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Longbourn
Because Elizabeth and Jane had talked deep into the night about the ball, they were both content to sleep late into the morning, it was well after the rest of the family were awake and had finished breakfast. They had no idea what was happening until they could hear the loud shrieks of delight emanating from the front room by Mrs. Bennet.
"Oh this is wonderful news, Mary is such a delight. She has always been the sensible one. It makes up for her lack of beauty." It went on like this until both Jane and Lizzy were dressed and downstairs to see what all the fuss was about.
"Mama, what has happened?" Jane asked
"Oh wonderful news, Mr. Collins has asked Mary to marry him and she has accepted. Oh to think she will become mistress of Longbourn. I could not wish for a better mistress, better than some," she said directly to Elizabeth who new exactly what her mother meant by it.
"This is good news indeed," smiled Jane.
Lizzy had to agree to herself, as much as she disliked Mr. Collins it was a good match for them both, she was sure Mary would make an excellent rector's wife. At least it meant her mother would cease the endless remarks directed at her for refusing Mr. Collins. A relief indeed, even if it meant that Mr. Collins would become her brother.
Mrs. Bennet was set to take Mary to Meryton and brag to Mrs. Phillips and Lady Lucas about her good fortune at having one daughter engaged. Mrs. Bennet was going to point out to Lady Lucas that it was in fact her plain daughter at the age of nineteen to be the first one married. She pitted Lady Lucas as Charlotte was destined to be an old spinster at age seven and twenty and with not one marriage proposal in sight.
Elizabeth and Jane were glad of their invitation to Netherfield that day, for they did not think they could handle their mother in such a jubilant mood. Mr. Bennet had organised the carriage to take Mrs. Bennet and Mary into Meryton. Jane and Elizabeth would ride part of the way with them, then walk the rest of the way to Netherfield.
Netherfield Hall
As Jane and Elizabeth entered the main hall they could see all the servants abuzz with the final cleaning from the previous night's ball.
"Miss Bennet, Eliza. I wasn't expecting to see you today." Caroline said coolly as she walked down the stairs.
"Oh, I'm sorry, did Anne not tell you that she invited us over this afternoon, I believe also that Mr. Bingley insisted that we stay for dinner to keep you all company in his absence." Elizabeth said in delight. She did enjoy sporting with Caroline.
"I see, no Charles and Anne both neglected to tell me of your arrival today. How very thoughtless of them both. However I am extremely busy but Anne is in the front drawing room, do you remember how to get there?. Hmmm but of course you do, you seem to be rather regular visitors." Caroline said haughtily. "Well if you don't mind, a mistress of an Estate has a lot of responsibility, I will no doubt see you at Dinner, Good Day."
"I think today might turn out to be rather pleasant after all." Elizabeth said rather cheekily after Caroline left.
"Lizzy," was all Jane could reply, for she too was beginning to see through Caroline's falseness, and was glad that she didn't have to socialise with her today. She was in too much of a good mood for false pretences.
The two walked into the Drawing room to find Anne reading a book in front of the fire. She still looked a little tired from last night but she was in good spirits, in fact when Jane and Lizzy sat down opposite her, she burst into a huge smile.
"Ladies, I'm so glad you have come," I got a reassurance from my loyal messenger that you did receive the invitation to visit today, but I for one believe in the saying 'Seeing is Believing' How are you both, did you enjoy last night?"
Jane was the first to speak. "Yes it was a wonderful evening, the best I've ever had"
Both Anne and Elizabeth laughed, Jane looked a little put out till Anne explained that Mr. Bingley had said the exact same thing. Elizabeth then related their news on Mary's and Mr. Collins engagement. Anne seemed to be pleased and commented that her mother will get along superbly with Mary.
"However," Anne continued. "I have news as well, but I was hoping it would be the most exciting news that you would receive today, but I fear that the marriage of Mary and Mr. Collins could quite exceed that."
"It would have to be very exciting, for I have never seen my mother so jubilant over what she calls her good fortune." Elizabeth teasingly said.
"Well, then I'm not sure if I should tell you now or wait until tomorrow, it would be a good excuse to get you back here." Anne pouted back in jest.
"Oh please Anne shear with us your news," Jane said politely
"Very well then. I shall continue. But I do believe that it is obvious for I feel that I could not keep it a secret any longer even if I wished."
Both Jane and Elizabeth looked at each other in some confusion. But Elizabeth being of quick mind turned and looked at Anne with a huge smile.
"Your not."
"Yes."
"Your not what." said Jane still very confused
"Congratulations Anne." Elizabeth replied.
"Please tell me what your are congratulating Anne about?" Jane said exasperated.
"I'm having a baby Jane." Anne said finally.
"That wonderful news, you must be delighted." Jane was blushing, she was not usually slow in picking up other peoples unsaid words, but this had got her by surprise.
The rest of the afternoon was spent discussing babies and the joys of childhood. Anne had mentioned that Caroline and Louisa hadn't been told yet and that she was planning on telling them this evening. She thought it funny that Fitzwilliam had requested that she tell them while he was in London, but only Lizzy sheared in the amusement as Jane did not know the history of Miss Bingley and Mr. Darcy. Elizabeth had been able to guess much from when she had stayed at Netherfield during Jane illness, and Anne's reactions seemed to confirm her thoughts that Miss Bingley was much in love with Mr. Darcy.
Anne had left them briefly to change for dinner, and all three walked into the dinning room to find Caroline and Louisa already seated.
"Anne, how well you look this evening?" Caroline cooed "It is good to see that you are able to make it to the dinner table tonight, is it not Louisa?"
"Yes, it is always a pleasure to see you well." Louisa commented back.
Anne did her best to be polite throughout dinner, but unfortunately because of the small number of people at the table they all had to shear the same conversation in which Caroline dominated. She had nothing complementary to say about the ball and only complained of fatigue due to the lateness of the guests leaving. Elizabeth didn't miss this obvious jib at them, as they were, through her mothers engineering the last to leave.
However dinner was almost over when Anne took her glass and gave Elizabeth a wicked look. "Ladies, I propose a toast."
"Oh a toast," Caroline said. "What are we toasting tonight, good health maybe?"
"Not quite, I would like to propose a toast to Mr. Darcy and myself for we have the good fortune of extending our family next April." Anne said triumphantly "To the next generation of Darcy's may they be strong, healthy and handsome just like their father."
"To Anne, and the next generation," Elizabeth rejoiced back, as her and Jane clinked glasses with each other.
All eyes went on Caroline, her complexion had turned pale and she had put her glass down in shock.
"Why Caroline are you not well," Anne asked with no concern in her voice.
"I am fine ... let me be the first to congratulate you Anne," she said weakly.
"Sorry Caroline, but I think Lizzy bet you to that not 30 seconds ago." Anne smiled back. Elizabeth felt the need to wipe her face with the napkin, it did not however hide the amusement in her eyes.
"Yes of course," was all Caroline could say.
"I think we should go through to the music room, Lizzy you promised to play for us tonight, did you not?" Anne questioned.
"If you insist," Elizabeth laughed.
"If you don't mind, I think I will retire for the night, I've had such a busy day and all." Caroline turned and headed for the door, Louisa full of concern hurried after her sister, and also excused herself for the night.
"Wonderful," said Anne all a bit to happily "It will only be a party of three tonight, maybe I could convince Jane to sing along with you Lizzy."
"You can try, but I would not count on success, Jane only hums to herself when she thinks nobody is near."
"It isn't polite to ease drop Lizzy," Jane was trying to sound stern but it ended up a warm censer that all three laughed at.
The rest of the evening went on with the light humour that it had started with, however as all the ladies were tired from the previous night, Jane and Elizabeth requested the carriage to take them home early.
London
"Sir, Mr. Bingley has arrived and wishes to see you." said Hutchenson the butler.
It was too late as Bingley slipped around the ageing butler and gave Darcy a warm handshake. "Hope you don't mind me barging in, I know we only said our farewells a few hours ago, but I need your advice old man."
"Of course Bingley, anything anytime, you know that."
"To kind of you I fear, for there may be one day that you may just regret your words."
"I may already be regretting my words," Darcy challenged back "Enough of these cryptic comments, how can I help."
With that Bingley drove into his pocket and produced a small velvet box, he opened it to reveal a beautiful Ruby ring surrounded with fine diamonds. "Do you like it Darcy, I would very much like to know?" Bingley eagerly waited for his response.
"Is it an engagement ring Bingley?" Was Darcy's first question.
"Yes, don't you think it is beautiful, as beautiful as the angel I plan on giving it to." Bingley was beaming.
