Beginning, Section II
Chapter 1a Posted on Friday, 21 July 2000
This story is LOOSELY based upon the movie Fools Rush In.
Elizabeth checked her appearance one last time before dashing downstairs to meet Jane. Khaki shorts and a navy T-shirt were good enough, "It's only a picnic Lizzy" Jane had insisted. Seeing Jane that decided on a flirty little sundress Liz chuckled softly only a picnic uh huh. Sure Jane, you always dress like that for a picnic.
They were actually going to a barbecue at Charlie's new house. Charlie was Jane's boyfriend and he had just purchased the house to be closer to work, and to Jane Liz thought. Although Jane would be the last one to admit it.
The girls set off, both happy that the rest of the family was away or too ill to attend. There were times her sisters could be a bit much, and Mama, well she meant well...but Jane was nervous enough meeting Charlie's family and friends without Mama's hints, loud hints, that they should get married. She and Charlie barely knew each other. They had met at the university where they were both working in the admissions office and began dating only six months ago. Tonight Jane would meet his sisters and a brother-in-law for the first time.
William was in a bad mood, a normal state for him lately. Everything was going wrong. George was back and Will was highly suspicious of George's motives for hanging around. He claimed he had turned his life around and that he missed his family. So far, George had done nothing except be friendly. That alone was enough to put Will on edge. Adding to his bad mood was thanks to Caroline and her announcing lately to everyone that they were getting married someday. I'd at least like to propose first he thought. Marriage to Caroline?? Well, there are worse prospects. I think.
He watched Charlie was pacing nervously, hoping everything went well today. Charlie had confided in him that he was considering marrying Jane if this meeting of the families went well. Charlie was positive he would never find anyone as wonderful as Jane. Will was afraid Charles was about to do something very foolish, he remembered meeting Jane last month. She was sweet, but quiet, and certainly not head over heels in love.
Lizzy hoped to arrive at Charlie's a little after the party had already started. This way she and Jane could just slip in and mingle. However, Charlie must have been waiting by the door for them because as they walked up he flung it open and greeted them enthusiastically. Truthfully Charlie did everything enthusiastically. Jane had said that was one of his more endearing qualities. After kissing her until she blushed, Charlie took Jane by the arm and began to introduce her around.
Lizzy hung back a bit to watch the scene. Charlie was cute alright. Decent build, not too tall, not too short, good job, great smile, friendly.... Lizzy decided she particularly liked the way his blue eyes sparkled whenever he spoke to Jane. Well Jane, I think you've done very well falling for this one.
Charlie's colonial style house was a good size, especially for one in that neighborhood. Elizabeth guessed it was probably a four bedroom, but the backyard was amazing. The double lot was full of old maples providing plenty of shade for hot guests. Near the house there were two long tables set up with food and drink. Charlie had obviously had the party catered -- No guy Elizabeth knew could cook that much food, and Charlie's sisters didn't look like they knew what a kitchen was. There was music and some couples were even dancing. When Jane became involved in a conversation with Charlie's sisters, Elizabeth went to get herself a glass of lemonade.
At the refreshment table two men were engaged in a heated discussion. It was impossible not to overhear them.
"George, I swear if you are trying to pull anything." He sounded threatening. The other man seemed unaffected. He just clapped his hand on the man's shoulder.
"Lighten up Will. God you are soo uptight. Have some fun, go meet a girl. It's a party for cryin' out loud."
"Yes, at Charlie's house. And I will not let YOU make a spectacle of yourself HERE."
"Oh, go dance. There ask the brunette behind you. She's really cute."
"George I'm not interested in dancing. I don't care what she looks like." Will was exasperated. Only George would try to get him interested in a girl in order to cover his own mischief.
George tried again. He dropped his voice so that Elizabeth couldn't hear him, "Come on Will, she looks like she's a lot of fun."
"Back off George. I'm in no mood for your games." Will growled and turned to go. "And don't be stupid." Will stormed away, leaving Elizabeth alone with the other man.
"I guess you heard all that huh?" he asked.
"Not all of it." She smiled at him. He was very handsome and the look he gave her made her smile even more.
"The name's George."
"Hi George, Elizabeth." she stuck out her hand; when he took it and kissed it she almost melted.
"I'm glad you didn't hear all of that. It wouldn't do for your ears to be subjected to such language." He hinted.
"Oh, thank you." she blushed and took a good look at George. His brown hair and green eyes were nicely set off by a dark tan and white polo shirt. She guessed he must work outside to get such a tan. Or he's totally vain and has nothing better to do than to lie out tanning.
"Mmmm. Elizabeth, would you care to dance?" George asked and led her to the floor.
Someone put on some slower music so George was able to hold her as they danced. Elizabeth liked his well toned arms and back. He whirled her around the floor effortlessly.
"You know I bribed someone to put on some slow music just so I could hold you." he whispered.
She laughed at his nonsense, "Well I'm honored you would go to such an effort just for me." Surely he doesn't expect me to believe that, he's just teasing. Although she did decide that George was a good dancer, definitely cute, and worth getting to know a little better.
Chapter 1b Posted on Monday, 24 July 2000
William watched George and the brunette dancing. He had noticed the brunette earlier, when George suggested she looked fun. At the time he shrugged it off. If she was stupid enough to fall for George's baloney why should he interfere? Another conquest for good old George. I'm not saving her neck. Let her learn the hard way what he's all about. Will thought cynically. After all I'm tired of always bailing him out just because he likes to 'have fun.' I will kill him if he tries to spike the lemonade, again. Will snort of disgust went unnoticed except for a nearby squirrel, who ran off. Although last year it was funny watching Caroline fall into the flowerbed and throw up. Will sighed and went to find Charles, he needed to talk to someone, maybe find a way to warn the brunette about her choice of company.
After a dancing a while with George, Elizabeth said she was tired and thirsty. George trying to be a complete gentleman, led her to a chair and went to get her a drink. He returned quickly. Elizabeth took the proffered lemonade and drank it quickly. George offered to get her another. Anything to make you go away George. When he left Jane came over to Elizabeth.
"Lizzy there you are." Jane said.
"Just taking a breather Jane. Where's Charlie?" Elizabeth was glad to sit down. After two dances she had decided George might be good-looking but he had this was of staring at her when they danced that made her feel creepy.
"He's talking to William and Caroline."
"Who are William and Caroline?"
