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Chapter 9 Posted on Wednesday, 1 June 2005
Elizabeth was not surprised when Mr. Bingley arrived at Longbourn in the company of Mr. Darcy and Georgiana. He seemed to take advantage of every opportunity to visit. As soon as they were seated and the normal pleasantries were dispensed with, Mr. Bingley made his business known. In truth he could hardly contain himself waiting for the opportunity to speak.
"I have come today to personally issue you an invitation to a Ball at Netherfield next Tuesday."
"Oh, a Ball! Mr. Bingley I am sure it will be the grandest in memory if you are to hold it sir!" Mrs. Bennet gushed.
"Of course your whole family is invited, including you Mr. Collins," he added.
"I am sure we will all be there Mr. Bingley. A Ball! I am so looking forward to it!" Mrs. Bennet went on and on.
Finally Bingley suggested a walk in the garden. Darcy quickly asked Elizabeth to join Georgiana and him before Mr. Collins had the opportunity to request her company. Darcy meant to engage Elizabeth for the supper dance. He knew this would make Georgiana very happy. In fact Georgiana was the one who suggested it. She also suggested that he ask her to open the Ball with him. As much as he was tempted to do so he knew that it would be unwise.
"Georgiana," he had said to her the day before. "As much as I enjoy dancing with Miss Elizabeth you know it would be unwise for me to open the Ball with her. We have discussed how difficult it is dealing with her mother about your acquaintance. Imagine how much more difficult it would be if Mrs. Bennet imagined I was paying attentions to her. She would never have a moments peace!"
"Once again you have shown you are never wrong brother. I agree with the logic of your proposed course of action."
'But I do not agree that you do not wish to show attentions to Elizabeth. When are you going to stop denying that you admire her brother?' Georgiana thought to herself.
"Will you ask her to dance the Supper Dance at least? That way you will secure her for dinner with me Fitzwilliam."
"I suppose I can do that, just do not expect any more from me."
"Will you open the ball with Miss Bingley then?" She teased.
"Heaven forbid! I will not dance the first set. I may ask her for the next but only to get it out of the way for the evening."
"Wise decision brother. I wish I could dance with you."
"Next year dear. And just to let you know, you are the only one I would want to open the ball with." He took her hand and smiled down on her. "My dearest sister!"
Now that they were in the garden Darcy wasted no time in engaging Elizabeth.
"Miss Bennet, would you do me the honor of reserving the Supper Dance for me at the Ball."
"Of course Mr. Darcy, I would be honored sir."
"There you are Georgiana, your fondest wish has been granted!"
"Georgiana Darcy! What do you have to say for yourself"? Elizabeth mockingly demanded.
"If you must know Elizabeth. I knew my brother intended to ask you for a dance at the Ball. I simply asked him to choose the Supper Dance so that he might insure that you will be my dinner partner. I thought it was a very good maneuver myself. You must allow me to be selfish once in awhile."
"A very reasonable answer Georgiana. You must promise me then to secure our seats at a table away from Miss Bingley, or my mother for that matter." She added with a knowing look.
"I will do my best Elizabeth," she promised. "After all, I shall not be dancing and should have time to insure a desirable seating arrangement."
"It seems as if you ladies have everything covered. I need only to keep from stepping on Miss Elizabeth's toes and I shall fulfill my part!"
Elsewhere in the garden Mr. Bingley was walking with Jane.
"Miss Bennet?"
"Yes Mr. Bingley?"
"I should like very much if you would dance the first set with me."
"I would be delighted sir." Jane replied.
"May I also ask you to reserve the supper dance for me as well?"
"Yes, that is most agreeable Mr. Bingley!"
He saw the look of heartfelt joy in her acceptance and his own heart leapt with hope.
"I shall very much look forward to dancing again with you Miss Bennet."
"I too sir."
They were too affected to speak for a while. Finally Jane broke the silence.
"We are all very honored that you chose to deliver the invitation to the ball in person Mr. Bingley."
"I would not have it any other way."
It was at this point that they met up with Georgiana.
"Mr. Bingley, I came to ask, came to ask...well I came to give Fitzwilliam some time to ask Elizabeth to dance in private." She fibbed. She could see that they had both wanted a few moments of privacy by the looks they exchanged. She misinterpreted their reason for such privacy but she was happy to do whatever she could to forward a match between her beloved bother and her best friend.
Fortunately neither Bingley nor Jane had any inclination to doubt her motives or words so they happily included her in their party.
Georgiana had left Darcy and Elizabeth to ask some question of Mr. Bingley. When she had moved out of earshot, Elizabeth opened the subject they both wished to speak of.
"What news of Mr. Wickham do you have Mr. Darcy."
"As soon as I reached Netherfield after talking with you yesterday, I dispatched an express to my cousin, Colonel Fitzwilliam." Elizabeth looked at him askance.
"What is it Miss Elizabeth?"
"Your cousin shares a name with you sir."
"Yes, it is the Darcy tradition that the eldest son bear his mother's family name."
"I see, pray continue on about Mr. Wickham. I am sorry to distract you."
"As I said, I sent my cousin an express telling him about Wickham. I related to him that Wickham had joined the militia and asked if he could manage to get him transferred to another regiment. Colonel Fitzwilliam has many connections. I received an express from him late last night saying that he had begun the process of getting him transferred and expected to know more in a few days. He was pleased to be able to exert some control over Wickham. He wanted to run him through after Ramsgate. I will make sure that I am with Georgiana when she is away from Netherfield. I believe Wickham will be gone in the next 4 to 6 days so it should not be too much of a strain. Perhaps you can arrange another walk with her sometime during the next few days."
"Yes I will do that. I shall also keep my ears open to discover if Mr. Wickham has started spreading lies about you." At this Elizabeth wore a most mischievous grin. "I never thought I would see the day when I was glad my mother loved to gossip. If there are any ill rumors about you, she will know as soon as they are about."
Darcy wisely kept his comments to himself and smiled faintly.
"Let us rejoin the others. Bingley has much to do today. He has been neglecting a few things around Netherfield since he began seriously contemplating this Ball. I need to remind him to do his duty first."
"You are as invaluable as a friend as you are as a brother Mr. Darcy. I pity the person to cross you sir."
"You have nothing to fear on that score I am sure madam."
They then joined Jane, Georgiana and Bingley and heading back to the house.
"Miss Bennet," Bingley began. "My sisters asked me to convey an invitation to come for tea the day after tomorrow. May I tell them you will come?"
"I must check with Mama first but I believe I will be able to come."
"It is a just as well they did not ask for today or tomorrow Mr. Bingley," Elizabeth said.
"And why is that Miss Elizabeth?" Bingley asked.
"Sir, with your invitation to the ball this morning I am sure our mother will have plenty for us to do to procure the needed items for the ball as well as accompanying her to call around the neighborhood to discuss those same preparations for the ball. You see, we will be quite busy between now and Tuesday!"
"Then I hazard that means you will not be available to accompany me on a walk tomorrow Elizabeth?"
"No, Georgiana, I can scarce avoid the same fate as my sisters."
"Can you come the day after tomorrow? You could come with Miss Bennet when she comes to tea. Please say yes, no offense Miss Bennet, but I do not wish to spend the day with Miss Bingley and Mrs. Hurst. They are so much older than I and they do not enjoy walking as I do." Georgiana could say more, but not in the presence of their brother or Miss Bennet.
"Then I must rescue you from the clutches of three ancient women Georgiana!"
"Lizzy!"
"Sorry Jane!" Elizabeth smiled coyly.
Once they made their way back into the house the three visitors took their leave and made arrangements for a carriage to pick up the two eldest Miss Bennets two days hence.
