just as Kitty was. They had attended a ladies seminary together and were excited about the opportunity to spend time in London in the social scene. Their families were very close, as Bethiah's older brother Jonathan had married Rachel's older sister Lurinda some ten years previous. Thus, Lurinda was sister to both and was assisting both mothers in bringing the girls out that season. Jonathan had died some five years earlier, and Lurinda alternated her home between the two families. She accompanied the girls on this visit.

Mrs. Lurinda Williamson talked with Lady Stanford as the younger girls became better acquainted. The senior ladies discussed the perils of chaperones during the season while the younger speculated on the pitfalls of their upcoming presentation in court. All were happy at the new acquaintance that promised many interesting times together.

As they watched the younger girls talking, Mrs. Willaimson said, "It is good of you to assist your nieces as you do. My mothers are finding it a challenge to take my sisters everywhere they must be, and the Season has not even started in earnest yet. I fear that I will be the one at most events rather than either of our mothers."

Lady Stanford laughed, "I can absolutely understand many of those challenges. The younger girls certainly have an abundance of energy. If I get too drained, I can call on one of my older nieces or their other aunt who lives in London for assistance. But you are still young and single, are you not also looking for a new match?"

"Perhaps. Not so young any more. I recently turned thirty. It would be nice to have my own establishment again. Mr. Williamson left me so situated that I can either live very quietly on my own, or live a little more comfortably by living with our families. I have chosen the latter, at least for now. Since both Rachel and Bethiah are the youngest, and our families live in Kent, I expect this will be my last season in London. There are very few eligible gentlemen in our neighborhood, so if I do not look this year, I may need to resign myself to the current situation."

"I am sure I will need to reassess after my youngest niece Lydia comes out in the next year or two as well. I have assisted my older nieces when they had their first confinement and will be doing so with Kitty's next older sister, Mary, this upcoming summer and my son's wife in May. Once Lydia has her season, I am not sure how I will order my year. Besides their father, my brother, I have my son's family. I have visited them in the summer in the past. I do enjoy the Season, so I expect I will continue to spend spring here in London. I know I will enjoy spending more time with my new grandchild. That will be very pleasant."

The more they talked, the more Lady Stanford and Mrs. Williamson found in common. At the same time, the younger ladies found the same. Mrs. Williamson, in particular, had found a good friend, which she had wanted. She had never developed any close friendships during her season and had no friends in town.

Chapter 21

Posted on 2015-06-17

Although Lydia had been excited about the opportunity to spend time in London, she was greatly unhappy that it would not be spent at social events. Her father had explained it to her before she left home with the Gardiners.

"It has become very apparent that you are still a very silly girl; note that I say girl and not young lady. You demonstrate that you have not yet learned any of the discretion or clear thinking that will be required of you before you join society. Your aunts and I have discussed this, and we think one way to help you mature is for you to assist Mrs. Gardiner with her charity work. That is always an important function for a gentlewoman, and there is not as much call for it in Longbourn. I have some hopes that it will help you grow out of your tendency to think only of flirting and help you mature."

"Well, will there be at least some parties?"

"At most, they will be family dinners. You will have lots of society with the friends who assist in the charity work. I hope that your association with them will help you understand the expectations we have for your behavior."

Although she pouted about the restrictions she would see, Lydia still hoped she would still have time for fun. When she arrived on Gracechurch Street, she found that her aunt's calendar was full of activities that would keep her very busy. She and Miss Bosworth would spend the morning calling hours on school work, and she would spend most of the afternoons on charity work. She would have a couple of days of just schoolwork before the new schedule would begin next week.

That first Sunday, the whole family visited Gracechurch Street. The children went to the nursery with the Gardiner children while the rest, including Lydia, stayed in the parlor. Kitty mentioned her new friends, Bethiah and Rachel. With a glance first at Jane, Lizzy mentioned the walk in the park and meeting Miss Darcy. Jane blushed slightly but kept her composure well. Lizzy also mentioned the lateness of the return call from Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst and that Jane had realized they weren't really her friends.

"I hate having to think poorly of someone, but I know that note from Miss Bingley when they left Netherfield was meant to mislead me. As Mr. Bingley has already called more than once, I fear she and I can never be as close as it is likely we should be. That causes me some pain."

Mr. Bennet offered, "Jane, it is her loss. I am sorry that once again you see the shallowness of someone who might have been a friend, but better now than later."

The family determined that they would join together at the Gardiner's home each Sunday while they were all in town. Mr. Bennet would visit them regularly during the morning school hours to assess the state of Lydia's growth. They felt it best for him to stay at Stanford House instead of with the Gardiner's in order to distance himself from Lydia and allow him to make a more honest assessment of her character and maturity.

The next day, Kitty and Lady Stanford returned the call on her new friends. Again, the girls had much to talk of as they speculated on upcoming occasions, new dresses, and men. Lady Stanford offered to include Rachel and Bethiah on their visit to the dressmaker's that afternoon, if the young ladies were interested. They were, so Lady Stanford set a time to return for them at about one.

By one-thirty, the ladies found themselves at a fashionable modiste helping Kitty develop an adult wardrobe of colors and styles that flattered her, rather than her older sisters. They had a pleasant afternoon as they learned more about color, camouflage in the way of adornment, and what styles would most flatter Kitty's figure based on the styles that were current that season.

Mrs. Williamson, Bethiah, and Rachel all returned to Stanford House for tea after the outing. As the ladies entered the house, Mr. Bennet exited the library to greet them.

"Judging by the smiles, I take it the expedition was successful?"

"Yes, Thomas, it was. Join us in the parlor for tea and I will introduce you and tell you all about it."

With a smile, he followed them into the parlor where Lady Stanford performed the introductions. After the tale about the afternoon shopping, Mr. Bennet said to Mrs. Williamson, "So you are sister to both of these young ladies?"

"Yes, so both of their mothers feel free to accept my assistance with their social duties."

"Just as I accept those of my sister."

"Well, something like that. I will not be their sponsors at court; their mothers will do that for them. And they chaperone at some of the events. However, I am happy to be with them both. They are very nice girls and pleasant company."

"I am only here in town this year as my youngest is in need of an object lesson concerning heedless, thoughtless behavior, and my late wife's sister is helping us provide that. I expect to be here for only a few weeks before returning to the quiet of Hertfordshire."

After this, the three adults talked of Longbourn and of Mr. Bennet's lack of joy in social activities. They spent a very pleasant tea together.

At that same time, Lydia found herself with her aunt outside a shabby old building. They descended from the carriage and walked to the door and knocked. A harried older woman with a somewhat sour expression opened the door. "Good afternoon Mrs. Gardiner," she said with a slightly more pleasant expression. "Thank you very much for coming today. Being fine again, the children are asking to go outside and there are not enough to watch them."

"Perfect," replied Mrs. Gardiner. "My niece, Lydia, is here to do just that. Lydia, please follow me." She led Lydia to a large room filled with children running around making lots of noise. "Children," she called. "If you can quiet down and line up, we can go out in the yard for an hour or so." At that, the noise lessened sharply and the little girls, for that is what they were, filed into line with faces filled with expectation. Mrs. Gardiner and Lydia led them out a side door into a bare yard where they all started running around again.

"Lydia, I want you to keep an eye on these girls as they play. Make sure no one gets into any trouble and that there is no bullying of the littler girls by the bigger ones. This is Mrs. Pratt's Home for Girls and these girls are either orphans or someone's natural daughters. They will all be trained for service once they are at least eight. These little ones are between three and seven when they are still allowed to play. As you can see, they are mostly healthy, which is not true at most such places. We will be coming here at least once each week for you to assist with the younger ones. I need to talk with Mrs. Pratt, so please excuse me." So saying, she left Lydia to watch the little girls attempt to play in the yard.

