Reminiscences and Recollections ~ Section III

    By Ann R


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    Chapter Eleven

    It was a merry party that congregated around the Darcy dinner table that evening. After the initial introductions were made Colonel Fitzwilliam could easily see why Elizabeth and Adelaide were drawn to each other's company and had taken efforts to promote their recent acquaintance. They were very much alike in temperament and spirit and neither suffered fools or social climbers. Darcy seemed to enjoy participating in the spirited conversation, and traded comments not only with Elizabeth (as was to be expected), but with Adelaide as well. Georgiana, for her part, participated on occasion.

    Richard Fitzwilliam was pleased to see Georgiana more confident in conversation in this company at least, and delighted to hear her laugh out loud as observations were discussed and dissected. The positive influence of Elizabeth was readily of apparent benefit to Georgiana. Although it had only been a month since he had last seen her he was surprised by the change in her - her growing confidence was obvious. He also saw that Adelaide provided a grandmotherly figure for Georgiana - and further broadened her exposure to womanly ways - far different from the predominantly male influence that Georgiana had been exposed to until recently.

    Adelaide was a wealth of knowledge about the latest happenings and scandals in the city and they all enjoyed her repartee over the entree, main course and dessert. She had even shared a few comments about Caroline Bingley and what she had heard about Caroline's attempts to secure a wealthy suitor now that Darcy was no longer available.

    They all decided to take coffee in the lounge, rather than remain in the dining room - and with only 2 gentlemen present the menfolk took their port with the ladies - not only did they not wish to be parted from the excellent company - they were concerned that they may miss out on some part of the interesting conversation. When they were all seated Adelaide decided she would add some spice to the conversation by either turning the attention of pursuing the examination of Darcy and Elizabeth's courtship, or recalling some events of Richard and Fitzwilliam's youth. For the present she was not sure which avenue to pursue, so prompted by the quizzical expression displayed by the Colonel, she decided to look to him for direction.

    "Richard you seem to be holding your tongue for some reason - is there some question you wish to ask?"

    "You are very perceptive Adelaide; it's just that Darcy here said that I should be on my guard in case you relate some mischievous event from my youth. I have racked my brains to recall some event that you may be aware which would cause me embarrassment but I am at a loss to come up with anything. I would like to think it is because I was such a well behaved lad, but if my mother's opinion was sought, it would have been more that I was better behaved in the presence of company".

    "Hmm, it was just as well you were not present when your mother and I took tea recently - we were greatly amused when recalling your antics when you visited my house"

    "I know I will regret asking this, but may I ask what antics are you alluding to?" said the Colonel with mock concern.

    "This I thought you would remember being a soldier. Do you not recall the day you decided to practice fencing with my husbands' swords when you were about nine years old?"

    "Ohhhh" the Colonel suddenly shuddered. "I believe I had purposely forgotten about that"

    "I warned you Richard" said Darcy with a bemused look on his face.

    "I wouldn't be so cocky if I were you Fitzwilliam - you were an accessory to this very incident" responded Adelaide with a grin.

    "I was?" Darcy was now concerned what information was about to be relayed.

    "You got off lightly, being slightly younger, and you had been obviously led astray by your cousin here" chuckled Adelaide.

    "Obviously led astray?" the Colonel was now definitely on his guard.

    Adelaide said "Darcy could hardly lift one of the swords - you must have lifted it for him"

    Georgiana was now keen to hear what Adelaide had to say -- she had always known her brother to behave in the most proper manner -- to know that he was capable of mischief she found most interesting. "Adelaide, would you please relate the whole? My brother and cousin have always informed me of their excellent behaviour when they were younger - it seems they may have not related the all that actually occurred".

    "Very well then." Adelaide had set her trap and was delighted that the bait had been taken. "Fitzwilliam, you were staying with the Matlocks for a few weeks as your mother had been ill for a while, and your father thought that spending some time with the male company of your cousins may be a pleasant diversion for you. Rebecca was coming to take tea with me, and brought both of you boys along with her. Being rather bored with ladies conversation, Fitzwilliam asked if you could both go to the library to pass the time. Richard - I know you prefer conversation to reading so you must have found the library a little too quiet for your liking. Fitzwilliam must have been absorbed in his book and didn't hear you leave the room to go exploring"

    "And where did he go exploring?" said Elizabeth entering into the spirit of the story telling.

    Adelaide went on. "They went to my husband's study. It contained a myriad of items that would interest a young boy - and still does to this day as I have left it just as it was. Models of ships, globes, maps, and artefacts - all manner of things - remind me that I must show them to you later. However, the items most attractive to young lads were the collection of swords - sabres, rapiers, cutlasses, Dirks, and a rare nimcha*. These were all collected over a lengthy period of time and some had been handed down through both sides of the family. I even continued the collection for a while after his death. They were always kept highly polished - and Stevens ensures that the custom is maintained. They were very attractive to young men who dreamt of being soldiers in battle, or knights defending the realm".

    "So did cousin Richard decide to act out a dream?" asked Georgiana.

    "I believe so - but only he can truly answer that" said Adelaide.

    "And what exactly did they do?" asked Elizabeth.

    Adelaide continued her tale with a captive audience "It seemed that they had imagined that some sort of battle was taking place in my husband's study, and had removed some of the swords from their displays and hilts. They were discovered brandishing them against an unseen enemy."

    Elizabeth saw the need to defend her husband and cousin and said "Surely this was merely youthful male play?" thinking of how her Gardiner cousins had acted out battles in the Longbourn gardens.

    Adelaide smiled broadly as she related the next part of her story. "Quite so, but it was how they approached the battle with their unseen enemy that was the issue. They had believed them to be hiding behind the curtains in the study, and saw fit to lunge and cut against the drapery. The effect you can only image - the curtains were cut to shreds"

    Georgiana and Elizabeth stifled laughs, while Darcy and the Colonel reddened considerably. On seeing that the ladies laughed harder, and finally the gentlemen joined in knowing that while this happened long ago that there was no fear of some rebuke being tied to the tale. It was some time before the laugher subsided.

    "How was this discovered?" Elizabeth saw fit to ask when she had finally recovered from laughing.

    "Rebecca and I had thought things had become rather quiet - it was to be expected with Fitzwilliam, but Richard had never been the quiet sort. You will at some stage discover when you become a parent, (at this both Darcy and Elizabeth blushed) when it is quiet your suspicions are naturally aroused as it usually means that mischief is afoot. So Rebecca and I set off in search of the boys - the library was empty, so we continued our search until we heard some severe huffing and puffing going on and finally the sound of metal against metal. We followed the sounds to the study and caught them both in the act whilst the battle was in full flight".

    "And how did they react?" asked Georgiana.

    "Maybe we should ask them" said Elizabeth noticing that the gentlemen had finally had their memories prompted by Adelaide's recount.

    "I believe we were rather mortified" said the Colonel. "The battle was immediately forgotten, and I finally could see the damage to the curtains. My next thoughts were not about how I was to explain these actions to my mother and Adelaide, but how in earth I was to explain this to my father and Lord Lyell. Of even greater concern was the likely punishment that would follow."

    Adelaide did see the need to give some credit where it was due. "Your conscious did you justice Richard. You were very honest and forthright in your comments, and took pain to ensure that Fitzwilliam was not blamed. It was all your mother and I could do not to laugh - the look on your faces was a sight to behold. What you did not know was that my husband had always hated those curtains and had long been seeking a way to have them changed! He was delighted to be given a reason to have them replaced. He wasn't angry at all - just saw it as young lads having fun"

    "Now you tell us." said the Colonel rolling his eyes. "My father gave me a severe lecture on the subject but neglected to relate that fact. I escaped any further punishment as Darcy was thankfully staying with us - and because of that my father did not think it appropriate to proceed beyond the lecture."

    "No doubt he wanted you to learn a lesson from that situation - relating that my husband wanted the curtains replaced would have let you off the hook, and you may have seen fit to do it again to the new curtains that replaced those" replied Adelaide. "Just wait until you have a son you need to lecture regarding behaviour."

    The Colonel quickly responded "I should need a wife first"

    "I am glad to hear you say that - but what are you doing on that score?" Adelaide was very forward - not in an unkindly manner, but she obviously wanted to see people happy.

    "It seems Darcy here took the most eligible young lady around - mind you I need to be considerate of my future being a second son I have no fortune or estate to attract any prospective bride" jested the Colonel.

    Adelaide knew she a touched a nerve. "I think Elizabeth's heart was always destined for Fitzwilliam's. But there are plenty of other eligible young ladies around surely that are attractive for other reasons besides their incomes?"

    "Try as I might, there do not seem many around - even less who would tolerate the life that belongs to a soldiers' wife. However, I have decided that I must marry for love - following Darcy's excellent example, but feel that I may need a change of occupation if I am ever to convince any woman to become my wife. This seems the only way of securing an income and lessen the obligation on a dowry or inheritance, and limit the amount of time I need to spend away from home" said the Colonel.

    "Richard you have not mentioned leaving the army before?" responded Darcy.

    "It has only crossed my mind of late. Seeing you so happy to be settled has led me to be more interested in seeking a wife. I have been giving some thought to a change of occupation, and considering whether I may pursue my interest in politics. That would at least give me some permanent base to reside, and maybe stay in one place long enough to determine if I could possibly win someone's heart." In vast contrast to the conversation that had taken place up until this time, these last comments were said by the Colonel in all seriousness.

    Elizabeth listened intently to this exchange and observed something else that she had not noticed before. Georgiana seemed to be uncomfortable with the discussion around a suitable bride for their cousin. Elizabeth tried to make out the look on her face, in her eyes and her countenance and seemed to be puzzled. Then she realised - Georgiana was very much like Jane - someone whose inner most thoughts and affections were not necessarily displayed. What was making her appear uncomfortable? Could she be harbouring feelings for her cousin?

    "Should you seek any introduction to the political world, I would be only too glad to offer my assistance" said Adelaide. "My late husband was well connected in political circles, and I have maintained the connections until this day. I can heartily assure you that some new blood in those circles would be most welcome from both a participants and spectators view point."