"This angel that you refer to, wouldn't by any chance be Miss Bennet would it?"
"Oh isn't she just perfect, the most perfect angel of my acquaintance," Bingley was still beaming and his eyes had glazed over as if surrounded by celestial visions.
"Indeed, I have been told that you and Jane make a delightful couple by more than one person."
"So I have your blessing then."
"Do you need it?" Darcy was a little shocked that this grown man was asking him for his blessing in marriage.
"No, but I should like it just the same." Bingley smiled back.
"Then go forth, be the happiest of couples, I doubt that I could stop you even if I had all the Kings Armies at my call."
"Excellent, I would not like to cross you when we differ in opinion, I fear I would come out second best. You don't fool me completely Darce, I may be a man madly in love, but I know that you where hesitant at first about Miss Bennet and her connection. I hope it was the lady herself that swayed your opinion of her?"
"Yes it was." Darcy didn't want to disappoint his friend, he still had his reservations about the Family, but he had decided that Miss Jane Bennet would be well suited to be the wife of his best friend. "Now lets have a closer look at this ring." he said wanting to move away from the uncomfortable topic of Family Connections.
Bingley was fondly showing off his ring, he had explained to Darcy that it was his mothers engagement ring, it was brought for her a few years after they were married, as they couldn't afford to buy one when first wed. They had no money for such expenses, however after his fathers business had made him his fortune he purchased the ring as a late anniversary gift. The problem was that Jane's fingers where very fine and slender and the ring would be far too big. Bingley had come to Darcy in order to find out about a reliable jeweller. After some discussion Darcy offered to take Bingley to the shopping hub of London the next day, as he also wanted to purchase some items.
The next morning Darcy was surprised when Bingley arrived at 8.00am. But it was hard enough keeping a normal Bingley down, but an excitable puppy dog like Bingley was near impossible. So both men set out before most people in the fashionable part of London had risen for the day.
"Bingley, I know you would like this Jeweller, this is where my Father and Mother purchased all their finery. The man is an excellent craftsman, he will do you proud." Darcy said pointing to a quaint shop on the main street
After depositing the precious ring to the hands of the Jeweller, Darcy practically had to pry Bingley away as he was in raptures telling the jeweller all about Jane's lovely qualities. Darcy was amazed, he did not know how anyone could be so violently in love. He still wasn't sure if what he had with Anne was true love, but he was content, he had figured that the emotions Bingley now had would turn into the kind of feelings he had for Anne in a few years time. He was grateful that he had been speared the embarrassment of making a fool of himself over a woman, for it has been the study of his life to avoid those weaknesses, which often expose ridicule.
"Now Bingley, I would like to take you to a lovely warehouse not far from here, Jane in the future may like to come here as well, it is very reasonably priced and you can guarantee the quality of the goods. The owner of the warehouse is a fine gentleman one that you can rely on. Ahh here we are, Gardeners Emporium it has almost everything you can imagine."
"And may I ask what you are looking for," Bingley asked with amusement, he hardly ever saw Darcy enthusiastic about anything.
"Something for Anne, a maternity gift if you like. By the way I asked her to tell your sisters about the baby while we are away, I hope you don't mind."
"Coward," chuckled Bingley.
The men spent over half an hour in the shop. They had had a good discussion with the owner a Mr. Gardener, it was him that finally settled Darcy on purchasing a beautiful shawl made out of the finest lamb wool, it was very soft and light to touch, and best of all in Anne's favourite colour lilac. Bingley had also purchased a few items as Christmas was coming up fast and he did not know when he would be back in London, he had no desires to leave Jane again in the near future and knew his sisters would only accept gifts brought in London.
Both men hurried back to Darcy's townhouse as Darcy had arranged for Georgiana to be dropped of by his cousin Richard in time for lunch, he had gladly extended the lunch invitation to Bingley as well, and for once Darcy was looking forward to company.
The days in London passed quickly for Darcy as he enjoyed reacquainting himself with Georgiana and Richard. Richard had been in France helping with the war effort, unfortunately he had obtained an injury in battle that had brought him back to London for rest and recovery. He had until February before he needed to report back to duty but he was getting very restless at the Matlock townhouse and was eager for new forms of entertainment. He had joined Bingley and Darcy at the club two days in a row and quickly became friends with Mr. Bingley, he was greatly amused with Bingley's constant babble and admiration for Miss Bennet and wanted to meet the other Miss Bennets he had heard so much about.
It was with great joy when Bingley had invited him back to Netherfield, and he eagerly accepted. Georgiana was happy to see her brother and was sorely disappointed when the invitation wasn't extended to her. She had tried to convince Darcy that Anne would like her to visit, but unbeknownst to her Darcy did not want her anywhere near George Wickham. He had talked to the other gentlemen about the situation and asked Bingley not to extend the invitation until Wickham had left. Mr. Bingley was mystified a little as he did not know the story, but he trusted his friend and bid to his wishes.
So five days after they arrived the three gentlemen left for Netherfield, they left behind a tearful Georgiana but no one saw as she did her best to hide her bitter disappointment. They decided to take the carriage, as Richard needed to bring along his trucks and Bingley had outdone himself with gifts for his family and all of the Bennet family. They talked for a while but slowly with the swaying of the carriage and the effects of the late night previous they all drifted to sleep.
It was dark and he was crawling on the ground trying to find his way, his heart was beating so loudly that every part of him seemed to echo. He was calling out to anyone that could help him, but there was no answer. Suddenly he saw a small light in the distance and started moving towards it, he was still shouting for help when a set of eyes pieced through the darkness and guided him to safety. Slowly as the darkness disappeared into lightness he saw the owner of the eyes that had showed him the way
The carriage had hit a pot hole and jolted everyone out of there slumber, Bingley was tending to a cut on his head, and Richard was giving him advise "It has always been my observation that severing ones head should stop the bleeding to the cut on it" he laughed.
"Tell me why Col Fitzwilliam I have invited you to my home?" Bingley cheekily bantered back.
No one had noticed that Darcy was looking very disturbed, in fact he couldn't believe that he had had such a vivid dream. He had no regard for dreams he did not place any importance on them at all. He knew the ladies in London regularly discussed dreams as if they were fact but he had never really experienced such a strong dream that he was able to remember. For the next hour he had mused quietly over it, he wasn't sure why he was so daunted over this dream. He knew that he could not control them, so he came to the conclusion that what shocked him the most was the fact that Miss Elizabeth Bennet had saved him, he remembered her eyes as they would flash back to him whenever he thought of her. This was no good as he crashed his fist down onto the seat next to him. He must not think about her, the fact he had thought about her several times over the last few weeks, not for her beauty but for her wit, charm and growing friendship with Anne. He had a horrible feeling that this admiration for her character could grow out of control and made a pact with himself to stop thinking about her and maybe avoid her completely, for some reason this was a painful reflection. He had enjoyed the dance and hoped for his wife's sake to form an acquaintance that didn't gush after his every word.
The banging of the fists didn't go unnoticed by Bingley or the Colonel but Darcy had that face on him which meant he was not to be disturbed. Richard had put in down to Mr. Wickham being in Hertfordshire as that often brought Darcy into a grim mood. Bingley started to daydream about Jane and a happy homecoming and soon forgot about Darcy.
As they pulled into Netherfield around lunchtime they saw Caroline and Louisa walking about the garden. Bingley commented how unusual it was for them to walk out by themselves, they alighted from the carriage and agreed to change and meet in the dinning room for lunch in one hour.
Bingley was the last to enter the dinning room and instantly noticed the huge grin on the Colonels face, "You seem well pleased with yourself," Bingley stated.
"I always find delight in the country." The Colonel said back, still with a smile on his face.
At that stage Bingley did not quite understand what the colonel meant until he came further into the room and saw Jane and Elizabeth sitting with Anne.
"Miss Bennet," he stammered. "Ah will you excuse me please," and with that he spun around and left the room.
Jane was left somewhat confused but everyone in the room reassured her that he must have forgotten something and would be down directly.
In fact Bingley had bounded up the stairs three at a time and almost knocked over an unexpecting maid. He wanted to retrieve the ring from his chamber and give it to Jane right then and there. It wasn't until he had stopped to rifle through his bag when he reflected on how rude that it would have looked in Jane's eyes to leave the room only moments after entering, and he couldn't very well declare his love in front of the whole room. No he thought to himself, I must be calm, I must be patient. I will ask her for a walk in the garden after lunch and ask her by the rose bushes to marry me. That will be nice.