So, while Kitty was experiencing the joy of a new wardrobe, Lydia was taking responsibility for about fifteen little children that no one wanted. It was a little daunting as she had never really had responsibility for anyone but herself. When the hour was up, Mrs. Pratt and Mrs. Gardiner came out to retrieve the girls who were marched into a classroom. They all pulled out little aprons for their sewing lesson.

As Lydia and Mrs. Gardiner left Mrs. Pratt's, Mrs. Gardiner said, "These little ones are so lucky to be in this home. Mrs. Pratt sees to it that they have food and receive training so they can go into service. They are not forced to the workhouse or into a mill to earn enough to feed themselves. They will learn a trade where, although difficult, they will be able to take care of themselves. The mortality rate in such places is generally quite high, but in Mrs. Pratt's most of them survive to graduate. They are usually hired out as a scullery maid or something similar when they are about twelve years old. Do you think you have what it takes to work from dawn until sundown? You are older than that now."

Lydia looked at her aunt aghast. "Why would I want to do such a thing?"

"All of your talk about officers suggests that you think you are ready for a full day of work like that. The junior officers, the ones that you've been mooning over, earn just about enough for you to not quite get by. You would have to work at something in order to supplement his pay to have enough to feed and house you both. Of course, if you were to have any children, they would likely end up someplace like Mrs. Pratt's since you could not earn enough to feed them until he had advanced from the junior ranks. Unless, of course, you allowed one of your sisters to adopt your child and take it from you. Perhaps you would prefer that."

"Are you serious?"

"Well yes, of course I am. You father, aunt, and Miss Bosworth have all tried to teach you what life with a junior officer would be like. Now I am showing you. Senior officers usually have almost enough pay for a family. Many still need a supplement. Now, a naval officer has a chance to capture a prize ship and get extra money that way. The militia have no chance for that, so you have to survive on their pay alone. Same thing with regular army. Tomorrow, we go to a clinic that cares for children of the poor. You will see others who would be in a similar position to what you would be had you married a militia lieutenant. Now, a captain or colonel makes better money, so would not be quite so bad. Of course, I do not think you can manage any household budget yet, so you would probably be in worse straights than the women and children we will see tomorrow."

Lydia shook her head in horror. She excused herself and went straight to her room to lie down. The Home had exhausted her, and she now had a headache.

The next day, while Kitty and Lady Stanford called on friends, Lydia met with her father and told him about her day at the Home. Miss Bosworth had asked her to write an essay on orphans which had really reinforced what she had seen. He thoroughly approved the charitable works that were planned as an object lesson for his heedless daughter. "I will be interested to hear what you think about the clinic today," was his parting remark as he left for his club.

When they arrived at the clinic, again in a less reputable part of town, Lydia wrinkled her nose at the smells. It was a very pungent location. She followed her aunt into the clinic and was given an apron to cover her dress. She was then assigned the task of cleaning out exam rooms. These were small rooms where a patient was examined by the apothecary who ran the clinic or one of his assistants. Lydia swept, washed, swept and washed. She saw small children with gaping sores on their legs. She saw others with obviously broken arms. She saw one woman who looked like someone had beaten her quite severely. She saw a baby with similar bruises. People were patched up, sewn up, given something for the pain, and sent on their way. She cleaned the little exam rooms after each person left before another was shown in. She found herself nauseated by the whole experience. Her back was tired from sweeping and washing. By the time her afternoon was over, she knew she never wanted to go back. She also realized that she would be back at least once each week for as long as she stayed in town. Perhaps there was some benefit in behaving as her father wished so she would not have to spend so much time working so hard.

Her next afternoon was spent at a home for disabled retired soldiers. It was operated by a local church and managed to assist about 10 soldiers at a time. They always had a substantial waiting list for admission. All were missing at least a portion of one limb. Since they were illiterate and unable to perform manual labor, they were completely dependent on charity. Once the men were as recovered from their injuries as they were ever likely to be, they began learning skills to enable them to return to employment. Lydia would be spending her time with the few that would never be able to perform manual labor of any kind and were being taught to read and write. The rest were learning to accommodate their disabilities in performing gardening, grooming, or other such activities. This visual of what the actual outcomes could be for many soldiers was all that her aunt hoped in crushing Lydia's yearning after officers.

One afternoon each week was spent with a sewing circle. This group of women made clothing for orphans and foundlings housed in numerous establishments in the poorer parts of London. There was always demand for sturdy trousers, shirts, and dresses. Those that no longer had the eye sight for close stitching would knit stockings and other warm clothing. Each month, the group would donate the group's efforts to a different establishment. There seemed to be no end to the amount of want and need to which Lydia was now exposed. At least in the sewing circle, she was exposed to more of her aunt's friends and not just those in need. She quickly learned to keep her mouth closed and her ears open as she listened to their discussions. Some were about their charity cases, but others were pure gossip. She was amazed at all the different things that called for censure. She also realized that many of her own actions would have led to censure and dismissal from society. She was shocked to find out how people really viewed such actions.

Over the course of the next couple of weeks, Lydia became much more thoughtful about cause and effect and what she really wanted from life. She realized that, while the officers looked smart in their uniforms, their profession was one of pronounced risk. After all, look at the disabled soldiers they helped. They were the lucky ones. Would she want to take such a chance of widowhood? Probably not. As she listened more and more to the discussions among the sewing circle, she realized that, with the right man, she could enjoy security and his company at the same time. She began to understand what her older sisters had seen in the men they had married. She could also see that the liveliness in Mr. Nelson and Mr. Raynor had been more than liveliness. They had been fool-hardy to risk so much in their racing. She wanted someone lively but a little less willing to risk all for fun. Had her father understood the depth of her change, he would have rejoiced. He did know that she was more thoughtful and less heedless. That had really been all he was hoping for.

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While Lydia spent her afternoons with charity work, Kitty was making social calls. While Lydia was in class with Miss Bosworth in the morning, Kitty learned from Lady Stanford. They discussed menus and household issues with the housekeeper. Then, Kitty would spend an hour practicing the piano. She must keep to a reasonable standard so she could exhibit at some of the smaller social events. Then, she would change into a dress appropriate for calls.

Besides Bethiah and Rachel, she now had a few more acquaintances of her own, in addition to those of her aunt, for her visits. However, Bethiah and Rachel were the ones she was closest to. She saw them almost every other day. The other required social visits were a little more challenging. She enjoyed the new wardrobe, but after one visit, she said to her aunt, "Is there really nothing more to do than spend a quarter of an hour in meaningless chat?"

"Oh, there are many other things to do. We will be doing them soon. For now, you are in school again. You are learning the art of small talk."

"I do not like it very much."

"Many do not enjoy it. Those with little imagination or education find it very stimulating. True conversation consists in a discussion of ideas. But, small talk can help you learn about your new acquaintances and determine who you might want to cultivate as friends. I had hoped you would ask about this soon, as I find these visits horribly tedious."

"Then why did you wait to discuss this with me?"

"If you never raised any concerns, you would not be ready to move to the next level. Some people never are. You've just finished visiting with one such. So, we already indicated that you can always ask about their home or estate, their family, their interests such as music or books, and what activities they enjoy. If you find they actually have something going on inside, you might spend more time on what they read. Most of us enjoy a nice novel. That is usually a safe topic. However, you can use it to find out if they are just reading for the fun or if they see any deeper meaning or seek any deeper meaning in what they read. Some will, some won't."

"I think I prefer people who are looking for the deeper messages and meanings."

