Posted on: 2008-09-12

Chapter Twenty-Three

After the ladies had left the room and Adelaide had toyed with her broth for a while, she asked for it to be set aside, and then turned to her new visitors and said "Richard and Fitzwilliam, so it is your turn to sit with the invalid?" The comments piped from a face that was seemingly lost again amid the pillows.

"Dearest Adelaide, someone with wit as sharp as yours could hardly be called an invalid" said the Colonel. "We have already supped so that we could sit for sometime without having to take our leave."

"You stipulated that you were to remain with company and provided with lively conversation" added Darcy.

"That is true enough. The ladies have dutifully kept me occupied these last hours and now it is to be your turn. The mind is willing, but the body is presently not in agreement so we shall have to be content to continue our conversation here. However, I am quite glad you have both joined me as I am quite in need of amusement" said Adelaide. "The ladies have kept me suitably delighted with some current events and past recollections, and I trust that you will do the same?"

"But of course. Are there any particular areas of interest?" Darcy asked of Adelaide. Now knowing that Adelaide was most comfortable in reminiscing he sought a direction from her as to suitable subject matter.

Instead of responding to Darcy's question Adelaide began quizzing Richard. "Well Richard what say you of politics of late?" replied Adelaide.

"Not a great deal. There is still much talk that appears to achieve little. The odd scandal and indiscretion -- all in all fairly predictable, and much as to be expected -- I am on grateful that none of it continues to involve me" said Richard Fitzwilliam. He too was seeking some direction from Adelaide as to what she wished to discuss.

"Come now, surely there is some tale that would pique my interest. Nothing that requires your talent at strategic analysis or planning? Surely your military talents are going to waste with so little practice."

"I will admit those skills are still put to use, more often than not at home in trying to marshal the children -- politicians are much easier than them." Suddenly he thought of something that Adelaide may wish to revisit and took the initiative. "Nothing however will ever rival the strategic planning that was required to win Georgiana's hand -- and the strategies employed were not all mine".

"I do recall that it was also memorable as it was the first and only time that Fitzwilliam ever got the better of me" said Adelaide clearly delighted at the thought of this particular recollection.

"Certainly an occasion to be remembered!" added Darcy.

Richard Fitzwilliam had long thought that a love such as his cousin Darcy had achieved would never be his. However, within a year of Darcy and Elizabeth's marriage he found his thoughts on love and marriage altered in a most unexpected way.

He had frequently returned to Pemberley to relish in the homely warmth that was generated in the close and loving relationship that was ever on display with Elizabeth and his cousin Darcy. The quiet halls of Pemberley had almost been reborn when Elizabeth arrived -- bringing light, love and laughter to them --and all who knew Pemberley were delighted that such a transformation had taken place. Despite its size and grandeur it was once again truly a home.

The Darcy's preferred not to entertain on the grand scale preferred by those who wished to impress society, they instead chose to host more intimate gatherings with those nearest and dearest. Through a numerical imbalance of guests and family members Richard Fitzwilliam was frequently thrown more often than not into partnering his cousin Georgiana. They enjoyed their resulting conversations, and Georgiana used the pairing to practise her new skill of teasing on her cousin, as she was still not confident in teasing her brother. They passed many a pleasant evening in this manner.

Due to his military commitments Richard Fitzwilliam had become accustomed to being away from home for long periods, but found as time went on that his correspondence with Georgiana brought him a level of comfort and understanding that had not been attainable through any other source. Other correspondence such as he received from his cousin Darcy was newsworthy but did not hold his interest. If anything it only sought to highlight the intimacy he was missing in not having a wife, and the contentment that came from being happy and settled. Richard then began to slowly realise that despite frequent attempts to find a partner for life outside of his immediate circle of family and friends that the person most ideally suited to him, was one he had been acquainted with for an extended period of time. It was now the thought of being in her company, and not that in of Darcy and Elizabeth's that now drew him more frequently to Pemberley.

Aware of his growing sentiments, but unsure of his footing, he realised that Georgiana, and in fact most other women were not suited to the nomadic situation that accompanied an office of His Majesty's Armed forces and unlikely to be pleased with long periods of absence that accompanied overseas postings that were becoming more necessary. In order to progress any likelihood of a relationship, he would require a change of occupation.

To this end, he knew he would be required to leave his military life and pursue his growing interest in politics. At least it would see him with some regular timetable and a fixed base -- a far better position to pursue his love interest. This change of occupation was a matter that he could freely discuss with his family and cousin Darcy, and did so, before he made the significant move after a tour of duty in Spain. He left the armed forces not many months after Darcy and Elizabeth married, retaining his rank and good relations with the armed forces.

Richard Fitzwilliam then made his first tentative steps in politics -- with subtle promotions by his father and Adelaide. Adelaide's connections in government and at the court of St James were quite extensive -- much to the surprise of the Colonel and Darcy. Adelaide enabled him to attain a level of power and influence in the Parliament in a very short period of time. By the autumn after Darcy and Elizabeth's marriage he had achieved a small measure of initial success.

Was it really love, or just the possibility of a relationship that would prevent him from being lonely? He lacked the confidence to answer the question himself, and knew that this was a question that required further debate.

After becoming aware that he was increasingly seeking Georgiana's companionship, and encouraging a greater level of correspondence with her, he decided he needed a second opinion -- from someone objective enough to assist him in analysing his feelings.

On this matter Darcy was definitely out of bounds. The assistance he was able to give Darcy in matters of the heart in relation to Elizabeth had left an offer open of return assistance should he ever felt the need-- however this could not be contemplated due to the particular lady involved.

Elizabeth, whilst he could assure himself of her confidence, would be surely compromised by the disclosure- and he had no wish to place her in such an awkward situation given that the Darcy's had recently and most delightedly announced that they were to become parents the following spring.

His family would not be able to provide him any level of objectivity seeing that a close relative was involved, and whilst he was close to the Gardiners, he did not yet share the same level of intimacy that the Darcy's did. Relations with Aunt Catherine were still extremely strained and she had never been one he could turn to for advice -- definitely not when it came to matters of the heart. He decided therefore there was only one person he could discuss this matter with -- and that was the Darcy's London neighbour Lady Adelaide Lyell.

After he had taken up his political career, he found himself spending the majority of his time in London. The Darcy's had offered the use of their residence, should he be desirous of some privacy, and there was always his parents' house that could be used. But Richard Fitzwilliam was lonely and in need of company, and so when Adelaide made the offer that he was more than welcome to stay at her residence when he was required in London he readily accepted. He was well aware it provided both he and Adelaide some much needed company and an opportunity for some lively conversation.