"Charlie's sister and his best friend. I think he and Caroline are also dating. Who are you dancing with?"
"George."
"AND???" Jane raised her eyebrows, "Give me details."
"Nothing to report. He's cute but sort of Collins creepy."
"Oh Elizabeth, surely he's not that bad." Jane laughed.
"You should have heard the lines he was trying to feed me! Only soap opera characters and Lydia fall for such nonsense as he was spouting."
"Perhaps you misunderstood him. Maybe he is just not good at small talk."
"On the contrary, he was very good at small talk. Every word out of his mouth was designed to flatter me into thinking he was wonderful. Trust me Jane, even you will not like him. Here he comes, you'll see." Elizabeth gestured as George returned with her drink. She introduced them. "Thank you George. Jane this is George."
"Hello." Jane smiled at him.
""Wellll, hello. A pleasure to meet you." George kissed he hand and gave her his most dazzling, if-this-doesn't-work-out-I'll-come-find-you smile.
"Nice to meet you George." Jane smiled back with her ice-princess-get-lost-you-slimy-toad-and-don't-come-back-you-loser smile. She gave Lizzy a knowing look, "I really must go find my DARLING Charlie."
Elizabeth smiled as Jane left and gave George her You-total-jerk-don't-you-dare-hit-on-my-sister-especially-while-I'm-sitting-right-here look of death, and excused herself to find the washroom.
There was a line. Okay only one guy waiting, but still it was A LINE! ARGH! First George turns out to be a total sleaze and now there is a line! How could there be a line...she sighed. She was beginning to feel a headache, and she REALLY had to go...
Lizzy got in line behind the guy. One glance at him and she recognized him as 'Will.' the one who was talking to George earlier. "You're Will, right?"
Will glance fell on an average looking girl. Average hair, average height, average looks, average figure, average intelligence, nothing special. He was bored. "Hmmm?"
"You're name - it's Will right?"
"Yes." He stared at her, bored and suspicious.
"Relax, I heard someone mention your name earlier." Elizabeth laughed at his expression.
"So?"
"I just wondered if I could go before you?"
"Before me?"
"To the BATHROOM. I really need to go..." DORK. Either this guy's an arrogant jerk or he is linguistically challenged she thought.
"Sure, go ahead." He smiled. Actually he was relieved this girl only wanted to cut in line. He had already been hit on six times this evening and that was without counting Caroline's incessant clinging.
She smiled back as the door opened, "Thanks."
Will stared at the closed door, Wow, what a cute smile. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if she did hit on me.
As Elizabeth left the bathroom she thanked Will again. Will smiled back as he shut the door.
Okay, he's cute... she sighed, Probably already has a girlfriend. I think I'll go find Jane and eat some supper.
Once outside, Elizabeth couldn't find Jane so she had to sit down and eat by herself. She found a spot at a picnic table in the back, the perfect spot for observing the crowd. She noticed Will and smiled at him as he saw her. His face froze as Caroline seized his arm and leaned on him. I knew he had to have a girlfriend. The good ones always do. That's Caroline, so he must be Charlie's friend. Jane said they were dating.
Elizabeth's admiration was interrupted by George.
"Hey babe, there you are." He smile was beginning to look like a leer to Elizabeth. She ignored him and continued eating. "Babe, what's the matter? We were getting along so well. Here I even brought you something to drink."
"Thanks George. I, um, really wasn't thirsty."
"Well, here take it anyway." He pushed the lemonade into her hands.
Elizabeth took it and set it down. George moved over and put his arm around her. Elizabeth moved away. George moved closer. Elizabeth fell off the end of the bench. She brushed off what little was left of her dignity, glared at George, and went to find Jane.
At dinner Will saw George and the brunette from the bathroom again, only this time she looked mad. He choked on his laughter when she fell off the bench trying to get away. Maybe she's not as stupid as I thought. Oh, she's coming over here. She was smiling and approaching Charlie.
"Hi Charlie, have you seen Jane?"
"Umm, I think she's in the kitchen looking for bar-b-que sauce? Or something."
Elizabeth laughed, "Yep, that's Jane. She loves bbq sauce and sauerkraut on her bratwurst. Don't worry, that's her only failing."
Will thought she looked adorable when she laughed.
"Lizzy, what kind of mischief are you telling Charlie?" Jane asked as she arrived with her bratwurst.
To Will's amazement Lizzy assumed the most innocent expression, "Jane what ever makes you think that?"
"Don't feign innocence, you've got that look in your eye again."
Elizabeth laughed, "Well, there is that strange concoction you're eating." Jane rolled her eyes. "Actually I was really just trying to get away from that guy over there." She pointed discreetly to George.
Will glowered, "What's he done NOW?"
Elizabeth looked at him curiously. "You mean other than hit on Jane, me, and probably every other female in the room, human or not?"
"He's been a perfect gentleman to me." Caroline proclaimed. "Perhaps he just prefers a trashier sort of woman." She looked pointedly at Elizabeth and Jane.
Jane changed the subject. "Oh, Will have you met Lizzy?"
Liz smiled, Thank you, big sister. I'd hate to smear her blood all over Charlie's nice back yard. "We met before, but we weren't formally introduced," she laughed. "It's nice to meet you Will."
"Really?" Caroline's voice was saccharin, "and where did you meet?"
Will finally looked away from George. "The bathroom. Nice to meet you as well Lizzy."
"I'm sorry Jane, I'm developing a bit of a headache. Do you have any sinus medicine with you?" asked Elizabeth.
"It's in my purse Lizzy." Jane gestured toward the house. "I think I left it in one of the guest rooms."
"Liz if you need to lie down go ahead. There's several extra bedrooms upstairs." Charlie said.
"Thanks Charlie, Maybe I'll do that." and she went inside.
Will was never sure what made him decide to follow her inside. At the time he thought he was just trying to escape Caroline's talons. Jane preferred to think it was fate that led Will to rescue Liz. What ever the reason it was indeed fortuitous that Will was inside the house to hear Elizabeth's muffled scream.
Chapter 1c Posted on Wednesday, 26 July 2000
Running to the guestroom Will found George embracing Elizabeth, trying to kiss her. George had turned his head at the sound of the door being flung open. Elizabeth, seizing the opportunity, kneed him but missed doing any good. It was enough though, it threw George off balance and Elizabeth was able to shove him away. In doing so, she lost her balance, stumbled and hit her head on a night stand.