"So do I. However, most well-bred young women are taught to hide such thoughts, particularly from young men. When you visit, you will find a few who are willing to show their intelligence. You must decide what kinds of friends you want. You then use the visits to cultivate those and develop the relationship. You also use the visits to the rest as a way to hone your own conversational skills."

Kitty looked thoughtful. As they were pulling up to the next location, she replied, "This is quite different than the kinds of things Miss Bosworth taught us."

"Yes. It is what mothers, or in this case aunts, try to do. The intricacies of the social dance are every bit as complicated as the dancing we do in a ballroom. This is why I like to begin in smaller settings and work our way up. Some do not. They just throw their girls out there and expect them to manage. I despise that attitude."

"Thank you. I think I prefer your method. And it has worked well for my sisters."

"Yes, it has. All three have made excellent matches with men they could respect. I am sorry that both Nelson and Raynor were such thrill-seekers. It had not been apparent until after Elizabeth's marriage. Perhaps they were always in competition and marriage only increased it. We will never know. We only know that it cost both men their lives."

After this discussion, Kitty approached their social calls with a new attitude. It helped her tighten her focus as she examined new acquaintances looking for those with whom she could be friends. Besides Bethiah and Rachel, there were only a couple of other debutantes who were worth spending the effort. She noticed that, after the first few visits, Lurinda Williamson was also interesting to know, but neither Mrs. Gaisford nor the senior Mrs. Williamson had any deeper level of conversation. It was interesting that the daughters were so much deeper than the mothers.

Jane and Elizabeth made occasional social calls as well. They had learned the same lessons Kitty was learning, and the friends from their Seasons were still friends. Jane's friends tended to share her quieter and more positive outlook on life. Elizabeth's tended to be livelier and enjoy a spirited debate. Many of their friends were also married with children, and discussion of the children could always be pleasant.

Now that Miss Darcy had been introduced, Jane and Elizabeth took Kitty and Lady Stanford to Darcy House to introduce Miss Darcy to the others. Although she was not yet out, Kitty found a great deal in common with Miss Darcy. She also found that Miss Darcy was significantly better in music and was definitely fun to play duets with.

One Thursday, Mr. Bennet, Lady Stanford, Kitty, Jane, Lizzy, and Bingley were invited to the theater with Darcy followed by supper at Darcy House. While she was not out, Georgiana still joined them at both, but she was dressed as a school girl and not a debutante. She stayed on her brother's arm and sat well back in their box. All were relieved that Bingley's sisters were not included as they had a prior engagement.

As Kitty got to know Miss Darcy, she found little resemblance between the girl she chatted with and the one that Wickham had described. It was further proof that he had not been telling the truth when discussing the Darcys and his woes. The more the two talked together, the more Kitty found herself liking the shy young woman. Both she and Elizabeth both found themselves very much enjoying her company.

That week's Sunday dinner at the Gardiner's showed how much progress Lydia had made. She had hated the conditions she found at each place she had worked. However, over and over, she was shown that had she actually ended up with a junior officer, she would have had to live in conditions she despised. No one informed her that her dowry was sufficient to keep her from descending to those ranks if it was managed correctly. It was important to them that Lydia learn to see how truly blessed she was in her life. She had done that. It would continue to be reinforced as she spent time working at these establishments. She would forever abandon her completely heedless attitude in favor of one more thoughtful.

At dinner, Mr. Bennet demanded, "Lydia, tell us about your charity work this week. Did you enjoy it?"

"I don't think enjoy is the correct word. However, I am grateful I did it. I had never realized how very much better our life is than many of those around us. Most of our neighbors in Meryton live in ways similar to ours. The orphans were sad. But the clinic was terrible. The conditions those people live in are appalling. Some of those women and children are beaten on a regular basis. They don't know what it is not to be in pain. Some never have enough to eat. And the food they eat is disgusting, but it is all they can afford. I know I will continue to assist until we return home, but I also know that is not how I want to live. You better believe I am paying a lot more attention to more than looking smart when I come to choose a husband. And those poor soldiers. Why, that could have been my own husband if I had married an officer."

Everyone laughed at that statement. Jane added, "I am sure it was unpleasant, but you can be assured that what you have learned is very important. We have been blessed to be comfortable. Those you are working with are not. We have an obligation to assist them, but really, there is very little we can do to change their lot in life. However, we can ensure that those that work for us are appreciated and well cared for."

Lizzy added, "I am glad you've realized how lucky we are. Some people never recognize their good fortune. They take it for granted. If you've learned this, you will never regret being more appreciative. It will also help you when you come to pick a companion for your life."

The rest of dinner was more about the visiting they had done, the few social events Kitty had attended, how she was learning to use small talk to find real friends. Lydia found that discussion very interesting. She knew her turn would come next year if she were lucky. Apparently, there was no end to learning.

That next week, Lady Castlereagh and Lady Jersey came to visit Stanford House. They spent time chatting with Kitty, who by now was becoming quite proficient in the art of small talk. They determined they approved and when the dances began, Kitty would be admitted to Almack's. Lady Stanford was grateful as this was an important avenue to meeting acceptable young men.

Chapter 23

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Jane was also busy while Lydia was learning her lesson about officers and income. Bingley called upon her almost every afternoon. On the nicer days, they might venture to the park again. When the weather was not as clement, they sat in the parlor and visited. Darcy, and frequently Miss Darcy and Mrs. Annesley, often attended him. Darcy enjoyed seeing Elizabeth and Georgiana becoming friends. He rarely spoke, but he watched the growing camaraderie between his sister and Elizabeth with satisfaction. Georgiana enjoyed visiting with people who never made cutting remarks about their friends and were always pleasant. She appreciated that these visits also kept her out of the house when Miss Bingley paid calls.

On one visit, Elizabeth asked, "Miss Darcy, I wonder if you would enjoy playing some duets? I find it becomes harder and harder to sit through so many visits as we seem to see these days. Would you join me?"

Georgiana looked over at Darcy who smiled and nodded. "Thank you. I would love to. Mrs. Annesley, would you also like to join us?"

"If you do not mind, I think I will stay here on this comfortable sofa and work on my knitting."

Elizabeth and Georgiana retired to the music room and soon both music and laughter were heard in the parlor. Darcy said to Jane, "It is kind of you and Mrs. Raynor to encourage my sister through her shyness. I can see that she is far easier in your home than I have ever seen her around those not in our immediate family. I appreciate your efforts."

Jane replied, "I must say that we are not making any extraordinary effort. Miss Darcy is quite a nice person and we enjoy her company very much."

"Unfortunately, many of the women my sister has met are not really interested in friendship with Miss Darcy so much as with Mr. Darcy, I'm afraid. She has noticed and become even more withdrawn in most company. Since you and your sisters are truly interested in her friendship, it has been most helpful."

"Well, then you are most welcome. I believe I speak for all three of us when I say that your sister is delightful, and we hope to be friends for many years to come."

Laughter continued to mix with the music as the duets continued for the next half hour. Finally, it was time for the visitors to take their leave for other obligations. As they headed toward the door, Georgiana said, "I must thank you again, Mrs. Raynor. I do not know when I have had so much fun playing duets."

"I too had a wonderful time. I must say that you play so much better than I that it was a great condescension on your part to spend so much time accompanied by my feeble efforts."

"Oh, no, they were not feeble. It was quite enjoyable."

At the end of January after a few weeks of regular visits to Jane, Bingley called upon Darcy in his study to have a discussion about his future. "I have made up my mind. I believe Mrs. Nelson is everything I have ever sought. She is a true angel. Anyone seeing her with her daughters would affirm such."

"I have seldom met anyone as pleasant as Mrs. Nelson. She does seem to enjoy your company."