He found Adelaide's wit and intellect a welcome refuge to the time spent at Parliament and in White's, and as she maintained a keen interest in politics and the surrounding social scandals that it often generated. She had also proven herself to be an excellent sounding board when it came to choosing allies and determining strategies. Whilst this provided some intellectual stimulation -- it only served to prove that what he really needed was a partner in life to share every aspect of his existence.

Adelaide realised that he was trying to change his life to position himself for possible matrimony, and that being a second son, with no landed inheritance to occupy, she proposed that he take on her own estate that had been tenanted, and not managed in the manner she would have wished. She therefore saw the opportunity to address her own situation, whilst assisting the Colonel. As a result Adelaide asked Richard Fitzwilliam to take her country estate that was located near Cambridge in hand, and he was welcome to any profits it generated.

He was very touched by both the action and generousity of Adelaide's offer, and professed that it was too great an offer for him to accept. She pressed the point saying he was doing her a favour, and that being left very well off and without any heirs, she had no need for further income and nowhere to disperse it. It had the added benefit of being within reasonable distance from London -- allowing for a balance between his Parliamentary responsibilities and spending time on the estate. Seeing her so insistent, he finally accepted the offer, and was determined to make it up to her in some other way at a later stage.

With Darcy's and Mr Gardiner's advice, and his own skills at organising people he soon determined that a reasonable income from Adelaide's estate was possible. This income, in addition to his income gained through patronage related to his political position, finally gave him the means to be a man of independence, who was not solely reliant upon a dowry from a bride to support his future needs. He set to work diligently, and soon turned the estate and the opinions of the estate's tenants to a more positive position.

One November evening at dinner, close to the first anniversary of Darcy and Elizabeth's marriage, when the politics of the day had been discussed and dissected, and after he had consumed a few glasses of Adelaide's most excellent wine the Colonel finally summoned the courage to broach the subject of his change of heart with Adelaide. This was a short while before they both scheduled to travel to Pemberley to spend some time with all of the Darcy family and relations over Christmas.

"You seem quiet and set to introspection this evening Richard? You seem to have something on your mind -- have it out and be done with it" said Adelaide in a quite decisive manner.

The Colonel always found Adelaide attune to the moods of those she was most close to, and was always direct in her approach. Those closest to her knew her direct approach was not out of a desire to control those around her as applied with Lady Catherine, but out of care and concern for those she truly loved and admired.

"As always Adelaide, you are sharp and quick to the point. Yes there is much on my mind and as it happens I would be very glad to hear your opinion on the matter. After thinking such an event were not possible, I have a notion that I am harbouring affections for a certain young lady".

"An affair of the heart. Not before time too. Am I permitted to ask who is the lucky recipient of your affections?"

"Only if you agree not to disclose the extent of my feelings, and the person responsible for those feelings to my family or relations at this time"

"I will agree to the conditions you stipulate and promise not to disclose your affections or the young lady's identity until you permit it. But you know my love of challenges -- do you agree to let me guess the identity of the lady first?"

"Very well then" he responded.

"I would deduce that the lady is known to us, and known to the family as well due to the conditions that you stipulated."

"You are correct so far." A slight blush was evident on the Colonel's cheeks.

"More so to that you seek an opinion from me and not those so closely related to you. I would have expected you to consult Darcy as you supported him through his courtship with Elizabeth, so there must be someway he is involved. Therefore the only person who I can identify that you would be so reluctant to discuss with your family and confidantes is Georgiana Darcy".

He blushed further. "So your powers of deduction have served you well yet again".

"Does she know of your feelings?" Adelaide asked him in a softer tone. She realised it was taking a great deal of courage for him to be so forthright with his thoughts and feelings, and now that he had started she wanted to hear the whole, and see how she could help him. She instinctively knew that this was a match that should be promoted and would form a union of mutual souls and like temperaments.

"It appears through our correspondence and discussions that we have had at Pemberley over the summer, that she is aware of some of my feelings and returns my affection."

"Well that is a good start at least. So what concerns you so?"

"Is it proper for someone who is a guardian of another to allow such feelings to exist, and to promote them and how can I be sure that it is truly love, such that Darcy and Elizabeth have, and not just a deepening affection for a relative -- one that would end my loneliness?"

Adelaide took a small sip of her wine to allow her to time frame her response. She then replied "The love you have for Georgiana is not improper, and had you not been placed in the position of being a joint guardian with Fitzwilliam, you would think nothing of it, so I would discount that thought now".

"I had not considered that aspect before" he said somewhat relieved.

"A love so openly on view such that is displayed by Fitzwilliam and Elizabeth is uncommon, but love displays itself in many ways. Jane and Charles are just as deeply in love, but their love is played out in a more subtle form, so do not think that just because love is not so openly observed that it does not count as such. Given the circumstances, it is probably better for the present at least that your current frame of mind is disguised."

She went onto add, "I have observed you both together of late, and observe you now whilst speaking of her and your face if viewed closely does give away some of your thoughts. Georgiana's too though she is unlikely to be aware of it. I am sure that Elizabeth has seen it, but Fitzwilliam would choose not to. I think you can safely consider yourself in love with her, and more importantly that she harbours a strong affection for you".

A large sigh of relief left him, but then a puzzled look came over his face. "You said Darcy chooses not to?"

"Yes. Fitzwilliam will see what he wants to see -- at the moment he still views her as a small girl in need of his protection. He is still making the change from seeing her as a younger sister, almost daughter in need of protection -- to a young woman ready to find her own way in the world. As a result he refuses to consider that she could possibly know what it is to truly love as a woman does-- he cannot yet see that Georgiana can have the feelings of a wife that Elizabeth does. He is even more hesitant about it since that business about Wickham."

"You know about that? Richard was initially alarmed and then calmed himself when he heard Adelaide respond.

"Georgiana told me herself during my last visit to Pemberley, she still feels some embarrassment about being so easily misled. I reassured her that she should not allow herself to dwell on it -- it is in the past, and relates to her youth. She is now a young woman and would not be duped if she was presented a similar situation now. She is now far more sure of herself and her heart too -- thanks to being older and the wonderful influence of Elizabeth"

"Elizabeth has done much for her over a short period of time, yet you are right - Fitz still sees her as a young girl unaware of nature of true love"

"If your wishes are to be fulfilled Fitzwilliam is going to have to learn to change his opinion -- Georgiana is a young woman who is entitled to her own love, life and family -- not under the protection of a brother who is more like a father. Elizabeth is to be our closely ally in helping him learn to change and see that his sister is ready for a life of her own".

"What do you mean by our closest ally?