Elizabeth was not able to keep her spirits in check and foolishly asked Mr. Collins if he intended to accept the invitation to the Ball.
"Would it be proper for you to attend?"
"I am by no means of opinion, I assure you," said he, "that a ball of this kind, given by a young man of character, to respectable people, can have any evil tendency; and I am so far from objecting to dancing myself, that I shall hope to be honored with the hands of all my fair cousins in the course of the evening; and I take this opportunity of soliciting yours, Miss Elizabeth, for the two first dances especially, a preference which I trust my cousin Jane will attribute to the right cause, and not to any disrespect for her."
Elizabeth was left in the unhappy position of opening the ball of the season with the man she had the least desire of doing so with. She only hoped he had a better command of the dance than she dreaded he actually possessed.
Late that evening when the rest of the house was comfortably settled into their rooms Jane sought out Elizabeth. The two sisters had, for as long as they both could remember, enjoyed spending time with each other in such a manner. It had become a custom to resurrect the events of days such as today.
"Did Mr. Bingley ask you to dance, Jane? Elizabeth began.
"He asked me to reserve the first set and the Supper Dance."
"So you are to open the ball with your Mr. Bingley."
"He is not my Mr. Bingley Lizzy." Jane blushed.
"I think he will remedy that shortly, Jane." Elizabeth dared. Jane would not answer her on that affair.
"Did Mr. Darcy ask you to dance Lizzy?"
"Yes he did. He too asked for the Supper Dance so that he could secure me for a dinner partner with Georgiana. He claimed it was her idea and she would not deny it."
Jane was puzzled. It appeared Miss Darcy was there when he asked Lizzy to dance. Why had she said otherwise?
"Was Miss Darcy with you when he asked?"
"Yes, then she said she had a question for Mr. Bingley and left us alone for a few minutes before we joined you again."
"That is curious, she said she wanted to give her brother some privacy to ask you to dance."
Elizabeth started to laugh. "I think Georgiana was trying to give us some privacy. I fear my friend is trying her hand at matchmaking!"
At this Jane joined in on Elizabeth's laughter. "Do you mind Lizzy?"
"Mr. Darcy would never be able to offer me anything other than friendship. I am afraid he looks at me as his sister's friend and nothing else. I am too insignificant to garner any interest on his part."
"You have not answered my question Elizabeth."
"I would rather Georgiana not play matchmaker, Jane. I would not wish for her to get her hopes raised needlessly."
"Would you welcome his attentions if he offered them?"
"That is a moot question, he never would stoop to anyone my level."
"But if he did?"
"I have never given it any thought Jane. I am not sure I can answer that. I suppose that if he did single me out that I would have to consider if I welcomed him or not. For now, I could not say."
"Elizabeth, you are my sister and I am partial, but I think you and Mr. Darcy would suit very well. Mr. Bingley has the highest opinion of him and Miss Darcy already loves you as a sister."
"But society would not approve Jane. Mr. Darcy has a duty to marry well. I am sure he intends to fulfill that duty. Enough about Mr. Darcy, Jane tell me what you plan to wear and how you think you will do your hair for the ball!"
The two spent the next half hour discussing their planned preparations. Jane agreed with Elizabeth's intention of weaving fresh flowers in her hair. They would be lovely set off against her dark tresses.
The next day panned out much in the manner Elizabeth predicted. By that evening she was sure there was nothing left to plan or discuss other than how many more days there were before Tuesday's Ball.
The following day gray skies greeted Elizabeth when she awoke. The skies threatened rain all morning and when the carriage arrived to take them to Netherfield Elizabeth could smell the approaching rain. She was about to send her regrets to Miss Darcy when the footman handed her a note.
Elizabeth,I know it looks like rain and that will mean an end to our planned walk today. Please, still come and see me. I cannot abide another day alone with Miss Bingley without your company. I promise we shall find something to amuse ourselves. Even if it means I have to bully my brother into giving us a lesson at billiards!
Georgiana
Elizabeth grinned at her note and allowed herself to be handed into the carriage. They were not halfway to Netherfield when the rain began. By the time they had arrived the shower had passed but the planned walk was definitely going to be cancelled. The two ladies were announced in the drawing room where the ladies of the house were all assembled.
"I am afraid we shall have to postpone our walk for another day Georgiana," Elizabeth began once the civilities were finished and they were seated. "What do you have planned for us instead?"
"I had a delivery of a few new books yesterday. They are in my room. Would you like to come with me and see them?"
"Yes I would, but I think we should wait. I would not want Miss Bingley to overwhelm my sister with our hasty withdrawal."
"Of course, let us wait ten minutes and then I shall announce our intentions to our hostess." Georgiana replied.
They talked of the new music Georgiana had been working on. Miss Bingley exclaimed how beautifully 'dear' Georgiana played and continued to praise her in a like manner until Georgiana made their excuses to leave to see the new books.
"I should be very interested in seeing them as well Georgiana. I do so love a good book," Miss Bingley added attempting to show her implied intimacy with the young lady.
"Yes Miss Bingley, we will return soon," was all Georgiana trusted herself to say as she and Elizabeth left the room.
"Dearest Georgiana," Elizabeth began in her best Miss Bingley voice as soon as they were safely upstairs, "I am sure your taste in books is exquisite, as to match your skill an the pianoforte. Oh that all ladies were as accomplished as we are!"
Both ladies burst out in laugher at this and it was several minutes before either of them had any semblance of self-control. At last they were both able to overcome their giggles and peruse Georgiana's newest books, two novels and a new book of poetry by Coleridge.
"I think Miss Bingley might be interested in these novels but I sincerely doubt she has the, the patience for Coleridge," Elizabeth tried to say with a straight face. Once again the two Ladies spent considerable time regaining their composure. First one would start to giggle and that would ruin the other's self-control. They traded doing this to each other until a knock on the door finally brought them back to some semblance of proper decorum.
"Georgiana, it is Fitzwilliam. Is Miss Elizabeth in there with you?"
Opening the door she responded in the affirmative.
"Miss Elizabeth, your sister wishes to leave soon. She is afraid of becoming stranded here because of the weather."
"I think once is enough for the both of us being houseguests here during this house party. Dear Jane is always right about these things. I should make myself ready to leave Georgiana."
"I will be happy to escort you both down stairs," Darcy volunteered.
"Do not forget the books Georgiana. I am sure Miss Bingley is dying to see them!" said Elizabeth dryly.
Neither woman dared look at the other for fear that they would start laughing all over again. With their dignity intact they were led into the drawing room where Jane was anxiously awaiting them.
"I have ordered the carriage be brought around front for you ladies." Darcy told them. The butler then informed them that it had just arrived and Jane and Elizabeth made their farewells and headed to the carriage."
"Thank you for coming," Georgiana quietly spoke to Elizabeth. "I do not think that I have laughed so much at one time."
"When the weather has cleared I shall send word when I can come again for our postponed walk." Elizabeth responded.
"I am looking forward to it."
Jane and Elizabeth hurried into the carriage and headed back to Longbourn.
Unfortunately the poor weather held until the day of the Ball. Elizabeth's patience would be greatly tried being tied indoors. If it had not been for the ball to look forward to the entire house would have been in a pitiable state. Indeed, the greatest trial was enduring Mr. Collins. Elizabeth found herself often forced to retreat to hers or Jane's room for sanctuary.
It was with great joy then that Tuesday morning dawned bright and clear. It was a good omen for the promise that the ball held for the night.
Chapter 10 Posted on Wednesday, 1 June 2005
The carriages carrying the Bennet party were the last to arrive at Netherfield. Mrs. Bennet wanted to ensure that Mr. Bingley would lead Jane into the Ball.