Will quickly grabbed George by his shoulders to restrain him.
"Get out of here Will. This is just a lovers quarrel." George sneered.
"Lover's quarrel! I...We...you pig! You a filthy, disgusting, son of a one-eyed lame goat." Elizabeth yelled at him.
Will burst out laughing. Were on earth did she learn to say THAT? Later, Will would look back on this moment and realize it as the first time he ever saw how truly unique and wonderful Lizzy was. But for now he was more concerned with George.
George didn't think it was funny, and seeing Will laughing made what little reason he had flee. George swung at Will. Unfortunately for George, Will simply grabbed him and shoved him into the wall.
Elizabeth flinched. Oh, that's gonna leave a mark on the wall she thought. It did. There was a nice little dent where George's head proved that most every solid object has a breaking point.
Will dragged a dazed George downstairs and out the front door. "Get out George. And don't come back."
"You broke my head Darcy! You're gonna pay for this. I promise you, you'll pay!" He hollered as he got in his car and drove away.
Will turned back to see Elizabeth standing behind him. "You're bleeding! Are you all right?"
She smiled. "Yes, thank you. I'm fine. Just thoroughly ticked off."
"Come sit down." Will led her inside to a chair and went to get a towel for the blood. It looked as if she had cut her forehead right at the hairline so that's where Will pressed the towel. "Can I get you anything? Maybe some wine?"
"No, no wine." she laughed. "I'm already light headed. Wine would make me too tipsy." Will laughed in spite of himself. "But thank you for getting him out of here. I was a little scared that I wouldn't have been able to fight him off for much longer." Elizabeth looked into his eyes and got lost. Will stared back. I wonder if I could kiss her. Bad idea idiot.
"I think the bleeding's almost stopped" he said. She reached up and took the towel away from him "I'm fine. I think I'd like to go clean up a bit." As she stood up, Elizabeth felt dizzy. Suddenly she looked at Will and did a very ladylike swoon. Will caught her and sat her back down.
"Put your head between your knees. You are in no condition to get up just yet. Maybe I should take you to the hospital."
"No, I didn't hit my head that hard, head wounds always bleed a lot. I think I'll be fine." Elizabeth was shaking involuntarily. Will and was tender and gentle as he reached out to steady her hands. Elizabeth sat up and again looked into his eyes. Tears welled up in her eyes as the shock wore off. Will smiled as her rubbed her back to comfort her. After a few moments she pulled herself together and in a tremulous voice said, " I need to go find Jane. I want to go home."
"Sit here. I'll go get her."
When Will returned with Jane and Charlie, Elizabeth had stopped shaking and was no longer in danger of bursting into tears. "Lizzy, Thank God you're all right." Jane's hug brought fresh tears to her eyes.
"I'm fine Jane, just shaken up. If you don't mind, could you take me home? You can come back after you drop me off. I just don't feel very sociable right now."
"Of course Lizzy. Let's go." Jane stood up and pulled Lizzy to her feet. "Charlie, I am going to take Elizabeth home. I should be back in an hour or so."
"Elizabeth, " Will spoke up. "Would you allow me to drive you home?"
"No Will, that's really not necessary. Thank you. I can take her home." Jane smiled but there was a firmness in her demeanor that came from years of being in charge of many younger siblings. She knew how to stand firm against opposition.
"Please Jane," Will however also knew how to press his point and win an argument. "You want to stay with Charlie, and I'm not, I don't like big parties. Just ask Charlie about his Christmas party when I hid behind the tree most of the night." Charlie laughed in agreement and Will continued, "And it would make me feel better if I knew she was safe and that George hadn't followed her home."
"OH my. Would he do something, like that?" Jane was frightened.
Will tried to sound reassuring. "I doubt it. This is probably just my big brother instincts acting up." Truthfully Will was afraid that George would do exactly that. He had a feeling that George might try something stupid and this time Elizabeth might not be able to fight him off.
It was Elizabeth who ended the discussion. "Jane It's fine. Will can drive me home. Stay and enjoy the party." Elizabeth suddenly looked very small and fragile to everyone.
Will led her out to his car, holding her by the elbow in case she felt faint again. So he kept telling himself. Elizabeth was even more disconcerted by the feelings she had when Will touched her than by any faintness from her experience. Good Elizabeth, try explaining how you fainted at Will's touch instead of because of your head wound. That would a charming start to a relationship. RELATIONSHIP? What am I thinking. He's engaged. You just graduated college and are much too young for him. Just get a grip and go home.
She hugged Jane, "Thanks, I'll see you later." Turning to Charlie, "I'm sorry this happened Charlie."
"Lizzy, don't even think about it. I'M sorry this happened. You take care." Charles hugged her as she and Will left.
Jane and Charlie walked back to the house arm in arm, thinking it might be easier than they thought to set up Will and Lizzy. Charlie especially thought Will would be happier with Elizabeth than he seemed to be with Caroline. Much as he loved Caroline, she was difficult to be around. It would be nice to see Will happy. Neither noticed the black SUV following Will's car.
Chapter 2 Posted on Sunday, 30 July 2000
Will and Elizabeth drove for several minutes in silence before one of them found some way to break the ice. Elizabeth spoke first. "Thanks for driving me home Will."
"My pleasure." He reached out an squeezed her hand.
She laughed, "Oh yes, I can see a great deal of pleasure leaving a party to escort me home."
"I think helping you is much nicer than any party." he said quietly.
She changed the subject. "You know that's twice you rescued me tonight."
"Twice?" Will looked puzzled.
"First the at bathroom and then George."
"I hardly think letting you pee is saving you." He smiled at her, and wondered how hard she'd hit him if he kissed her. He quickly removed his hand from hers and concentrated on the road. "And don't forget this car ride. That makes three. You owe me now."
I can't believe how cute he is when he smiles. I wish he'd just kiss me. Careful Elizabeth, he's got a girlfriend Elizabeth sighed. "Oh I do huh? Well, thanks. Anytime you need rescuing just let me know. I'll put on my super hero costume and try to even the score. OH, Here's my apartment. Turn here!"
Will pulled into the driveway of an old Empire Victorian. It was a grand three-story house. The previous owner had turned it into 3 apartments and the current owner was doing a lot to restore the woodwork, gingerbread and other little details that made the house stand out.
"I'll see you in and make sure everything's alright." Will said.