    "Thank you for the offer - I shall certainly keep that in mind. I intend to make no rash decisions, it is merely something I am considering for the present" The Colonel was most sincere in his response.

    "Well my dears, while I am in your company I do feel quite youthful, but as the evening grows late I am suddenly aware of my true age. Would you mind if I was to return home now?" asked Adelaide

    "But of course Adelaide, there is no need to stand on ceremony with us." said Darcy.

    "May I escort you home Adelaide?" asked the Colonel "I fear Darcy has spent too much time away from his wife this afternoon to be parted from her again"

    "I do believe I could bear such a deprivation" said Elizabeth mockingly "but who I am to challenge the authority of a Colonel?"

    "Very amusing Elizabeth! I would not consider it a challenge to my authority at all. Come Adelaide; let me see you home safely".

    Once good nights had been exchanged, and Adelaide had her heavy cloak placed around her shoulders for the short walk back next door, the Colonel held onto her arm and led her down the stairs and onto the pavement.

    "I meant what I said Richard, if you decide to pursue your political career be sure to let me know. Promise me that" said Adelaide.

    The Colonel was touched with Adelaide's interest and concern "I promise to Adelaide, and will be sure to let you know when I have reached a decision".

    "Very well then, now can you give an old lady a peck on the cheek?"

    "I would be honoured madam." He leaned forward and placed a light kiss on her cheek. "I am very pleased to have made your acquaintance again Adelaide - I trust we will see a good deal more of each other"

    "That we will - now off you go". Adelaide patted the arm of the Colonel and then turned to make her way into her house.

    The Colonel smiled as he turned towards the carriage that waited to take him back to his barracks he said to himself - "Yes Darcy, I am very glad to have made this acquaintance!"

    * to find out about a Nimcha go to http://www.nmm.ac.uk/collections/search/listResults.cfm?name=Nimcha&category=edgedweapons


    Chapter Twelve

    An unevenness in the road surface was enough to wake Elizabeth from her nap. She found her husband deep in thought. She stared at him for some moments until he became aware that he was being watched and then he smiled at her.

    "You seemed lost in your thoughts -- I had no wish to disturb you" said Elizabeth returning his smile.

    "That I was -- I was just remembering our first journey back to London -- when Adelaide first met Richard."

    "Do you think he and Georgiana will visit with Adelaide too?" asked Elizabeth.

    "I am sure they will, I believe they are still in town, and given the circumstances will remain so" replied Darcy.

    By this time they had reached the outskirts of London. The Darcy's had again made good time -- the weather was in their favour, and their early departure meant that they had missed a good deal of the large volume of carriages that frequented that section of the London road later in the morning. Their arrival on London's outskirts meant that their speed would be greatly reduced as they competed with the horsemen, carriages and traders that all jostled for space on the roads that made up the country's capital.

    There was much to amuse and interest the travellers -- London was at least busy and colourful on the congested roads and streets -- far different to the quiet lanes that surrounded Pemberley and Lambton. Darcy was relieved that their journey had not been impeded, and Elizabeth was thankful that the journey to London was finally over.


    The Gardiners had continued to stay with Adelaide since becoming aware of her current situation. Once reconciled to the fact that she was indeed ill and in need of assistance she had finally agreed that the Gardiners should stay with her, the result being that Madeleine Gardiner had spent most days and nights with her in the preceding weeks. In the meantime, Edward Gardiner had managed his business operations primarily from Adelaide's house in between supporting his wife and spending some time with the invalid.

    Smythe came and alerted Mr. Gardiner that it appeared that the Darcy' coach was arriving. He had arranged for a footman to keep watch for the arrival of the liveried carriage, so that he could ensure Mr Gardiner was alerted of their arrival at the first opportunity. Mr Gardiner hastily asked Smythe to advise Mrs. Gardiner of their imminent arrival, then made his way out of Lady Lyell's house and went to the entrance next door. He arrived just as the Darcy's barouche came to a halt. Darcy exited the barouche, and handed his wife down to the pavement. "My dearest Lizzie" said Edward Gardiner both delighted and relieved to see his niece.

    Elizabeth embraced her uncle, and the gentlemen shook hands. Elizabeth asked "How is Adelaide and how is Aunt Gardiner?"

    "Both are a little fatigued, but will be refreshed to know you have both arrived safely." Replied her Uncle.

    "I will just remove the dust from the journey and I will be with them directly" said Elizabeth.

    "You will freshen from the journey, and take some food and drink before you go to relieve your Aunt, Elizabeth". Darcy said this in a stern but not unkindly manner. Elizabeth knew from the tone of her husband's response that negotiation was not possible, and that she should submit to his request. It was reasonable and practical but not what Elizabeth wanted to do at that particular moment.

    Her uncle counselled "we need no further patients at present Lizzie".

    Elizabeth reconciled herself to the fact that it would still be a short while before she could finally see Adelaide. Dillon opened the door and they entered their London house.

    Darcy said to his wife "I will just speak with your uncle first, and then refresh myself as well. Dillon can you please arrange for some light refreshments for us to be made ready?"

    "Certainly Sir, I shall see to it immediately"

    Elizabeth made her way to go up stairs to remove the dust from the last stage of their journey before going next door. She was tired from their overall journey from Pemberley, and was slow in the way she climbed the stairs. Along the staircase were portraits of the Darcy ancestors, and current members of the family including herself. She recalled that while her husband had explained their factual histories it had been Adelaide who had given them personalities. Elizabeth had taken the time to writing down all that Adelaide had related to her so that her own children could learn about their ancestors. She had whiled away many happy hours during the periods of her confinements, when her usual activities had been restricted and Adelaide had sat with her to keep her company. I am so glad that we had that opportunity, it is important that the children learn about their elder relations, and now it is my turn to sit with her.

    Meanwhile, in his study, Darcy met with Edward Gardiner, who apprised him of where things currently stood, and what actions he had put in place.

    "I am glad you arrived when you did. Adelaide has rallied a little knowing that you were both on your way here, but the physician advises that she is not likely to last out the week." Edward Gardiner was guarding his emotions and trying to remain factual, although Darcy could tell he was deeply affected.

    "We came as quickly as we could. We have been blessed with fair weather for travelling, however the daylight hours, and journey via Hintlesham meant that we were unable to reach London last evening" replied Darcy. Then he added more quietly "How will we find her?"

    "Very frail. Still lively of mind and eye, but physically she is not as she was. She has not been out of her room these past 2 weeks. She sleeps very little, and we have ensured that someone is always with her -- it is for this reason that is has been so draining on your aunt. You will both be a great comfort to us all."

    "We had no hesitation in deciding to come, although Elizabeth found it difficult to leave the children."

    "I can well understand it -- the separation will be for more than a few days duration. How has Lizzie taken the news?" asked Edward Gardiner.

    "I believe she has still not come to terms with it -- almost as if she is doing what she knows needs to be done, but not quite fully understanding why. She should be quite herself while she is kept busy -- but how she will fare after Adelaide passes remains to be seen." Darcy said this quite despondently knowing that he would have to find a way to buoy Elizabeth's spirits until she had fully grieved.

    Edward Gardner patted Darcy's arm comfortably -- "we shall all need each other's support through this -- she means so much to us all."

    "That is true enough -- I find it hard enough myself to comprehend that she will not be with us for much longer" said Darcy with a sad smile.

    Dillon knocked at the door of the room to announce that the refreshments were ready, and that Mrs Darcy was making her way back downstairs.

    "Thank you Dillon, please tell Mrs Darcy we shall be with her directly" replied Darcy.

    "Very good sir" said Dillon as he withdrew.

    Darcy then said to their uncle "Come let us take some refreshment with Elizabeth." The gentlemen rose and left the study.

    Edward Gardiner said as they were leaving the room "After we do that, I shall take you both to Adelaide -- she will wish to confirm with her own eyes that you are both here. Then, may I suggest that we leave Elizabeth with her for a while, whilst we attend to some matters of business. There are a number of tasks that Adelaide has bid me to do, and I require your assistance."

    "I would be happy to provide any assistance I can -- we both wish to be of use" said Darcy following his Uncle.


    Darcy and Mr Gardiner joined Elizabeth in the drawing room of the London house. They took some tea and light foodstuffs -- Elizabeth knew she would be watched to ensure that she ate something -- so she took a small piece of pie and some fruits. After Elizabeth had poured the tea, she finally had the courage to venture. "Dearest Uncle, I would like to know the truth about Adelaide"

    "May I assume that you read the letter I sent?" Edward Gardiner knew not only of how close the Darcy's were, but also of how Elizabeth knew the ways of her uncle and aunt.

    "I could not rest until I had seen it" replied Elizabeth.

    "I thought as much" said her uncle in a gentle tone. "then it is as you have read. She is frail of body, but bright of eye. Her mind remains sharp but her strength is fading."

    Elizabeth hesitated before she asked the next question, and drew a deep breath before asking "How long will she be with us still?" Darcy reached over and clasped one of her hands.

    "The physician is loathe to speculate, but it is likely to be only a matter of days. Adelaide has reached an age not attained by many so it is difficult to be certain."

    "It is then as I feared" said Elizabeth her voice faltering.

    "Do you wish to take a rest before you visit with her?" asked Darcy.

    "No, I do not wish to delay. I do wish to spend as much time with Adelaide as possible and I do need to relieve our aunt". Elizabeth was resolute as she spoke the words, but her pale skin and shaking hands belied her true feelings.

    Darcy said softly to her "Our uncle has said he will take us to her directly. After making our presence known I will attend to some matters of Adelaide's with Uncle Gardiner -- and you can stay with her awhile. I will come and relieve you later in the evening".

    "Very well then. I think it is best we go now and let her know that we are now in London".


    They made their way to the house next door where they were met by Adelaide's butler Smythe.

    "Mr and Mrs Darcy, it is good to see you sir -- ma'am. I hope you don't mind me saying sir, how relieved we are that you were able to come." said the most senior member of Adelaide's household.