Darcy and Georgiana had patiently waited just inside the room for Elizabeth to make her entrance. Upon spotting the pair, Elizabeth made her way over to them trying her best to shake off Mr. Collins in the process.
"Elizabeth, I am so glad to see you. You look so beautiful tonight! Does she not Fitzwilliam?"
"You look very well indeed Miss Bennet. It is a pleasure to see you this evening. I had my work cut out for me just keeping my sister here from ordering the carriage to take her to Longbourn since the last day we saw you. I had to remind her that the roads were in no shape for such a journey and that your family would not be expecting anyone in such weather."
"Though I would have welcomed the intrusion I assure you." Elizabeth replied.
The strains of music alerted everyone to the imminent beginning of the opening dance. Mr. Collins rushed over to claim Elizabeth for the set. She did not care for the way he looked at her. She only hoped that she was not the one he had chosen for his bride, though it seemed as though he had. She did not fear being forced to accept such a man. Her father would never inflict such a husband on her, no matter what the advantage to the family. The only concern was the unpleasantness that refusing any offer would entail.
Elizabeth was mortified by the conclusion of the first set of dances. Mr. Collins, awkward and solemn, apologizing instead of attending, and often moving in the wrong direction without being aware of it, gave her all the shame and misery which a disagreeable partner for a couple of dances can give. The moment of her release from him was ecstasy. He led her to Charlotte Lucas and Elizabeth introduced the pair.
"Delighted to make any acquaintance of my fair cousin Elizabeth. If you will excuse me now I must claim my dances from another of my cousins. Ladies."
"At least that is over Elizabeth." Charlotte began after he had left.
"Unless he tries to secure another dance!"
"And you have any left to give?"
Elizabeth laughed, "No, but that does not mean he will not try nor that one of my partners is unable to fulfill his commitment."
"At least this means you do not have to dine with him then. Who will your dinner partner be?"
"Partners Charlotte. Mr. Darcy has engaged me for the Supper Dance so that I might be able to dine with Miss Darcy."
"I suppose he does not mind having to dine with you then?"
"Charlotte! He would do anything for his sister. But he and I are united in our desire for the best for Georgiana. I do not think he will mind my company."
Elizabeth's next dancing partner came to claim her for the next set. In fact Elizabeth did have partners for all the dances before supper. Her lively personality made her a desirable partner for all the young men at the Ball.
When the music started for the final dance before the meal, Darcy came and collected Elizabeth. Many eyes turned to them in wonder that Darcy would so single her out. They were both conscience of the stares but each decided not to let what they could not control bother them. They would enjoy their dance together and then have a pleasurable meal with Georgiana.
After a few moments dancing in silence Elizabeth was first to speak.
"Come sir, we must have a little bit of conversation while we dance. A little will do."
"What would you have me say?"
"You should comment on the size of the room or the number of couples."
"I believe there are the perfect number of couples for the size of the room."
Elizabeth laughed, "You only need comment on the weather and the state of the road and we shall have exhausted all topics of polite conversation!"
"You talk then as a rule when you dance?" Darcy was enjoying himself completely.
"Yes, it would seem odd to be silent for a whole half hour."
"Sometimes silence is preferable Miss Bennet, but not right now."
"What news do you have of Mr. Wickham? I notice he is not here tonight even though I understand that Mr. Bingley issued a general invitation to all of the officers."
"Mr. Wickham has joined his new regiment in Surrey. Colonel Fitzwilliam has an old friend, Colonel Williams, who enjoys tormenting officers who take on the airs of gentleman when they have little claim to the title. When my cousin brought Mr. Wickham to his attention he was only too happy to take him in his regiment.
"What did Colonel Fitzwilliam tell him?"
"Fitzwilliam related that Wickham had grown up on my family's estate and that he abused the trust of my father. He told him that Wickham had squandered the legacy left him by my father and had refused the living that had been provided for him. It was enough to convince Colonel Williams. He has also promised to keep my cousin apprised of Wickham's 'progress'. I am afraid Mr. Wickham is in for a surprise when he gets to Surrey. He is ignorant of the reasons behind his transfer. Imagine how indignant he will be when he discovers that he has been brought in by Colonel Williams to be made an example of."
"I am pleased for it to have worked out so well. Does Georgiana know he was here?"
"I told her after he was gone. I felt she needed to know he was here from me and not by overhearing some idle gossip."
"Did she take the news well?"
"Yes, she has much recovered from her ordeal. I think she rather enjoyed the fate Fitzwilliam arranged for him. She was also glad that you were not taken in by his manners."
"So am I."
At that moment Sir William Lucas appeared close to them, meaning to pass through the set to the other side of the room; but on perceiving Mr. Darcy he stopped with a bow of superior courtesy to compliment him on his dancing and his partner.
"I have been most highly gratified indeed, my dear sir. Such very superior dancing is not often seen. It is evident that you belong to the first circles. Allow me to say, however, that your fair partner does not disgrace you, and that I must hope to have this pleasure often repeated, especially when a certain desirable event, my dear Miss Eliza (glancing at her sister and Bingley) shall take place. What congratulations will then flow! I appeal to Mr. Darcy, but let me not interrupt you, sir. You will not thank me for detaining you from the bewitching converse of that young lady, whose bright eyes are also upbraiding me."
The latter part of this address was scarcely heard by Darcy; but Sir William's allusion to his friend seemed to strike him forcibly, and his eyes were directed with a very serious expression towards Bingley and Jane who were dancing together.
Elizabeth followed his eyes towards her sister. She had recovered from Sir Williams's ill-mannered allusions and was looking with joy at her sister. Darcy's attention came back to his partner and he noted the look of pleasure on her face as she beheld the pair.
"Do you approve of Mr. Bingley and your sister?"
"I only wish for her happiness."
"And what would make her happy?"
"Being with those she loves, either with her family at Longbourn or in a home of her own someday."
This gave Darcy much to think on. He had never detected any symptom of peculiar regard by Miss Bennet for his friend. Could it have been there all along and he had missed it. And what of Bingley? Was he aware of the general expectation of the neighborhood? He needed to speak with him, and soon. After his behavior tonight he needed to make some decisions and Darcy needed to make sure Bingley was aware of what he was doing.
Elizabeth observed his silent contemplations. It was obvious he was thinking about her sister and his friend. She needed to change the subject before he became too withdrawn.
"I want to thank you, Mr. Darcy, for securing me such a delightful dinner partner. I look forward to sitting with Georgiana"
"And what about me, Miss Bennet, or have you forgotten I am to be your other dinner partner."
"Oh no sir! I am just not sure what manner of a dinner partner you will be!"
"I am wounded madam!" he mocked. "I have always been told I am a delightful dinner partner!"
"By Miss Bingley and every other woman like her?"
"Point taken Miss Bennet. Do you think I will make a delightful dinner partner?"
"That depends on which Mr. Darcy shows himself."
"Pray enlighten me! What do you mean by 'which Mr. Darcy shows himself'?"
"Will it be the kind and solicitous brother or the reserved, does not care to be in much company Mr. Darcy?"
"Which would you prefer?"
"Neither!"
"You would have me be not what I am?" he cried.
"No, you mistake my meaning sir!"
"Then what do you do mean?"
"I would wish to see the gentleman whom you really are!"
Darcy was stunned. What did she mean?
"What kind of gentleman do you think that I am?" he asked nervously.
"Do you truly want to know?"
"Yes."