Elizabeth and Jane shared the third floor apartment. It's beautiful view made up for the long flight of stairs. Lizzy was impressed that Will made the walk without complaining or needing to catch his breath. The long walk had actually scared off a couple of Lizzy's would be boyfriends. Both boys preferred to wait in their cars for her to come down. She never did.
"Are you going right back or can I offer you some coffee." she said.
"I'll take the coffee."
Elizabeth put on some music, made the coffee, fed the cat, listened to the messages, and all that stuff a person does when they first get home. The cat ate and then jumped into Will's lap and sniffed around before falling asleep. Will relaxed and when Elizabeth joined him they found plenty of superficial nonsense to talk about.
"Will you've been here over an hour. Don't you need to get back?"
"Probably, but I'm having a much better time just sitting here with you and the cat. I'm not much for social events."
"Really? Charlie seems to thrive on them."
"Ah yes, Charlie never met a party or a blonde he didn't like." Will noticed the look of alarm on her face. "Don't worry. I've never seen him this gone on anyone before. Jane has totally captured his heart."
Elizabeth relaxed. "Good. She's so gone on him that if he broke her heart I'd be forced to mutilate him, and I'm mild compared to what my brother's would do."
"How many brother's do you have?"
"Three. Well, two Mike and Shawn. Mike's 25 and Shawn and Jane are twins. Then there's Jeremy."
"Jeremy?"
"He's my sister Mary's husband. They got married last year, after Jeremy, Jane, and Shawn all graduated from Meryton University. But he and Mary dated like 6 years, so he's been acting big brotherish for a long time. Mary's still in college."
"There's five kids in your family?"
"No, seven." She grinned, this information always shocked people.
"Seven?" Will's spit take was worthy of being filmed.
"Yep. I'm the perfect middle child. Three older, three younger. Why, how many are there in your family?"
"Just me and my sister. And she's only 16." Will was wiping off himself and wondering if he needed to apologize to the cat for spewing coffee on him, so Elizabeth's next question caught him off guard again.
"You're what? 30? 32? That's like having two only children."
"Actually I'm 27." Geez, Do I really look that old? Well, spitting on the cat probably didn't improve my appearance.
"Wow. You're younger than I thought. You seem old." she shrugged.
"Thanks. I'll just get my walker and go." Will groaned and made a big show of being stuck in the chair.
Elizabeth laughed. "I just meant, well most guys who are your age are flighty jerks or obsessed with their career and their toys. You seem more, down to earth."
"That's a compliment right?" She nodded. "Well, how old are you then?"
"I'm 23, Jane and Shawn are 24, Mike's 25." Seeing his expression Elizabeth laughed. "Yeah, after I was born my mom actually had 4 kids age 2 and under. Then Mary's 21, Cathy's 18, and Lydia 16."
"Your house must be rather noisy."
"OH you have no idea, we had one bathroom until I started high school. At that point my mom insisted that Dad pay to finished the one in he started before he left."
"He left?"
Elizabeth looked away quietly. "Yeah, he ditched us, moved to Canada and started over."
"Do you see him often?"
"Dad hasn't called or written since Jane and Shawn graduated from High School."
"But that's been..."
"A long time. Will let's talk about something else now, please." She smiled tensely. Will noticed a faint sadness in her expression. "Tell me about your parents."
"They died 5 years ago, just before I finished college."
"I'm sorry. That must have been hard. Are you raising your sister?"
Will didn't answer. He did not want to open up to her. He had this feeling that if he let her in, first he would cry and second he would never want to let her go.
"Will I'm sorry. I wasn't trying to pry." She said softly.
He looked up at her, mesmerized by her gentleness and strength. He smiled "You weren't. I'm not used to talking about personal things."
"Guess we're a bit alike in that area. At least I have Jane. Can't you talk to Caroline?"
"Talk with Caroline Bingley? Not unless it about something designer and expensive." he scoffed.
"Oh. I thought you and she were, close."
"No, we're not. We're not engaged or anything, you know. She tells people we are but, there's nothing there." For some reason it was really important to Will that Elizabeth know he was unattached. "I've never even asked her out."
"OH, really." Elizabeth searched for something to change the subject. She did not want to think that there might be a chance for her with Will. Suddenly she grinned mischievously. "Want some ice cream?"
"Ice cream?" How do we go from Caroline to ice cream?
"I missed dessert at Charlie's. Want to join me?" she darted into the kitchen, laughing at his confusion. "I've got Brownie Caramel or Cookie Dough..."
Minutes later, as Will and Elizabeth both settled down at the table with a bowl of Brownie Caramel ice cream, the phone rang.
"Hi Jane. No I'm fine...has it really...sorry. Yeah, Will's here. I guess we started talking and forgot about the time. ...No problem...I'll see you later. Yes, I'm sure I'm fine. We're eating ice cream...brownie Caramel...I can if I want to! Hey, you're not here to do anything about it big sister. ...Uh huh. Okay Bye Jane."
Elizabeth sat down shaking her head and laughing. "Jane says Hi and we are not to eat all of the ice cream. She was worried about us. You've been gone almost 3 hours."
"Should I go?" Will hoped she would say no. He wanted to stay an eat his ice cream.
"I don't think you need to rush back. Unless you need to get back..." She was hoping he wanted to stay.
"I see no reason to get back. It's not like I was really enjoying the party. I'm having a much better time talking with you," He looked into her eyes for a brief second and smiled, "and I want to finish my ice cream."
When Will smiled at her Elizabeth's stomach did little flip-flops which, while unfamiliar, were not entirely unpleasant. "Oh, I, um...I'm going to go change the music." She scurried out of the kitchen leaving a confused Will.
Why she so skittish? Doesn't she want me to stay? Maybe I should go talk to her.
Will called after her, "Elizabeth? Is something wrong?"
"No, no, not at all. I just thought we could have some different music. Do you like Faith Hill?" She called.
Being with you gets me that way
I watch the sunlight
Dance across your face and I've
Never been this swept away
Will walked up directly behind her, "Why did...."
"Aaaaack!" she screamed, spun around, and held her hand to her heart. "You scared me."
"Sorry, I didn't mean to." He stepped back.
Elizabeth instinctively laid her hand on his arm, "No, I just didn't realize you were right behind,...me." The look in his eyes made forget what she was trying to say and her stomach did flip-flops again.