As he walked down the stairs the poor maid that had got in his way minutes before was very alarmed at Mr. Bingley talking to himself. "I must by calm, I must be calm, good god Bingley calm yourself or she will think you a madman."
It was too late for the maid, she already thought him mad.
It was all Bingley could do to keep from scoffing down his food in one mouthful, Darcy and Richard were kept very amused for they knew exactly what Bingley was going to do. Caroline was complaining about her brother's bad manners and for the life of her did not know why he had encountered such a sudden change.
Finally lunch was over and Caroline suggested moving to a more comfortable room so Darcy could tell the group of the new things happening in London.
"Arr umm, I would rather take a turn in the Garden." Bingley shyly said, hoping that only Jane would agree to join him.
"Yes of course you would," Caroline rolled her eyes. "You ate lunch so quickly you will probably be suffering from indigestion and need to walk it off. Louisa and I walked the garden before lunch so we will not be joining you."
"I'm not feeling up to it either," Anne said, at this Darcy said that he would keep his wife company.
However unaware what was happening " I think Jane and I would like to join you," said Elizabeth.
The Colonel thought to intervene "I think I will to," and gave Bingley a meaningful look telling him that he would do his best to separate the walking party into two.
So the groups went their separate ways. The colonel had been told by both Darcy and Bingley that Elizabeth was very outright in personality so decided that being direct with her would be the best approach. "Miss Bennet, if you don't mind I think I would like to take this path" he said quietly, it was the opposite path to what Jane and Bingley had taking.
With a tinkle in her eye she agreed "Is there a reason for separating me from my sister, I have only just met you, this could be looked upon as very improper."
"Indeed Miss Bennet, but believe me I only have the very best intentions." The colonel said back.
"Will you tell me what your intentions are then," Elizabeth was liking the Colonel more and more and she could sense his cheerful open personality. She wasn't the least bit afraid of him but enjoyed the teasing conversation they were having.
"I believe my intentions were to separate you from your sister and Mr. Bingley as you said, but I believe that your sister will thank you for it later," he smiled. "Thank you greatly," he implied again.
Elizabeth couldn't help herself as she jumped with delight "Oh this is wonderful news." They walked on a little further and then headed back towards the house as they came around the bend they saw Jane and Bingley embracing. Jane quickly pulled away and rushed to her sister "Lizzy, I am so happy. Mr. Bingley has proposed and we are to marry, he loves me, he said he did the day we met, oh I am so very happy"
It was Elizabeth's turn to embrace Jane while Richard shook Bingleys hand. Bingley had quickly arranged to visit Longbourn the next day to ask permission, they carriage had been pre ordered before the Gentlemen arrived at Netherfield so it was with sadness when the sisters left to return home.
This gave Elizabeth a chance to ask Jane about Mr. Bingley's proposal. "So, are you going to tell me more about your proposal?. Did he get down on one knee, oh please tell me Jane, I have often imagined how he would do it, was he romantic?"
"Lizzy, would you expect me to give you details on such a private moment, that is not fear of you." Jane couldn't help but smile back, she was so happy that she thought she would burst. "Oh Lizzy, he was so sweet. He told me that he wanted to show me the roses in his garden because they reminded him of me, but when we got there, we both had to laugh. As it is the middle of winter and there wasn't even a leaf on them let alone a rose in bloom. He blushed Lizzy, I thought him so handsome, and then he opened his heart to me and begged me to marry him, and he gave me this." Jane opened up her small purse and produced the box with the ring. It had been polished by the jeweller and sparkled in the light.
Elizabeth gasped "Oh that's beautiful Jane."
"I told Charles that I wouldn't wear it on my finger until my father has given his permission, and I won't tell mama about the engagement till after that as well." Jane was admiring the ring and paused briefly. "I told Charles that I would have it close to me until then, he seemed happy with that."
Elizabeth gave Jane a knowing smile and they continued their conversation, the trip home to Longbourn was too short for Lizzy so Jane wasn't able to finish her accounts, but Elizabeth had planned on slipping into Jane's room that night.
Bingley knew that the Colonel and Darcy were the only ones aware of the engagement at present and asked Richard to quietly tell Darcy not to mention it to anyone until it to was all formalised with Mr. Bennet. Later that day a missive from Longbourn was sent to Bingley with an invitation for the whole Netherfield party to join them for dinner the next day. This was instantly accepted and the servant was dispatched back with a positive answer, much to Caroline's disgust.
Longbourn
It was a week after Jane and Bingley had announced their engagement, Mrs. Bennet had been is such a state, not only organising Mary's wedding which was only a few weeks away and Christmas approaching fast, now she had to organise Jane's wedding. What was most vexing for Mrs. Bennet was Jane's reluctance for a large wedding. Jane was almost insisting on a quiet wedding with only immediate family and friends. Mrs. Bennet knew she could talk Jane out of this nonsense for it was perfectly acceptable for Mary's wedding to be small, but Jane was marrying so well and the whole ___shire needed to know her new status. So it went on for hours each day Mrs. Bennet on a natural high. Mr. Bennet hiding in the Library and Elizabeth and Jane as often as they could would go to Netherfield, with the excuse that Anne could not travel to Longbourn, and Mr. Bingley needed Jane for remodelling ideas
Netherfield Hall
With the Bennet Sisters being regular visitors it was very hard for Darcy to keep his resolve about avoiding Elizabeth, he often had sleepless nights chastising himself, and would tell himself over and over again that it was Anne he loved and the expected child. But his nightly dreams were determined to mock him and almost every night the reoccurring dream of Elizabeth would haunt him. He was feeling very guilty and was becoming more and more withdrawn. This was noticed by all that inhabited Netherfield and they all had their different theories.
In her private chambers Caroline and Louisa were discussing Darcy. "He must be miserable, the poor man. To be married to such a sickly creature, and just think any child that she produces will probably not last past one day. Anne would be better to drop dead and let him marry a real women that would now how to be a proper wife to him."
Louisa did her best not to show her true feelings of horror to what her sister said, she had also grown to like Anne, but feared voicing her opinion in front of Caroline.
Caroline concluded "I will comfort the poor man, I should be able to get him to confide in me, He thinks so highly of me, and if something should happen to dear Anne then he would know I am still available. I will go and speak to him about it."
Mr. Bingley and Richard were in the Library discussing Darcy as well.
"I am worried about Darcy" Bingley said "He hasn't been the same since returning to Netherfield. I am of the conclusion that either he thinks I am still making a mistake by marrying Jane, or he is worried over the presence of Mr. Wickham. And as I am not familiar in the situation with Wickham, I am hoping that it is not my engagement for I would certainly never speak to Darcy again if he was opposed to it."
Richard had also noticed the change in Darcy. "He has always been a worrier, and he doesn't takes his responsibilities lightly. I would think that you are safe with your engagement for I know Darce thinks that your choice of wife is ideal, he told me so himself. I would suspect that it is indeed Mr. Wickham and maybe Anne's condition that is making him more brooding than ever. I will talk to him, as he will only worry Anne if she notices. He should pull himself out of whatever it is. I doubt there is anything he could do to change the situation anyway." So it was agreed that Richard would talk to him.
Anne was sitting outside on a park bench when she noticed Elizabeth walking up the path. "Lizzy, over here," she called.
"Anne, how lovely to see you outside. You look better, I must say." Elizabeth greeted warmly.
"Thank you Lizzy, I took up your recommendation the other day off coming out into the garden to clear my head. I think it has worked." Anne said this with a smile but Elizabeth could tell that not all was right with Anne's look and posture.
"Are you sure Anne, your face has regained colour but you don't seem to be yourself." Elizabeth was used to seeing Anne look unwell but her normal happy personality always shone through.
"Can I ask you something Elizabeth?" Anne spoke with a quiet voice, but didn't wait for Elizabeth's answer. "Have you noticed a change in Fitzwilliam over the last week?" She looked very concerned and Elizabeth could see the pain in her eyes. "I only ask because he locks himself away in the library for hours on end, especially when we have guests, he will not tell me anything and now I am almost afraid to ask again as he just rushes out the room in a worse mood than before." Anne's eyes were filling with tears and Elizabeth came over to comfort her.
"I had noticed that he wasn't in company much, in fact the last 3 times I have come to visit you, I hadn't seen him at all. I don't know what the matter could be. Maybe he is worried about Wickham. I have heard from the towns' people that they still think he a very charming officer and are still fooled by his behaviour." Elizabeth tried to be convincing but she hardly knew what to think of Mr. Darcy, she had very little contact with him since changing her opinions on his general behaviour but she didn't like the fact that he was coursing his wife stress. "In times like these, I can only recommend that you try to approach him one more time, and don't let him leave. Start off calmly but if he looks like bolting do what you do with a charging horse, lock him in."