    "We were pleased that we were able to come and happy to do anything that we can to assist" said Darcy, as he shook the elderly retainers hand. Smythe had been in Adelaide's employ for over 30 years, and Darcy knew that he would be very much affected by the situation of his mistress.

    "It's very good of you Sir. The physician is with her now, and I believe Mrs Gardiner is presently making her way to join you in the parlour. This way if you please." replied Smythe, directing them towards a room where they had all spent many happy hours in Adelaide's company.


    They had not been in the parlour long when Madeleine Gardiner entered. Elizabeth immediately went over to her Aunt and embraced her. "Lizzie, it is so good to see you" said her aunt with tears in her eyes holding her back to look intensely at her as if she needed further visual confirmation that Elizabeth had actually arrived.

    "It is good to see you too --hopefully now that we are here we can relieve you of some of the strain" replied Elizabeth after she had been released from her aunt's embrace.

    Mrs Gardiner then went over to claim her hellos from her nephew. "Fitzwilliam, I thank you for coming so quickly".

    Darcy embraced their aunt and said "We were desirous of coming as quickly as possible."

    "And the children?" asked their aunt.

    "They are settled safely with Jane and Charles --though not aware of the seriousness of the situation" responded Darcy.

    "That is probably for the best. I must tell you Adelaide has been anticipating your arrival for some hours -- I would like to take you to her now, so that she will be more comfortable knowing that you are finally here."

    As they climbed the stairs that led to where Adelaide's bed chamber was, Madeleine Gardiner updated the Darcy's on who else had been assisting with the vigil. "Georgiana arrived yesterday morning, and spent the afternoon with her. She is hoping to return again this afternoon, but her youngest has a slight cold. Georgiana wants to ensure that she does not pass on any illness -- so will advise us this afternoon if she can visit today. Richard has also spent a few evenings with Adelaide -- he is at the Parliament today, but will return again tonight."

    "What of the Matlocks?" asked Elizabeth.

    "Your aunt fell a few days ago and damaged her ankle and is presently confined to bed. She visited last week, and your uncle usually calls into visit sometime in the late morning."

    "They had not made us aware of her injury" exclaimed Elizabeth with a little more agitation that was usually her style while she turned to view her aunt.

    Madeleine Gardiner reached out her arm to assist in reassuring Elizabeth that there was nothing further to fear. "Your uncle assures us she is quite well, she will only need a day or mores recovery and she will visit again -- you need not concern yourself or worry on her account. It was not a serious enough injury to alert anyone."

    "I am greatly relieved to hear it -- we have enough concerns at present." responded Elizabeth at little more sedately.

    Finally they arrived outside of the rooms that Adelaide had occupied. Madeleine Gardiner hesitated before knocking and turned to speak in a matter of fact manner to her niece. "You will find her greatly altered Lizzie -- it is only fair I should alert you to that fact. If you close your eyes and listen to her conversation you will notice no difference at all, however physically she is quite frail, and not as robust as you are used to seeing her."

    Elizabeth had calmed somewhat, and said in order to convince her aunt that she was sensible to the fact that Adelaide would not to be as she once was. "I was not expecting her to be as we saw her last -- given the circumstances we were anticipating some change."

    "It is just as well that you are prepared. Adelaide is more than aware that her appearance has altered -- and she hopes not to be the cause of any distress on her account" said her aunt -- patting Elizabeth's arm all the while. Madeleine Gardiner turned back to knock on the door and called out "Adelaide, I have some visitors to see you."

    "Do bring them in" called a bright voice from within. "I am in urgent need of some conversation."

    Mrs Gardiner held the door back and Darcy, Elizabeth and the Gardiners entered. Darcy held Elizabeth's arm, and felt her stiffen when she saw how Adelaide actually was. The once proud and erect frame was hunched and crumpled into the bed linen. Her face was almost lost in the plump pillows that surrounded her head. But the Gardiners were right in that her eyes were still bright and twinkled with mischief, and the mind definitely alert and in need of stimulation.

    "My dears, I am so pleased to see you" said Adelaide bidding Elizabeth and Darcy to draw nearer, and holding out her hands so that she could clasp theirs.

    She held their hands and they noticed that the grip was not as strong as it once was. They both took turns and kissed her on the cheek, before standing back a little to continue the greeting. Darcy was relieved that Adelaide had spoken first. He could detect his wife's confusion in trying to sort out some words that would not belie her current state of mind.

    "Oh Adelaide -- we came as quickly as we could. What did you mean by keeping your illness quiet?" said Elizabeth.

    Darcy could now see that Elizabeth was now in control of herself and now appeared to be scolding Adelaide as if she were one of their children.

    "There was no need -- it was but a trifling cold" she responded trying to downplay the seriousness of the situation with a wave of her hand.

    "I believe it was a little more than that" said Darcy.

    "Be that as it may -- it is now what it is. Never mind that now, I hope you have arrived to give me some excellent conversation. I have quite worn out your Aunt on that score. So who is keep my mind occupied for the next hours?" Adelaide was keen to move the discussion away from her illness and move onto more pleasant subjects.

    "The duty first falls to me" said Elizabeth brightly assuming one of the comfortable chairs that was at Adelaide's bedside.

    "So I will spend some time with you later then Fitzwilliam?" said Adelaide.

    "That you will. Uncle Gardiner has some matters he presently wishes to discuss with me, and Aunt Gardiner is in need of a rest. I will leave you two to discuss what you like -- as long as I am not the subject matter."

    "I can give you no guarantees Sir, Adelaide is in control of the topics for conversation, so I can only be guided by her" said Elizabeth playfully. "However, if you should end up being a topic of conversation, I will be sure to defend your best interests"

    "Just as a dutiful wife should. Well then, we shall leave you now, and I will return again later". Darcy leaned over and gave Adelaide a peck on the cheek, and planted a kiss on Elizabeth's head.

    She turned her face to his and gave him a grateful smile, and squeezed his hand to indicate that now the initial shock was over she would be able to provide the necessary support. Darcy and the Gardiners then exited the room and left the ladies to their conversation.


    Posted on Sunday, 22 June 2008

    Chapter Thirteen

    After Darcy and the Gardiners had left, Elizabeth turned back to face Adelaide. Again Elizabeth was saved from having to speak first.

    "Well my dear, you promised me some conversation and I must insist that I have it" said Adelaide. Despite her appearance, it was as if she wanted to pretend that nothing had in fact changed, and that the conversation that Adelaide expected was just as it had been at any of their previous meetings.

    "Of course I will oblige you" said Elizabeth. "Do you have any particular subject in mind?

    "I am quite undecided -- there are so many things I do wish to revisit, it is more a question of where to start" said Adelaide while obviously being given to introspection.

    "The beginning would seem to be the most appropriate place. Fitzwilliam and I revisited our first meeting with you just before we left -- it provided us with a very pleasant recollection" responded Elizabeth.

    "There now, you have prompted me about something -- that is somewhat near to the beginning -- how did you come upon my first letter to you at Pemberley? I believe that is a circumstance that we have not had the opportunity to discuss. Would you mind favouring me with that tale? I know you responded to the letter -- I kept it along with all of our other correspondence but I do not know what you thought or where you were when you read it."

    "Of course not, and I do believe you are right -- I never did tell you what happened when I received my first correspondence at Pemberley" said Elizabeth "It is probably high time I enlightened you. Your correspondence has been a consistent source of entertainment and delight".


    Elizabeth and Darcy had arrived at Pemberley rather late in the day, when the light was all but gone. Darcy took the necessary step to introduce his new wife to their household and then they changed out of their travelling clothes to be ready for dinner. When they returned downstairs to dine, Mr Lawrence the Darcy's steward enquired of his master whether he wished to be made aware of the correspondence that had accumulated in the time Darcy had been away. Darcy was well aware that although some of his correspondence had been forwarded to London, other items were likely to have arrived in the intervening week since his marriage to Elizabeth, and that he would need to devote some time bringing his business matters up to date.

    Given the late hour of their arrival at Pemberley he instructed Mr Lawrence that he would leave all matters of business until the following morning, and that included examining the correspondence that had accumulated during his recent absence.

    Late the following morning, and after a rather late breakfast Darcy saw his wife safely settled with Mrs Reynolds for her first introduction to the running of the household. Darcy meanwhile sought out his steward to receive some initial advice as to how much correspondence had to be attended to. A rather large pile of letters awaited Darcy that morning --he thought this was somewhat to be expected due to the period of time that he had been away, and no doubt including some local correspondence, invitations and the like from those on estates surrounding Pemberley -- some from curious neighbours wishing to meet the lady who had finally stolen the master of Pemberley's heart.

    Elizabeth had spent only a short period with Mrs Reynolds going through the menus for the day. Mrs Reynolds had consulted her master prior to his marriage to ascertain how the mistress's duties were to be transferred to Mrs Darcy. Between them they had agreed that a gradual transition was in order rather than tax the new Mrs Darcy with all of her responsibilities so soon after her arrival and thought it best to commence with the arrangement of menus. So once this duty had been completed, Elizabeth decided to visit her husband to see how he was progressing with his matters of business. She knocked lightly and was asked to enter.

    "A most delightful apparition at my door. I am glad that you have come -- I was beginning to think that these recent weeks have the semblance of a dream that many a time I believed would not come true-- it seems I will constantly need to satisfy myself that you are actually here to stay" he staring at Elizabeth with a smile on his face.

    "I certainly intend to stay, but could it be that I will distract you from your matters of business?" she said playfully walking over to her husband's side. "I do hope this will convince you that my being here is not a dream?" she said embracing him.

    "That will certainly do for the present." he said while gazing lovingly at her. He placed an arm about her waist. "You are a most welcome distraction, but one that is likely to ensure that other matters that requiring my attention are ignored despite my desire for diligence. I have rather an accumulation of correspondence and requests that have arisen whilst we were in Hertfordshire and London that should be attended to. As much as I rather spend all of my time with you one of our responsibilities running this estate is to ensure that all who are dependent upon us are taken care of. I only intend to see to the most urgent matters for the present-- the rest can wait."

    "I should never want to be the cause of you not attending to your responsibilities" said Elizabeth.