All my thoughts seem to settle on the breeze
When I'm lying wrapped up in your arms
The whole world just fades away
The only thing I hear
Is the beating of your heart
He leaned into her slowly, cautiously, afraid if he stopped concentrating he would forget how to breathe. In the back of his mind Will wondered if perhaps he shouldn't do this...
He kissed her, gently, softly.
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Abruptly he pulled away and asked, "Would you like to dance?"
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way
That love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
"Dance?" Why not kiss? she wondered Did I do something wrong?
"Well, I never got to dance with you at the party. Would you dance with me now?" I have to stop kissing you now, or I won't be able to stop at all.
"Dance...sure...that would be nice..." Since when has being asked to dance reduced me to babbling incoherence?
Will took her into his arms and they began to dance. Everything just felt right. He loved the feel of her hair as it gently brushed the back of his hand.
In a way I know my heart is waking up
As all the walls come tumbling down
I'm closer than I've ever felt before
And I know
And you know
There's no need for words right now
"Will?" She looked up.
He looked down into her shining eyes and kissed her again. Elizabeth sighed and reached up to caress the hair on his neck. Will closed his eyes, enjoying every moment of dancing with her in his arms. She leaves me breathless.
'Cause I can feel you breathe
It's washing over me
Suddenly I'm melting into you
There's nothing left to prove
Baby all we need is just to be
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way
That love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
He opened his eyes, "Lizzy?" This time she kissed him.
Caught up in the touch
The slow and steady rush
Baby, isn't that the way
That love's supposed to be
I can feel you breathe
Just breathe
"Lizzy, I can't begin to tell you how amazing you are..." he whispered.
I can feel the magic floating in the air
Being with you gets me that way
Elizabeth reached up and kissed him again.
Chapter 3 Posted on Wednesday, 2 August 2000
Will stayed with Elizabeth that night, falling asleep with her wrapped in his embrace. Jane returned to the apartment sometime after midnight and quietly shut the door to Elizabeth's room before retiring to her own room.
Seeing Will and Elizabeth asleep in her bed surprised Jane. Jane worried and pondered this situation as she got ready for bed. She was devoted to her family and was especially close to Lizzy. Though she and Shawn were twins, it was Lizzy that Jane trusted and confided in.
Oh Lizzy, I hope you know what you're doing. Will a great guy but you just met him, do you really know him? Are you sure about this?
Will and Elizabeth woke early, just after sunrise. It took each a moment to become fully aware of the other. At first there was just a delicious sense of contentment and love, and then exchanges of smiles and blushes and kisses and good mornings.
It was Elizabeth who suggested that he should go home. She needed to get ready for church, and perhaps it would be good if Will were gone when Jane woke up.
"I think it might shock Jane to find you here. I'd like to talk to her first. We're rather protective of each other." she explained as Will got dressed.
Will paused while getting dressed, and kissed her. "You're wonderful Elizabeth. Do you know how much I love you right now?" He ran his fingers through her hair, pulling gently on the tangles. She smiled at him.
"I love you too Will."
"I want to see you later today. Can I call you after church?"
"I'd like that." she snuggled into his embrace. "What are you doing this morning Will?"
He laughed, "I promised to take Charlie golfing. He thinks he's gotten good enough to beat me." He held her tightly for a minute. "Elizabeth if I don't go now, neither of us is going anywhere this morning."
She looked puzzled at this, until his meaning became clear. "Aha, well then. I will see you later my love."
Will did not call that afternoon. He had promised to. When he left that morning he promised to call her. Elizabeth sighed, thinking about last night. How wonderful Will was, how sweet and tender and, and, and...she shivered pleasantly at the memories of what Will did. So why hasn't he called?
Elizabeth had spent most of Sunday, after church, hanging around the apartment waiting. Jane and Charlie had made plans for the day, and so Elizabeth was alone. By 4:00 she was prepared to declare Will the biggest no-good jerk ever and forget that she had ever met him. Truthfully she was on the verge of tears, thinking that after last night he should at least call. She was certain she would never speak to Will again.
That is until he knocked on her door a few moments later.
"Hi." He grinned and handed her the most enormous bouquet of flowers she had ever held.
"Hi. Thanks for the flowers but I WAS expecting a phone call..." she challenged.
"Okay." He left and ran downstairs.
Elizabeth stood frozen in shock until the phone rang.
"Hello?" Elizabeth answered.
"Is this better?" Will asked.
"Will!!!" Her shriek made the cat wake up. "What are you doing?"
"I didn't want to disappoint you by not calling. Can I come up NOW?"
Five minutes later Elizabeth opened the door again for Will. "You are the strangest man I have ever met."
"Can I assume that is a compliment? Or would you rather not have dinner with a strange guy?"
"Dinner? With you?" she actually blushed at the thought of a date.
"Yes."
"Okay. Do I need to change?"
Will glanced over her cut off-shorts and 'I Love NY' t-shirt and grinned, "No. I have something else in mind. Wait here a minute." He stepped into the hallway and came right back. "Dinner, a movie, and ice cream." He grinned. Elizabeth's breathing stopped momentarily.
"What's for dinner?" she recollected herself and tried to act casual.
"Chinese." She was about to tell him she loved Chinese take-out when he blurted out, " Don't be too impressed. I asked Jane this afternoon what you would like for dinner."
Elizabeth actually was impressed with his ingenuity and how charming he was being. A picnic in the living room was delightful. Will was so sweet to think of something like this. I think I am in great danger of being head over heels hopelessly in love with him. He is certainly the best looking guy I've ever had dinner with. Argh! Don't smile like that Will. You make my heart is beating too hard. Oh, I just know I'm going to blush all night.
Meanwhile Will's thought were running pretty parallel to Elizabeth's except he wasn't thinking about blushing, just worrying about sweating from nerves.
"Here can you put the ice cream away?" he asked
"What did you get?"
"Brownie Caramel, one for us and one for Jane."
Elizabeth laughed, "Oh you are just too sweet. Jane's going to love you."
What about you Elizabeth?
They were cleaning up after eating when Will told her that George had stopped by Charlie's house earlier.
"Really?"
"He apologised for everything. Said he was drunk." Will looked carefully at Elizabeth.
"I don't think he was very drunk Will. He didn't act drunk, he acted mean." she said. "What did you guys do?"
"Charlie forgave him. I accepted his apology. But I don't trust him. I've known him too long to believe that he was really sincere." Will wrapped his arms around her waist. "He asked for your phone number."
"WHAT! WHY! You didn't give it to him did you?"