"Tomorrow, if the weather is fine, I will ask to take them all to the park again. As we walk, I will ask her to become Mrs. Bingley."

Darcy smiled and asked, "And what will Miss Bingley say about that?"

"I do not think she will be pleased. She has definitely severed the connection with Mrs. Nelson. Whenever I visit her, she keeps dropping hints about the wonderful Miss Darcy. I see your sister as a sister, not as a potential spouse. Caroline will just have to be disappointed, I guess. I think she believes that if I am closer to you, she will be too. I am sorry about the way she pushes herself forward."

"It is not your fault. She is of age. She makes her own choices. As for Mrs. Nelson, I think you will be very happy together. You should really enjoy fatherhood starting with such nice little girls."

Bingley smiled and said, "We've talked around the issues, but I believe the Nelsons plan to remain very involved with the girls. Since I have almost no family, I will suddenly be part of a much larger family. I think I am looking forward to it."

"I think you will enjoy it. They are a nice group. Many of them are highly competitive, which is what got Robert killed. He always had a bit of it in him, but he became much more of a risk taker after his marriage. Allen Raynor was the same. He was highly competitive, but it moved into serious risk after marriage. Before marriage, neither man was so involved in physically competitive activities. They would compete in fencing, but otherwise, it was chess, or at cards, or less strenuous games. It is sad that both sisters have suffered from that change in their husbands. You might want to reassure Mrs. Nelson that you have no desire to participate in any such behavior. Since the Nelsons are of such a higher rank, perhaps Miss Bingley will come to appreciate Mrs. Nelson as it may give her more access to the higher circles."

"Since I have no intention of taking my life in my hands, it should be easy to reassure Mrs. Nelson. I believe Caroline has already hurt her chances of a close relationship with her treatment of Mrs. Nelson. Once she understands what she has thrown away, I think Caroline will be very upset."

"How it is that she has not yet learned of their rank?"

"Since we move in such different circles, Caroline has no mutual acquaintances with them. The first ball of the season will show her otherwise, but I want things settled before then. They have made it clear they wanted to discontinue the acquaintance, so they do not know how much I have been seeing of Mrs. Nelson. Louisa has not been as socially active thus far as she has been in the past, so she too has managed not to learn the truth."

After their talk, Bingley returned home reassured. He had chosen not to lease a home this season and was staying in his club. Since Caroline had closed up Netherfield and left without knowing of his plans, he left her to stay with the Hursts. Mr. Hurst was not pleased, but at this point, there was not much he could do about it. Bingley found the club quiet and soothing, something not true when Caroline was in residence at his home. Perhaps his marriage would be a way to remove her from living with him. He contemplated that while he ate his supper.

The next day, Bingley called slightly later in the morning. As it was a fine, sunny day, he suggested the park. Elizabeth decided to stay in with Allen, who had sniffles that morning. The nurse, Meg and Betsy accompanied Jane and Bingley since both girls were full of boisterous energy that day. They had not had a chance to run around for a couple of days.

Bingley and Jane walked sedately behind as the nurse scurried to keep up as the girls ran around chasing one another. After a few moments, he cleared his throat, took a deep breath, and said, "Mrs. Nelson, I hope you know how very much I enjoy these times with you and your daughters. Over these past months, I have realized that I would very much like to make them a permanent feature in my life. Would you make me the happiest man in London by agreeing to become Mrs. Bingley? I can assure you that I will never take a risk that would cause me to hurt you as happened to you before."

Jane smiled at him and replied, "I can think of little that would make me happier. I should be honored to become Mrs. Bingley. However, I must ask, what of your sisters? They have made it clear that they do not wish to continue the acquaintance."

"When they realize the rank of the Nelsons, I suspect that will change," he replied with a wry smile.

"I have decided that I too wish to discontinue the acquaintance because of their treatment of us. I will not introduce them to the Nelson family. I have talked with the Nelsons in the past about a possible future marriage, and they plan to be supportive if they can remain my parents with the change. They are truly wonderful people. Now that we have come to an agreement, I must introduce you to them. Would you accompany me there on a call this afternoon?"

"I would enjoy meeting them."

"We could also stop at Stanford House, and you could speak with my father. Perhaps we should do that first?"

"Yes, let's stop in and see him first. Before we return, I want to promise you that I have no desire to participate in any risky or dangerous behavior such as that that claimed Mr. Nelson. I intend to be here to take care of you and the girls for many years to come."

"Thank you. That will be excellent. I know the girls will appreciate it as I do."

"So, at least in private, would you call me Charles?"

"Yes, Charles, I can manage that. However, you must manage to call me Jane."

"Gladly, Jane."

After an hour at the park, they returned to Jane's home. Jane sent her father a note asking to meet with him at about 1. She also sent a note to her mother-in-law informing her that she would be calling this afternoon with news. She knew that Lady Nelson would understand what the news was. They then spent time with Elizabeth telling her of their engagement. Elizabeth sat at her embroidery as Jane and Bingley made tentative plans and discussed possible wedding dates. They finally settled on a week in early March. Bingley would see about procuring the church the next day. He planned to stop by the Hurst's to notify his family that evening.

That afternoon, Jane and Bingley stopped at Stanford house together. While Jane spent the time in the parlor with her aunt and Kitty, Bingley met with Mr. Bennet in the library.

"Sir, I am sure you have noticed my interest in your daughter, Mrs. Nelson," stammered Bingley. Mr. Bennet merely tried to look severe, not very successfully. "Well, I have asked her to become Mrs. Bingley, and she has graciously agreed. We would like your blessing."

"You think you can make her happy, do you? You seem to be a steady young man, but then, so did Robert."

"Yes, I hope I can. I think she is the most wonderful woman I have ever met. I plan to care for her for the rest of her life."

"That is a good start. If you go on thinking that, you two should be very happy. Very well, you have my blessing. I must say that I am not entirely surprised by this development. I think you two are quite well suited."

At this, both men joined the women in the parlor where Mr. Bennet shared the news. The happy couple received congratulations from the family along with questions about when the event should take place.

Jane replied, "We are thinking about the beginning of March. We are going to see Lady Nelson to speak with her about it. Then Mr. Bingley will go to the church to see about reserving its use. Its availability will determine exactly which day we select."

Kitty exclaimed, "This is so fun. Jane, I am so happy for you."

"I had not expected to take away attention from your Season this way."

"I do not mind at all. I do not need to be the center of everyone's attention. I merely need to find the right one and be his center of attention."
Everyone smiled at her comment although they also agreed. Then Jane and Bingley returned to the carriage and headed to the Nelsons.

Lady Nelson greeted them in the parlor, for once devoid of other guests. They had noticed the knocker had been removed, ensuring that no other callers would be accepted today. Jane introduced Bingley and said, "Mother Nelson, I would like to introduce Charles Bingley. I have agreed to become Mrs. Bingley only this morning. Mr. Bingley, this is my mother, Lady Nelson."

Lady Nelson replied, "You both have my felicitations."

Bingley answered, "I will do everything in my power to make Mrs. Nelson, Meg, and Betsy as happy as I can."

Lady Nelson smiled and said, "I am sure you will. Please sit down and let me pour you some tea."

They all sat and made small talk as Lady Nelson came to appreciate Mr. Bingley's amiability. Before they were ready to leave, she suggested, "I would like to indicate to all our friends our support for Jane's new situation. Would you two allow us to throw you a ball to celebrate?"

Jane smiled and said, "Thank you. That would be wonderful. We hope to marry at the beginning of March."

"How about if it is the last week of February? That should be sufficient to plan everything. And Mr. Bingley, please include Lord Nelson and me in the announcing when you place it in the papers. I want everyone to know of our support." Within a few moments, she handed him an announcement he could place in the paper.