    "Neither of us I am sure will allow that to happen, but you are a most welcome addition to helping me manage them" he responded smiling at her all the while. "But I have happened upon some items that may be of interest to you and may occupy some of your time while I attend to the most pressing matters" he said offering her some letters that he was proud to notice were addressed to Mrs F Darcy, Pemberley nr Lambton, Derbyshire. He then said "How about you order some light refreshments, and have it sent to the Library. I can join you there and whilst sharing tea you can inform me of your correspondents -- and any item you are at liberty to disclose."

    "Very well then" -- said Elizabeth she said delighted to have something of her own to attend to. "Now remind me -- the Library is ...."

    "Two doors down on your left. It is where you will also find my mother's favourite writing desk --there is some writing paper and pens should you wish to prepare any responses to your correspondents". He knew there was most likely to be a letter from Jane amongst them, but unfamiliar with Jane's handwriting, or the possible identity of Elizabeth's other correspondents he decided to wait before seeking to confirm who had already corresponded with his bride.

    "I will see you shortly then" she said, leaning over to surprise him with a soft kiss on his lips. He closed his eyes and inhaled deeply. His wife was certainly a distraction, but one that he was most willing to accommodate.

    Elizabeth left him to his own correspondence and sought out Craven, to arrange the refreshments her husband had requested. Once the tea had been arranged, and Elizabeth had found her way to the Library, she chose a window seat that afforded an excellent view of the shrubbery adorned with it's winter coat of snow, and prepared to read her letters. She easily recognised the writing of 2 -- being Jane and her Aunt Gardiner, the other left her somewhat perplexed. She decided to start with the letter that she knew had been written from Jane -- she knew the handwriting very well, however it now carried the Bingley seal. At least this one was not misdirected like Jane's last letters to this area and I can be confident that they contain no alarming news....or can I? Regardless I am glad to call this my first letter to read as "Mrs Darcy" she thought. She unfolded the parchment and settled back to read.

    My dearest Lizzie,

    I am unsure if this will be the first letter you receive being addressed to Mrs Darcy, (I do hope from my position as your sister that it is) but regardless of others it should at least be amongst the first.

    I am sure by now you will have found your married state in life every bit as agreeable as you anticipated, and as much as I do mine. I still marvel every day that I should be blessed with such happiness, and such an excellent and loving husband as Charles, however you will smile Lizzie when I own that our close residence to Longbourn can at times be somewhat testing.

    You were certainly fortuitous in your ability to escape early from the wedding breakfast with your husband to your residence in London. The wedding breakfast was most enjoyable, however the emotions from the day's events, including my parting from you and my new brother had left me somewhat fatigued, and whilst I enjoyed seeing others celebrate our joint nuptials, I became weary of the noise, and longed for a little time for some quiet reflection, albeit in the company of my excellent husband.

    It did take some time for our guests to leave -- the bounteous breakfast that our mother had arranged was certainly an inducement for most to stay. Our father had to convince in no uncertain terms that it was time for our mother to leave! Therefore it came about that it was not until well after tea time that Charles and I were fortunate enough to spend some time alone -- well as alone as you can be with a household full of staff and guests including our new sister Caroline Bingley. You will blush Lizzie at such a comment from your sister, but I am sure being of similar circumstance that you can understand a certain inconvenience to the presence of others, particularly when the weather makes an escape outdoors for some privacy an impossibility, and in hosting others it is an expectation that you at least entertain your guests.

    How did you find London? I hope your short visit there was to your liking, as was your more intimate acquaintance with your new London residence. I understand that you did have a dinner with our uncle and aunt and the Matlocks. Our aunt did ask me to write and ask you to relate about some shopping that you did with her-- apparently some numerous items were purchased. Am I correct in believing some dressmakers in London are somewhat short of their supplies at present thanks to the generosity of your husband?

    Our mother tries to visit us constantly however, our father has been most diligent in trying to afford us some time without her presence. I own it is somewhat of a challenge for him. You may laugh when I own it is somewhat a challenge for me -- my delight in having a husband is somewhat tempered by the frequent visits of our mother, and she seems to take some form of delight of surprising us with visits at the most inopportune hour -- even a few mornings before we have had time to rise and dress. Quite out of character as she has never been an early riser.

    She is still insistent upon having parts of Netherfield made over despite my satisfaction in its present state. Charles has been most tactful in pointing out that it is not a good time of year to consider refurbishments due to the weather, and it is better left until spring -- when he assures her that he will seek her advice on some matter at least, so that concern has been delicately deferred for the time being.

    Our father misses you most keenly, and I believe that he is only reconciled to your relocation due to your obvious happiness with your chosen partner. No one could ever deny the love so openly displayed by you both. It is such a joy to see you so happy.

    I can see you smile as you read this missive, and I assuredly understand the reason for it. Our mother has not the knowledge of the delightful felicity that can be achieved by marrying someone for the sake of love and not position or money or infatuation.

    It is apparent that my love for Charles and my delight in our union has made me somewhat more open that I have been in the past, however it could be just the wish to share my innermost thoughts in writing with you dearest sister, as we have frequently had the luxury of doing in person in the past.

    I do admit to missing our conversation before we retire for the evening, however I am sure that you, as I do, delight in the companionship that only marriage can bring, and it is only that thought that helps me to bear the loss of your daily company.

    Charles informs me that we are to travel north to you for the New Year -- I understand our mother finds travelling such a distance at this time of year too trying for her nerves -- May I own that I am thankful that we can share some excellent company with your good selves and the Gardiners without our mothers nerves and I can finally come to know the long lauded Pemberley. You have a great advantage over me -- I have no knowledge as yet of your new residences and cannot picture you in your new surroundings.

    Father is trying to determine a time he can visit with you -- he is quite desolate without your spirited conversation -- and I do believe he is desirous of visiting the excellent Pemberley library that has been promoted quite actively by our uncle and husband.

    I should add that I am delighted that you should receive my first letter signed by my married hand. Please give my best wishes to your husband, and pass on my best wishes to Georgian when she arrives from both Charles and myself. I trust that as a married woman that you can find the time to write to me and tell me of your visits and news -- despite whatever notions Lydia has about married life. Until then I remain your most affectionate sister, who now signs her name

    Jane Bingley.

    Elizabeth sat back on the window seat and sighed. Well marriage had already changed Jane somewhat -- her even slight admission to her delight in married life was a small streak of an openness she had not previously displayed. She did note that Jane had not mentioned about Charles Bingley's outburst and banning guests from the household for a week! She looked forward to seeing her sister again for the New Year, when Bingley had promised to bring Jane north to visit and thought that she could press her sister for further information about that situation after they arrived to celebrate the New Year.


    Chapter Fourteen

    Having read Jane's letter, Elizabeth now turned her attention to a letter she had already determined was from her aunt. From what Elizabeth gleaned from Jane's letter, it was obvious that Aunt Gardiner had also written to Jane, but as Elizabeth had already seen her aunt in London after her marriage, she was interested what new insights she had to report.

    My dearest Lizzie,

    I expressed your uncle and my delight in seeing you (and Jane) so happily married and truly able to esteem your chosen partners. We were most pleased to have the good fortune of seeing you and our new nephew in London -- your loving regard for each other is clearly evident for all to see.

    Both our dinner with the Matlocks and our adventure to the dress makers was most enjoyable, and I trust that your husband was pleased with your purchase. I know that he has not seen all of them yet as some are due to arrive with Georgiana so they will shortly all be safely at Pemberley.

    I am not sure how many days it will take to wear each of your new garments, but I would like to know which dressmakers you like best. A number have called upon me, knowing of our relationship, to promote their services for your future requirements. You only have to write and let me know and I shall forward any orders required. I am also happy to undertake such tasks for Georgiana as well.

    Are you still pleased with Derbyshire? I recall your comment about being happy to spend your whole life there -- given the circumstances it is just as well! It appears quite different in the winter, when the wild peaks are blanketed with snow, and the groves are bared of their foliage. I do recall they take on a different form of beauty. I love Derbyshire in all its moods, and look forward to revisiting its winter colours when we see you at Christmas.

    Are you reading this in one of the lounges at Pemberley? I sit and ponder if you should adopt Fitzwilliam's mother's desk as your own, and if it will become your favourite room, as it was for her? Or perhaps there are other rooms in Pemberley that hold a more fond remembrance for you and your husband? I pity poor Jane that she cannot yet imagine you in your new home, however she writes me to understand that she is to visit you for New Year, so that issue shall be addressed soon enough.

    Pardon my impertinence, but I can imagine how delighted our nephew is to finally have you in residence as Mistress of Pemberley. How do you like living in the house Lizzie? I trust good Mrs Reynolds will provide great assistance to you in taking up your duties. Your intelligence and good sense will stand you in good stead there, just as they did in accepting a husband best suited to your temperament. I should like to hear how you spend your days, then I can picture you moving about your rooms as you perform your daily duties.

    It is fortunate that Georgiana will make her home at Pemberley, otherwise despite your married happiness; I did fear that you would miss Jane too greatly seeing that is a long distance between Pemberley and Netherfield. It is a blessing indeed to have someone else near to discuss feminine matters, and it will be a blessing for Georgiana too, now that she is at an age for coming out.

    Whilst your distance from Jane may cause you some concern, I fear Jane is now feeling the closeness of Netherfield to Longbourn with the likelihood of frequent visits by your mother -- it is thankful that Jane has such an obliging nature (together with than of her husband), that they can somewhat tolerate the imposition in the short term. How long they can bear it remains to be seen. Whilst I have sincere affection for my sister Fanny, I would doubt the ability for forbearance of both you and your husband if you were faced with a similar nearness of situation!

    Your cousins, as well as your uncle and I look forward to our Christmas visit, we shall write you with the details of our travel and expected arrival. We shall take extra time to travel given the time of year and unknown state of the roads and weather. We should arrive by Christmas Eve at the latest, unless there is some matter of business that prevents your uncle leaving on the intended day.