"Of course not. He said he wanted to apologize to you as well. That he was out of line and owed you an apology. I stopped Charlie from giving you number to him and just told him to give me any messages for you and I would see that you got them."
It was good Will had her in his arms, it prevented her from throwing breakable objects as she launched into an extended curse about George's lack of human parentage. Will laughed and interrupted her "Elizabeth you are amazing. Most women would get all faint and scared."
"I am not and never will be like most women." she answered defiantly, "Do you mind?"
"Not at all."
After a wonderful night, it was time for Will to go. At the door he swung Elizabeth around and kissed her for a very long time.
"Uh HEM!"
"JANE!" Elizabeth and Will both blushed bright red. "We were just...that is Will...I, uh, oh.."
Jane smiled at the both. "Could you let me in please? You're blocking the doorway."
"Sure sorry," Will mumbled.
"Nice to see you awake Will. Charlie and I were, um wondering where you were last night and why you ran off so quickly this afternoon. I guess we have our answers." She looked the couple over, who while embarrassed at being caught in such a passionate embrace, had not let go of each other. Jane smirked and went into the kitchen.
"Lizzy," she called back, "Don't forget to lock the door."
"Well, I believe that is my cue to go. Good night then." Will said. He hugged her again, holding on a little longer than normal. Elizabeth relaxed and rested her head on his shoulder.
"Will?"
"Hmmm?"
"Go home."
He looked down at her to find her smiling at him. Sigh! She is wonderful. I need to leave now! "Good night Elizabeth. I'll call you tomorrow."
She shut the door and leaned against it. So this is love. She roused herself and got ready for bed.
20 minutes later there was a knock on the door.
"Who is it?" Elizabeth looked out the window but could only see a black SUV, which she didn't recognize, out front.
"Elizabeth, It's Caroline Bingley, can I talk to you?" There was no answer but Caroline heard the unbolting of the door.
When it opened she was greeted with a surprising sight, Elizabeth was ready for bed. She had put on her pj's, scrubbed her face, brushed her teeth and all those things girls do to get ready for bed. "Hi."
"I'm Caroline, Charlie's sister."
"I remember." Elizabeth just waited. She was in no hurry to invite this woman in. "Do you want Jane for something?"
"No. I came to talk to you." Caroline looked demurely at her. "Look I just wanted to apologize for what I said the other night. It's been bothering me all weekend."
"It's fine." Elizabeth just wanted her to go away.
"NO, I was totally rude. I'm sorry. It's just that Will and I had been fighting all day Friday and I was just really crabby, and," Caroline sighed, "I'm afraid he's getting cold feet."
"Cold feet?"
"Yeah, I know it's normal for guys to be nervous about the wedding but he's so distant lately. I know he loves me, guess I'm just scared that he's going to do something stupid, like have a fling or something."
"I see." Elizabeth paled.
"Sometimes he's just wonderful, like this morning when we went out to breakfast and then went golfing. He was just like himself, very attentive and sweet. And then he gets all moody and distant and disappears for hours."
"You think that this means he's cheating?" Her voice was shaking, she couldn't help it. Damn, I have got to calm down before she sees that this is affecting me.
Caroline continued, trusting Elizabeth with her 'secrets.' "Well, he did this once before, got really moody and distant, and then took up with some college girl he'd just met. He even told her there was nothing between us." Caroline rubbed her hands over her face. "I had thought we had worked through our problems, but that night at the party, I just couldn't stand it, when it seemed he was starting this all over again." Caroline emitted a small sob. After a moment she collected herself. " So, I'm sorry you got caught in my bad day. I hope we can still be friends since my brother and your sister are pretty close."
"Um, sure. Thanks for apologizing and congratulations I guess." Elizabeth's emotions hit bottom. Will had lied and used her. He was getting married and she was a fling. Elizabeth suddenly needed to get Caroline out of her apartment. "Look, I'm sorry but I was getting ready for bed. I need to go. "
"Thanks for letting me talk to you. You won't tell Charlie or anyone will you. I'd hate for Will to think I'm just a silly girl." Caroline smirked.
"Sure, no problem." Elizabeth managed to shut the door and feed the cat before collapsing on her bed in tears.
Oh, Will. I thought you loved me. I really, really thought I was someone...someone special. Argh! How could you deceive me like this?
Chapter 4 Posted on Saturday, 5 August 2000
Two months later...
Will stared out of the plane as it landed at Seattle Airport, indulging in the very dangerous art of talking to himself. When did my life become so very complicated?
Outwardly very little had in fact changed in Will's life. His business flourished, his sister had recovered from her E Coli infection and would be returning to school. He had just recently discovered that Aunt Catherine would not make an appearance at Christmas, he was safe until Easter. George was gone...
George...that's when this all started. When I beat up George, and met Elizabeth. Why am I obsessing about a small-town meaningless girl?
Because there is nothing meaningless about her.
What would you know about it?
Everything dork.
Since when?
Since you decided you love her.
I do not love her.
You thought you did two months ago.
That was before she refused to speak to me. She refused all my calls.
Oh ye of the fragile ego. You love her and you know it.
Elizabeth means nothing to me. She was just a fling. She was a gold digger who was trying to get what she could.
And she asked for what?
Nothing.
I'm sorry what was that?
NOTHING. She didn't ask me for anything.
Well, that blows your gold digger theory apart.
Well...why wouldn't she even speak to me when I called?
Ask her.
I tried!
Two phone calls is NOT trying. Try again.
What's the point? She'll find out I'm wealthy, and we'll start the whole, give me this, you don't love me or you would routine. It's not worth it.
Stop pouting. She was worth it 2 months ago.
She doesn't care about me.
Why should she? You called her twice in two months. What do you think SHE felt when you left for Connecticut the NEXT DAY?
Georgiana was sick! I had to go immediately.
You should have tried harder to talk to her...
I don't see why...
Then you're a fool and a knave. You need to go see her.
Who uses the term knave anymore?
You just did - you're still talking to your self.
I have got to get a life...
"Lizzy? Lizzy talk to me. You've been moping around for weeks. What's going on?" Jane was worried. Elizabeth had been known to have her blue moods but this...Jane's instincts told her this was more than just a blue mood. Elizabeth hadn't left her room except to go to work for the last two weeks.
"Elizabeth Bennet!"
She sat up and glared at her sister. "Jane I'm fine. And stop calling me Elizabeth. You only did that when I little and in trouble, and I am no longer 6."