"You should be well aware that with any objective a plan of attack is required -- and a strategy will definitely be required in this case. Did the army not teach you anything? The lessons learned there can equally be applied to civilian life. You have applied some already in the management of my estate. Elizabeth is the one person who understands Fitzwilliam best, and he readily listens to her opinions -- if his mind is to be changed she is the one best place to assist us in achieving this objective for the happiness of you both".

"Do you feel he would have any objections to a marriage between us?"

"Deep down and looking into his own heart no. There is no one else that he could so safely trust Georgiana with. But on the surface he will have some immediate objections, and part of our strategy will be that these are overcome either prior to, and at the time of making your desires known to Fitzwilliam. This will take time Richard, not years mind, but will take a few months at least. Fitzwilliam has another concern to occupy his mind at present considering that he and Elizabeth are to become parents."

"But surely knowing that Georgiana was loved and cared for would relieve him of some burden and allow him to focus on the needs of his wife and future child?"

"Whilst logic and reason would make that seem to be the case, the reality is far different. Your aunt died not long after Georgiana was born, as a result of complications and another illness after the birth. Fitzwilliam is obviously delighted to known he is to become a father, however he is guarding some deeper concerns that a similar fate will befall Elizabeth -- until he has seen her safely delivered of the child and well recovered, he is likely to have some level of disquiet-- he would wish no other concern at present and this would include any requirements that would be necessary to see Georgiana happily settled".

"Well, I shall trust your judgement on that matter Adelaide-- I am too fond of them all and there is too much at stake to cause any level of disquiet -- particularly given present circumstances."

Chapter Twenty-Four

For her own part, and much has Elizabeth suspected, Georgiana held a preference for the company of her cousin and joint guardian over every other man she had met. There had been quite a few since she had coming out ball. She would speak of some acquaintance for a while, then he would be slighted for some imperfection or another -- much to Darcy's relief. He was wondering how he would handle an approach for his sister's hand, and felt that the longer that was delayed the better. Elizabeth wondered how she would handle her husband's reactions once such an approach was made.

No suitor had found Georgiana's favour. They all faded into significance when compared to her beloved Colonel.

Elizabeth had wanted to broach the subject with her sister on many an occasion, but it was not until shortly after they had announced to Georgiana that she was to become an aunt, that an opportunity arose when they were looking in the attic at Georgiana's and Darcy's baby things.

"I cannot believe I was ever so small!" marvelled Georgiana when she held up some small items that could only have been worn by a new infant. "I am so happy for you both -- I cannot recall my brother smiling so proudly when he told me your news -- it even exceeded the smile he wore on the day you were married".

"I was a little apprehensive in telling him, I was unsure how he would react. I thought he may have suspected something when I started becoming ill in the mornings and avoiding the breakfast room -- but he did not put two and two together. I felt sure he would be delighted, but his happy tears were not expected -- I was very touched. I am just glad that the morning illness seems to have gone - Jane had warned me that it was most unpleasant and she was right! However, your brother still cannot reconcile in his mind that I am not fragile and will not break, and I am quite capable of performing all of my normal duties as long as I do not tire myself. Yet he still considers that it is only appropriate that I should be confined to bed for the duration of my confinement."

"It is only his love for you that makes him worry. He will get used to it in time. You will make excellent parents."

"Thankyou for your faith on both scores. My experience in this area is not extensive, I was still quite small when my younger sisters were born. The last babe in the family Gardiners young Emily, though the Bingleys will start their family before us -- Emily was born some 7 years ago." This may be an opportunity to discover what thoughts Georgiana holds. "What of you Georgiana, would you like to have a family of your own one day?"

She blushed -- "Yes of course I would, but I think it would be prudent that I marry first"

"I think you can safely say that your brother and I would insist upon it!" replied Elizabeth.

They both laughed.

"Is there anyone who has been lucky enough to secure your affections as yet?" Elizabeth had her own thoughts on the matter but she wanted to see what Georgiana would divulge first.

She blushed again. "Lizzie, there is someone whom I am particularly fond of, but I am unsure if they feel exactly the same way about me. So, for the present I would rather things remain the way they are."

Elizabeth was not to be diverted. "Is it someone we both know?" Elizabeth gave her a sly glance.

Georgiana trembled not knowing where or how to look as the redness crept over her face. Elizabeth placed a protective arm around her, and walked her over to some trunks where they could sit and really talk.

"Georgiana, dearest I don't mean to pry, but your brother and I are concerned about your future happiness. I am happy to discuss things as a sister and confidante, and can assure you that if you wish it that any such discussions will remain between ourselves-- just as I used to share such confidences with Jane. Your brother need not know about it if you do not wish it".

Still Georgiana hesitated. She knew Elizabeth would retain a confidence and was as good as her word, however she was concerned about uttering her thoughts -- until now she thought she may be dreaming. However she quickly realised that here was a chance to seek an opinion from someone whose thoughts she valued -- maybe Lizzie could help determine if my thoughts are just a fancy or are in fact real.

"Is it you have learned to care for our cousin the Colonel?" Elizabeth asked very gently.

Georgiana was aghast! "Are my feelings that obvious?"

"No not really dear -- you just have to be looking for the signs. My experience of late has been with our dear Jane who did little to betray her feelings for Bingley. Knowing her reactions, I saw a similar trait in you. It was this that led me to suspect a growing affection for our cousin on your part, but it was not until the last visit by the Colonel that I saw he was just as much affected as you".

"You say that Richard was just as much affected?" This information from Lizzie was a revelation to Georgiana and caused her to completely drop her guard. She took delight in a confirmation that it was likely that her affection was in reality being returned. He may really have more than a cousinly regard for me!

"You seem surprised! I detected him looking at you frequently, and you averted your gaze when he looked towards you. A slight blush of pink would spread over both of your cheeks. I began to have reason to think that he had another motive for travelling this far so often. I cannot think that it is our company that now so frequently draws him to Pemberley. "

Georgiana thought that Elizabeth was doing them all a disservice -- they were all on excellent terms and really delighted in each others' company. She knew the Colonel was happy to see her brother so settled and happy compared to the sad figure he observed before Elizabeth's hand was secured. She paused before asking "Does my brother suspect anything?

"Not at all, your brother sees what he wishes to see -- a loving sister and wife and the prospect of a baby to keep him company. A cousin who he holds in the highest esteem and family and friends whose company he particularly enjoys. He suspects nothing as he is not looking for anything." I have tried to tell Fitzwilliam that I suspected some affection on Georgiana's part but he continues to deny it.

Elizabeth felt it was best left there for the present. The sisters returned to the babies items and left further conversation on this subject for another time.