Bingley replied, "Well, if we are all in agreement, I will ensure we have the church and place the announcement in the papers. Shall I leave you here or return you home?"

Jane said, "If you leave me here, Mother and I can plan the ball. She can return me home."

Bingley took his leave to continue the arrangements for the wedding, while the ladies stayed and planned a ball. Once Bingley was gone, Lady Nelson asked, "And what of his sisters? Do you want to invite them or show our displeasure by cutting them?"

Jane answered, "Since it is our Nelson family hosting the ball, I am sad to say that we should not invite them. They were very clear in their disapprobation. I may have to invite them to events in our own home, but there is no reason to have them impose themselves upon you or the rest of the family."

Lady Nelson smiled, "I am both sad and glad to see you take such a position. With your sweet disposition, you always think the best of others. I am sorry they took that away from you. However, it is their loss."

"They seem to be the worst type of social climbers and will be avid to claim acquaintance once the announcement is acknowledged by Lord Nelson. At least, that seems to be the case for the younger. I am less sure about the older, but she has not tried to continue the acquaintance so far. I do not want to subject you to that."

"Not inviting them will make things very clear."

After that discussion, they determined who else would or would not be invited. Since Lydia was not out, she would not be included. Jane suggested Darcy be included, knowing that he was such a good friend of Bingley's. Georgiana would not be as she was also not out. Lady Stanford and Kitty soon joined them and helped round out the invitation list. Kitty was excited to help with this ball to celebrate Jane's wedding. They spent the remainder of the afternoon addressing the invitations to be delivered the next day after the announcement had appeared in the papers.

Bingley stopped at the church and was able to reserve it for the morning of March 5. At the Hurst home, Charles shared his news with the rest of his family. Their response was as he had anticipated. He chose not to clear up Caroline's misconception about Mrs. Nelson's status. He would get his revenge from the announcement in the paper.

Louisa said nothing. She just contemplated what her brother had said.

Caroline screeched, "I thought you understood we could not associate with Mrs. Nelson. You cannot denigrate the Bingley name by marrying someone with such connections. They have family involved in trade. Whatever were you thinking?"

"I was thinking that I would marry the most wonderful woman I have ever met. I care not what her relations are. She is everything I have ever wanted. You waste your breath. It is already decided."

"If you persist, we will never accept her. You will be cut off from everyone."

Louisa responded, "No, not everyone. Charles is still my brother. I do not have anything against Mrs. Nelson. You are on your own in this, Caroline, even though I have not been as cordial as I should."

Bingley shook his head and replied, "If that is your decision, so be it. Good bye, then." He nodded to Hurst and took his leave. "I am sorry to lose my sister, but Mrs. Nelson and her children are now my family. Thank you for your tentative support, Louisa."

Chapter 24

The next day, Hurst laughed as he saw the announcement in the paper. When Louisa asked what was so funny, he merely passed her the paper, pointing at the announcement. She read:

Lord and Lady Nelson and Mr. Thomas Bennet take great pleasure in announcing the engagement of their daughter, Jane Bennet Nelson, widow of Lord Nelson's son Robert, to Mr. Charles Bingley. The Nelsons will host a ball at the end of February to celebrate the nuptials which will be held on March 5 at St. George's, Hanover Square.

Louisa gasped. "Her husband was the son of an Earl? I thought she was a poor widow with no connections. Why did she never correct our perceptions? Caroline, come quickly." Louisa arose from the table taking the paper with her to her sister. Mr. Hurst continued to laugh at the mess his wife and sister had made for themselves.

Caroline was as upset as Louisa. They realized that they would be hard pressed to recover the relationship with Jane but must make the attempt. They determined to call upon Jane and offer congratulations. Since Caroline had thrown away the address, and neither could remember it, they would have to try to obtain it from Charles. They sent a note to his club asking him to call upon them as soon as possible. Suspecting why they were summoning him, he chose to delay until the late afternoon.

Meanwhile, Jane's friends all called to offer their best wishes. Many had not yet met Mr. Bingley, so Jane and Elizabeth had the opportunity to describe him to their friends over and over again that day. Most would have to wait for the ball to meet him in person although a few voiced the desire to have Mr. Bingley and Mrs. Nelson join them at a dinner or card party prior to the ball. All had received their invitations and were excited to celebrate with Jane. One of the callers had been Georgiana Darcy. She was pleased to see that there were no other visitors when she was shown to the drawing room.

"Mrs. Nelson, I am so happy for you. I know you and Mr. Bingley will be very happy together since you are both so amiable. And it is wonderful that the rest of your family is so pleased that they are throwing a ball to celebrate."

"Thank you, Miss Darcy. You are such a good friend of Mr. Bingley, I am grateful you approve."

"He is almost like another brother to me. How could I not approve? It is apparent that the two of you are meant to be together."

At that, Elizabeth laughed and replied, "Well, Miss Bingley certainly had a different plan in mind."

Georgiana smiled and said, "But she cannot truly be unhappy about this, can she?"

Jane answered, "I am afraid she is. She did her best to assure me her brother's heart was already engaged elsewhere. She has also made it clear she had no wish to continue the relationship with me. I am almost sorry for her now that she has learned the true situation."

Elizabeth added, "Well, I am not. Her treatment of you was shocking. She must now suffer the consequences."

Jane shook her head sadly and replied, "That she will. At least the rest of us are happy about it."

Charles finally arrived at the Hurst home late that afternoon. Mr. Hurst had chosen to remove himself from the upset and spent the day at his club. Charles joined Louisa and Caroline in the parlor.

Caroline almost screeched just as she had when he announced the betrothal, she was so upset. "Charles, how could you do this to us? You let us go on thinking that Mrs. Nelson was a poor widow with nothing but those two brats, and all the time she was widow of the son of an earl. We thought her so far beneath us and nothing could be further from the truth. You must give me her direction again. I have lost it."

Charles looked at her sadly. "Caroline, you have caused your own problem. If you had bothered to get to know the Bennets, and Jane in particular, you would have realized that they spent their time in circles far above ours. And had you bothered to find out anything about her husband, you would have known of the relationship with the Earl. Instead, you made assumptions and treated her very poorly as a result. You are both not invited to the ball the Nelsons are throwing as a result of your treatment of Mrs. Nelson. I must say, as I have heard what you've done, I am ashamed you are my sister."

"Surely we can repair the damage. This is just the kind of rank I was hoping you would marry. You know I want only your happiness."

"You want only your own happiness and have never cared for mine. I think you've also made Louisa unhappier too, but I would not swear to that. However, I do know you are never welcome in my home again. I will make my life with Mrs. Nelson, Meg, and Betsy, and their extended families. You have shown yourself no friend, so I plan to treat you only as a distant acquaintance in the future. And I know the Bennets and Nelsons will do something similar. I suspect Darcy will too. He knows all about your manipulation of the truth when it comes to my plans, so I think you have also irreparably damaged any minimal prospect you had there too."

Caroline's voice became even shriller, "No, you cannot do this to me. You must help me fix it."

Sadly, Bingley shook his head and replied, "No, I must not. I am sorry, but your behavior has caused this, and you must live with it. I hope Hurst and Louisa can help you find some happiness, because I wash my hands of you. When I visited my solicitor today to begin drawing up the settlement, I notified him that I no longer will act as conservator in your trust. You will be responsible for your own money now since you are of age. I have done my best, but it seems it was for naught. Do as you choose, but leave me alone."

He looked over at Louisa, who had sat frightened in the background during the altercation, and added, "Since you were also involved in the poor treatment of Mrs. Nelson, you are also excluded from the ball. Whether or not you are also excluded from the rest of my life will depend on how you act in the next few weeks. You were less vocal in your criticisms. I do not know if that was because you were less critical or just quieter than Caroline."