This brought a smile on Anne's face. "You could hardly expect me to lock him in a room, you may not have noticed but he is quite a bit bigger and stronger than me."
"Then a change of tactic is needed." Elizabeth was beginning to enjoy the challenge of the situation "You need to stop him in his tracks ... using words, have you ever seen this done before?" she asked.
"Only once, and that was my mother, but he was quite a bit younger then, I'm not sure demanding he stop would work now?"
"Hmmm, well that's a start," Elizabeth pondered.
For the rest of the afternoon both ladies had their heads together coming up with different ways of approaching Darcy. Elizabeth said good-bye and good luck to Anne before departing back to Longbourn. It was agreed that Anne would talk to Darcy tonight.
Later that night Darcy was in a very bad mood, he had been approached by Caroline an hour before dinner and she almost insisted on a pre-arranged marriage proposal but only after mentioning that Anne was not really a suitable wife and something might happen to her. He had lost his temper with Caroline and was sure that the whole neighbourhood had heard. The only thing he was grateful for was that Caroline hadn't uttered one word since. "Small Mercies," he said to himself as he was pacing the room. He had thought he was doing a good job of avoiding company, and concealing his thoughts, but then Richard accosted him in the Library after dinner, and Bingley had mysteriously disappeared, he was beginning to doubt his actions. Richard was talking about his bad mood as if it was some distasteful dish they had just finished, he had tried to convince Richard that it was not Jane Bennet that was effecting his mood. Darcy was shocked to think that both Richard and Bingley would think that, he reminded himself that he must talk to Bingley and reinforce his view that Jane would make Bingley a charming graceful wife. He hoped that he had convinced Richard it was Wickham that was coursing concern and nothing else. "What am I to do," he said to himself again. He stopped pacing the room when he heard Anne knock and enter. "Anne has to come to say Good Night?"
"Almost, no doubt it will end in Good Night, but I would like to talk to you first, about you if that is alright."
"Arrrrggggghhhhhh, No it is not alright." Darcy angrily retorted back. "Why does everyone need to talk me about me today, I have had enough, I will not talk anymore..." He hadn't been able to finish his sentence for he was too shocked at Anne's reaction.
"Fitzwilliam George Darcy, I will not have you talk to me like that." Anne was impressed she actually sounded just like her mother, harsh and firm. She tried to keep the voice up. "Sit down, and you will hear me out," as she pointed to a chair near the fire.
Darcy sat down on the chair like a grumpy schoolboy about to get the cane.
"You have been sulking around hiding from company and your hosts for the last week. You refuse to openly talk to me about it and when I come in to speak to you. Because I care I might add, you yell at me mercilessly. I will not have it anymore, you will either tell me what is bothering you or I will ... I will ... tell my mother."
"I'm sorry," said Darcy trying unsuccessfully not to laugh at the last sentence, he was actually saying sorry for his laughter and not his behaviour but he let Anne think the latter.
"And so you should be. It's been like living with a two year old," said a flustered Anne as she sat down in the chair next to Darcy. "Well are you going to tell me what is troubling you, or will I resort to the extreme and unkind method of bring my mother to Hertfordshire."
"Anne, I am so sorry I have coursed you concern, I didn't intend to do so." Darcy was now composed enough to talk seriously. "I am also sorry that I raised my voice at you as well. Your concern is not necessary I am worried about a few things such as Wickham the Estates and of course you. But I will do a better job at keeping my concerns envelop me completely and promise to be myself for at least 2 hours per day, there is that acceptable." Darcy spoke with genuine feeling.
"No," Anne replied, "That will not be acceptable I will accept nothing less than 8 hours per day of you being the wonderful thoughtful person I know you to be."
"No more than 3 hours is possible." Darcy joked back.
"No, absolutely not. I will not be moved. 9 hours now, unless you wish to bid back."
"Nine hours it is, could this be between Eleven at night till Eight in the morning?" Darcy asked knowing full well what the answer would be.
"I will not even dignify that with an answer," Anne said back, she was pleased to see Darcy back in a happier mood.
At that Darcy got up and went to a set of Drawers in the corner of the room, he pulled out a beautifully wrapped parcel and handed it to Anne. "I got you this when I was in London last, I didn't know the right time to give it to you, but as I have a lot of making up to do, now is as better time as ever." He watched in delight as Anne opened up the gift and discovered the lilac shawl between the paper, she was also very pleased to find her name embroidered on it. "Georgiana did the embroidery for me, she was very pleased to help, I hope you like it."
"Oh its wonderful" she said as tears of happiness slid down her cheeks, it was the release of emotion she desperately needed "It's perfect, it is indeed a very excellent start."
"I'm glad to hear it." Darcy said as he wiped a tear from her cheek "Are you still a little upset with me." He asked.
"No not at all," Anne laughed at herself for being so silly. "I must be over tired, I think I will retire now, I shall sleep well knowing that my husband is returning in the morning," she turned and left, but before she closed the door she turned around and said "Good Night Fitzwilliam."
"Good Night Anne."
That night Darcy couldn't sleep, he was going over and over again in his mind on how badly he had treated Anne, she was so concerned for his welfare, and he had only thought of himself in the past weeks. It struck him as he thought of Anne how frail she appeared to be, even more than before their marriage. He thought for the first time about how her current condition could affect her health, he had wondered why he had never thought of this before. The memory of what Caroline had said earlier that day as well was repeating in his mind, she had implied that Anne might not survive childbirth but at the time did not give it a second thought. He resolved again to only think about Anne and to spend more time with her. He finally fell asleep, only to be woken again at dawn by the same dominating dream.
Posted on Thursday, 7 March 2002
Netherfield
Darcy worked hard on keeping his resolve to spend more time with Anne, he gave himself the task of monitoring her health daily, and would take note of the food that she ate and stopped her overexerting herself. He only left her when the Bennet Sisters visited, normally Jane and Bingley would go for a walk but Elizabeth seemed happy to sit with Anne sometimes outside but for the most inside. He knew that Elizabeth and Anne were becoming friendlier everyday and wished that Georgiana could be there to enjoy real female company, but Wickham was still in town. He had however finally decided that Georgiana could come to Hertfordshire for a few days to spend Christmas with Anne and himself, and would also introduce her to the Bennet Sisters. He was sure that she would appreciate their society much more than Miss Bingleys or Mrs. Hurst's. Being only a few days he could stop her from finding out about Mr. Wickham's presence in town. He wished he could talk with Elizabeth to ensure this wouldn't accidentally happen but he still hadn't the courage of his convictions to trust himself with his thoughts. Anne had told him about the conversation she and Elizabeth had on the night of the ball. At first he was angry with Anne for telling their family secrets, but he then realised that his anger was at himself because of his lack of judgment and his neglect of his beloved sister. He finally came to the conclusion that Elizabeth could be a good advocacy when it came to protecting Georgiana, he would ask Anne to talk to Elizabeth about the situation in order to gain her help.
Express for Miss G Darcy
Matlock Townhouse, London
18 December 1811Mr. F Darcy
Netherfield Hall, HertfordshireDearest Georgiana
I have asked Mr. Bingley, and he has giving me his permission to request your company at Netherfield Hall for Christmas. I will arrive in two day's time to pick you up by carriage and personally deliver you safely to Hertfordshire. Anne sends her love.
You loving brother
&&cc FD
Longbourn
Meanwhile Longbourn was still a hub of activity, Christmas was the following week, and Mary and Mr. Collins were to be married in the first week of January. Mrs. Bennet had asked the Netherfield party to join them for Christmas Dinner, as she had hardly seen the party since the engagement was announced. When she voiced this to Mr. Bennet he had a very good idea why the party including Jane and Elizabeth were spending so much time at Netherfield, but he didn't enlighten his wife.
She had worked very hard to prepare Christmas dinner and it did not matter when a missive from Netherfield came requesting an invitation for Georgiana. It was even better in her eyes as the young lady could well introduce her most deserving daughter Lydia to a wealthy young men. She had arranged the seating so that Miss Darcy would be between Lydia and Kitty. Two daughters down, three to go she thought to herself.