The large party of the Darcy's family and friends was gathering for Christmas celebrations, however Adelaide and the Colonel arrived 2 days before everyone else. Elizabeth could hazard a guess why, but neither Adelaide nor the Colonel were giving anything away. Richard did use the opportunity to excuse Georgiana and himself to take some fresh air, and Elizabeth saw no reason to prevent them walking out alone. The weather would prevent them from walking too far and therefore they would remain in full view of the house.

That evening Darcy had advised them all he would not be at breakfast the following morning as he had some early business to attend to in Lambton. Adelaide and the Colonel saw this as an opportunity to discuss their concerns and possible tactics with Elizabeth before he returned-- and therefore arousing no suspicion in the mind of her husband.

Georgiana knew something was afoot, but being unsure of the extent of the conversation, she excused herself on the pretext of some practice at the pianoforte.

"Elizabeth, may we have a word with you?" enquired Adelaide.

"Of course -- will the drawing room be a suitable location?" She proffered.

The Colonel escorted both ladies into the drawing room and discreetly closed the door.

Elizabeth chose a chair that was most comfortable to her, and seeing her safely settled, Adelaide and the Colonel assumed seats on the lounge directly facing. She could sense they had something of importance to ask, and could even guess about the subject matter, but she was determined to have a few rules of engagement put in place first.

"I can sense by your countenances that you have a matter of great importance to discuss with me, and wish to do so without incurring the curiosity of my husband who is very conveniently at this time away in Lambton. However, I must caution you both on a couple of things before you commence." They nodded agreement and she continued.

"Firstly, whilst you know I will not betray a confidence, I have already incurred the ire of my husband on a few occasions due to being aware of certain circumstances before they come to his attention. I have given him a commitment not to place him in such a situation again. Secondly, I may at times be willing to take minor liberties with that commitment over a very short time period of time and at some later stage but not at present. My husbands' anxiety with impending fatherhood is increasing at much the same rate as my waistline, and I am loathe to be a party to anything that may increase his anxiety or place the desired outcome of a situation in jeopardy."

"Elizabeth, we quite understand your position, particularly seeing that I too have been on the receiving end of that ire on occasion when things did not quite go as Darcy had thought they would. But the importance...."

Elizabeth stopped the Colonel with a wave of her hand. He looked slightly deflated. Wait until you hear me out. "Please let me finish. Given our current situation, I have been thinking that there is a matter that you could possibly assist Fitzwilliam and myself with that would not compromise any of my cautionary comments." She smiled at them both.

"My dear how is it that the Colonel and I may be likely to assist?" enquired Adelaide with a twinkle in her eye that was detected by both Elizabeth and the Colonel. Adelaide had read between the lines. Being of similar minds, she had quickly ascertained that Elizabeth knew what they were about and was going to provide an option that would promote the situation without compromising Elizabeth or Darcy in any way.

"Well I have been of the mind that it is likely to be very dull here for Georgiana over late January and early February. We are not in a position to socialise given my confinement, and Fitzwilliam is unlikely to take Georgiana to any local balls and assemblies whilst I stay at home. If she were to visit London for a few weeks it would provide her some amusement."

Elizabeth continued "She could stay with the Matlocks, the Gardiners or even yourself Adelaide, and could possibly accompany the Colonel to some local events..." she glanced to see his reaction and was well pleased "....possibly my sister Kitty could accompany them as well. It would give you all the opportunity to meet with other eligible persons in the city, and enable anyone who forthwith forms an attachment with someone the ability to reason that they have met a large number of persons and are therefore most confident in their choice"

The Colonel was beginning to realise Elizabeth's plan and was most grateful for her most reasonable suggestion.

"I have not yet discussed the plan with my dear sister -- I wished to determine its suitability to you before I discussed it with her. After seeking your agreement to the plan I would then discuss it with my husband. I do not wish to disappoint her or compromise my husband in any way".

Adelaide seized the moment "Elizabeth I can quite safely say that I would be most delighted to host Georgiana and Kitty too for a few weeks entertainment in town. You are right some amusement at that time would be most appropriate. I daresay the Colonel will rally himself to escort the young ladies to some balls and parties." She cast him a bemused glance. "If it would not be inconvenient, I could stay here an additional week and accompany her to London myself. That was all sense of proprietary will be observed to the fullest".

"An excellent idea. All that remains is to confirm the plan with my husband and then seek Georgiana's approval."

The Colonel sat back and laughed. He realised he had been out manoeuvred by two ladies who were acting solely with the welfare of two lovers at the forefront of their minds I should have known to trust these two implicitly. They are acting in our best interests but with every sense of proprietary and considerations for everyone's feelings. "You two are a great lost to the militia. Henceforth you two should be in control of strategy and tactics for our country's next military campaign!"

"Whatever can you mean?" said Elizabeth playfully and with a twinkle in her eye. "Now was there something else you wished to discuss with me?"

"No my dear -- it seems we were of the same mind. We were about to enquire if it was appropriate to invite Georgiana to spend some time in London after our visit here" replied Adelaide. Elizabeth my dear we are very much of one mind and I applaud your excellent approach that will not compromise your commitment to your husband!

Not long afterwards they heard a knock at the door. "Come" said Elizabeth.

Darcy's head appeared around the corner. "Never mind Craven, they appear to be in here. Now what am I to make of this meeting? Adelaide and Elizabeth in a room with only the Colonel for company? I can only deduce that some plotting has been taken place. Richard, I can only hope that you have been keeping a check on their scheming."

The Colonel was unsure of how to respond and aware that he started to blush when he was rescued by Elizabeth's coy response.

"We admit to being guilty as charged kind sir, but I think you will be pleased with our plotting on this occasion at least. I had merely sought the opinion from Adelaide and the Colonel about Georgiana spending some time in London after Christmas and the New Year. As we are withdrawing from social functions for a short while, I felt that Georgiana should not be forced to spend all of her time at home with us and deserved some amusement"

Darcy smiled. "I will warrant that is certainly worthy of consideration -- with all of the rush of Christmas preparations for our visitors I had not stopped to consider Georgiana's amusement once everyone had gone. Very well, your scheming is pardoned in this instance."

The Colonel was still amazed at how Elizabeth caused Darcy to participate in lively banter, and could quickly and expertly steer her husband way from a situation that could have easily betrayed his feelings and been a cause for embarrassment.

"And what is the Colonel's involvement in this plan?"

Again he was rescued -- this time by Adelaide. "I saw it fit to volunteer his service to ensure that Georgiana visits parties and assemblies -- and does not spend all her time at my house practicing the pianoforte. We have even discussed the possibility of Kitty joining the party to further promote Georgiana's participation"

"And Richard you agreed to these two volunteering your services in such a manner?" Darcy said with a smile.