Louisa replied, "I am afraid I gave it little real thought. I have become accustomed to letting Caroline lead and I just follow. I think I will have to rethink my position. However, I do offer congratulations that, in spite of our efforts, you were able to follow your heart and obtain her consent. I think you will be very happy together."

"Thank you Louisa."

As Bingley turned to take his leave, Caroline interrupted him. "Wait, you must give me Mrs. Nelson's address. I have misplaced it and must try to make amends."

Charles looked at her sadly and replied, "Very well. You can try. But we are already decided." He went to her desk and wrote the address for her. He handed her the paper and left. He was sad at her duplicity but grateful to have seen her for what she truly was. He went directly to Jane's.

After he was shown in, he greeted the sisters whose previous visitors had just left. "I am surprised to see you alone."

Elizabeth chuckled while Jane replied, "We have been inundated with well-wishers all day. Many of our friends have not met you yet and were very curious. Thank goodness Mother is hosting a ball so they can all satisfy their curiosity. We have been invited to a number of dinners and parties, so we will have to take some time to sort through and decide which to attend. Our friends are happy for us."

"Caroline will be coming by to try to make amends. She would have been here earlier but 'misplaced' your address and required that I come supply it. We all know she never misplaced it, so I made her wait until it would be too late for her to come today. However, you should know she will be coming."

Elizabeth scowled, but Jane serenely replied, "That was to be expected. However, invitations to the ball were sent today, and her name was not on the list. I will be civil to her, but she can expect no sympathy from me. Also, I will not introduce her to the family. I would not subject them to that."

Bingley nodded. "I agree that this is a good way to manage her. I think Louisa was less involved in the opposition, so her contrition may actually be genuine. She offered her congratulations and wished us the best."

Jane merely remarked, "We will see."

Shortly thereafter, Bingley left for a previously planned dinner with the Darcys. He knew that there, he could talk of his Jane to his heart's content and proceeded to do just that.

The next day, Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley called upon Jane to offer their congratulations. They found Mrs. Raynor sitting with Jane in the parlor when they arrived.

As they curtsied upon entering the room, Miss Bingley gushed, "Oh, Mrs. Nelson, we were so excited when Charles gave us the news. We want to wish you every happiness."

Jane serenely replied, "Thank you. However, you made it very clear you wanted to sever the relationship even as your brother had already indicated a wish to court me. I am sorry, but since you ended the relationship, I will not take it up again. You may be his sisters, but you will not be mine. My Nelson family has requested that they not be introduced to you. Know that you are not the ball guest list and will not be permitted to attend. Perhaps at some point in the future, you can be readmitted to my family, but for now, I do not know you."

Jane rose, and the butler entered as previously arranged. "Carter, please show Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst out. They are just going now. They will not be returning."

He held the door open for the very embarrassed sisters and led them out of the room. When they were safely ensconced in their carriage, Caroline said, "Can you believe that? She threw us out."

Louisa replied, "At least she let us in. She could have refused us entry. Caroline, you have really hurt our chances in society with your rudeness to her in the past. If she will not see us, how can we make amends and move into her circle?"

"I will find a way."

"You will try. However, I think the damage is permanent. You have given me much to think about."

Meanwhile, inside, Elizabeth was laughing. "Jane, I am so proud of you. I did not know you had it in you to show them the door like that."

"Since Charles had warned me, I have been thinking about my response. I am sorry to be rude, but I think it the only way to impress Miss Bingley that I am serious. Being amiable does not mean that I will not react to poor treatment. Now she knows."

"It was marvelous to see them escorted out so forcefully. That was great entertainment."

"Lizzy, I fear for you if you think that was fun."

"You know how I like to laugh at the foibles of our neighbors. This was wonderful." Jane merely shook her head and smiled at her sister.

Chapter 25

Posted on 2015-07-01

As the early social season slowly began, Kitty regularly attended a number of musical evenings which required that she exhibit her accomplishments. She was adequate on the piano but hated these exhibitions. There were occasional card parties which were far less stressful. Playing cards was simple enough. The only trials she experienced were when her partners were incapable of any intelligent conversation at all. She enjoyed their forays to musical entertainments and the occasional play. While most were there to see and be seen, she actually enjoyed the presentations more than the society.

Her friendships with Bethiah and Rachel continued to deepen as did that with Georgiana Darcy. Since Miss Darcy was not out, she was not in competition as a debutant yet. Miss Darcy found that Kitty and her friends were far more pleasant callers than Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst had ever been. She could even relax and enjoy the visits. She was sure this situation would continue to improve when her own friends from school eventually came to town within the next year or so. After the engagement between Bingley and Jane was announced, the butler at Darcy House was informed that Mrs. Hurst and Miss Bingley were no longer welcome. They had been turned away for the first time the day after the engagement announcement.

Miss Bingley was shocked when the butler had told her she was no longer welcome to see Miss Darcy. She had been remonstrating with the man when Darcy had come out of his study with a frown on his face. He had interrupted the tirade with, "And what is this? Miss Bingley, can you truly not understand when a butler indicates that you are not to be admitted? You were given admittance due to your relationship with your brother. When you hurt his prospects and severed the relationship with his betrothed, and he then severed your ties, your admittance was also severed. Please do not make us bodily remove you. Are you so lost to respectable behavior as this?"

Behind the library door, Georgiana was grinning. She had always been uncomfortable around Miss Bingley and was enjoying seeing her discomfited. When Miss Bingley tried to cajole Darcy into an admission of friendship, he merely nodded to the footmen behind him and gestured in her direction. They moved to assist Miss Bingley out the door. She turned angrily and hurried away lest she be seen to be thrown out the door. Her face was an unfortunate shade of red. She had never anticipated being denied access to Darcy when she had been so impolite to Jane Nelson. Georgiana was elated that she would no longer have to endure her insincere flattery.

Immediately after the excitement about Jane's engagement, Kitty, Bethiah, and Rachel attended their first dance at Almack's. All three were grateful for the tickets as this would provide introductions to a variety of eligible young men. For this momentous occasion, both mothers attended as did Lurinda. She was still welcome from her original season so many years ago. She spent most of her time talking with the other chaperones. Mr. Bennet escorted Kitty and Lady Stanford. While Lady Stanford was busy catching up with various friends, he found himself making observations of the evening to Mrs. Gaisford and both Mrs. Williamsons. After a short while, the two mothers decided it would be best for them to also circulate and renew old acquaintances. As they walked off together, Mr. Bennet said to Lurinda, "You have no desire to renew old friendships?"

"I have already done so. None of my friends are here tonight. Those that live in town are home with their families. What about you?"

"I do not see anyone that I know. Most of my friends are like me, they prefer a quiet life in the country. We write occasionally, perhaps two or three times each year, and that seems to suffice."

She continued, "I understand congratulations are in order. It seems that Mrs. Nelson will soon be married."

"Thank you. Yes, Jane has found herself someone almost as amiable as she. They are each so complying, that nothing will ever be resolved on; so easy, that every servant will cheat them; and so generous, that they will always be tempted to exceed their income. Seriously, however, I am very pleased for her."

The two continued to talk to one another occasionally throughout the evening, and Lurinda found she enjoyed his acerbic comments on the evening, the dancers, and the efforts of many to impress the others. He found the evening far more enjoyable than he had anticipated thanks to Lurinda's agreement or disagreement with his comments. They had some very comical debates about various attendees that evening.