"Well sir, you are a difficult man to get to know. If I were to have judged you on the usual reserve you present to the world in general I would have found you to be an extremely proud and disagreeable man. But, that is not who you are. You are a man of honor who takes his duties and responsibilities very seriously. You are a loving brother; anyone can see that. You are a loyal friend. I know that you have come to guide Mr. Bingley, but have not acted in a way that would overshadow him, even though it would be very easy for you to do just that. You are intelligent, and obviously well read. You weigh your decisions carefully, but act quickly and resolutely when you do come to a decision. You treat servants as human beings worthy of respect. You are not irreligious, for you have not missed a service while you have been here, which is more than I can say for our hostess. In short you are one of the best men I have ever known and it is an honor to know you and your wonderful sister sir."
With that she was silent. He could only manage a mumbled "Thank you for your kind words," before the set had finished and he led her to meet Georgiana who was waiting for them at a table.
Elizabeth was no less affected by her words than he. Did she really just call him one of the best men she had ever known? Oh Lord, Jane was right! She would accept his attentions if he sought them. Why did she have to come to realize that now? Would it complicate things with Georgiana? She must stop dwelling on these thoughts! She was beneath him, they both knew that. He would never reject his duty to marry someone of equal wealth and status. She must not allow herself to be hurt. And she must return to her normal spirits, because they were even then approaching Georgiana at the dinner table.
"Elizabeth, Fitzwilliam! I very much enjoyed watching you two dance together. It is like you have been doing so for years. The harmony of you motions was sublime."
"Georgiana dear, you forget that you made me dance with Miss Elizabeth before. We are not totally unaccustomed to each other in the dance."
"Perhaps, but it was still enjoyable to watch. Come sit with me. I think you will be pleased with our table."
Georgiana, not being out and dancing made full advantage by securing a table full of pleasurable company. Miss Bingley was a few tables over and Mr. & Mrs. Bennet sat at the other end of the room.
"Well done Georgiana!" Elizabeth laughed, "I see you have gone out of your way to ensure my comfort. Too bad Mr. Bingley and Jane had to sit with his sisters. But I am sure she will not be displeased considering her dinner partner."
As they neared the end of the meal Mr. Bingley asked Miss Bingley to oblige the company with a song. Elizabeth was relieved that she had remembered to speak with her sister Mary earlier that day.
"Mary, it is very likely that Mr. Bingley will call for young ladies to exhibit on the pianoforte this evening."
"I anticipate that he will Elizabeth, that is why I have chosen two numbers to bring with me tonight."
"Mary, I need to remind you that Mr. Bingley will first ask Miss Bingley to play. When she is finished the other ladies will then be asked to take her place. Please understand that you should only plan on playing one piece, especially if there are many ladies willing to play. I would suggest you play that new air you have been practicing."
"But I was planning on playing the other new piece, the one with three movements."
"That would be fine in a smaller gathering but tonight there will be dancing and all. Keep it light and short and you will bring much more pleasure to those who are anxious to return to the dancing."
"I do not know what pleasure it is that so many find in the dance. But what you say is proper. Do not worry, I shall follow your advice Elizabeth."
And so she did. The air she played was received with more polite applause than she was used to and she almost began playing her second piece before Elizabeth's words came to mind. She blushed and moved to allow the next lady her turn. As she looked up at Elizabeth she was rewarded by one of her sister's famous bright smiles as she nodded her approval. Mary had little experience being on the receiving end of one of those smiles from her sister. She found unexpectedly that it brought her great comfort. Perhaps it might be worth spending a little less time with her books and more with the company of her sisters, well, her two eldest at least.
Darcy quite enjoyed his dinner. His companions were amiable and he was able to converse with them in the easy manner they were accustomed to. The other persons at his table were well mannered as well.
Without much thought he asked Elizabeth, "Do you have any remaining dances that I might claim one Miss Elizabeth?"
For some reason Elizabeth colored and looked shyly at him before responding.
"Aye, the last one sir."
"No one has claimed the last dance! I am astonished!"
"I have been asked but I told them I was engaged elsewhere." She said uneasily.
"But you just said that you had the last one free?"
Elizabeth bit her lip, unafraid of what he might think of her answer. Georgiana observed with growing amusement that Elizabeth was clearly discomposed. Whatever for?
"After my sister Jane's second Ball I resolved to always save the last dance for my dinner partner. I reasoned that if I felt comfortable dining with him then at least the last dance would be enjoyable."
"And if you found that person disagreeable?"
"My father knows of my resolution. If I ever found myself desirable of another partner I would then claim his prior commitment and I would dance the last with him instead."
"Why were you so embarrassed to tell me? It seems a very reasonable resolution."
"I was afraid you would think me begging a dance with you Mr. Darcy."
"But I am the one who asked you! Will you be dancing the last with your father Miss Elizabeth?"
"How can I when you have already asked me Mr. Darcy!" she smiled.
Strangely relieved, he smiled back and said, "I look forward to it Madam."
It was only after the dancing began again the he kicked himself. 'Oh Lord, I have done the thing I have said I would not do and singled Miss Elizabeth out,' he thought. 'It is done now and there is nothing for it. I might as well enjoy it!'
With that he went to claim Mrs. Hurst for their dance.
Finally it was the last dance of the evening and Darcy led Elizabeth to the set. Once again they were the objects of many looks of surprise. This time they were too lost in their own thoughts to notice. Their actions were as harmonious as the last dance but there was a tension neither wished to break. They moved in silence, content with the pleasures of the brief touches the dance induced. At last it was over and Darcy led Elizabeth over to her father.
"Mr. Bennet, please allow me to apologize for taking your place with your daughter for the last dance. She assured me that you would understand. Miss Elizabeth, thank you for the pleasure of your company for both our dances tonight. I only hope that I was a worthy enough partner for you."
"The pleasure was all mine Mr. Darcy, I have never stood up with a better dancer sir."
Darcy smiled, "Mr. Bennet, Miss Elizabeth" he said taking her hand in his bowing, and bestowing the lightest of kisses on her fingers, and then took his leave to go and find his sister.
Just as she had done in insuring that they were the last to arrive, Mrs. Bennet made sure they were the last to leave.
When the last carriage had finally left, Mr. Bingley invited Darcy to join him in the library for some brandy.
"I will be there after I see Georgiana to her rooms Bingley. I have wish to talk to you tonight."
"I will be awaiting you Darcy, send my best wishes for a good night's sleep to your sister."
Bingley made his way to the Library to await his friend. He too had many things he wished to speak to Darcy about, and he could not bear to wait until morning to do so.
Chapter 11 Posted on Wednesday, 1 June 2005
Darcy took his time walking back to the library after escorting Georgiana to her rooms. His thoughts kept going back to his dances with Elizabeth. Elizabeth, she had been Elizabeth in his mind for some time now. She would always be Elizabeth to him. At the beginning of the first dance she was almost playful, like she was trying purposefully to make him smile. Then she turned thoughtful as he told her about Wickham. Next she seemed grateful when she acknowledged that she was relieved the scoundrel had not taken her in. She was gentle when their conversation turned to Bingley and her sister. She did not betray any confidences but she had skillfully led him to understand that there was more to her sister than he had seen.
Next she artfully changed the conversation to their mutually favorite topic, Georgiana. Finally she had astounded them both by her recitation of her opinion of his character. She seemed as affected as he was, almost as if she had seen him for the first time. Their second dance? How could he put it into words when none were spoken? Once again Elizabeth had shown that she knew when it was the appropriate time for silence. What had she been thinking? He had thought her so beautiful, so graceful, so alive! If she had spoken to him he was not sure he could have spoken back. So alert were all of his senses to her!