Christmas Day
The Netherfield party arrived at 11.00am, Mrs. Hill had showed them to the Drawing Room. It was splendidly done in holly, white lilies and hand made decorations covered the mantle. Bingley was the first to notice some mistletoe hanging from the window and was able to give Jane a sweet tender kiss in front of everyone. Jane managed not to blush as much as Elizabeth would have imagined. Mary gave Mr. Collins a quick reminder that this sort of behaviour was not acceptable for a Clergyman.
Elizabeth greeted the party, in all eight people. She was glad to see that the Colonel was able to stay for Christmas Day, he had expressed some concern that his mother may call him to the north for Christmas day, but in the end there was no such demand. It was Anne who introduced Georgiana to the Bennet's but the introductions were somewhat lost over the arrival of gifts that Mr. Bingley had brought for the Family. Lydia was the first to run up and grab her gift, Jane had to remind Lydia that she was a young lady and not a child and to act appropriately. Lydia had started to sulk, until she spotted Colonel Fitzwilliam with an amused look on his face talking to Georgiana. Lydia wanted to know more about the Colonel and decided to impress him with her flirtatious charms.
Lizzy's first introduction to Georgiana went well, she was very shy and quiet Elizabeth had to struggle to hear her over the noise in the room, with Anne also joining in the conversation they discussed music and what qualities siblings should have. Elizabeth noticed more than once that Darcy was standing away from everyone and was watching them with interest, she could tell he was pleased with interaction and wondered why he hadn't joined in. Miss Bingley and the Hurst's looked out of place, they didn't talk to anyone else and looked very displeased with their current situation.
Mrs. Bennet approached Elizabeth "Lizzy, I need you to check the table, I have arranged everything but it needs the final check, I think I have finally convinced Mr. Bingley to have a large wedding, so it is important that I stay here. So go on make sure all is well and Hill has everything ready"
Elizabeth was sure that Mrs. Bennet hadn't drawn breath during her whole statement. She was slightly annoyed that she would have to excuse herself as she was just getting Georgiana to open up a little more about what types of music she liked. However she was glad that her mother had given her a chance to inspect the Dinning Room, to her dismay the seating arrangement was arranged to best accommodate Lydia and Kitty. She quickly moved Georgiana near Mr. and Mrs. Darcy and away from her younger sisters, she place the colonel there instead. Elizabeth couldn't help herself so she moved Miss Bingley to the farthermost seat on the table opposite Mr. Collins, the rest of the arrangements were fine.
"Ah hmm" Darcy said trying to get Elizabeth's attention.
"Mr. Darcy" Elizabeth smiled back and blushing slightly at being caught. "What brings you in here? Are you not prepared to wait for Dinner and have come in to eat all the Christmas Ham before anyone else has a chance of tasting the delicacy."
"No, Miss Bennet, as delicious as dinner smells, I am happy to wait. I have come in here to enquire about the seating arrangements, but I can see that you are taking care of that. Will Mrs. Bennet not mind?"
"Oh she will, and no doubt she will voice her opinion, but I am brave and will endure it for the continued peace this day should bring. I did not think your sister would enjoy her day if she was to sit too closely to my younger sisters, and as she hasn't seen you or Anne in a while I thought that you might enjoy her company as well."
"And Miss Bingley, what has she done to deserve the excellent company of Mr. Collins" he happily teased back. He was remembering why he had enjoyed Miss Elizabeth's company, it was refreshing to have a witty and charming conversation. "I will leave it in your capable hands." With that he bowed and left the room.
Elizabeth had also enjoyed there short conversation, it was really the first time since the ball she had spoken with Mr. Darcy and was heartened to see that he cared enough about his sister to check the seating arrangements.
The lunch was a success, even Caroline had to admit that the table was excellent and the food delicious. She had been most put out with the seating arrangements, as she had to watch the ridiculous Mr. Collins eat. Her only moment of happiness was when Mrs. Bennet, in front of everybody scolded Elizabeth for her neglect in making sure everything was perfect. But to Elizabeth's defense, the majority of guests said that they were happy with the arrangement and there was no need to change. Caroline and Mrs. Hurst of course were the exception. Mr. Hurst didn't mind in the slightest as long as he was near the fine claret on offer.
After lunch was finished the main topic of conversation for the ladies was the up and coming weddings, which gave Mrs. Bennet a lot to speak about, this made Mr. Bennet invite the gentleman into the Library for some much needed Christmas merriment in the form of Brandy. The men would have stayed longer in the Library if Bingley hadn't hinted every five minutes that they should return to the ladies. Eventually the men did go back to the Drawing Room, and much to Darcy's delight Elizabeth and Georgiana were playing and singing a Christmas Carol together. He quietly sat next to Anne and showed his surprise in the expression of his face, Anne guessed at what he was thinking and whispered that it was Elizabeth's idea and only after a short persuasion Georgiana agreed to join her in a duet. The day rolled on and it was time to depart for Netherfield. All the Bennet's came out to bid the party farewell and to thank Mr. Bingley once again for the gifts, only Jane and Elizabeth waited outside until the carriages were out of sight.
"Well that was a pleasant day" Bingley smiled at his sisters. "Louisa, Caroline, Mr. Hurst don't you think?"
It was Caroline who spoke first. "It was tolerable, please tell me that we don't have to do this again anytime soon." Again Bingley was disheartened by the lack of warmth his sister was showing and didn't respond to the question, the whole carriage drove back to Netherfield in silence.
In the other carriage the conversation was much more agreeable. "Georgiana, I must say you played very well today and sung beautifully, don't you agree Richard" Darcy said. He had noticed that Richard was uncharacteristically quiet since lunchtime.
"Yes, you played charmingly" replied Richard.
"Are you alright Richard you seem awfully quiet today, not your usual self at all" Darcy asked.
"Oh yes, I'm fine, just thinking how much the younger two Miss Bennet's are like their mother, and the older two are like there Father. I hate to say it but I would prefer to talk to Miss Bennet and Elizabeth anytime over the younger two, they had nothing to say that made sense. They seem to think war is the most romantic thing in the world.
"But you seemed better today Fitzwilliam." Anne added warmly. "I am assuming that the Christmas spirit and your sister has made you thus." she was adjusting her position yet again, it seemed that pregnancy and carriages should not be mixed.
"Yes, It is wonderful to have my dear family with me" he said softly.
The carriages had arrived at Netherfield and all headed towards the Drawing Room, before Darcy had entered, he heard Georgiana's quiet voice behind him.
"Fitzwilliam, do I really have to go to Aunt Catherine's tomorrow, I would much prefer to stay here with you and Anne."
Darcy was not prepared for Georgiana to ask outright about the short visit to Netherfield so he had to come up with an excuse quickly to why she should go. He had counted his good luck that Mr. Wickham had never come up in conversation at Longbourn. "Georgia as much as I would like you to stay longer, Aunt Catherine is expecting you. Anne and I will be joining you shortly besides Aunt Catherine's' carriage and men have already arrived in order to take you there." He could see that she wasn't happy and it did pain him a great deal. "We have been invited to Mr. Collins wedding next week and then leave directly, I doubt Anne could travel much past that, she finds sitting in the carriages very uncomfortable, then you can smoother her in sisterly love for as long as you like, we shan't be leaving your company for a very long time, so long in fact you will be begging us to leave you alone." He smiled back hoping to encourage a smile from Georgiana, she did but he knew that it wasn't a genuine smile. He cursed Wickham for having to lie to his sister.
"I will go and pack then" Georgiana said "Will you bid my good night to everyone, I will see them in the morning before I depart."
"Good night Georgi" he sadly said as he watched her walk up the stairs and again cursed Wickham.
The next morning Caroline had been making a fuss over Georgiana, but Richard had managed to get her out of Caroline's clutches and take her for a walk around to gardens before her long journey. Darcy who had been hiding from Caroline in the library had managed to escape into the gardens to find them.
"Darcy, stopped hiding have you" Richard laughingly said.
"I see you are back to your normal self." Darcy grimaced back. "I haven't been hiding, I had some important things to see to this morning. Anyway I'm glad I've found you Georgiana. Anne is still in bed, she has a bit of a backache from yesterday, and asks if you could visit her in her chambers before you go"
Georgiana kissed her brother and went up to see Anne.
"So Darcy, what do you think of Miss Elizabeth Bennet" Richard asked once Georgiana was out of earshot.
Darcy was a little taking back. "What do you mean, Richard"
"Exactly that, What do you think of her. Simple question one would think"
"I think she is very clever, and talented" Darcy replied "She plays the piano remarkably well I thought, and she seems to bring out the best in Georgiana."