    Lady Matlock did visit with Lady Lyell as she had said she would, and was kind enough to take me on her second visit. I do see why you like her so -- she is most entertaining and had a great deal to say both on your marriage and the attempted interference of Lady Catherine de Burgh. In one short meeting you truly won her heart -- I feel she will be a good friend and confidante to you both. She has asked me to visit again with her -- I had no idea of making such an impression on such a doyen of both society and charity. I am most grateful and humbled by the introduction.

    Pray write and let us know of any items that would wish brought to you from London or any other matter you wish us to follow through on your behalf and we shall be sure to take care of it.

    Our fondest affections to both you and Mr Darcy

    Your affectionate aunt

    M Gardiner.

    My dearest aunt! I shall be delighted to write to you from the desk I have a sense it will become my favourite room just as it was for Fitzwilliam's mother. She looked down at the dress that she wore that day, and remembered her aunts comments about it when it was first worn -- Your husband will be most pleased to see you in that Lizzie He had been most complimentary about the dress when she had worn it downstairs that very morning.

    She was also pleased to note that Aunt Matlock had in fact introduced her aunt to Adelaide. We knew that they would get along well, and that Adelaide would immediately see her aunt's sensible approach to matters and her loving and calm nature. Elizabeth's curiosity was now aroused by the third letter that was from unfamiliar hand -- then she noticed that the seal bore the mark of Lyell. It was then Elizabeth realised that the third missive was from their newly acquainted London neighbour Lady Adelaide Lyell. She settled back to discover what Adelaide had to relate.

    Dearest Elizabeth,

    I pressed you for your agreement to be my correspondent as a selfish means of whiling away the unsociable hours in winter, and to ensure that I do not lose you as a most valued acquaintance. It is so refreshing to meet with those who choose their partner for life on the basis of love and respect, and who are unafraid to follow their hearts. Furthermore, I do appreciate that you are both unafraid of the unqualified opinions of others, and are prepared to follow your good judgement and follow what you believe is right and just.

    I sincerely anticipate your eventual return to London so we can continue on the path we have commenced. Being familiar with Pemberley I am most interested to know how you find the house, and which rooms there most appeal to you. I can then imagine you going about your duties, when you are not spending time with your good husband. Of all its rooms the conservatory was my personal favourite as it affords the opportunity to enjoy the landscape even when the weather is so unobliging to permit an excursion out of doors.

    I shall not sport with your intelligence to ask how you find your marriage suits you. It is most evident from both yours and Fitzwilliam's countenance that you are equally delighted with each other as marriage partners. Your mutual affection and esteem is evident for all to see, and it delights me to see it so. I only lament that Fitzwilliam's parents did not have the opportunity to meet and know you -- I do believe they would be greatly relieved that Fitzwilliam did not follow the shallow rules of society and chose instead to follow his heart -- just as they had done. A great many more people would find true happiness if they followed your most excellent example in marrying from the heart, instead of from social standing or the state of one's finances however necessary it may seem to be for some.

    Your Aunt Matlock was good enough to introduce me to the Gardiners. I can certainly see why you both think so highly of them, and they of you. Your good aunt has promised to call again, and I look forward to cultivating this acquaintance --between those visits and those from the Matlocks it will ensure that I will have some company until I have the benefit of your next visit to London.

    I truly look forward to some return correspondence from you, and of course the delight of talking to you both in person when you choose to return to your London residence. I trust then I may have the opportunity to meet up with Georgiana -- I have much to share that may be of interest in relation to her mother's younger years.

    Until then, I remain your friend who wishes to be remembered most affectionately to you and your good husband

    Most Affectionately

    Adelaide Lyell

    Well it seems all of the writers support our selection of each other as partners! Whilst it is nice to have their endorsement, it is our love for each other that matters most she said to herself.

    Next moment, the door opened and Darcy entered. "What is it that has caused such a bemused smile on your face dearest wife?"

    "The endorsement of my correspondents on the subject of the selection of marriage partners. All three are overwhelmingly in favour of my choice and yours" she said with a saucy smile and sparkling eyes.

    "I am most delighted to hear it -- not that their opinions would have had any bearing on my decision to marry you, on that matter I was quite happy to trust my feelings from my own heart" he said then he leaned over to kiss her.

    "And I very pleased that you did!" his wife responded responding to the kiss with glowing eyes.

    "And whom were your correspondents?" asked Darcy.

    "Jane, Aunt Gardiner, and Lady Lyell."

    The first two did not surprise Darcy at all, and had suspected that they would be among Elizabeth's earliest correspondents." So Adelaide is certainly keen to keep you as an acquaintance then" Darcy uttered while he moved over towards the table where the tea had been set by the maid.

    "Not only me. She is most keep to keep you as well and is most desirous of meeting soon with Georgiana. Our aunts have been to visit with her -- and she was pleased to meet Aunt Gardiner." Elizabeth was in a playful mood, and decided it was time to tease her husband. She rose from where she was sitting, placed her letters on the edge of the table and began to pour their tea. "It seems Adelaide admires those who are prepared to speak their mind regardless of the views of some others".

    "By that I presume she is referring to our debates with Aunt Catherine on the subject of our marriage?" said Darcy while reaching to take the proferred tea cup from Elizabeth.

    "I would presume so -- although it could be argued by some that Adelaide is referring to Lady Catherine herself -....let me find her words (Elizabeth picked up the letters which lay on the table, and glanced back through them)....ah.... here it is" said Elizabeth running her index finger over the text she refers to - " those who are unafraid of the unqualified opinions of others....I daresay that we would place Lady Catherine that group who are not best qualified to understand our relationship." Elizabeth did hazard a thought that Caroline Bingley could easily join Lady Catherine, but thought it best not to say so.

    "Be that as it may, she certainly does not view our relationship in the same light that we do. Although I agree it could be argued that Aunt Catherine's opinions are certainly not qualified with regards to us" said Darcy after taking a sip from his tea.

    "Quite so, although I would have to say we are both best placed in a position to provide commentary on that score" she said as her eyes locked with his.

    "And did Jane have anything of interest to relate?" Darcy knew that Jane was more guarded in her opinions rather than anyone else they knew, but if she did open her thoughts to anyone it would be to Elizabeth.

    "Jane was surprisingly candid about how much she is enjoying her married life so far and open enough to admit that our mother's frequent visits were becoming somewhat of a trial. She did not say anything about Charles's outburst so I will have to ask her about that in the New Year. I do believe though that she is now even envious of our distance from Longbourn." Elizabeth said with a smile.

    "Now, that is something I thought we would never hear from Jane, she always thinks the best of everyone. I do believe we are rather fortunate to have our seclusion -- it may prove to be inconvenient at times, but I am honest enough to admit that I am rather thankful for it at present -- I wish to have you to myself" responded her husband.


    Elizabeth concluded her reminiscence by adding "We continued in that vein for sometime before I reminded Fitzwilliam about his need to address some more of his correspondence. He reluctantly returned to his study, and I began to reply to my letters." Recalling this situation brought a cold realisation to Elizabeth -- that could no longer look forward to arriving home to Pemberley with a letter from Adelaide waiting to meet her. Elizabeth was in control of her emotions but was quiet of voice when she uttered "I will most certainly miss your correspondence Adelaide. I have always looked forward knowing that always arranged a letter to be waiting for me at Pemberley when we arrived home."

    "There are some things we cannot change -- we have to make the most of things while they last. It is one of the reasons I was so keen to keep you as a correspondent. I missed the exchanges of letters with my daughter and Anne Darcy. My correspondence with you has been such a great comfort. I wished to make the most of it while I had the opportunity" said Adelaide softly.

    "Sound advice as always, I will ensure to keep it in mind" said Elizabeth.

    "It will serve you well, and provide a great source of enjoyment and at time comfort". Adelaide detected clearly the change in mood, and quickly sought to divert Elizabeth's thoughts. "How did you spend the rest of that first full day at Pemberley?"

    "Ah, well after spending some further period of time with our respective correspondences and a light luncheon, I was introduced to a large number of areas of Pemberley that I had not previously had the privilege of visiting when I had seen the house before with my uncle and aunt. Fitzwilliam and I spent a number of hours visiting all sorts of rooms in the private family areas -- including the rooms he had occupied before our marriage".

    "Did he show you the nursery?" asked Adelaide with a sense of purpose.

    Elizabeth laughed. "Yes he did -- although I do recall it was the cause of a little embarrassment to us both, just as it did to Jane and Charles when we had the grand tour of Netherfield just before our marriage."

    "I remember the nursery was the cause of some embarrassment to James as well, when he first showed me around the Lyell family estate. How did Fitzwilliam handle it?"

    "He introduced the rooms to me as those he had spent time in as a babe and child, and where he had seen Georgiana grow up. He then went on to add rather hesitantly that he looked forward to the time when he could see our own children there -- but he did add that he hoped rather selfishly that it would not be too soon --he wished to keep me to himself for a good while".

    "And he was able to do that for a time -- perhaps for not as long as he would have wished. James was not quite as forthright with his thoughts, but I believe his sentiments were similar to that of Fitzwilliam. He desires were thwarted somewhat when our son Thomas was born shortly before the first anniversary of our wedding -- not that it diminished his joy at out union, or on his becoming a father."

    "Quite similar to Jane and Charles, though we there were a few months that transpired after our first anniversary before William safely arrived." Said Elizabeth.

    Adelaide then stated in a matter of fact manner "Babies will come in their own time, and not necessarily as we had planned or wished --but a blessing always".

    "Very much a blessing -- I could not imagine life without our brood" said Elizabeth with great conviction.

    Adelaide was saved from having to steer Elizabeth's thoughts away from the fact that her brood was not near to her at present by a knock at the door. The hour had grown late. They had not noticed that many hours had passed while they were engrossed in their conversation. A servant brought in some broth for Adelaide, and was followed almost immediately by Darcy and his cousin Richard Fitzwilliam -- now Sir Richard, thanks to his recent knighthood bestowed thanks to his contributions to the Parliament and his previous meritorious service with the armed forces.

    "I do hope we were not the topic of conversation?" said Richard as he moved over to greet the ladies warmly. "Adelaide you are looking rather pleased with your present company - Elizabeth, it is good to see you." He said leaning over to kiss them both.