'Elizabeth, it is not fair! Had you been born to my circle I would be on my knee right now begging you to have me! How can any acceptable woman match up to you! What will I do now? I need to secure an heir. It would not be fair to another woman to have her live in your shadow in my mind! Oh Elizabeth!'
How could he stand to be around her? How could he tear himself away? If she were not Georgiana's best friend he would flee, avoid her. But he could not. He could not do that to either of them. He would have to distance himself another way. He would remain polite, but he must guard himself when in her presence. With this resolve he entered the library to do his duty to his friend.
Bingley was anxious to see his friend. He had always relied on Darcy to give him good advice when he was planning something major. Well, he was planning for the most significant undertaking of his life and he wanted his friend's blessing for the course of action he was prepared to take.
"I say old man, I had a very agreeable evening. I hope the neighborhood enjoyed themselves as much as I did! Would you like a brandy?"
"Yes please. Bingley, I must congratulate you and your sister too. Your first ball at Netherfield was a rousing success! I dare say it will be the chief topic of conversation for weeks to come."
"Thank you Darcy! It was a grand evening" Bingley sighed as he poured their drinks.
"Bingley, I do not think the ball will be the only topic of conversation about tonight."
"Whatever to you mean Darcy?" he said as he handed Darcy his brandy.
"Are you aware of the general opinion of the neighborhood regarding your acquaintance with Miss Bennet?"
"No, what are people saying?" he asked guardedly, sipping his drink.
"It seems that the general opinion is that you are very shortly to make an offer to Miss Bennet."
"And if I am?"
"Bingley, what are your intentions toward Miss Bennet?"
"I plan on calling on Mr. Bennet tomorrow to ask permission to formally court Miss Bennet, Darcy."
"Hmm?"
"Darcy, do you not approve of Miss Bennet, do you believe she is a fortune hunter?"
"Charles," Darcy hardly ever called him Charles. Bingley knew he was being completely open with him now. "I do not now believe Miss Bennet to be a fortune hunter. Neither do I know what her true feelings are for you. That is for you to determine."
"What do you mean by 'now' William?"
"I mean that tonight I was told, by someone who should know, that she would never leave her family for someone she did not love."
"Miss Elizabeth told you this?"
"Yes, not in those many words. But she revealed enough about her sister tonight that I can safely tell you that this is true."
"But you still have doubts about my course of action?"
"You have only known her a short while."
"How long is long enough William? I think I have loved her since the first night I saw her."
"There are other things besides love to consider when choosing a spouse Charles."
"Such as?"
"You must know that the Bennet girls have little to no dowry. Miss Elizabeth has told Georgiana that they do not."
"And?"
"And Miss Bennet has no real connections. She has an uncle in trade and an uncle who is an attorney."
"She is a gentleman's daughter William!"
"Yes, who's estate is entailed await to my Aunt's clergyman for God's sake!"
"And what am I Darcy? My father was a tradesman. Where do you think my fortune came from? Someday I may become a gentleman farmer if I buy an estate. But if I do not then what am I really William?"
"Charles, are you willing to become responsible for Miss Bennet's family if something should befall Mr. Bennet?"
"Of course I am! It may not be easy but I have enough to take care of them. And her sisters will most likely be all married by then anyway."
"And what of Mrs. Bennet? Could you endure her as a mother-in-law? Her manners, indeed the manners of her youngest three daughters leave much to be desired, especially the youngest."
"William, it is most likely they will grow out of it somewhat. They are young and have much to learn. But the point is, if I marry I do not marry them, I marry Miss Bennet. If that is what I want then why should these other insignificant things have any bearing on me."
"I am afraid that you would come to resent Miss Bennet for all of these 'insignificant things' in the future. Charles, I do not wish to see you hurt."
"William, I understand and I thank you for your concern. It does you credit that you are so concerned for me. But I have a question to ask you. Would you have wanted your father to reject your mother if she had not been Lady Anne Fitzwilliam? What if she had been the daughter of some lower born gentleman like Mr. Bennet? Would you have had him walk away from the love of his life over money or an overbearing sister-in-law? I will not. I will not let them stand in the way of spending the rest of my life with the woman I love!"
At this Darcy was silent. He did not know how to reply. Would his answer affect more than Bingley's suit with the eldest Miss Bennet?
Before he could formulate a response, a servant entered the room with a letter on a tray for Bingley.
"Excuse me sir, this express just came for you."
"Thank you, you may go."
Bingley opened the letter and began to read. Darcy watched him blanch while reading its contents.
"Whatever is it Charles, you look as though it bears ill news?"
"It is from my solicitor in Manchester. There has been a fire. My main warehouse there has been destroyed. Fortunately it was mostly empty or I might have been ruined! William, I must go to Manchester at once. I cannot allow anyone to act on this for me. I must do this myself!"
Darcy only nodded in confirmation.
"Why now? Why does this happen when I am ready to formally declare my intentions to the woman I love and wish to marry?"
"Charles, perhaps there is some good to this timing."
Bingley looked at him incredulously.
"Do you remember that one of the first concerns I expressed to you was the short length of your acquaintance with Miss. Bennet? Perhaps this time away will give both of you a chance to gain some perspective. Go to Manchester. Take care of your business there. If you still feel as strongly for Miss Bennet when you are finished then you can return here and ask permission to court her. She may then let you know if her believed feelings have stood the test of time as well. If they have then she will accept your suit. If not, you have not committed yourself to a course of action that will only lead to unhappiness for you both."
"I do not know William, what will she think if I leave without giving her any assurances?
"Then call on her before you leave. Tell her your business and assure her that you will return to call on her when your business is finished. This way she will know that you are not just running away from her and all you have committed yourself to is a call upon your return."
"I see the wisdom in your advice William. I will think on it tonight and decide what to do when I call on Miss Bennet tomorrow."
"When will you leave for Manchester?"
"The day after tomorrow. I am sorry to leave you like this. I know Caroline will want to return to Town as soon as she can. She does not care for the country. You are welcome to stay here with Georgiana if you want."
"No Charles, we will leave as well, you know we should not stay if Miss Bingley leaves. I will have the servants begin packing and prepare to leave when you leave."
"You do not want to be left with Caroline without me to protect you?" Bingley teased.
Darcy was glad to see his friend smile again. Tonight did not go as badly as he feared. He had done his duty to his friend and Bingley did not reject him because of it. He never had answered his question though. He hoped Bingley would not remember and press him for an answer because he really did not know if he wished to answer it. Its implications were more than he cared to think about right now.
Instead he just answered, "Good night Charles. Thank you for the drink. I shall see you in the morning."
That night as Elizabeth prepared for bed Jane came in to talk over the events of the ball with her.
"I see you survived the first two dances with our cousin Lizzy."
"Barely! I was so relieved when it was over and he went to claim his dances with the rest of you. By the time he made it back my card was full and I could refuse him without losing the pleasure of dancing the rest of the evening. I was surprised to see you only dance two sets with your Mr. Bingley though."
"Lizzy! He is not 'my' Mr. Bingley. It would have been improper to dance any more."
"I thought that by the end of the evening he might have a claim to that right."
"There is no arrangement between us Lizzy. But what about you? I see that you kept to your resolution to reserve the last dance for your dinner partner."
Jane was amazed to see her sister blush. It had been a running joke with them for years.
"Oh Jane, I was so embarrassed. At the end of dinner he asked me if he could have another dance. He was amazed I had the last dance available. When I told him that I did and why, I could have died with embarrassment. Fortunately he took it all in good stride and even teased me about it with Papa afterwards."
"And did you enjoy your dances with the gentleman."
"Yes, very much."
Jane wished for more but knew Elizabeth well enough to know that her sister would not be pressed to say more than she wished. She seemed reluctant to even speak about it. What had happened?