This time he was forced to answer for himself, but now had the composure to respond "Well, after such an approach from two fine women, how could I possibly refuse?

"And what does Georgiana say of this plan?"

Elizabeth was aware that the Colonel would need some breathing space to fully collect his thoughts, or he was likely to betray some of his feelings in front of Darcy. She therefore responded and rose carefully while doing so "She is not aware of it as yet, as I wanted to ensure Adelaide's and your agreement before making any such proposal. I did not want to see her disappointed. If you are in agreement, we can go and see her now in the music room and pose the question directly".

"Very well Elizabeth, let us visit her now" Darcy offered his arm to his wife and together they left the room in search of Georgiana.

"Well Richard, what say you now to this plan?" Adelaide asked when she knew they were quite alone.

"I am most grateful to Elizabeth for her suggestion. While it means that my objectives must be delayed a few months, given the circumstances, and the opportunity for amusement in the interim, I can tolerate the delay. Hopefully it will provide a greater chance of my long term objective being achieved. I couldn't bear to upset either Darcy or Elizabeth at this time, and I must say that any delay in having to broach the subject with Darcy is to be welcomed -- it is the one part of this situation that I do not look forward to. I will relate the matter further with Georgiana when there is an appropriate opportunity -- I think she will be relieved that current needs are taken into consideration, and that the steps taken now will assist in our overall objective".

"Our objective?" asked Adelaide teasingly.

Richard rolled his eyes and blushed --"Alright then, my objective, but once I speak with Georgiana it will be our objective!"

Posted on: 2008-09-16

Chapter Twenty-Five

As had been arranged under the guise of providing Georgiana with entertainment and amusement, Georgiana and Kitty spent some weeks in London staying with Adelaide. As he had dutifully promised Darcy the good Colonel squired the young ladies to various parties, balls and assemblies and took prodigious care of both his charges. While the Colonel and Georgiana did dance with others to avoid possible gossip, they found as they had anticipated that all other partners only confirmed their preference for each other.

Kitty returned to Pemberley with Georgiana in time for the birth of Elizabeth and Darcy's first child. Adelaide returned to Pemberley with Mrs Gardiner a few weeks before the expected confinement as they had been asked to attend Elizabeth when she delivered. As Jane was due at a similar time, and Elizabeth knew how travelling aggravated her mothers' nerves, Elizabeth and Jane gently suggested that their mother attend Jane, and Mrs Gardiner attend Elizabeth. For this both Elizabeth and Darcy were eternally grateful not only to the Gardiners but also the Bingleys -- the Darcy's had enough on their minds without having to cope with Mrs Bennet's nerves.

The Colonel joined Mr Gardiner in arriving at Pemberley, as it transpired, a few days before the birth. Both had promised to join Darcy while he waited. While Edward Gardiner could provide support based on experience, Richard Fitzwilliam could only provide support to Darcy with his presence -- his attempts to gently tease his cousin while he paced the floor during Elizabeth's labour were met with stony looks, and gruff comments such as "....rest assured I will return the favour Richard -- you have no idea -- you would best keep your comments to yourself". This was later followed with "...just wait until it is your wife that we hear labouring....have you no compassion?"

It was the last comment that eventually registered with the Colonel. Having some basis of an "understanding" with Georgiana, Darcy's comments hit home --he would be distressed to hear Georgiana labouring in the manner of Elizabeth. Whilst Darcy was oblivious to the reason for the Colonel's change of heart, he was slightly comforted when the Colonel responded "I meant no harm cousin, I only sought to alleviate the tension and your distress".

"It may have been appropriate at another time, but not now...." replied Darcy.

All Richard Fitzwilliam could do was pat his cousins shoulder in comfort, and leave him to his pacing.

It was much later that evening that Madeleine Gardiner finally emerged from Elizabeth's rooms and sought out her nephew -- "You may see Lizzie now...all is well"

"...and?" asked Darcy still hesitant his face betraying his anguish and concern but he was quickly reassured by Aunt Gardiners knowing smile.

"I will leave it to your wife to tell you...." Said Aunt Gardiner whilst grasping his hand affectionately.

Darcy entered the room to discover the results of his wife's labouring.

Meanwhile Edward Gardiner and Richard Fitzwilliam sought some answers from Mrs Gardiner --"are you going to inform us of what has transpired?" asked Edward Gardiner of his wife.

"That is the father's privilege -- I am sure Darcy will tell you soon enough" said Mrs Gardiner.

"Surely that is quite unfair -- why can we not be informed?" jested the Colonel in the manner of a small boy being denied a toy.

"Elizabeth asked specifically that Fitzwilliam be accorded this honour -- I believe the new mother has earned this?" replied Madeleine Gardiner.

"That may be -- but it seems cruel to keep us in suspense! Perhaps I should bring forth Georgiana and Kitty so that we all may hear together?" asked the Colonel.

"I think that would be a most appropriate use of your time -- Darcy should not be too long" she replied.

The Colonel returned with Georgiana and Kitty in time for the new father to make a brief appearance outside of his wife's chambers.

Darcy was beaming-- a broad smile on his face -- both dimples in clear evidence, and Richard Fitzwilliam thought to himself that he had never seen Darcy like this -- not even on his wedding day. His fatigue and frustration was totally forgotten. He had absented himself from the presence of his new family for a few minutes to inform those closest to him of the happy event.

"I am most pleased and very proud to announce that Elizabeth and I have a son! An heir!"

"Oh brother!" said Georgiana rushing to his embrace.

Darcy crushed his sister to him, while accepting the congratulatory comments from Richard Fitzwilliam and Edward Gardiner. Kitty was smiling, and then went over and leaned up to give her brother a congratulatory kiss on the cheek.

Darcy caught his breath and said "Elizabeth is tired but very well -- our son is a handsome lad and seems quite robust. We have decided to name him William Bennet Darcy." His pride was evident for all to see.

"Not Fitzwilliam?" asked the Colonel mockingly.

"That name has proven to be more than a mouthful for both you and I -- I could not burden my son with the same despite Elizabeth's preferences -- William seemed an appropriate compromise" the new father responded. "Would you like to meet him?"

"Only if it does not trouble Elizabeth" said Edward Gardiner knowing how ladies appear after giving birth.

"I think a few minutes would not tax her too greatly. Aunt?" asked Darcy torn between showing off and protecting his family.

"I think she would be delighted to spend a few moments showing off your son" replied Madeleine Gardiner.