    "It is also good to see you Richard particularly looking so well. You escaped this round, but my dear husband was not so fortunate. I must add however it was all to the good, and nothing to be feared" said Elizabeth.

    "I am very pleased to hear it!" said Darcy. He went on to say "Adelaide, I will not ask you to corroborate my wife's comments, as I do believe you will continue to stand by each other in everything -- if there is anything to be told, I am sure my wife will relate it later".

    "As if I would betray a confidence --if one had been apparent in our conversation" jested Adelaide.

    "There is nothing to relate, we were merely talking about some of our correspondence, and my letters that arrived at Pemberley just after we were married" said Elizabeth.

    "Then I am safe for the present?" responded Darcy.

    "Yes for the present. Now I do believe it is time for you to sit with Adelaide while I take a short repsite" said Elizabeth. "You will promise to call me if I am needed in the meantime?"

    Richard Fitzwilliam then said "I will not staying for the present -- I was dropping in to visit on my way home -- however I shall return on the morrow.

    Adelaide said "Then I look forward to talking with you then my dear. Please give my love to Georgiana and the children"

    "I will do that. Now Darcy, it seems that it is your turn to sit with Adelaide if I am not mistaken?" said Sir Richard.

    "That it is. Maybe you could take Elizabeth with you to say hello to Georgiana --it will give her a chance of some fresh air -- then she can return for a rest " Darcy said this after seeing his wife's pale cheeks. "I do not recommend you being out too long -- you need your rest."

    "So you are playing nursemaid to me now husband?" said Elizaebth.

    "We all need to care for each other. Now go visit and then rest a while, and you can resume your nursing later" he said gripping his wife's hand firmly, and gazing deep into her eyes. Ever mindful of their company he leaned over to kiss his wife lightly on the cheek before she turned to leave the room with Richard Fitzwilliam.


    Posted on: 2008-07-01

    Chapter Fifteen

    After Elizabeth and Richard Fitzwilliam left he wondered briefly how he would commence his conversation with Adelaide. In the end, he did not need to solicit Adelaide as to how she would like to progress, as a request from her presented a topic that had significance for them both.

    Adelaide asked that Darcy fetch a shawl for her as she realised she felt somewhat cold, and was unable to feel the heat generated by the lively fire that was constantly alight in her room. "It is in the top drawer of the bureau. The cream coloured one with the shell like pattern." Said Adelaide. She knew Darcy would know exactly which one she meant even before he saw it.

    Darcy opened the drawer and found the item that Adelaide had specified. He knew this item very well indeed. He was forced to close his eyes the moment he touched the garment. Taking a deep breath he lifted the shawl from the bureau drawer, and returned to Adelaide with the shawl draped across one arm.

    Adelaide could see by the look on his face that he was deeply affected, and so it was with a gentle voice that she said to him "It still has that effect on you".

    Darcy replied "Yes it does. Ever since I made that connection between you, and that shawl and the night my mother died, I only have to touch it to be taken back to the library at Pemberley when I was but a lad."


    Adelaide's first visit to Pemberley after Elizabeth and Darcy married was in the July after they met. She returned to Pemberley with the Darcy's who had recently spent some time in London. The Darcy's had decided to give a ball at Pemberley -- to those invited from the surrounding area it was to celebrate the summer to Darcy and Elizabeth however, it was to celebrate the first anniversary of her visiting Pemberley which they saw as the true starting point of their reconciliation that led to their marriage.

    The Bingleys, Gardiners, Adelaide and Colonel Fitzwilliam had arrived a few days before the anticipated event, and they all enjoyed their social time together riding about the park, having picnics on the lawn, and leisurely dinners and evening entertainment.

    Towards the end of one such evening, Adelaide asked if Darcy could fetch her shawl from her room. The evening had grown slightly cool, but not cool enough to warrant anything heavier than a shawl. Darcy had gone to Adelaide's rooms, and asked the maid for a shawl, and as soon as it was placed in his hands he felt a shock. It was not a shock that one occasionally received from garments rubbing together, but a shock of recognition, that unlocked thoughts he had long ago chosen to forget.

    Elizabeth could detect a change in his countenance when he returned and passed Adelaide the shawl that had been requested, but could not put her finger on the reason. Darcy made every attempt to appear part of the evenings' festivities but Elizabeth was not reassured and knew instinctively that something was amiss. Rather than disrupt the evening by discreetly seeking an explanation for his change in mood -- she tried valiantly to put it aside until they retired for the evening and she could speak with him in confidence.

    When all of their party decided it was time to call an end to the day, Darcy escorted Elizabeth to their rooms where she finally had the courage to ask "What happened when you went to retrieve Adelaide's shawl?"

    "Nothing of consequence, but there is a question I must ask Adelaide before she retires" he said distractedly. Seeing Elizabeth's puzzled face he quickly reassured her "Really there is nothing wrong -- the shawl seemed to unlock a memory, and Adelaide is the only person who can verify if my recollection is correct".

    Elizabeth could see he was distracted, and despite a strong urge to accompany her husband she felt this was one matter he needed to settle alone.

    Having left Elizabeth in their chambers, Darcy moved quickly to Adelaide's rooms in order to see her before she retired. He knocked at the door and her maid answered. He asked "Can you ask Lady Lyell if I may speak to her about a matter before she retires? It is rather important."

    The maid left him at the door, and returned a few minutes later "She is happy to see you now Sir, this way if you please" and the maid led Darcy into the lounge room that adjoined Adelaide's bedroom at Pemberley.

    "What brings you to me at this hour Fitzwilliam? I thought you would wish to retire?" she asked.

    "I had wished to retire however I cannot rest at present until I ask you a question that is concerning me -- it relates to the night that my mother died." Said Darcy turning to pace the floor with his hands linked behind his back.

    "What is your question?"asked Adelaide not unkindly.

    "Were you in this house when she died?"asked Darcy hesitantly stopping while the question was asked.

    "Yes I was" said Adelaide.

    Darcy was not surprised by her answer. It gave him the confidence to ask more. Then Darcy swallowed deeply before he asked his next question "And were you the person that comforted me in the library?" He then he stopped and looked Adelaide square in the eye.

    Adelaide gently responded "I was that person -- may I ask what has led you to ask that question?" She motioned to Darcy to come and sit beside her as his pacing indicated his distress and in turn was unsettling her. He took her cue and placed himself next to her -- half sitting with his body towards her. It was as if he could not decide whether to stay or whether he was preparing himself to run away and not hear what Adelaide had to say.

    "That shawl, your shawl." Said Darcy waving his hand that indicated the one that was still around Adelaide's shoulders. "I went to retrieve it from your room. Once I touched it I felt an immediate connection. All at once I was a young lad, with my head buried against someone, sobbing. My fingers at that time must have rested on that shawl. As soon as I touched it I knew." Darcy seemed quite distressed relating this, bowing his head as he did so.

    Adelaide spoke gently but resolutely when she replied. She took one of his hands and patted it in an act of reassurance. "Yes I was here when your mother died, so was my husband James. Once your father told you that she had passed you fled from the hallway and no one could find you. James stayed to remain with your father to and I went off in search of you. Everyone looked all about the house and gardens and could not find you anywhere -- Pemberley certainly has many places to hide. " Darcy smiled at Adelaide and weakly nodded in agreement.

    She continued "Then, I thought of the library, always one of your favourite places, and so I went in search of you there. Although the servants had already checked you must have remained silent when they looked hoping not to be found. When I opened the door I heard muffled sobs. Taking a lamp from the hallway I entered, and eventually found you under a desk that your mother preferred to use. I coaxed you out and eventually I managed to settle you on the lounge. You rested your head on my lap, and I covered you with this shawl and gently patted you until you ceased your crying and fell asleep. You must have held an edge of it with your fingers. I had no wish to disturb you once you were settled. James found us there the following morning."

    "I never recalled that before now, it seemed that I need to express my gratitude to you yet again." Said Darcy quite overcome. "Why is it that I did not recall your presence here at that special time?"

    "Our memories can play tricks on us. That day has particularly painful memories and sometimes, we place those to the side hoping to forget the pain associated with them. Sometimes they come back -- when we are better able to cope with them, triggered by something associated with the event. Senses can be very powerful -- sometimes it is smell, sometime sound - for you it seems to be touch." Explained Adelaide.

    "But why now?" said Darcy. "We met again many months ago -- why has it taken this long before the memories came back?"

    Adelaide replied to Darcy's question as best she could "When we first met again you were newly married -- it was only right that your thoughts were dominated by the joyous thoughts of your marriage and your wife. Now you are more settled in your married life, it could be that now is the right time to deal with painful memories. This could have been brought about by the fact that I am now in this house -- when we were together before this it was always in London."

    "It seems all so fantastic -- the memories of that day now seem so fresh, yet before this when Georgiana asked me for any of the specifics regarding our mothers death I have always been at a loss to relate anything at all." Said Darcy -- still quite in awe of what had come to light.

    "Do not try to find reason in all of this -- everything happens in its proper time. Now is not the time to make sense of why a shawl should bring forth such powerful memories -- it is what it is -- do go and try and get some rest -- Elizabeth will be concerned for you." Said Adelaide.

    "You are quite right -- she could detect that something was amiss. I have delayed you from your sleep long enough. I am so sorry to have disturbed you so." Said Darcy concerned about interrupting Adelaide at this late hour.

    "Think nothing of it -- I will read a while yet -- as I get older I find it more difficult to sleep -- you have not disturbed me at all -- I am pleased that my memory is useful for something". Adelaide said by way of response.

    "More than that -- you are a very special person to this family in more ways than one" said Darcy with a slight smile. He leaned over and kissed Adelaide on the cheek. "I shall disturb you no more this evening and now it is probably high time I put my wife's mind at rest."

    Having confronted this painful memory, he knew that it was time to share it that evening with his wife. When Darcy returned to their chambers he knew that Elizabeth would not pressure him for an explanation, but also knew that she would be most curious as to what had drawn him to Adelaide's rooms at that hour and why the matter was important enough that it could not be left until the following morning.