"Do you think Mr. Darcy dances as well as Mr. Bingley?"
"Jane, there is no way I will answer that question!" Jane succeeded in drawing her sister's spirits back out. "If I say Mr. Darcy then you will think I prefer him. If I say Mr. Bingley you will go on and on praising him! No! I shall not answer your question. And now it is late and I think we both need to go to bed. Goodnight Jane. I am glad you had a magical time!"
"Good night Lizzy, I think you enjoyed yourself more than you are willing to admit." With that Jane closed the door and went to her bedchamber.
Mr. Collins had enjoyed himself tonight very much. Tomorrow all of his hopes and plans would come to fruition. He would secure Miss Elizabeth as the companion of his future life. She was the favorite of Miss Darcy, the niece of his noble patroness, which must be counted in her favor. And Lady Catherine would be pleased with Elizabeth's lively manners, once she learned to treat her ladyship with the respect and silence due such a noble personage. Yes, tomorrow would be a great day indeed! He fell asleep reliving his dances with his Elizabeth.
Mr. Bennet went to bed that night having enjoyed his evening immensely. His absurd cousin had diverted him with his horrendous dancing. He only felt sorry that his daughters had to partner him. And unless he was very much mistaken, he anticipated having to deny a request to marry his Elizabeth either by the man himself before he asked her or by her mother after Elizabeth rejected him. Yes, tomorrow would be a very entertaining day.
Mrs. Bennet went to bed that evening very satisfied. She had seen enough to know that very soon her dearest Jane would be the next mistress of Netherfield and her next daughter would be assured of succeeding her as mistress of Longbourn. She would never have to worry about being cast out of her home to starve in the hedgerows. Yes, it was a very good evening.
Mary Bennet went to bed that evening resolved to seek out her sister Elizabeth the next day. She was tired of being the Bennet sister who was always looked over. Well, Elizabeth had not looked over her tonight and she was very grateful. Perhaps there was more to being a lady than could be found in her books of sermons on upright behavior. Elizabeth and Jane were fine ladies and it was time to ask for their help. Yes, tomorrow she would seek Elizabeth out.
Kitty and Lydia went to bed that night with red coats dancing in their heads. They had danced every dance with one officer or another. Lydia was sorry Mr. Wickham was not there, she was sure he would look very handsome in his regimentals. But he had been transferred just days before. He must be some soldier to be in such high demand! Yes, to dance with an officer was heaven!
Jane went to bed that evening full of Mr. Bingley. She had seen the look of adoration in his eyes. He said he would come and see her tomorrow. Would tomorrow bring the culmination of all her hopes? Would she finally be able to call him Charles? He had been Charles to her since the night of that first assembly when they had met and danced together. Yes, tomorrow promised to be a very good day.
Elizabeth went to bed that evening very confused. What was happening? She could not allow herself to fall for Mr. Darcy. He was the brother of her best friend! She must guard her heart because she was too far beneath him. But how did she guard her heart? Tomorrow, yes, she would think on it tomorrow after she had a good night's sleep to clear her thoughts.
Miss Bingley went to bed that evening very vexed. That little country nothing, Eliza Bennet, had somehow managed to ingratiate herself with HER Mr. Darcy! To see Darcy stand up with the little tramp twice was...infuriating. And Charles! What was he doing! Surely he could do better than Jane Bennet! While Jane was a sweet thing, she was a nothing, a nobody. Any connection to the Bennets would be an abasement. She must find a way to get Charles out of Hertfordshire before it was too late! Yes, tomorrow she would figure out a way to save Charles from himself!
Mr. Hurst went to bed that evening thinking of nothing. He had passed out and his valet had to get him into bed. Yes, tomorrow he would wake up with the usual headache.
Mrs. Hurst went to bed that evening somewhat relieved. Mr. Hurst had passed out and she would not have to deal with any drunken amorous advances for the evening. She was also relieved to escape her sister. Caroline had been in a foul mood all evening, only because Mr. Darcy sensibly did not ask her to open the ball with him. Sooner or later Caroline would see that any efforts to attach Mr. Darcy were futile. He did not care three straws about her. Yes, tomorrow she would have to speak to her sister.
Mr. Bingley went to bed that evening in turmoil. He knew he had found the woman he wished to marry. But he also knew he could do nothing about it until he returned from Manchester. Why did this have to happen now? He would call on Miss Bennet personally to explain why he was leaving and to ask if he could call again when he returned to Netherfield. Yes, tomorrow night he might be able to sleep more, for sleep would not come easily tonight.
Georgiana went to bed very happy with the events of the evening. She had enjoyed herself very much. Fitzwilliam had looked so dashing and Elizabeth so beautiful. She began to think of Elizabeth as the sister she always wanted. Yes, tomorrow she would continue matchmaking between her brother and her best friend.
Darcy went to bed exhausted. Yet he could not immediately fall asleep. Memories of the dances he shared with Elizabeth flooded his mind. He recalled the exhilaration of her touch as they moved through the patterns, her startling revelation of esteem for his character, and the eloquence of her silence. He was falling for her and he could not allow it. Yes, first thing tomorrow morning he would make the arrangements for their removal to the safety of Derbyshire.
Chapter 12
Darcy awoke the next morning much later than usual but well before most of the rest of the party. He was not too surprised to find Bingley in the breakfast room when he made his way downstairs.
"Bingley, you are up awfully early today!"
"I am afraid sleep did not come easily."
"I am not surprised. Did you get any sleep at all?"
"Not much Darcy. I had many things on my mind."
"Did you make a decision on what we discussed about Miss Bennet?"
"Yes, I did. I have decided to wait to ask permission to court her until I a return from my business in Manchester."
"I think that is very wise Bingley. I am very glad you came to that conclusion"
"I came to the conclusion you suggested, but not for the reasons you offered Darcy. As I pondered the wisdom of your words I came to realize that this was not a good time to begin my formal court because it would not be fair to Miss Bennet. How could I ask to court her and then leave the next day without knowing how long I will be gone? It could take me from between one to three months depending on what I find when I get there. I could not in good conscience ask her to agree to such uncertainty. I will, however, call on her as I promised today. I will tell her what has happened and then tell her I plan on returning when my business is concluded with the intention of calling particularly on her when I return."
"I see your mind is made up on the matter Bingley and I shall not try to persuade you differently. But what if her alleged feelings have cooled in the interim?"
"Then I shall see if I can ignite them once again! If I truly love her and she is a woman worthy of my efforts than I shall not give up without a fight. But I do not think that will be necessary Darcy. You have not seen the intimate looks we have exchanged. No, she cares for me Darcy. She cares enough that this time of separation will only make our attachment grow stronger!"
"Very well Bingley."
Georgiana entered the breakfast room and was very surprised to see both her brother and his friend.
"I must say that I am not surprised to see you brother but Mr. Bingley, it is a surprise to see you up this early!" She then looked at his haggard face. "Mr. Bingley, are you well? You do not look as though you slept much last night."
Darcy nodded his permission to Bingley. "Miss Darcy, last night after the Ball I received an express from my solicitor in Manchester. There has been a fire at one of my business interests and I must leave tomorrow for Manchester."
"How long do you believe you will be gone?"
"I am not sure Miss Darcy but I do not believe I will be back before Christmas, it could be much later."
"Georgiana," Darcy began, "I learned of this last night and have made plans to leave tomorrow as well. I know we planned to stay 3 more weeks but with Bingley gone, it is very likely that Miss Bingley will prefer to remove to London. I was wondering if you would be amenable to returning to Pemberley and spending Christmas there. We could then return to town in time for the New Year, weather permitting."