"No you're not. What's going on? I'm worried. This doesn't have anything to do with the phone calls from George lately does it?"
"No, he's still trying to apologize and get on my good side. I keep telling him I don't have one, but he won't quit calling. I still don't know how he got our number." Elizabeth sighed and stared out of the window. "I.. Jane did something really stupid. Something I shouldn't have." Tears began to roll down her cheeks.
"You mean Will?"
"YOU know?! How?? I mean, I guess you probably figured out that there was something going on."
"Yeah, Well, I'm not blind or stupid. First the fact that he didn't go back to Charlie's that night, and he was gone most for the next afternoon and evening. Plus I was the one who closed your door that night and saw the two of you asleep together. Not to mention that little kiss I walked in on."
"I can have no secrets from you, can I?" Elizabeth groaned. There was one secret Jane didn't know yet.
"No, besides it helps to have a confidant, and I'm always here for you Lizzy." Jane rubbed Lizzy's back soothing her agitated sister.
"Jane I..." Elizabeth sat up. She was crying. Jane hugged and made soothing noises. "Oh Jane I thought..." Elizabeth tried to calm down. "I thought Will and I had something...I thought he loved me. And now it's all a mess. He's getting married to Caroline and I'm..." She collapsed in tears.
Jane didn't quite understand she sister's mumbled ramblings, but she tried to comfort her. "Lizzy, it's not that bad. I'm sure you just misunderstood Will. He wouldn't tell you he loved you if he was marrying someone else."
"But he did Jane. He said he loved me!"
Jane looked perplexed. There was no way to make Will the good guy, he had lied to Lizzy and cheated on Caroline. "Oh, poor Caroline. Will cheated on her."
"JANE!! What about me! We...I...Damn"
"Lizzy don't swear!" Jane chastised. After a moment she spoke calmly. "Lizzy I know it's a terrible blow to have deceived yourself like this. You did know about Will and Caroline even before. I really can't believe Will would cheat like that, I never would have thought he was that kind of guy. Maybe...maybe Caroline isn't telling the whole truth about their relationship." Jane noticed Lizzy starting to cry. "Oh, Lizzy. It'll be all right. I know it's not great that you and Will slept together but maybe you can try to forget him."
"Jane, I can't ever forget him."
"Lizzy I know you're romantic and this is all very melodramatic but it would be best if you just let him go."
"I can't. Don't you get it?! I'm pregnant Jane."
Jane sat very still. "Are you sure?" Elizabeth nodded. "Is that why you've been so moody the last two weeks?"
"At first I tried to think that maybe Caroline was wrong or lying. Then, when Will high tailed it to Connecticut the next day, that says it all."
"Lizzy, he left because his sister was sick. He wanted to take care of her. Actually he couldn't stop talking about you. Charles says when he calls he asks about you." Jane began to think, "Lizzy, Will always asks about you but never even wants to speak to Caroline."
"You think maybe Will isn't marrying...Oh grrrrrrrr!" she punched her pillow in frustration. "Why doesn't he call me!"
"You hung up on him the few times he did call."
"Now I wish I had talked to him. Maybe there might have been a chance for us..." She began to stare out of the window again. "Do you know...Is he ever coming back?"
"He his, but I don't know when. He's in Seattle now on business, but he told Charles he might stop by when he was through. You have to tell him about the baby."
Elizabeth nodded and then paled, "Oh God Jane...Mom."
Jane opened her mouth and then closed it, there was nothing she could say.
"Jane mom's going to freak, completely totally freak. And Mike and Shawn and Jeremy,...crap. They're going to beat the hell out of Will. What have I done!!" she wailed.
"Elizabeth calm down!!"
It took several deep breaths before Elizabeth could calm down enough to think. "Jane. Jane, promise me you won't tell anyone, especially Charlie. I want to be the one to tell Will and the family. "
"Sure Lizzy, if that's the way you want it."
"I do. I don't think I'll tell anyone who the father is, at least not now."
"Lizzy!"
"No Jane. Not now. I don't want my brother's forming a shotgun wedding party or a lynch mob. I don't want Will hurt."
After a moment Jane asked tenderly, "What about you? Aren't you getting hurt?"
Elizabeth blinked back tears. "Jane he doesn't want me. He's had two months and he's never come back. I can safely assume I didn't mean...that I was a quick fling. And in that case, I don't want anything from him. I refuse to ask for his help or use this to trap him."
"You are being irrational right now." Jane said gently. "Lizzy, you will tell him. He has a right to know, at least. And he has an obligation to help you. Don't do something else stupid because of your pride." It was only Jane who could say such things to Elizabeth and not get yelled at.
Elizabeth chewed her lip for a moment, contemplating Will. "You said he might be in town soon. I need to see him. Will you tell me if he's in town?"
"Only if you get out of your room and try to behave like a normal person." Jane swatted her with a pillow and fled laughing before Lizzy could hit her back.
Chapter 5 Posted on Thursday, 10 August 2000
Will stopped by Charlie's house a week later and Jane, much to Elizabeth's chagrin, dragged her over there to talk to him.
"Lizzy you have to see him. Besides, maybe he's madly in love with you and he'll be so happy about the baby that he'll whisk you off into the sunset." Jane gave a melodramatic sigh and grin impertinently at Elizabeth.
"Oh Janey. You MUST be in love if you think Will and I are going to fall into each other's arm and elope into happily ever afer."
Jane looked affronted, "You mean you don't believe in love at first sight?"
"Ha...I'm not even sure I believe in love at all." Elizabeth scoffed.
Janey looked puzzled. "I think something is wrong in the universe Lizzy. I'm being impertinent and you're the staid quiet one - we've switched personalities!" Jane ducked and the pillow Lizzy chucked flew harmlessly past her head. "You missed me, sister dear. Now get dressed. WE are leaving in twenty minutes."
Elizabeth donned her pretty navy sun dress, her favorite dress to wear when she was feeling nervous and wanted to make a good impression. Jane briefly considered making her drink a glass of wine to calm down, but dismissed the idea when she realised that while it was not particularly harmful to the baby, it might be best for Elizabeth to confront Will with a head unmuddled by alcohol.
Will's first glimpse of Elizabeth drove all rational thought out of his brain. He was smitten, besotted, in lust, sweaty palms, dry mouthed with longing, in love.