The party entered Elizabeth's chambers very quietly and their eyes were met with the sight that Darcy had relished shortly before. Elizabeth was glowing, embracing a small bundle in her arms.

"Come and meet our son" she said softly.

Darcy stood beside the bed head, closest to his wife as their family members came over for a peek at the new arrival. Elizabeth pulled back the swaddling to reveal a cherubic face -one who seemed quite contentedly asleep oblivious to all of the fuss he had caused. Elizabeth was offered her own congratulations, and Kitty and Georgiana gushed over their nephew.

Georgiana eventually asked Elizabeth "Will we get to hold him?"

Elizabeth looked towards Darcy before replying -- "Of course. Tomorrow you can all have a cuddle, but the next arms to hold him tonight will be his fathers." Darcy beamed at her response.

Adelaide could see Elizabeth tiring, and knew that the new parents would like some time alone, so she gently suggested "How about we leave you now and go and toast the new arrival?"

Edward Gardiner supported her by saying "An excellent idea -- Nephew I do believe you were keeping something special for this occasion?"

"Yes I have -- Richard -- can I ask you to see to the arrangements? I believe I will stay here for a while" said Darcy.

The visitors left Elizabeth's room, leaving Elizabeth and Darcy alone with their son.

Once alone, Darcy climbed onto the bed to be nearer his wife and son, and upon seeing her husband settled Elizabeth gently passed their son over saying "William, it is time your Papa held you."

Darcy was more nervous that he had ever been -- desperately wanting to cradle young William, but afraid of mishandling this precious child.

"You will be fine Papa" said Elizabeth reassuringly.

Darcy marvelled as his son was placed in his arms, and eventually he relaxed, smiling down on him, then leaning over to kiss his wife. "He's so small and perfect."

"I can assure you that I did not think him small a short while ago -- if anything rather large!" quipped Elizabeth.

He finally had the courage to ask "Was it as bad as it sounded?"

"Perhaps for a time, but then once he had been born, and I heard him cry and the doctor said all was well, then the effort was forgotten, though I am still feeling some of the after effects and I am likely to for a few days yet."

"I wish they would have let me stay so I could help you. I am so very proud of you both" said Darcy leaning over to place a kiss on his son's forehead.

"It was worth it all -- to see him, to see us as a family. The pain is all but forgotten. I could not imagine ever feeling this way" said Elizabeth happily while stroking her sons head.

Darcy held onto William with one arm, and placed his other around his wife -- drawing her to him. Very soon the entire family was fast asleep.

Meanwhile downstairs a number of toasts were being proposed by Edward Gardiner and Richard Fitzwilliam. In between the toasts the gentlemen were relating Darcy's reactions to the events going on upstairs, his stony glances, and his unsettling pacing.

The gentlemen were gently chided by Adelaide and Mrs Gardiner saying that they should have been more considerate and it was only to be expected, while Kitty and Georgiana stood to the side -- amused by the antics and the story telling. Adelaide was beginning to feel fatigued and knew the others would be too -- but not knew they were not likely to admit it so she recommended that they all call it a day.

The party broke up and went upstairs to their chambers -- Richard Fitzwilliam taking the opportunity to grasp Georgiana's arm to his to escort her. He whispered in her ear low enough that only she would hear "one day Georgie...."

Georgiana knew the implications of what he meant -- but had no opportunity to tell him she understood. Her eyes met his as he bade her goodnight, and she turned and grasped his hands and kissed him lightly on the cheek. His sigh caused her to blush. "Sweet dreams Richard" she said knowing what they were both likely to dream of that evening.

The day after the birth of the newest Darcy, Richard Fitzwilliam knew he was obligated to return to London -- he had only taken a few days away to support his cousin and friend -- and to see Georgiana, but knew he could not remain in the north until the christening. He would have to return to London, and then come back to Pemberley the following month.

He was trying to work out a way he could have a few moments alone with Georgiana before he left, and being deep in thought he did not hear Darcy bound up behind him. "I heard you are back to London today" said Darcy still beaming.

"eh....ah..yes -- that is so " then having collected his thoughts and seeing the look on his cousins face saw fit to ask "and how is your family this day?"

Darcy grinned. "Quite well, though I think we are all a little tired. We were used to some disrupted sleep as Elizabeth became more uncomfortable nearer her time, but last evening proved most enlightening -- the previous disruption is nothing compared to the demands someone so small can make -- he woke us every 2 hours!"

"Something tells me that you did not mind in the slightest" said his cousin as Darcy directed him towards his study.

"No I cannot honestly say that I did not mind. At least it ensured we were aware that he was still breathing -- he seemed so still and quiet when he was asleep. We did require the nursemaid's help with those tasks that are still new to us -- I had forgotten how much babies wet. This is going to take some getting used to -- but I wouldn't have it any other way."

The gentlemen entered Darcy's study.

"I think you will adapt quickly enough -- I am just glad I was here to witness such a change in my taciturn cousin."

"In all seriousness Richard, thank you for being here. I am greatly relieved Elizabeth was safely delivered -- I know now that even more so I cannot live without her --she...they are everything to me. I am nothing without them."

The Colonel thought this was too happy a day to dwell on such deep thoughts and saw fit to lighten Darcy's mood "So how is it that you have been able to leave your wife and son to their own devices this morning?"

"They are resting and I owe a number of people some correspondence -- I need to share our joyous news particularly with your parents, the Bennets, and the Bingleys, oh and I suppose Aunt Catherine."

"Well I can take care of my parents -- I will be leaving shortly and riding through -- I would get there not long after any express that was sent -- perhaps I can assist?"

"I am grateful Richard -- that would work out well."

"See to your correspondence then -- I should be ready to leave in an hour -- will that be sufficient time to form some sort of coherent announcement?"

"Plenty. I shall see to it immediately."

Richard Fitzwilliam left his cousin, and went in search of Georgiana. He commenced his search in the music room, and found her practicing --and much to his delight he found her alone.

She looked up when she saw him enter "I hear you are to leave today -- can you not stay longer?"

He went to her "No I must go back to London, but I will be back in a month well in time for the Christening."

"A month? Not sooner?"

"We both have our obligations for the present -- your brother and Elizabeth need time to settle into their change of circumstances -- I would only be in the way at present"

"You would not be in the way and I would be glad of the company." She said pouting as she did as a young girl.

"That I know, but trust me dearest, it is better this way. With your new nephew the time shall pass quickly enough. You will write though?" He knew they were fortunate that as one of Georgiana's guardians that there was nothing improper with their corresponding as they always had done.

"Of course." Georgiana then drew breath and felt brave enough to ask ".....I trust your dreams were pleasant last night?"