    He entered their bed chamber, and instead of seeing her sitting in one of the chairs quietly reading as he had expected, she was out on their balcony with her head lifted towards the stars that were evident in the summer sky. The moonlight bathed her form. Her hair shone and he smiled and silently gave thanks that he now had Elizabeth to share not only the joys that life would bring but for her to be there to support him through times of trouble. She turned towards him when she heard the door open.

    Although Elizabeth was relieved to see Darcy look calmer and more in control of himself which could only be the result of his talk with Adelaide, she knew her husband well enough to leave the first words to him. So she remained silent -- instead gracing him with a loving smile and glowing eyes.

    For this display of affection and understanding he was extremely grateful. He found it difficult to know what to say. In the end he just said "Elizabeth..." and opened his arms seeking her embrace. She came to him and he enveloped her, crushing him to his body and burying his face in her hair. They remained this way a few minutes, before he pulled back then took her hand saying "Come and sit with me and I will tell you all." He sat and drew her to him, placing her on his lap. He knew he needed the comfort of her presence in order to relate what had transpired.

    "I know you were concerned earlier by my change of countenance -- you deserve an explanation" he said quietly stroking her hair.

    "I am only troubled when I see you so noticeably distressed and that there is no obvious explanation for it. I hate to see you so." She replied placing her head on his shoulder. He responded by wrapping his arms around her which gave them both greater comfort.

    "Well the cause of my distress seems unusual, it was in fact the shawl that Adelaide had asked me to retrieve from her rooms -- as soon as I touched it I recalled the day my mother died."

    Elizabeth hardly knew what to say, choosing a gentle "oh" before adding gently "what does Adelaide's shawl have to do with that day?"

    Darcy then related the substance of his conversation with Adelaide, and how he had realised upon touching the shawl that it was Adelaide who had provided him with comfort. He added that he could not have rested until Adelaide had either confirmed or denied what he had recollected.

    Tears formed in Elizabeth's eyes as her husband told her the tale. She found it easy to imagine him transformed back into the boy who sought solace in the Pemberley library, and had no difficulty in understanding how Adelaide of all people would know where to find him and how to give him some solace.

    He finished by saying "But now you are the one who is my greatest comfort. Adelaide seems to think that I can now deal with some of my more painful memories now that you are at my side."

    Elizabeth was touched. It was yet another example of how their lives and souls were totally intertwined, and grew more so every day. "I am so glad we can be that to each other -- I am happy to listen any time you need to talk -- or even just to sit with you if that is what you need."

    "I need you Elizabeth -- now and forever." He said then he kissed her gently, then rested his forehead against hers. They remained there silently for a few moments before he posed his next question. "I do need your advice on this though -- do you think I should relate what I now remember to Georgiana?"

    "Maybe at some stage, but not now unless she observed any change in your mood this evening. I did not notice that she detected any change - more than likely due to the fact that she is anticipating the ball tomorrow night. I feel it would be best that she is not distracted with sad memories at this time. The right time will eventually present itself. I would perhaps seek the assistance of Adelaide when you tell her, but for now I am happy enough that you seem settled in your mind".

    "Not only my comfort but my wisest counsel. I am certainly more settled than I was an hour or two ago. Come -- we have a busy day ahead of us tomorrow -- it is high time we achieved some rest ourselves.


    "The right time did present itself shortly afterwards, so we could explain it to Georgiana together. But as we both could have predicted Elizabeth was most understanding and supportive, and Georgiana appreciative of the additional information."

    "I would very much like Elizabeth to have this shawl" said Adelaide. "it has such a strong connection to our association. Can you see to it that she gets it when I am gone?"

    Darcy was initially alarmed to hear Adelaide speak with such certainty of her own passing, but recovered himself enough to say "Of course -- she would be most honoured to have it. It has many memories linked with it given that you have worn it at so many occasions connected with this family." Said Darcy who was very touched at the gift and what it implied.

    Adelaide had gone to great pains over the previous years to wear the shawl at some happy occasions associated with the Darcy family -- christenings, Georgiana's wedding, and other anniversaries, primarily so that Darcy's memories with the shawl would not only be locked in with the sad occasion of his mothers' death. Darcy acknowledged Adelaide's efforts on this score, and was extremely touched with Adelaide's request that ownership of the shawl should transfer to Elizabeth.

    "I shall not inform her of that for the present -- I think it is best to wait to tell her that" he said by way of acknowledgment.

    "I quite agree -- but you will see to it? I will rest easier knowing that is being taken care of. As you will come to know through your work with Edward Gardiner my bequests are rather general. You will find my more specific bequests are of a personal nature -- things like this shawl, certain items of jewellery, furniture, artefacts and artworks. The sentimental things are far more important to me --and it is those items I wish to see safely settled upon those I love best."

    Darcy reassured her "We shall see to it that your wishes are carried out -- you do not need to worry on that score."

    They were disturbed from further conversation at this point by a knock at the door.


    Chapter Sixteen

    Instead of requesting an entrance of the person knocking, Darcy rose and went to see who had made their presence known. He was rewarded with the sight of his wife.

    "Ah, so you have added the role of personal assistant to your duties I see" said Elizabeth brightly.

    "Yes madam it would seem that this is the case. May I ask why you are not resting as requested?" teased her husband noticing that Elizabeth still appeared a little tired.

    "I have come to see how our patient fares and to do some further nursing, if I am permitted to enter." Said Elizabeth indicating that she intended to push past him if he refused her entry.

    Darcy nodded by way of acknowledgement, and stood back to allow her to sweep past him. He was torn between allowing Elizabeth to spend more time with Adelaide and forcing Elizabeth to take her own rest -- he knew that the requirements on their strength would be taxed over the coming days. His only solution was that they both stay for the next period so he could keep watch and ensure she did not over do things.

    Elizabeth entered Adelaide's bedchamber and said "So has my husband been keeping you amused?" rather playfully.

    Given the levity in Elizabeth's tone of voice neither Darcy or Adelaide were prepared to disclose the actual content of their conversation lest they dampen Elizabeth's spirits. As a result Adelaide answered her question lightly "You could not expect anything less -- he has satisfied some of my need for conversation but I am in need of more. How have you spent your time since you were last in the room?" Adelaide saw this as the easiest way of diverting Elizabeth's attention from their melancholy topics.

    "Well, I saw Georgiana only briefly. She sends her love. Young Nathaniel is much improved, so she will likely visit with us on the morrow. I came back via our house to arrange some items so that we can spend the night here, penned a few letter to let others know that we were in town, then rested for a couple hours. I have also seen to some sustenance -- a meal for us all will arrive shortly."

    "You were able to do all of that?" asked Darcy.

    "Have you happened to look at your pocket watch to see what time it is? Asked Elizabeth.

    "No, but I shall do so now." Darcy removed his pocket watch from his vest and was alarmed to see how much time had actually passed since his wife had left the room. "Well then it is much later than I thought. We must have lost track of time while we were talking Adelaide." Said Darcy. "No wonder I was starting to desire some food."

    "I am not surprised at all" Adelaide responded. "Now Elizabeth -- whom exactly did you tell that you were here?"

    "I sent notes to Charlotte and Caroline. They were the most important as we did not have time to tell them of our coming to London. Others can wait until later" Said Elizabeth.

    Darcy saw fit to add jovially "I do remember a time when you did not consider the former Caroline Bingley a close friend."

    "That was many years ago. It has been some time that I have been very happy to claim her as a sister and a close one at that." Elizabeth replied quite smugly.

    "That night of your ball in London seemed to change things on that score" said Adelaide.

    "Your presence certainly helped matters Adelaide" said Elizabeth.

    "That was just after Kitty's first visit to Pemberley" said Darcy.

    "You mean Catherine" said his wife.

    "You know that we always consider her Kitty, regardless of what her husband prefers. She travelled back with us to London so she could attend the ball as well. What an evening! I do believe that evening also afforded me the best laugh I ever had" said Darcy.


    Elizabeth and Georgiana spent the end of Elizabeth's first winter at Pemberley planning Georgiana's London coming out ball. It was also to serve as Elizabeth's introduction to wider London society. During the Darcy's few brief visits to London since their marriage they had purposely avoided large social events despite receiving many invitations. Darcy still preferred firstly to keep his wife to himself, and secondly was only keen to gradually introduce her to those he knew would appreciate his wife's beauty, wit and talents without having to resort to the shallow censure evident in so many of the social elite. His plan of gradually introducing Elizabeth to his circle of acquaintance would then provide her a support network of sorts when they later attended balls, assemblies and larger dinner parties in London.

    He could not avoid their interaction with society forever, and so recommended to "his girls" that Georgiana's coming out ball also be the occasions for Elizabeth's introduction to wider society. Elizabeth was happy to have Georgiana as the reason for the ball being given, and Georgiana was relieved that not all of the focus would be on her. They were also delighted that the Colonel was back in England and therefore able to attend the coming out of his cousin and ward, and his availability was a prime factor in determining the actual date that was eventually set.

    Darcy very wisely suggested that Adelaide was drawn into the planning for the event. Her knowledge and position within London society would not only ensure that every social obligation would be acknowledged without causing offence to any quarter, and having someone based in London to advise and assist with planning would ensure that they did not have to travel to London until a couple of weeks before the big event. As a result numerous letters flew between Adelaide's house and Pemberley, with other letters and instructions relayed to the Darcy's London household.

    Adelaide requested that some of her acquaintances be allowed to assist, and so it transpired that Lady Neill, and the Right Honourable Mrs Emmerton-Walsh, (whom Darcy and Elizabeth had initially seen the church in London, and formally met at an afternoon tea that Adelaide had hosted) joined Adelaide in the planning of the event. Darcy and Elizabeth did not begrudge them the opportunity for involvement and derived some amusement from the letters that portrayed the obvious enjoyment the ladies in London were drawing from their preparation for the ball. It seemed from the level of their planning that they were doing little else other than planning and plotting and that the event was absorbing all of their time.