" My thoughts exactly, do you happen to know of her situation in life..." he said thoughtfully, he was beginning to see Miss Elizabeth in a new light, but the ever constant thought of his financial security was always in the back of his mind. "Is she promised to anyone, is she able to provide a ...."
Darcy guessed what he was trying to say "No she is not engaged but she has a small dowry, about £100.00pa I believe. Not enough to tempt you unfortunately"
"That is a pity." Richard sadly said. "Now how do I find a young lady with her good looks and charm that has £15,000 dowry" he said with a laugh trying to cheer himself up.
Darcy laughed at his cousin. "I have no doubt that the lady of your dreams is just around the corner."
"You whoooo, Mr. Darcy, Colonel Fitzwilliam" Caroline gushed as she walked around the corner to find them. She was very put out to see Mr. Darcy and the Colonel almost doubled over with tears of laugher rolling down their checks. "What's so funny, you must shear it with me" she smiled.
"Miss Bingley, I'm sorry you will have to forgive us, we need to see Georgi off" was all Darcy managed to say.
"Arr me too" Richard nodded as both men briskly walked away leaving a very perturbed Miss Bingley behind.
Anne had said her farewells to Georgiana, and wanted to speak to Darcy about how sad she seemed to be. She didn't want Georgi to go back to the state of depression that engulfed her almost a year ago. She was looking forward to going back to Rosings to oversee Georgiana's progress but wanted to ask more advice of Elizabeth as to best deal with Georgiana with her infinite knowledge of younger siblings. Anne's only one regret was that she would be leaving the company of elder Miss Bennet's, and she had come up with the plan on getting Elizabeth to visit her sister Mary about the time her baby was due. Anne was planning to run this by Fitzwilliam to see what he thought. She now had the idea that Fitzwilliam actually respected and liked Elizabeth and was pleased that he managed to speak with her several times during Christmas day if only briefly each time. She had to laugh at herself when she thought that in another lifetime Elizabeth and Fitzwilliam could have made a good match. She wasn't jealous at all, she knew Elizabeth too well to think that for a second, but they both had a good heart and similar views on how people should be treated. She wished again that Elizabeth could have been a real sister to her.
Posted on Thursday, 7 March 2002
Mr. and Mrs. Collins Wedding Day
It was the day of Mary's wedding and all the Bennet sisters had their jobs to do, Jane and Elizabeth offered to decorate the church as this meant the less time at Longbourn. Jane was also going to stand up for Mary as Bridesmaid. Lydia had of course complained greatly over the injustice of not being able to be a bridesmaid, but as Mr. Collins had only managed out of the generosity of Mr. Bingley to have one best man, the party had to be only one of each. Lady Catherine de Bourgh had not come for the wedding and had asked Mr. and Mrs. Darcy in their prestigious role as Daughter and Son in Law of Mr. Collins noble patroness to attend in her place, the letter she had written to Anne was five pages of exact information regarding the correct way to behave in this role.
The wedding service was long and wordy as Mr. Collins had helped the local rector in writing the service, most people were glad of the cold so they wouldn't accidentally fall asleep. Mrs. Bennet was constantly looking around the church to gain the eye of envious mothers in attendance, and Elizabeth and Anne kept giving each other amused looks from across the isle. Mr. Darcy was looking strait to the front and was glad that he, unlike Charles and Jane didn't have to stand for the entire sermon. But finally the service was over and all the guests were walking towards Longbourn to enjoy the Wedding Breakfast.
Mr. Collins lead off the Breakfast with a lengthy speech about the qualities of his bride and how she will be very happy in the splendours of Rosings under his noble patroness Lady Catherine de Bourgh. He acknowledge Mr. and Mrs. Darcy several times, before Mr. Bennet not too subtlety mentioned that the food that had taken hours to prepare was now in danger of going cold, and what would Lady Catherine say when the report of cold food reached her. This had its desired effect and Mr. Collins quickly concluded his speech and started into the grand Wedding Breakfast Buffet.
Mrs. Bennet again had arranged the seating for the Wedding Breakfast, but Elizabeth was able to sneak in earlier and change the seating around just slightly. Her mother had purposely sat Lydia next to Col. Fitzwilliam, Elizabeth had seen from Christmas that they were not ideally suited for each other. Lydia thought Col. Fitzwilliam very handsome and excellent marriage material, but Elizabeth took pity on the poor colonel and changed Lydia's place card with Charlottes. As it turned out Charlotte's older brother had served under Col. Fitzwilliam in France only a few months ago. The Colonel was impressed by this young man and had offered him a promotion to Corporal about a month before his own injuries took him back to England. He was pleased to hear that Corporal Lucas was well and would be back in England on shore leave in two months time. He was equally glad to be able to sit next to a young lady that was able to hold a conversation about current affairs and other interesting topics.
Mary had disappeared upstairs to change into her travelling clothes, they were to travel directly to Hunsford for their Wedding Night. She had sent Sarah the maid down to find Elizabeth as Mary desperately wanted to talk to her sister before departing her childhood home.
"Mary I'm here. I came as quickly as I could, are you alright? Sarah sounded quiet concerned" Elizabeth cautiously said as she entered Mary's room. The room was very bare as all Mary's books and belongings were already packed up in the carriage waiting for them to leave.
"Lizzy, I just needed to speak to you about something important." Mary calmly stated.
Elizabeth noticed a small tear in Mary's eye, and her concern grew. Had Mary realised that she could not be happy with such a man. No she thought, she was well suited to him and she thought she saw a genuine affection for each other. "Mary, please, tell me what troubles you."
"Lizzy, I am fine, really. It's just so much has happened, I will miss you and Jane. And I suppose the rest of my family but everything is so new and mother scared me half to death last night, with her pre wedding night speech. I don't know if I could...." Mary stopped there she was far to shy to talk about what her mother had told her the night before. "Lizzy, would you please come to visit me shortly, in the next few months. I know father will not mind, and Anne mentioned to me that she was planning on having her baby at Rosings and that you would always be welcome to visit her there.
Elizabeth smiled, the idea that Anne was going away saddened her and this plan of Mary's would mean that she could visit her sister and Anne at the same time, the only down side to this plan was having to stay with Mr. Collins at the parsonage.
"Of course I will Mary, I will come as soon as you are settled and you write me" She gave her sister a hug. Mary seemed a little reluctant at first as she was not used to affectionate attention from her sisters, but it did make her feel better and her fears of a new life seemed to lift. Elizabeth helped Mary with the final preparations for her departure and both walked down stairs just in time to hear Mr. Collins talking about the importance of timeliness.
"Mrs. Collins, oh how well that sounds" said Mrs. Bennet "We were beginning to fear that you will never come down, but here you are and ready to go."
All the guests walked outside to bid the newly married couple farewell. Mr. Bingley was trying to count how many days it would be until he could take Jane for a carriage ride as husband and wife. Both Darcy and Richard took pleasure in teasing Bingley and were constantly interrupting him by calling out other numbers. But everyone stopped and laughed when Jane glumly stated that it was still over 100 days away.
Elizabeth warmly took Jane's hand and lent her back into Longbourn.
Posted on Tuesday, 12 March 2002
The next day Mr. Bingley had invited the remaining Bennett sisters and their friend Charlotte Lucas around for afternoon tea, he had used the excuse that the ladies would want to farewell Anne before the Darcy's departed the following day. Sir Lucas had obliged Mr. Bingley by sending his carriage as it could easily accommodate 5 young ladies. The group was very happy at the prospect of a pleasant day until Lydia commented that the absence of Mary had little effect on their merry group, but Jane quickly reprimanded Lydia for her unkind words. Charlotte was able to tell the sisters of her discovery that Col Fitzwilliam commanded her brother in France and that it was in him that had given John the promotion to Corporal. This made the Colonel look better in everyone's eyes.
"I always thought the Colonel a good man, and he has a wonderful sense of humour." Elizabeth said. "He is open and honest all that a Colonel should be".
Charlotte raised her eyebrows at both Lizzy and Jane, I wonder Charlotte thought could Elizabeth like the Colonel more than she is owning, she had not seen Elizabeth in love before. Her thoughts pained her, as she was beginning to have an attachment to the Colonel herself but Elizabeth was much prettier and witty than she could ever hope to be. Charlotte had been greatly looking forward to talking with the Colonel again, with a sigh she resolved to not think about the Colonel in that way again to save herself from any heart ache. Her thoughts had surprised her, as she always imagined herself a practical non-romantic type of person.