He squeezed her hands and felt her squeeze his by return. "Most definitely, and I trust they will keep me company in the meantime, while we are apart. I had best go now - as much as I hate to leave you dearest Georgiana" and he brought her hands to his lips and bestowed on them a gentle kiss most definitely befitting a lover and not a cousin.

Chapter Twenty-Six

Richard Fitzwilliam had returned to Pemberley a week before William's Christening and was met with a household full of guests. While he managed to spend some time alone with Darcy, he was not as fortunate in engineering some time alone with the love of his life. Adelaide did try and assist by giving them a few tasks to undertake, such as some purchases in Lambton, which afforded them a little privacy. Whilst frustrated with being in the constant company of others -- they knew that eventually that some sort of limited opportunity may arise, and accepted patience as their virtue and decided to be content with things remaining as they currently were.

The Colonel offered to stay on for a few days after the Christening of the six week old heir to Pemberley stating he had no pressing engagements and a few days break were due to him. The Darcy's thought there was nothing unusual in this and bade him to stay as long as he liked. Adelaide could detect the Colonel's reasons for wanting to extend his visit, but thought this was one situation where the timing and strategy were totally up to him.

On a warm spring day Adelaide decided to take an afternoon nap. Elizabeth was in the nursery with young William. Darcy was in his study completing some correspondence; therefore the Colonel took advantage of the situation and suggested to Georgiana that they went for a walk. He escorted her to the walled garden, and bid her to sit beside him on one of the stone benches positioned to afford an excellent view of the roses.

He took her hands, and felt her tremble as much as he was himself. "Georgiana, I have struggled with the wisdom of this, but can no longer deny the feelings in my heart. I must declare them. There is no one else of whom I regard with the highest esteem and greatest affection. Is there any possibility that you could ever know me as more than your cousin and guardian?"

She blushed -- she thought she sensed his meaning but was nervous that she was hoping for more than he intended. "Richard, I too hold you in highest regard, but I am unsure of your meaning." She was slow to look up to him, but when she met his eyes she saw them soft and full of love and possibly fear?

"Let me make myself clearer -- is it possible, could I ever hope that you would do me the honour of becoming my wife?" Richard Fitzwilliam was hesitant but resolute as he uttered the words. He searched her face to see if he could see the answer to his question. He didn't have to wait long -- a broad but slightly embarrassed smile broke across Georgiana's face and she quickly responded.

"Oh dearest Richard, nothing would make me as happy! I had hoped, but thought my hopes may be in vain."

Now he took both her hands and clasped them to his chest. "In vain? Georgiana, I realise now how long I have loved you, although it took me some time to admit it to myself. Your companionship and correspondence have been the mainstay of my recent life. My reluctance in being demonstrative with my feelings was due to concerns about the appropriateness of my love being a cousin and guardian, and being rather nervous about how your brother would view my feelings".

"Have no such doubts now. My heart is yours now and for always" she said softly. Their eyes met, and Georgiana saw that the fear had disappeared -- the love in both their eyes glowed.

"Thank you for allowing me to love you and for telling me that your heart is mine". He gently kissed the hands he clasped, and Georgiana blushed anew. "As for your brother -- will his knowledge of love enable him to approve of our union?"

"I am sure that he will. At least my brother knows what it is like to love so he should be able to comprehend the importance of our feelings. Elizabeth will certainly approve and that should certainly help his gain good opinion."

"It will at that -- Elizabeth has long suspected some affection on both our parts I am sure."

Richard Fitzwilliam was unsure of what to do next. His overwhelming joy at knowing Georgiana had accepted him was tempered with the knowledge that he would have to confront Darcy and advise him of their betrothal and seek his approval to the union. He was reluctant to enjoy any more of Georgiana's company and celebrate their good fortune until he had secured Darcy's consent. Finally he decided that he needed to do it immediately -- it was not a matter that could wait. "Dearest, now believe I must immediately undertake the most important task that I have ever contemplated. "

"You will ask my brother now?" she said.

"Yes, he should know of our wishes and our happiness, and to delay would betray the trust he places in both of us. If we were to postpone seeking his blessing, I am sure that my face will display my love for you, and therefore I would rather take the upper hand than be confronted to explain my frequent need to glance in your direction. Whatever the outcome I will always love you." He disengaged one of his hands and gently brushed her cheek.

"He surely cannot object?" said Georgiana hesitantly.

"Not in time, but whether he agrees immediately is yet to be seen".

He drew her to him, and gently placed a kiss on her forehead. He was reluctant to go any further until he knew the consent from his cousin had been secured.

She withdrew slightly and looked in his face. "Fitzwilliam is likely so seek some assurance directly from me" Georgiana said quietly.

"You know your brother so well -- you are likely to be correct in your thoughts. If you wait here in the garden, I will go and see him now" he said rather nervously. "At least he will easily find you if he should happen to ask".

Her eyes were shining as she nodded her agreement.

The Colonel soon found himself outside Darcy's study door. He drew a deep breath, and quickly knocked before he lost the courage to do so. This was not a meeting that he was looking forward to and had long been dreading. How am I to explain to him our plans and convince him of my affections for Georgiana? Our future happiness depends on the outcome of this meeting.

He heard Darcy respond "Come"

He drew a further deep breath before he poked his head around the door and uttered "Darcy, may I see you to discuss a rather important matter?"

"Of course, I will be glad of an excuse to leave this correspondence. Is something concerning you?"

"Yes" And will concern you as well dear cousin. His face reddened as he began. He wanted to start quickly before he lost his nerve. "You are well aware I have made a number of changes in my life of late, in resigning from the armed forces, taking up politics, and even trying my hand at managing an estate -- even if it is on behalf of our dear Adelaide. I believe the time has come to make yet another change".

Darcy thought he had caught onto what the good Colonel was alluding to. "Could it be that my dear cousin has finally lost his heart to some fair maiden and is actually contemplating marriage?" he said light heartedly.

The Colonel blushed profusely before he responded to the question. "It would appear so."

"Is this a recent romance, or one of a longer duration that you have managed to keep from me?"

"A little of both - if truth be told. I was unaware of the true extent of my feelings for sometime, and those of the lady involved. It is only recently that it could be truly be called a romance and progressed now to the stage where matrimony is contemplated".

"I am well aware of how it can take time to acknowledge your own feelings -- you lived through most of the painful moments of mine. How is it now that you can say with confidence that you are really in love?"

He blushed.

"That will do for a start -- and beyond the flush of your cheeks?" Darcy was being rather playful with his cousin and rather enjoyed seeing his discomfort.