    When the possibility of Georgiana's coming out was raised by Adelaide when they were in London the previous January, Adelaide owned that she did not usually attend social events of that nature, and had in fact not attended one in the five years previous, but stated quite firmly that she would definitely not miss this occasion. It seemed her close acquaintances in Lady Neill, and Mrs Emmerton-Walsh were of a similar opinion. Due to their social standing Adelaide, Lady Neill and Mrs Emmerton-Walsh continued to receive invitations to every major social event in London that occurred throughout the year, but they were sent knowing that they would not be attending. The fact that they all chose to appear at this event would send a very clear message to society -- that not only was Elizabeth to be an accepted member of elite society, but that if any disparaging comments about either her, her family or her relationship with Darcy were made by anyone, that person and their family would be henceforth ostracised, and invited to no further major social events.

    Darcy was guided by Adelaide as to who should be included on the guest list due to her superior knowledge of London society, but Darcy insisted on having the final say before any invitations were sent out. There were some people who he did not want to attend, and wished to ensure that some friends and acquaintances from Cambridge were included who were usually deemed outside of accepted social circles. He did agree to listen to any of Adelaide's arguments where he disagreed with her recommendations as he was well aware that if anyone in society that appeared to be slighted by not receiving an invitation that Elizabeth would be given the blame. This was the last thing Darcy wanted to see happen.

    In addition to those Adelaide proposed be invited from society, the Darcy's insisted that the Gardiners, Bingleys (including Caroline), and Hurst's received invitations -- with Caroline and the Hurst's invited out of deference to Charles and Jane rather than any personal preferences of the Darcy's. Lady Catherine and Anne de Bourgh were also to receive invitations but it was fully expected that they would choose not to attend as the Darcy's were still not reconciled with Lady Catherine. The Matlocks were automatically invited not only due to their position in society but in their position as uncle and aunt to them all, and Elizabeth was delighted she could count on a few allies on what she thought would be a difficult rather than enjoyable evening where every aspect of her appearance and arrangements were under scrutiny.

    They travelled to London some 2 weeks before the ball was scheduled to take place. This was to allow time for the final fittings for garments, and the necessary ancillary purchases required to complement the ladies outfits. Adelaide participated in all of the shopping trips taken by Elizabeth, Georgiana and Kitty (who had travelled with the Darcy's from Pemberley). They were also accompanied by Mrs Gardiner, and Lady Matlock. The ladies enjoyed the liberties afforded by Fitzwilliam Darcy who insisted upon Georgiana, Kitty and Elizabeth purchasing more that was actually necessary for the event -- and the other social events that were to follow.

    Eventually the day for Georgiana's coming out ball arrived. The Bingleys had arrived to stay with the Darcy's a few days before the ball was to take place. Both Jane and Elizabeth were rather relieved when Caroline Bingley decided that she would stay with the Hurst's rather than join the group staying at the Darcy's London house -- this allowed for the Darcy's and Bingley's to enjoy some relaxing time together before the social obligations overtook their daily schedules while Kitty had kept Georgiana company, preventing Georgiana from being totally overcome with nerves for the coming event.

    The planning undertaken by Adelaide, Margaret (as they now called Lady Neill), and Rachel (as they now called Mrs Emmerton-Walsh) was exemplary. Their taste and discernment ensured that this would be an event to be talked about in the most positive and envious terms for many years to come. Despite Darcy's distaste for all things that embodied the social elite, he would not have wished for this particular event to be regarded in any other way -- and for this he was truly grateful to the ladies -- beyond a level where words could truly display his thoughts and feelings.

    Everything had been planned to a level of detail and precision, and everyone involved directly with the evening knew how much was actually riding on the successful realisation of the plans. All that remained was for the guests to arrive, and the celebrations to commence.

    Guests had been asked to arrive at 8pm, and by 8.10pm there was a line of carriages lined up outside of the Darcy's London residence ready to deposit their guests at the entrance, and await their introduction. Due to the foresight and planning of the "ball committee" as Darcy and Elizabeth came to call Adelaide, Margaret and Rachel, and the invitations extended to those closest to the Darcy's there were at least some people present to support them when the first guests began to arrive.

    Kitty remained upstairs with Georgiana who was set to make her grand entrance at 9pm. Together Kitty and Georgiana hid behind some of the curtains on a balcony that overlooked the ballroom, and watched in awe as London's finest arrived to partake of the festivities.

    Darcy somewhat surprisingly was quite relaxed about the whole event -- he was well aware that no detail had been overlooked, and that everything was as it should be. His pride in his wife and sister knew no bounds.

    Elizabeth looked magnificent in her new dress of deep burgundy silk, her hair crowned with a Darcy family tiara. Darcy had purchased her a new necklace of diamonds and rubies with earrings to match perfectly complementing her attire. He had wanted her to have some jewellery of her own, and saw it as a way of celebrating the occasion. Adelaide had given Elizabeth a diamond and ruby bracelet to complete her outfit. Despite her knowledge that all was in order Elizabeth could not relax -- she was concerned that she would present an image that would not support the faith that not only her husband, that her family and friends had placed in her.

    Upon arriving, guests were astounded with the displays of flowers, candles and crystal that were evident once they had been announced and then entered the ballroom. A chamber orchestra entertained the guests until the dancing commenced in earnest.

    Caroline Bingley arrived with the Hursts, and was greeted in a polite (but not effusive) manner by the Darcy's and Bingley's. Caroline quickly left her sisters and attached herself to her friend Lady Sarah Whittimore -- another single woman of good fortune. Both Caroline and Lady Sarah were trying to find a wealthy match -- a man they could tolerate who would keep them in a style to which they had become accustomed and afford them the social connections which they both craved.

    Georgiana eventually made her grand entrance. She was dressed in an elegant silk dress of pale blue, that had been embroidered with crystals around the bodice and hem. The decoration was subtle, yet when the lights of the ballroom caught the facets of the crystals the effect was as if the entire dress carried tiny candles. Darcy had purchased Georgiana a necklace of pearls and diamonds as a keepsake, and Adelaide had insisted on purchasing matching earrings and a bracelet. Crowning her golden tresses was Lady Anne Darcy's own tiara. Georgiana's two guardians walked up the stairs to escort her to the floor, Darcy taking one of Georgiana's hands, and the Colonel took the other. As joint guardians, it had long been decided that this was the most appropriate entrance for her to make.

    Georgiana's first dance was with the Colonel, so that Darcy could dance this particular dance with his wife. For the second dance they swapped places. The Colonel and Darcy had the insight to claim a dance each later on Georgiana's card -- if they had overlooked this particular thing they would have missed the opportunity for dancing with her again. As an eligible heiress with a large fortune, she was not only sought after by those who admired her appearance and disposition, but also by those families who were in need of an injection of funds. All of Georgiana's family and closest friends were aware of these facts and kept close guard on who did and did not dance with her. Darcy, Bingley, and the Colonel had made an arrangement with Georgiana and Kitty that if they were approached by someone they did not wish to dance with, they could claim that they had already promised a dance to one of the gentlemen in their family -- and their relatives would gallantly come to their rescue.

    Keeping closest watch of all were Adelaide, Margaret and Rachel who held court on the edge of the dance floor. They monitored everyone and everything. Darcy knew at the end of the evening he could rely on them for a full report on what had taken place in every area of the household throughout the evening.

    In another area of the room, some other ladies were keeping watch on the ball. Caroline and Lady Sarah Whittimore were observing certain members of society in addition to watching for any men that they could consider as appropriate partners in life. Lady Sarah turned to Caroline Bingley and said "I do believe that is Darcy's wife that is standing with Lady Adelaide Lyell, I wonder how she knows her?"

    Caroline looked to the other side of the ballroom, and saw Elizabeth move to stand near a group of older women. "You mean Eliza? I am not familiar with the lady standing with her" replied Caroline.

    Lady Sarah responded "You mean you are not aware of the formidable Lady Lyell, the Countess of Stradbroke? She is one of the most fashionable people in London. She has not been at a social event in years! Do you mean to tell me Caroline that you are well acquainted with Mrs Darcy? Caroline why did you not say so before?"

    Caroline Bingley was stunned. She had gone out of her way to keep her association with Elizabeth quiet fearing being ostracised by the social elite. Eliza was after all a country girl without fortune even if she was now married to Darcy. Caroline was fixed in her mind that an association with Elizabeth Bennet, alright Elizabeth Darcy was one to disregard and ignore, and here was one of Caroline's friends actually pleased with such a relationship? In the end she felt it necessary to utter "Well, Eliza Darcy's elder sister is married to my brother, so I could say that we are even related."

    "And you have kept such an association from me -- Caroline you are too cruel! What we could have made of this before now!" Lady Sarah's eyes expressed her surprise at her so called friends lack of disclosure of such a relationship that both could have used to their social advantage.

    Although Caroline had never regarded her acquaintance with Elizabeth in the most positive light, still seeing her as the reason she did not gain Darcy as her husband she was not silly enough to ignore such an opportunity. As a result Caroline was smart enough to choose her words carefully and not belie her true thoughts. "Well one does not like to take advantage of such situations" Caroline was being coy, trying to cover both her reason for not promoting such a relationship and her abhorrence that such a relationship with Elizabeth actually existed.

    Lady Sarah then asked "Do you think it possible that you could ask your sister to introduce us to Lady Lyell?" When it came down to taking any opportunity for social advancement Lady Sarah Whittimore was just as scheming as Caroline herself.

    With this request Caroline's mind was slightly confused- she hardly knew what to say. By refusing the request she was denying the relationship, by accepting the challenge she exposed herself to possibly being slighted by Elizabeth. In the end, she reasoned that in such a social situation Elizabeth would have to be at least polite, so Caroline decided for the sake of her friendship with Sarah, and possibly chance of further social advancement, that it was worth taking the chance. While not confident, Caroline said to her friend "Of course- I would be happy to introduce you to Eliza, and maybe then she can introduce us both to Lady Lyell." Caroline then took her friends arm -- more for moral support than affection, and the pair made their way to where Adelaide and Elizabeth were standing.

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