"Charlotte we are here." Jane said, she had noticed Charlotte's quietness and was watching her, something was wrong but Jane didn't know what. "Oh and look both Mr. Bingley and the Colonel are here to greet us." Jane enthusiastically said, she was all smiles and couldn't help herself, as soon as she saw Charles her face lit up with the tender love that she had for him. Elizabeth and Kitty took great amusement with the love stuck looks upon both their faces.
"Ladies, it is always a pleasure" Bingley said as he helped Jane out of the carriage. "I hope you had a pleasant carriage ride?" he asked. In his hurry to escort Jane out of the carriage and engage her in conversation he had quite forgotten about the other ladies waiting patiently to be helped out of the carriage. Luckily the Colonel was there and took the opportunity to help the rest of the ladies safely to the ground.
"Mr. and Mrs. Darcy are inside" he stated "Shall we" as he indicated to the front door, he also took the opportunity again to escort Elizabeth and Charlotte up the stairs. Lydia and Kitty didn't like the fact that they would have to walk unescorted but they had little choice. Lydia was still complaining about the lack of uniformed men at Netherfield when she walked into the Front Room where Darcy and Anne were waiting. All Darcy heard when she walked in was a comment about Wickham. This did not put him in a better mood, it was all he could do to stand their and greet the visitors, he had planned on staying only the required 15 minutes before disappearing of to the Library for the rest of the day.
As the day was pleasant Bingley offered Jane a turn around the gardens. Lydia and Kitty thought it would be a good idea to join them so they didn't have to be in the same room as the dull and stuffy Mr. Darcy. Elizabeth was quite happy to say and talk to Anne as it would be a few months before they would have the chance again. They quickly started to talk about the baby and what schools a male child would attend. The Colonel, who had heard this conversation before started to fidget, Charlotte noticed and tried to start a conversation away from babies and schools. No one noticed when Darcy quietly slipped out of the room and into the sanctuary of the library, after sometime it was the Colonel who first picked up on the absence and laughed when he informed the room of Darcy's disappearance. "He was always disappearing as a child but it got worse when he was older, I was rather hoping that he would break this annoying habit now that he is married." He said with good humour.
Anne rolled her eyes and laughed with the Colonel. Darcy had been in a better mood lately so she couldn't complain too much. She wanted to show Elizabeth some delightful baby wear that she had brought in Meryton and asked Charlotte if she wanted to join them up to her private chambers.
Charlotte did not really want to leave the company of the Colonel but didn't know how to turn down the offer with out seeming to obvious, and she did not want to hurt the chances of her good friend.
"Why Anne, that would leave me hear all by myself if you took both young ladies of with you. Very ungenerous of you indeed." The Colonel sulked.
"My dear cousin, how thoughtless of me, but I fear that I can not retract the offer now, that would make me ungenerous again, and I would rather be ungenerous to you than my friends." She teased back.
"A dilemma indeed" he smiled "But lets not make the dilemma ours Anne, lets ask the Ladies which one will sacrifice there trip to view ummm was it baby clothes you said? Ladies which one of you wishes to endure my rather un-parental company." He looked around the room to find both Elizabeth and Charlotte blushing slightly. Oh dear he thought maybe my jesting went a little too far, his thoughts were quickly interrupted by Elizabeth's remark.
"It would appear to be a difficult situation, both of us wish to please each request but yet we are asked to choose. I would think that we should take turns, maybe Charlotte could go first and then once she is finished she could come down for me, that way the poor Colonel would not be without company for more than 2 minutes. Is this acceptable Colonel Fitzwilliam?"
"You should be a diplomat Miss Bennett, a mighty grand idea" The colonel couldn't help but feel happy about not being abandoned.
Not long after Anne and Charlotte disappeared upstairs Charlotte came back down and it was Elizabeth's turn.
"Miss Lucas" said the Colonel "Do you remember the conversation we had at Mr. and Mrs. Collins wedding"
"I remember a good part of it, yes. But you will have to enlighten me on which part in particular Colonel" Charlotte said back, she couldn't help herself her heart was racing and she was sure that her checks were giving away the embarrassing secret she was trying to hide.
Charlottes blush was not lost on the Colonel in fact it was very evident, he wasted no time in informing Charlotte on the particular part he was referring to. In fact he had been thinking about their conversation while we was entertaining Elizabeth. "The part in which I was telling you about a fine horse in Bingley's stable I wish to purchase."
"Yes I remember you mentioning it. Has he conceded and let you purchase this fine horse." Charlotte said back, her composure had not completely returned.
"Indeed he has" grinned the Colonel. "I was wondering, seeming it is a lovely day would you like to see this horse, she is in a paddock very close." The Colonel could still see that Charlotte was a little uncomfortable. "I would take all the ladies out for a walk but Anne is not up to it and Elizabeth has told me her opinion on horses and I am afraid that the experience would be lost on her. But I remember you telling me that you liked to accompany your brother to the stables and watch over new horses your fathers had brought." He was trying to encourage her to agree.
"It sounds like a lovely idea Colonel." she finally said, still her heart was thumping louder than a horses hooves on a cobbled road. The Colonel smiled and offered Charlotte his arm.
When Anne and Elizabeth came down they were very surprised to be the only ones present, they didn't know what had happened to the Colonel and Charlotte, Elizabeth harboured thoughts for the first time that the Colonel and Charlotte could make a good match. She liked the colonel well enough but her heart wasn't touched by him, she had often thought to herself that she would know instantly the man that she would marry and the Colonel wasn't that man. She was pleased for her friend and decided to quiz Anne on more details regarding the Colonel. Their quiet discussion was disturbed not long after that with the return of Bingley and the rest of the Bennett sisters. Bingley had informed Elizabeth and Anne that the Colonel and Charlotte had gone to look at the new horse he had brought and would be back shortly. Bingley also noticed that Darcy was no where in sight and quickly excused himself to find him and bring him back to the front room for afternoon tea.
In time the Colonel and Charlotte did come back but Charlotte quickly swashed the raised eyebrows of Elizabeth with a hushed but stern word in her ear. Charlotte did not want to upset her best friend by making her think she was trying to get the Colonel away from her. But she had really enjoyed her walk to the paddock, and the horse was indeed a fine specimen and would make an excellent hunting horse in the next few years, they had spoken about so much but Charlotte still could not control her ever increasing heart rate.
When it came time to bid farewells to the Darcy's and the Colonel everyone with the exception of Mr. Darcy were all in a melancholy mood. Elizabeth was the last to give Anne a hug and Charlotte noticed a tear in Elizabeth's eye, and thought that Elizabeth must be grieved indeed that the Colonel was also to leave early the next day. Charlotte used Jane's example to keep her composure when bidding her farewells, and all to soon they were in the carriage on their way home.
Posted on Tuesday, 12 March 2002
Rosings Park
Because of Anne's condition it took three days instead of one to arrive at Rosings. Darcy had opted to only travelling a few hours each day. Finally the small party made it to their destination, Lady Catherine was most seriously displeased with the delay, this had her well made out plans turn to disarray. The Colonel was trying to keep the peace with his Aunt but he seemed to be the latest of victims to fall under her match making schemes and was eager to retreat. He had mentioned to her that he had formed several young ladies acquaintance in Hertfordshire and they were all quite charming. He also conceded that they unfortunately were not suitable for he was after all the second son of an Earl. Lady Catherine instantly started to name a couple of very respectable and wealthy young ladies that she would be more than happy to introduce her deserving young nephew, but he was able to curb off her attempts by pointing out that he would soon be back in battle in France and would not want to leave a new wife to possible widowhood.
Anne had suffered terribly during the journey to Rosings, but with her ever increasing size matched her good mood, but she had not managed to get out of bed since her arrival. Fitzwilliam had finally convinced her to see a Doctor on their fifth day at Rosings, the bed rest did not matter too much as she had Georgiana and occasionally Mrs. Mary Collins to keep her company. The Gentleman as to be expected took many a horse ride around Rosings to occupy themselves.
"So Richard, what are you going to call this fine new horse of yours" Darcy asked, it was unusual not to name a new horse immediately but Richard was having a hard time deciding.
"It has taking me a great deal of time but I think I have come up this the perfect name" said Richard. "Her official name will be Cathedral Rosette, but I will call her Cathedral.'
"That's very unusual." Darcy said with surprised.
"I suppose it is, but I like it and it seems to suit her, she has legs like grand columns and she is built to last." He said with a grin. "How is Anne today, are we likely to see her at dinner?"