"What about Mrs. Annesley? She is due to come here in four days."
"I will send her word this morning to meet us in Derbyshire. It will be more convenient for her to travel directly there."
"Darcy, Miss Darcy, I am sorry to leave you but I have much to do today. Will you join me when I call on Longbourn?"
"Yes, we will join you. I am sure my sister will want to see Miss Elizabeth one more time before we must go away."
"Good, I shall have the carriage ready in an hour and a half then." Bingley promised before he left the room.
"Georgiana, I know you are disappointed to leave your friend early but you know we cannot stay while Bingley is gone."
"Yes Fitzwilliam, I understand. I do not want to be here alone with Miss Bingley anymore than you do."
Georgiana thought for a few minutes. "Fitzwilliam?"
"Yes dear?"
"As you know, Mrs. Annesley has asked permission to attend her daughter for the birth. She was planning to spend December with me and returning after the New Year to her daughter's home. We had talked about me going to stay with Uncle and Aunt Matlock then. I was wondering if, instead of this, I could invite Elizabeth to stay with me?"
Darcy was numb. "Let me think on this Georgiana."
"I would like to ask her, if you agree, when we call today. It is so much preferable to a letter, as much as I enjoy her correspondence."
"Very well, I will give you my answer before then. Now if you will excuse me, I also have many details to attend to in preparation for our removal to Derbyshire. You are glad to be going home to Pemberley Georgiana?"
"Pemberley is my home too brother. I am always happy to return there."
"Even though you will miss your friend?"
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder brother!"
Darcy inwardly winced. 'I hope this is not the case with Elizabeth or I will be in worse shape than I already am!'
Elizabeth awoke that morning feeling much better than she had when she finally retired the night before. Today was a new day. The sun was shining, the birds were singing and she would finally be able to go for a good long walk! When she made her way down stairs she was surprised to find her sister Mary waiting for her in the breakfast room.
"You are up early today Mary! I must confess that I did not expect anyone to be up so early today."
"Yes, it is a bit early but I wanted to talk to you."
"Yes Mary?" Elizabeth asked. She was surprised at her sister. Mary never had time for anything other than her books and the pianoforte. She certainly never sought out the company of her sisters.
"Elizabeth," Mary never called her Lizzy, "Do you recall the conversation you had with me yesterday concerning my choice of music to play for the company last night?"
"Yes" Elizabeth responded apprehensively.
"Well, you were right. I have never received the approbation for my playing as I did last night. It made me ponder; if you were right about that, how many other things are you right about that I do not even know? When you smiled at me after I played, I was amazed. You have rarely given me such a smile and I found it... pleasing."
"Oh Mary, I am so sorry. You deserve many more smiles than I have given you. I have neglected seeking you out to spend time with you Mary. I am sorry."
"No, Elizabeth, I would have spurned your attempts at increased intimacy. Last night I caught a glimpse of what I have been missing. It occurred to me that there were other places to search for wise counsel other than in my books. You and Jane are wonderful women. I would do well to learn from you and follow your example."
Elizabeth went to Mary and took her in her arms. "Mary, Jane and I would be honored to guide you in any way you ask. Just as our Aunt Gardiner has helped us, so we shall help you. I know I can speak for Jane on this. You are our sister, we love you even though we do not say so often."
"Thank you Elizabeth."
"You are welcome Mary. Would you like to join me on a short walk before breakfast? I know you are not used to such exercise so I will not take you far if you wish to join me. I believe you will feel better afterwards and more ready to eat!"
"Yes, I believe I shall. Would you like me to fetch your things?"
"Please, and I will tell Mrs. Hill where we will be."
"Does father still insist you tell him where you are going when you are out?"
"I did not know you knew about that Mary. I believe we both have much to learn about each other."
"I shall be right back Elizabeth."
Mary went upstairs to collect their things. On the way up the stairs she met her mother and Mr. Collins talking quite animatedly, but strangely quietly passing her on their way down.
Elizabeth was surprised to see Mr. Collins this early and she was astonished to see her own mother, too. She never made it out of her chambers before noon the day after a ball.
"Lizzy, Mr. Collins has asked to have a word with you in private."
"Mama, please, there is nothing Mr. Collins can say to me that cannot be said in the presence of others. Besides, Mary and I were just about to leave on a walk. She was just going to get both of our things."
"Lizzy, you will stay to hear what Mr. Collins has to say. I will be in the front parlor."
Unfortunately, Elizabeth knew exactly what the gentleman in question was going to say. She had been avoiding being alone with him fearing just such a moment. Very well, she might as well be done with it.
"Cousin Elizabeth, you must have some inkling as to what I am about to say. You are an intelligent, charming woman. I am sure that you realize that I came to Longbourn seeking a wife and I believe that we will be very happy together."
Elizabeth was having a hard time keeping her countenance. She wanted to laugh at the man but was at the same time mortified to think that he believed her wishing his proposal. While pondering such things she missed a few lines of what he was saying.
"...It was the particular advice of my noble patroness Lady Catherine de Bourgh. And now all that is left to do is to assure you of the violence of my affections. I am well aware that you have very little dowry but I shall never make an issue of that once we are married!"
"Mr. Collins! Please, you are too hasty sir. Allow me to answer you. I am aware of the complements of your offer and I thank you but I cannot accept sir."
"I am aware that elegant females sometimes reject the offers of the man they secretly intend to accept. I will take it as a means of your wishing to increase my love for you!"
"You are incorrect sir. I am not in the habit of tormenting respectable men! I was perfectly serious in my refusal. I am the last woman in England who could make you happy. Please believe me! I cannot accept you. My feelings forbid it in every way! Now if you will excuse me, my sister is awaiting me for our walk."
Mrs. Bennet was waiting with Mary outside the breakfast room. She was startled to see Elizabeth brush past her, gather Mary with her and rush outside. When she went to offer Mr. Collins the congratulations of a mother he happily accepted and told her of Elizabeth's refusal in order for her to increase his devotion. Mrs. Bennet may not have been the keenest woman but she knew her second daughter was serious in her refusal. She immediately went to find her husband.
"Mr. Bennet, you are wanted immediately. You must come and make Lizzy marry Mr. Collins. She vows she will not have him and if you do not make haste he will begin to have second thoughts about her.
"Very well. Have Lizzy fetched here at once and I will give my opinion to her."
Once Elizabeth was brought back to the house from the garden Mr. Bennet began. "Now Elizabeth, it is my understanding that you have been made an offer of marriage from Mr. Collins. Is that correct?"
"It is sir."
"And I understand that you have refused him."
"Yes, sir."
"Oh you ungrateful girl! If you do not change your mind I will never speak to you again!" Mrs. Bennet interrupted.
"Be that as it may madam. Elizabeth, I am afraid an unhappy choice awaits you. From this day forward you are to be estranged from one of your parents. Your mother says that she will never speak to you again if you do not accept Mr. Collins and I will not if you do!"
With that Mr. Bennet smiled at his favorite and dismissed her and her mother from his room.
'Well, well, I was right. The fool thought he could win my Lizzy! But my girl, I would never inflict such a man on you.' Mr. Bennet mused.
Mr. Collins was not at all pleased with such news. Perhaps Elizabeth was just as foolish a girl as Lydia. She would be crossed off the list as well. The only problem with this was that it left none of his cousins as prospective brides. He had early on crossed off Jane as taken, Lydia as too wild. Mary soon followed as too engrossed in her books. He wanted a wife at his beck and call. Kitty had been crossed off the list when her saw her flirting with all the officers last night at the ball. That had left only Elizabeth, whom he had been paying his attentions to anyway. If she would be so foolish to not accept him then he would have to look elsewhere. Miss Lucas seemed respectable. Her father had been knighted. He would have to talk with her before he left Hertfordshire.