The Colonel realised that this would be one of the tests he had to endure, and that he would have to be quite frank and open with his emotions to allow Darcy to realise how deeply he felt. "Well, things like your eyes meeting across a room and it seeming as if no one else is present, despite any crowd, the rush of blood that accompanies a slight touch of her hand on your sleeve when you are permitted to escort her somewhere, the beauty that she displays no matter where she is or what she is wearing, the thrill of a comment that only you get the true meaning of, the...."

Darcy cut him short. He knew the ramblings of a man in love when he heard it. "I daresay I have heard enough to convince me. I have experienced a number of the same sensations myself -- and can gratefully say still do, and heard Bingley ramble on in much the same manner. I daresay you exhibit all of the traits of a man truly smitten. Welcome to the club."

"I am very glad to hear you say that. Thankfully she feels the same way".

"She knows of your affection?"

"Most certainly"

"So you have declared your love for her openly?"

"Yes, to be frank I have proposed marriage and have been accepted."

"I should be offering my congratulations to you both, but I denote some hesitancy on your side -- could it be that you now wish to withdraw the offer?"

"On the contrary." May as well get this out and over with. "My concern lies with gaining the necessary consent -- we should not wish to wed without that".

"Ah I see, and this is where you need the advice?"

"Of a sort"

"Do you think her father would disapprove?"

"No, I can honestly say that I believe that this would not be the case. I am sure he would approve wholeheartedly. Her father is not the issue, it would be more how to approach her brother" He still cannot see it and I still cannot find the right words to say.

"Well, I can certainly understand being a brother myself. Do I know the family in question?"

"Quite intimately. And before you go thinking too much it has nothing to do with Caroline Bingley:"

"That's a relief - despite my great affection for my brother Bingley, I am unsure how I would cope if you were smitten with Caroline given our past history, and I think Lord Clay would feel inclined to call you out" Darcy smirked.

"Darcy this is not a laughing matter". Colonel Fitzwilliam rose from his chair and moved to gaze out the window.

He was clearly agitated, and Darcy was immediately dismayed that he had caused his cousin pain. "I am sorry Richard, I should not be making fun of you -- you certainly had endless patience with me."

I may as well come out with it as this is torture. He turned back from the window and looked Darcy squarely in the eye. "The person I need to seek permission from is you. Georgiana is the one who has captured my heart and my soul. I have made her an offer of marriage and been accepted this very afternoon".

Darcy collapsed back into his chair quite shocked. So Elizabeth was right, why could I not see it? He ran his fingers through his hair and said to his cousin "I thought I had prepared myself for someone to approach me to ask for her hand. I had even gone so far to rehearse the lines that I would say when I considered them to be not good enough for her, but I cannot do that with you. Have you stopped to consider the fact that you are her joint guardian?"

Here the discussions with Adelaide came to bear fruit. "If I were not her guardian and only known as her cousin would you ask the same question?"

"No I suppose I would not. But are you sure Richard?"

"You said yourself that I am cursed with all of the afflictions of a man in love. I have tried hard to see if another would generate the same feelings in me that Georgiana does -- but have been unable. She is the reason why I have travelled to Pemberley so frequently of late."

"When did it begin?"

"It is difficult to say. We were frequently thrown together as partners at family dinners and parties even before your marriage to Elizabeth, as everyone else always seemed to have a partner. In the beginning our partnering provided us both some security from having to stand up with strangers at balls and assemblies. However, as time has gone by, I found that I much preferred Georgiana's company to any other woman I have ever met, and later when I tried to meet others to determine my own feelings, I found myself comparing everyone against her -- but none compared. Surely you know what that is like?"

Darcy was torn. He did not want to distance any other loving relationships as he had done with Bingley and Jane, and did not want to see the Colonel go through the anguish he had experienced himself when the opportunity for true love was denied. Georgiana is yet to turn 18. Richard is a joint guardian. There was an age difference to be sure, but that was not of major concern. Finally he responded "Yes I do, and you are well aware that I know the pain of being separated from someone you truly love. But does Georgiana know her own heart?"

"She is a young woman Darcy, and ready to make her own decisions. That experience with Wickham at least ensured she knows what love isn't. Can you trust me when I say that she does know her own heart?" said the Colonel with conviction.

"Truth be told Richard, I don't know what to think. Elizabeth was right -- she had told me some time ago that she suspected that Georgiana had more than cousinly affection for you -- but I dismissed it as a young girl's fancy for a man in uniform. Maybe it was my wish to keep her as the loving and caring young sister that prevented me from owning that she is now a young woman. It is likely it also prevented me from looking further into her heart".

"Young sisters grow into young women. Children have to grow and leave their home to take on a life of their own. It is Georgiana's time now. You will not be able to keep William a baby forever".

"Thankfully that will be some time away, however what you say is right. There are some lessons that are easier to learn than others, and others again that take even more time."

"You told me after William was born that you did not feel you could live without Elizabeth -- trust me when I say that seeing your torment that evening, and noting your comments the following day made me realise that I feel the same way about Georgiana -- I can no longer go on without her being totally a part of my life."

"How easily you turn my words back on me! Whilst that episode may have been a revealing one for you -- how can you be sure your feelings were not just a result of the emotions of that blessed day?"

"I can assure you from my heart, that the love I have for Georgiana is the result of many months, and much soul searching and introspection. It is not a new love. I do not know what it will take to convince you of my affections for her, and that my only wish is to secure her love and happiness forever".

"I am not making this easy for you"

"You could certainly say that." Are we finally making headway, have I said enough to convince you? Then the Colonel thought it timely to ask "Did Mr Bennett put you through a similar line of questioning when you asked for Elizabeth's hand?"

"No, but I did have to talk a great deal to convince him that my affections for his daughter were well founded and had stood the test of time. Whilst I anticipated him harbouring some negative feelings towards me based on his previous information, my euphoria of finally knowing that Elizabeth had accepted me would have carried me over any obstacle that stood in our way".

"So on that basis can you understand my determination to have Georgiana for my wife?"

"Yes"

"And do we have your consent and blessing?"

"I would wish to speak with Georgiana first, before I respond. I would presume that you would know where she may be found?" Although said in a concerned manner it was not said unkindly.

"Yes, after proposing to her, we decided it was best that she waited in the walled garden -- she presumed correctly that you would wish to speak with her"

"Then I will go to her now. Richard, I am not trying to prolong this, nor cause you any measure of pain, however I need to be sure -- my father would at least expect me to do that".

"I understand. I will wait here until you return". I can do no more for the present. The Colonel turned and moved back towards the window to gaze outdoors and contemplate what would happen next.