"No unlikely, I must tell you cousin that I am worried, she hasn't recovered at all from her journey and as much as I would like her at Pemberley I couldn't risk moving her." He stopped talking, there was no way that he was going to spend the next six months at Rosings that was more than anyone could bear, but he also couldn't leave Anne in her condition as well, or could he. He had business in London and on his Estates and could easily make quick trips of 5-7 days at a time, enough time to free himself of Lady Catherine. The Colonel did not miss the lull in the conversation for he also found his thoughts wondering back to a certain young lady he had recently met.
Darcy had decided not to go to London because of Anne conditions, but was surprised a few weeks later when talking to her that she suggested not only for the sake of business that must be in London but for his own health and welfare he should go for to London and not worry about her. He had argued for a short while but conceded when Anne started to over exert herself in making her point. The Colonel not to miss an opportunity went with Darcy to London as well.
Rosings, Hunsford, Kent
EXPRESS DELIVERY15th Feb 1812
Mr. F Darcy
Spencer House, Mayfair, LondonDear Son,
You are needed at once to return to your wife, she is seriously ill and in need of her husband to look after her. I have sent for Dr Williamson from London to attend my daughter at once and I have also employed a midwife for the duration of her confinement. Do not delay in returning I will be expecting you tomorrow.
Lady Catherine de Bourgh
Rosings Park, Kent
Darcy did make haste back to Rosings, he had only been away for 10 days but his concern had made him journey though the night, he arrived before sun rise and headed straight for Anne's room. He quietly entered as was relieved to find her in peaceful slumber, he was slightly annoyed at Lady Catherine over exaggeration of Anne's condition but had to admit he was pleased to see first hand. Both Georgiana and Anne had sent letters to him while he had been in London and both wrote that Anne's health was improving but he knew them too well to know that they would never write bad news. He retired to his room and washed up and prepared for the lecture his Aunt would no doubt deliver on the duties of a good husband and was please to be able to get it over and done with during the breakfast hours.
To his displeasure the expected lecture went on for about three hours in which Georgiana quite expertly hid for the entire duration. He was finally able to make his leave of Lady Catherine and went upstairs to Anne.
"Anne, how do you fear?" he asked once settled into the chair next to her bed.
"I am fine, Fitzwilliam, there was no need to come back so soon. I was expecting you in about 3 weeks."
"Your mother wrote me a very persuasive letter" he smiled back.
"Well I have to confess I have missed your company and am glad you're back. But I must say that Georgiana has been a great comfort to me." Anne paused for a while and closed her eyes.
Darcy thought that Anne had gone back to sleep and was quietly making his way to the door when she called him back. "Fitzwilliam, I'm not asleep just resting my eye lids"
"Sorry my dear, would you like me to read to you or write a letter on your behalf" said Darcy.
"hmmm, that would be nice" as she closed her eyes again
Darcy was a bit confused as he had suggested two things and didn't know which one she meant. He quietly whispered to Anne "Which one would you like me to do?" but there was no answer as she had fallen asleep.
Longbourn
The loss of Mrs. Darcy had made both Jane and Lizzy a little sad, it was easy while Anne was staying at Netherfield to make their excuses to their Mother, but now it was expected that Mr. Bingley would attend Jane daily at Longbourn. To help out Elizabeth would suggests walks around Longbourn so she could accidentally out pace Jane and Mr. Bingley and leave them to themselves. On one such occasion they had decided to walk into Meryton to visit their Aunt Philips. Kitty had joined the group for the walk, but asked if she could visit Maria Lucas instead as she was having trouble keeping up with Elizabeth and had no desire to be the proverbial third wheel with Jane and Mr. Bingley. With Elizabeth's permission Kitty headed off down another road which lead to Lucas Lodge and Elizabeth headed into the direction of Meryton, she had only walked a few minutes in solitary when she saw an unwanted familiar face.
"Miss Bennett, how lovely to see you" Smiled Mr. Wickham.
"Mr. Wickham" Elizabeth acknowledged and curtsied.
**``I am afraid I interrupt your solitary ramble,?'' said he, as he joined her.
``You certainly do,'' she replied with a smile; ``but it does not follow that the interruption must be unwelcome.''
"I'm glad to hear this. How was your Christmas well I hope? I had heard from some, that the Darcy's attended Longbourn on Christmas Day?"
``Yes; Mr. Darcy introduced us to his sister.''
``And do you like her?''
``Very much.''
``I have heard, indeed, that she is uncommonly improved within this year or two. When I last saw her, she was not very promising. I am very glad you liked her. I hope she will turn out well.''
``I dare say she will; she has got over the most trying age.''
``Did she happen to mention the village of Kympton?''
``I do not recollect that she did.''
``I mention it, because it is the living which I ought to have had. A most delightful place! -- Excellent Parsonage House! It would have suited me in every respect.''
``How should you have liked making sermons?''
``Exceedingly well!
``I did hear, too, that there was a time, when sermon-making was not so palatable to you as it seems to be at present; that you actually declared your resolution of never taking orders, and that the business had been compromised accordingly.''
``You did! and it was not wholly without foundation. You may remember what I told you on that point, when first we talked of it.''
They were now almost at her Aunts house in Meryton, so she had walked fast to get rid of him she only said in reply, with a good-humoured smile, ``Come, Mr. Wickham. Do not let us quarrel about the past. In future, I hope we shall be always of one mind.''
She held out her hand; he kissed it with affectionate gallantry, though he hardly knew how to look.* Elizabeth's heart rate was high, as well as her agitation, she had been completely fooled by this man and now she hated him for it, she wiped her gloved hand on her coat as she could still feel his presence on it, but she had put her hand out as to confirm that they were about to part company and she did not want to offend him. His character was one that could not be trusted and she didn't want to provoke him further.
Mr. Wickham had not missed the change in Miss Elizabeth Bennett and had decided that she must indeed know the truth about his affairs with the Darcy's, but to what extent he could not work out. He would hope that this news was not going to spread over Meryton as his debts were growing by the day and he had no way off repaying them.
Elizabeth had a quiet afternoon tea with her Aunt Phillips, the conversation was never exciting but Elizabeth was alarmed on how well the town thought of Mr. Wickham, but still she had no authority to tell anyone about his character and was hoping that Wickham would back off now that she new the truth and could tell the towns people. She was standing in the front entrance putting her bonnet on when the young postman knocked on the door to give the Phillips their mail. He had always admired Miss Elizabeth Bennett was a bit stuck for words but managed to hand her the correspondence for Longbourn which was in his satchel. Much to Elizabeth's delight there was a letter addressed to her from Rosings she thought it strange, as it wasn't in a handwriting she recognised.
Dear Elizabeth,First of all please excuse me for not writing sooner, but I fear my ill health has got the better of me for the moment. As you will also be able to tell this is not my handwriting nor Georgiana's. It is in fact that of my dear husband who is now looking at me shaking his head.
I have here before me, a dutiful husband that offered yesterday to write a letter on my behalf and then left without completing his task. (Miss Bennett I must intervene here as my dear wife fell asleep before I had a chance to begin.) Please come up with a suitable punishment for him, maybe a visit to the parsonage to discuss how to keep promises with Mr. Collins. (Miss Bennett, my wife is now smiling at me with a degree of mischief, therefore I can safely assume that she is not serious with her last request.)
I hope you and your family are well and that the wedding plans of Mr. Bingley and Jane are proceeding without too much fuss. We had a very blotchy letter from Mr. Bingley last week inviting us to a party in honour of his and Jane's' Engagement, we think. Could you please confirm this as we are only guessing the date and circumstance. I however will not be able to travel so far, but I think I will insist that Fitzwilliam attend on my behalf. (Miss Elizabeth Bennett please let me intervene again. I will probably not attend as I have been told by Lady Catherine that my wife is in need of me here and I must agree. I can not argue with my wife therefore implore you to remind her of my duty here at Rosings)
Your sister has visited me often and I find her company improving daily, I think marriage agrees with her. She is indeed lucky, Mr. Collins is very doting and she seems to thrive on the attention. Georgiana spends a good deal of time with me and she is improving on the piano daily. She talks about you often and misses your company dearly, as do I . While watching my husband catch up with my rambles I have just had a wonderful idea (Miss Bennett I was forced to write this done otherwise I would have chosen to leave the last part out. I thought I was keeping up quite nicely.) When Fitzwilliam returns from Netherfield after the Engagement Party (This has not been decided upon on yet. FD) he could escort you back to Rosings, I'm sure Mrs. Collins would be delighted. Please be as dutiful as my husband and do not argue with me and instead be running into your father's library asking permission as you read this. Please insist that you stay for at least two months for nothing else will do.
Yours truly,
Anne Darcy