Elizabeth hurried back to the garden where she had asked Mary to wait for her.
Seeing her usually buoyant sister so out of sorts concerned Mary.
"Elizabeth, what ever has happened?" Mary asked.
Elizabeth continued her pacing. "Mr. Collin made me an offer of marriage, which of course I refused. Mama went to father to insist I recant and accept Mr. Collins. Papa refused and now Mama is furious. What a wretched beginning to such a fine day!"
"You refused an offer of marriage? You could have been mistress of Longbourn some day!"
Elizabeth smiled wryly. "Mary, there are more things to consider when made an offer of marriage than just material comfort."
"I do not understand. Mr. Collins is a respectable man. He is to inherit Longbourn when our father is gone."
Elizabeth had Mary come sit next to her on a nearby bench. "Mary, just this morning you said you wished to learn from Jane and me. One of the most important lessons you can learn is what you should look for in a marriage partner."
"Is not Mr. Collins an acceptable prospect?"
"For some women, but not for me. Mary, when you consider that the man you intend to accept will be your companion for the rest of your life, you need to have confidence that you will not come to regret your choice."
"Can one ever be sure?"
"Yes, I believe you can. If you take the time to get to know the true character of a man then you will see if he is worthy of your admiration and respect. If you can respect your future husband then you will be able to enter that union willingly. We pledge to obey our husbands. Can you do so honestly if you do not respect him? I do not respect Mr. Collins. He is not a sensible man. I could never respect and admire him let alone love him. No, he is not an acceptable prospect for me."
"What about love Elizabeth? What role does that play?"
"Mary, I intend to marry for love, to a man I can respect and admire. I believe if I can respect such a man, I could and would love him. Do you understand what I am saying?"
"I think so. You intend to fully honor your wedding vows. That means that you plan to love and obey your future husband. You could only place yourself under his authority if you respected him. Thus you will only accept a man you can respect, who is you equal?"
"Yes Mary, you understand correctly. Jane has the same opinion on this as I do. I know it is not the normal, acceptable position in good society. People marry for money and material comforts all the time. I, and Jane like me, do not intend to sell my self-respect for a comfortable situation. I would rather be poor and free than a slave to a man I do not respect."
"You have given me much to think on Elizabeth. Whom do you learn such ideas from?"
"Aunt Gardiner! She is a very wise woman and you would do well to listen to her. Why do you not begin to correspond with her? I am sure she will be happy to do so with you."
"That is a good idea Elizabeth. I shall write to her this afternoon!"
"Well then Mary, I think it time we go inside again. Would you like to take a walk with me tomorrow morning again, after breakfast this time? We will not go far and maybe Mr. Collins will be gone back to Kent by then!"
Elizabeth was relieved to find Mr. Collins gone when they entered the house.
"Charlotte Lucas came by. When I told her all the to do, she offered to invite him to dine with them. He seemed happy to escape Mama!" Kitty informed them. "I think you should avoid her as well Lizzy. She is very vexed with you!"
Elizabeth rolled her eyes and nodded ruefully in agreement.
Once they had eaten and the family had retired to the different parts of the house, Mr. Bingley called with Darcy and Georgiana. After exchanging a few pleasantries, Mr. Bingley suggested a walk. Mrs. Bennet was anxious for her Jane to be alone with Mr. Bingley so she quickly acquiesced when Darcy asked if Elizabeth could join him and his sister as well.
After much consideration, Darcy had decided to grant Georgiana's request to ask Elizabeth to come for a visit when they returned to London. He knew how important she had become in his sister's life. He would be able to control himself for his sister's sake.
Jane and Bingley allowed the other three to go on ahead.
"Miss Bennet, I very much enjoyed our dances together last night."
"As did I Mr. Bingley."
"Miss Bennet, after you left last night I received a distressing express from my solicitor."
"Whatever is the matter? Is something wrong?" she cried.
"There was a fire in Manchester. My main warehouse there was severely damaged. Fortunately it was mostly empty at the time. But I must leave for Manchester in the morning. I should have left today but I could not go without seeing you. I do not know how long I will be gone. I believe it will be at least one month. It could be as many as three. I needed to tell you this because I did not wish to you to think that I was leaving because of you. I want to stay because of you Miss Bennet! But I cannot. My duty takes me away."
Jane was shocked and saddened by the news. She looked at him longingly.
Bingley saw this, stopped her and took her hand in his. "Miss Bennet. There is much that I wish to say to you but now is not the time. I must away tomorrow and to say any more now would be unfair to you. When I can, I will return. I wish to call again, particularly to see you. May I call when I return Miss Bennet?"
"Yes" was all she said.
Bingley raised her hand to his lips and bestowed the lightest of kisses on her fingers. Then he tucked her hand back in his arm, turned them and began to follow the three in front once more.
Just after they left the confines of Longbourn, Darcy addressed Elizabeth. "Miss Bennet, we have called specifically to take our leave of you today."
"But I thought Georgiana had told me you would be here for 3 more weeks!" cried a very surprised Elizabeth. A bad day was rapidly turning worse. What next? And the weather was so beautiful!
"Last night after all the guests left, Mr. Bingley received an express from his solicitor. There was a major fire at one of his businesses in Manchester. He leaves tomorrow and does not know when he will be back. He wanted to tell your sister himself." At this Darcy glanced back to see Bingley standing next to Jane. "We cannot stay. I am sure Miss Bingley will leave for Town within days of her brother. She does not care for the country."
"I will miss you Georgiana."
"We will go to Pemberley for Christmas and return to Town for the New Year." Darcy explained.
"I imagine Christmas at Pemberley would be magical." Elizabeth said dreamily.
"Yes it is." Georgiana replied. "Elizabeth?"
"Yes Georgiana?"
"My brother and I would like to invite you to come visit me in town after the New Year. I told you that Mrs. Annesley was planning to come to Netherfield four days from now. Now she will meet us in Derbyshire. What I do not think I have told you is that she will return to her daughter after Christmas to be with her for the birth. I was going to be staying with my Aunt and Uncle Matlock but Fitzwilliam has said that I can stay at home if you can come. Will you Elizabeth?"
"I must first ask my parents Georgiana. As much as I would like to say yes right now I still need to consult my father. Though after this morning I do not think he will begrudge me being gone."
"Is there something the matter Miss Bennet?" Darcy asked concerned.
"No, just a disagreement between my mother and me. It will pass soon enough," and Elizabeth added to herself 'I hope!'
"I am glad to hear it. I hope you parents will let you come. I know Georgiana has her heart quite set on this and you know how much I hate to disappoint her!" They all laughed at this.
Darcy quietly kicked himself. 'Distance man! How can you maintain emotional distance if you insist on teasing her!'
The two groups continued on their way. Soon they returned to Longbourn where all three took their official leave, but not before Elizabeth secured her father's consent to the Darcy's invitation.
Mrs. Bennet, while still vexed with her second daughter, calmed down somewhat upon hearing of the invitation.
"So you will be Miss Darcy's particular friend! Not that you deserve such after your dealings with Mr. Collins. We will all be ruined! But perhaps you will meet some eligible rich men in town. I am sure Mr. Darcy has many such men come to see him."
She spent the rest of the day alternating between being distressed over Mr. Bingley and Mr. Collins to being delighted about Miss Darcy's invitation. Elizabeth was glad when she was finally able to escape to her room for the night. It had been a remarkable day! And for once the weather had absolutely nothing to do with her mood.