The Ladies ensured that the debutants had appropriate partners throughout the evening. Kitty found the lessons in small talk enabled her to find something to say to each of her partners. Asking leading questions worked well with all but one. He apparently had no thoughts on anything. She had no desire to further that acquaintance. The others were all worth knowing, though.

The next day, the three girls must meet to discuss the dance. Lurinda escorted the other two to Stanford House as early as calls were permitted. She sat in the corner with Lady Stanford watching as the girls recounted their evening.

Bethiah said, "Well, I think I met one or two young men that I enjoyed talking with. They were also decent dancers, which I think is important."

Rachel laughed, "It is only important while we are single. We never get to dance as much after we marry."

Lady Stanford interrupted their conversation, "That actually depends on your husband. Many of us do continue to dance frequently. Sir Henry and I continued to dance right up until the illness that took him. He always said he enjoyed it."

Kitty added, "Well, it was a fun night. I loved the dancing. The Ladies introduced us to some very interesting, and a few very dull, men. None caught my eye yet, but that is fine. The real Season hasn't even started yet."

Rachel said, "I am interested to see who comes to visit. We must return home to see who was interested."

Bethiah agreed, "Yes. We would not want to miss someone interesting"

Kitty laughed. "I guess I should stay home too then. Perhaps I will read."

Lady Stanford added, "So, you don't think you will have any callers? I suspect you are wrong, but I agree, it will be interesting to see who follows up." After about thirty minutes, Lurinda escorted the two from the house and back to their own homes to see who would call.

Mr. Bennet joined them in the parlor after their friends left and asked, "Should I expect any gentlemen seeking your hand? I am available this afternoon if needed."

Kitty laughed, "No. I don't even expect any of them to call on me."

Lady Stanford added, "She did quite well Thomas, as you saw. It would serve you right should one of them come and ask for her hand immediately. However, I think you can rest easy on that end. We will likely keep here for the entire Season. Will you accompany us each time?"

Mr. Bennet responded, "I think not, Bess. As I was here, I thought I would at least attend this first time. I am happy with the progress Lydia is making. I may be able to return with her to Longbourn before much longer. She has had her eyes opened about what some of her heedless thoughts could lead to. I will admit that I would prefer to be in my own library and allow you to oversee Kitty's Season just as you have the other girls' without my assistance. Of course, if we do return home, we will be back for Jane's wedding."

Lady Stanford smiled. She knew how very much her brother hated the social scene in London. "Very well Thomas. When you deem Lydia ready, you have my leave to return home."

Kitty was greatly surprised that a couple of the young men did stop by to see her. She was very flattered. They had a very slightly stilted conversation as they had happened to stop by at the same time. When they finally left, Lady Stanford pronounced Kitty a success. Kitty smiled at the idea, although she was aware that she was really just getting started. At their next visit, she found both her friends had also had gentleman callers. All three were excited about it. They felt that this meant they would be successful in finding someone during their social efforts.

That Sunday, Miss Bosworth, Mr. Bennet, and the Gardiners had a long discussion before dinner concerning Lydia. The other three spent so much more time with her that they had a better idea of how she was changing from her charity efforts. Finally, they had Lydia join them in Mr. Gardiner's study.

Mr. Bennet began, "Lydia, I have been very pleased with the progress to maturity you have made. Tell me honestly, how do you feel about the charity work your aunt does?"

Lydia frowned a moment and said, "It is sorely needed. I hate the conditions these people live in. It is simply terrible. I cannot understand why it is even allowed. I am grateful my aunt does what she can to alleviate the pain and suffering of these people. I have realized that, while a uniform might look good, it really has no place in making decisions about my own life. I have also recognized that my sisters have done some of this charity work at home as they have come out, and I would do so even before then. It is as if my eyes are now open and can no longer be closed."

"Are you ready to return to Longbourn to finish up your studies this year or should you prefer to remain in London and continue your charity work?" asked Mrs. Gardiner.

Lydia was thoughtful for a moment. "I came to London hoping for parties and fun in spite of what you told me before we left. However, it has been far more educational than I ever anticipated. I think I would like to continue my charity work, but not here. I would rather begin a little early back in Longbourn. I know my sisters have done that once they move from the school room, and that Aunt Stanford and Hill do it when none of us are available. I would like to make a positive impact at home, if I may. I am not sure yet if I am ready to come out next season. Before coming to town, I thought I was. I think I will wait a few more months if the rest of you approve before I make that determination. Right now, I feel very young."

Miss Bosworth said, "Lydia, it is very mature to realize that you are not ready. I cannot tell you how proud of you I am. We can definitely incorporate the charity needs of Longbourn into our remaining classes together."

Mr. Bennet added, "I am more than pleased to see you mature this way. I would like to return home until Jane's wedding. I think we will all be more comfortable."

Lydia replied, "Aunt Madeline, thank you for these experiences. They have really opened my eyes to a different world. Father, before we leave, could I have at least one outing?"

Mr. Bennet laughed, "Would a trip to the theater suffice? I do not think you would want a concert."

"You would be correct. Although, listening to Kitty talk, it seems I had better concentrate on improving my piano so I can be decent to listen to at these musical evenings. Right now, it would merely hurt my chances as I scared away all the gentlemen."

Everyone laughed and agreed that she might need to improve before her Season, and the meeting broke up. They returned to the parlor where the rest of the family was visiting before dinner. Mr. Bennet informed them that he would take Lydia and Miss Bosworth to the theater on Tuesday, and then return to Longbourn. Any not already engaged were welcome to join them. Only Elizabeth was free. Jane would be dining with Bingley in the Ladies' room of his club that evening. They would be discussing future living arrangements. Lady Stanford and Kitty were committed to attend a card-party.

During dinner, Elizabeth, seated next to Lydia, said quietly to her, "Lydia, you have grown so much in these few weeks here in town. I am very proud of you."

"Have you ever visited the places Aunt Gardiner supports?"

"No."

"The lives of the people she helps are just terrible. She really helped me to see what could be the consequences of some of my actions. I had never realized it before. I know Miss Bosworth and all of you have told me, but seeing it was something different. Now I truly understand. I want a life more like ours than those are. I also want more fun than they enjoy."

"Now that last sounds more like the Lydia we all love."

"I can see now that I have to be more cautious if I do want to have a great life. I have to look at the next step, not just the one I am taking. I'll do my flirting after I come out and admire from a distance for now. Even then, I think I will be far more careful in choosing who to flirt with as there are certainly some men who are not truly gentlemen. I had better become friends first, flirt later."

"That sounds like a much wiser Lydia. Congratulations."

The night at the theater was quite pleasant. Lydia was satisfied that at least she had one outing before going home. The performance was excellent, and Lydia and Elizabeth enjoyed surveying the clothing choices of the audience before it began and during intermission. Lydia was a little surprised at how few people attended to the play, but realized that during the Season, play-going was a social activity allowing people to see and be seen. Enjoying the performance on stage was a secondary consideration. Elizabeth verified her surmise when asked.

They would all be back for the wedding, but on Wednesday, Mr. Bennet, Miss Bosworth, and Lydia returned to Longbourn leaving fairly early that morning. Lydia was relieved to have the opportunity to offer charity at home in pleasanter surroundings and read quietly on the ride home.

At the club, Bingley and Jane discussed their future together. They decided that, after the wedding, they would go on a short wedding trip alone for a week or two to a cottage of a friend in Kent. They would remain in London until May, when they would then retire to Netherfield. Having a country home for the summer and autumn was preferable to remaining in London. Since Bingley had no permanent home in town, they would live in Jane's home when in London.

As the Bennets were returning to Longbourn, Bingley visited Jane's home to help make some decisions about his future. Carter showed him through the master's quarters so he could determine what changes might be necessary. Jane joined them after Bingley had viewed everything to discuss his impressions. "These are very much to Robert's taste. I would have you be comfortable here. Is there anything you want changed?"

Bingley considered the darkness of the rooms and replied, "I prefer a room that isn't quite as somber. The blue is nice, but a little dark. If the walls were a lighter color blue, everything else would still harmonize, but it would not seem so heavy."

"Carter, please make a note of that. Anything else, Mr. Bingley?"

"No, I like Mr. Nelson's taste. I can be very comfortable here."

As they headed toward the parlor, Jane said quietly, "I will be too. You should be aware that I expect to spend most of my nights in that suite rather than in my own. We cannot rightly talk of this before the wedding, but I think you should be aware of my preference. It is to be together." Jane was blushing as she entered the parlor.

Bingley was quite surprised and had actually stopped for a moment before walking on again. As they joined Elizabeth in the room, he replied, "Thank you."

Elizabeth raised an eyebrow at him and he said, "The master suite here is quite nice. We are going to lighten the wall color but otherwise leave it as it is. I was thanking Mrs. Nelson for her consideration in asking for my opinions."

As Elizabeth considered her sister's blush, she rather thought a different topic might have come up, but kept her thoughts to herself. Rather, she said, "Jane, I have been thinking. You will want some time with just you, Mr. Bingley, and the girls once you return from your wedding trip. I find I am not as ready to return to society as you were and as I thought I was. I think after the wedding, I will return to Raynor Hall instead of trying to help Kitty with her season. My heart just isn't in it yet. Then, when you come home from your trip, it will be just your little family here."

Bingley looked a little fearful at the topic and said, "I think this needs to be between the two of you. I shall take my leave."

Elizabeth smiled and said, "No need. There isn't anything to discuss. And you will shortly be my brother. There is no reason you should not know I am not really ready to be in town socializing just yet. It is not that my heart is broken from my loss, it seems I am more like my father than I thought. He prefers to stay home and have minimal socializing. Right now, it appears I am the same. Some socializing is fine, but the niceties of the Season are just a little too much right now. Stay and visit with us a while longer before you run off."

He smiled and sat near Jane on the settee. They talked of the benefits of Netherfield as their country home and whether he might not prefer one further north so he could easily go to York to manage his business concerns when necessary. He was a sort of silent partner in the business his father and uncle had started. It was now run by a cousin. He would need to visit there at least twice annually if not more often. After much consideration, they decided to keep Netherfield for at least one more year before making any permanent decision.

Chapter 26

The day after returning from London, Mr. Bennet, Miss Bosworth, and Lydia met with Mrs. Hill in Mr. Bennet's library. He began, "Hill, Lydia has decided that she would prefer to take up her charitable activities here in Longbourn where she has more of a relationship with those in need. Lady Stanford remains in town, so, could you please include Lydia in those endeavors you undertake on Longbourn's behalf?"

Mrs. Hill looked at Lydia consideringly. She had known her all her life and knew well of her wild and unruly ways. Lydia returned the look unflinchingly. Hill returned her gaze to Mr. Bennet and replied, "Of course. How would you like to proceed?"

As the response had been discussed on the ride home, Lydia answered, "We think it best if I could spend the time in the afternoons two or three days each week, depending on need. It is a far better use of my time than a walk into town to window-shop or gossip with my aunt. Mind you, I will still do those, after all I am still Lydia, but it will be somewhat curtailed. Also, Miss Bosworth will attend me some of the time, but we expect a maid to accompany me most of the time for deliveries. Do you think Sally would suit?"

Mrs. Hill was surprised at the measured response from one so heedless in the past. "Yes, I think she can be freed from other duties to accompany you as needed."

"Thank you. Is there anything pressing today or could we start tomorrow?"

"Mrs. Rogers had her babe yesterday and I was planning on taking her some dainties as a treat for her and some soup for the rest of the family."

"I would like to accompany you, if you would permit."

"Very well, miss. I will be ready immediately after luncheon."

"I will meet you in the kitchen then."

As Hill returned to her duties, she was very surprised at the changes in Lydia. Whatever they had done in London seemed to have successfully matured the wild child. She hoped it was a permanent change.

Upon Hill's exit, Lydia sighed and said, "I guess I should practice now. Would the school room in one hour be agreeable, Miss Bosworth?"

"Yes dear, it would."

Lydia retired to the parlor and the piano while her father and Miss Bosworth remained in the library. He said, "I think that is the first time I have ever heard her volunteer to practice rather than have to be encouraged to do so."

"She and Kitty spent a lot of time talking about Kitty's current daily routine. Lydia had never considered why she must have some visible accomplishments and was worried about having to play for large groups. She has never desired to exhibit that way and realized that she would have to work hard this year if she is to be ready next year. She may want to come out next year, but only if she makes sufficient progress in the remaining time."

"Well, that is an added bonus to her maturity from the London charity work."

"It does mean that I will likely be looking for a new situation come the end of the summer if she does decide she is ready."

"That is true. Are you looking for older or younger family for your next venture?"

"In many ways, it is much easier when they are younger."

"Shall I ask around to see if anyone knows of a situation you might enjoy?"

"Thank you. That would be helpful."

"Not at all. You have done so much for my girls, I want to do what I can for you in return. It is a shame that my own grandchildren are still too young to need a governess."

She smiled and excused herself leaving Mr. Bennet to ponder who might have a need for such an excellent governess as Miss Bosworth. Jane would not need one for her girls for a few years yet.

Hill and Lydia visited the Rogers family and delivered both the soup and the dainties. The new baby, a son, was admired, and Lydia held him and cooed at him for a few moments before returning him to his mother. "He is very nice. You must be very happy to have another son."

"Yes, we need boys to work the farm and this wee one will be able to start helping in just a few years."

Hill was surprised at how well Lydia was able to visit with Mrs. Rogers and felt some relief that she would be able to entrust certain visits to her, as long as Sally or Miss Bosworth accompanied her.

The next day, Lydia and Miss Bosworth called upon Mrs. Phillips for a regular visit. As usual, Mrs. Phillips was full of gossip of everything that was going on around town. One bit of news was that most of the shopkeepers had not suffered by limiting credit for the militia and were truly enjoying having the extra men in town spending money instead of credit. Lydia learned that many of the girls spent a considerable amount of time with the officers at various venues around town, card parties being the most common, and there was speculation that two or three young women would end up as officers' wives. Colonel Forster had become engaged to one such young woman, Harriet Pulvis. They would be married by the end of February. Harriet was not a very sensible young woman, but he was quite smitten with her liveliness. She and Lydia had always been fairly close friends having had similar liveliness.

As Lydia and Miss Bosworth walked back to Longbourn following this visit, Lydia said, "Miss Bosworth, I have a question. I know the Colonel is probably situated so that Harriet will be fine, but those other girls will be in very straitened circumstances, won't they?"

"Unless they have a significant dowry, yes, they will. However, it is only slightly lower than their current situation, so they may not notice much change until after the children come."

"That is what you feared for me, was it not?"

"Yes. Since all you could talk about was officers, we feared you might get yourself into a situation where you would either choose or be required to marry one."

"What do you mean, required?"

"You know enough that certain intimacies are not appropriate if you are not married. If you are caught engaging in those intimacies, a gentleman will do the honorable thing and marry the girl. A rake will not. It is even possible to be compromised by accident with no intention of doing something inappropriate. The most precious asset you have is your reputation."

"That is why it is so hard for those women we were helping at the clinic isn't it? They no longer had a reputation to protect and were at everyone's mercy."

"Yes."

Although Lydia had been told something similar repeatedly for a few years, she was finally in a position where it meant something to her. She continued to think on this the rest of the way home that day.