I never should have stopped trying to get in touch with her. That dress clings just right. Will get your mind out of the gutter. Still I wonder if I kissed her, would she deck me? It might be worth a black eye...
Elizabeth, while completely unaware of Will's state of mind, managed to have remarkably similar thoughts.
He is more handsome than I remember. Oh, WHY didn't I talk to him months ago? He's smiling! Oh, I forgot about his adorable dimples. I wonder if he'd mind if I just ran up and kissed him until he passed out?! I'll bet Caroline would die of shock, hmmm maybe that's not such a bad idea...
"Hi Will. It's nice to see you again," she stammered.
"Hi. How are you?" He asked.
"I'm, um fine. Yourself?" Elizabeth refused to look at him, choosing to stare at his shoes instead.
"Fine." He said.
"How's your sister. Jane said she was sick." Will smiled at her concern.
"She's better thanks."
The silence was more than they could stand but neither knew how to break it. Finally Elizabeth spoke up. "Look, about the party. I'm sorry. I never, I'm not." she sighed. "I'm sorry I wouldn't talk to you when you called."
"Why wouldn't you?" he asked softly.
"Because I knew that...that I was a fling...that it didn't mean anything to you and I was embarrassed that you thought I was just...easy." She turned away so he wouldn't see the tears forming in her eyes.
"You think it was just one of those things, right?" Will didn't think he wanted it to be one of those things. He was fairly certain he wanted Elizabeth to be more than a fling, he wanted to get to know her.
"Yeah, sure." She shrugged.
Will stared dumbly at the floor for a minute, for some reason he kept picturing his father...
Son your mother is the most extraordinary woman I have ever known. She not the most beautiful or talented, but her insides are more beautiful than anyone's. I love how her eyes sparkle when she's happy or excited, and especially when they sparkle because I've done something to make her happy. Don't be fooled into thinking you need to chase beautiful women. Women can change, get surgery, use make-up, there are all kinds of ways to appear beautiful. You need to look for someone who is alive inside. Someone with character and ideas. Someone who will challenge you but let you protect her. Don't be deceived by pretty faces, good bodies, flattery. Don't look only at her appearance. Because you will still feel just as alone unless she has something inside - a kind heart and a good mind.
Will lifted his gaze began to stare at Elizabeth.
That's all well and good, but what does this have to do with Elizabeth?
Listen cloth for brains -- you knew as soon as she made you laugh, as soon as she DIDN'T hit on you, as soon as she cursed George, as soon as you held her, you KNEW there was something special about her. And you let her go...
Will cleared his throat. "Elizabeth I've spent the last two months convincing myself that you didn't mean anything to me. And I can't. I haven't been able to think of anything else but you."
Her face registered complete surprise as she lifted her eyes, shining with hope, to his. "Really? You've missed me!?"
Will laughed, "I know. It's amazing to me as well. I mean you're not usually the type of girl I go for. You're not really beautiful, or famous. It was really hard to overlook your lack of social standing and all, but I'm so glad I could."
Apparently that was the wrong thing for Will to say, as Elizabeth froze and stepped back. Her voice was laden with sarcasm and venom. "MY LACK of class? I'm not pretty enough, or educated enough for you? Do I eat with my toes or snore in public or something? What did you compare me with? Supermodels, actresses, silly empty-headed coeds? Or perhaps it was your already existing fiancée - that charming snake of comportment and decency who treats my own sister like dirt. Oh, don't look surprised that I know all about it - your precious wife to be visited me after you left that night and told me ALL about your past flings and your cold feet. How I could have been STUPID enough to think you cared for me is a mistake I will regret for the rest of my life. But THAT is going to be my only error. I WILL NOT be your mistress, your fling, or your TOY. And I will be DAMMED if I let you corrupt this child in ANY way!!"
"I don't want..." Will shouted.
They were interrupted before either could continue, "William, Daarling. I've been looking everywhere for you. Oh, hello Liz." Caroline grabbed Will's arm. 'Honey come here. I want you to taste this dip I made. I think it's scrumptious, but JANE thinks I should add some onion. As if She would know."
"Later Caroline. I need to talk to Elizabeth." He gave her a half-hearted-go-away-smile.
"Don't be too long Will," Caroline pouted and gave his arm a little caress.
Elizabeth mumbled, "Excuse me." and ran to the bathroom. Caroline flashed a triumphant smile at Elizabeth as she left.
Once in the bathroom, with the door safely locked, Elizabeth broke down and cried. Finally she splashed water on her face and went to find Will.
She found Will outside, with Caroline hanging on his arm. Seeing Elizabeth, Will disengaged himself and walked over slowly to her.
"You okay?"
She nodded, "Better, can we finish that conversation now? Alone." She indicated Caroline with a glare.
"Yeah, let's go inside."
He led her into the family/media room where he sat on the couch. "You've been crying. What were you talking about? What child?"
Elizabeth tried to sit but found that she was more comfortable standing, and not looking at him. "Will, I'm going to have a baby." His sudden intake of breath made her pause. Hearing nothing else from him she continued, "I'm going to keep it. I don't want anything from you. I just thought I needed to tell you. Although I'm sorry for blurting it out like that. I had hoped to break the news to you more gently."
After a poetic (and pregnant) moment of silence, "A baby?" She nodded. "And I'm the father?"
She nodded again.
"You're certain?"
"Certain that I'm pregnant or certain that your the father?" She quizzed.
"Both I guess."
"Yes."
"Damn." Will swore. Elizabeth paled at this, knowing it was a bad sign. They were silent for some time, wishing it were possible to read each other's thoughts. It would after all, make things much easier.
Elizabeth was about to tell him that she still loved him, she didn't care about Caroline and that she was willing to take whatever time he could give to the baby. She decided she would lay her heart on the line and hope he reciprocated even a little. But Will spoke first.
"What do you want?" Will asked. Not the best thing to say under the circumstances, in fact it was sadly crude, but considering Will's history with gold-diggers and his utter lack of insight into Elizabeth's thoughts it was a forgivable error, eventually.
"I don't want anything. I already told you that." Elizabeth said.
"You don't want ANYTHING?" Will was skeptical. Women always wanted something from him, of course this was the first time he had been presented with this approach. "You mean to tell me that you seduce me, get knocked up, and you don't want anything, no money? What's your scheme? It was Wickham - he put you up to this - it's probably his kid."
"Wickham? Who the hell is Wickham?"
"George, that guy you were all over at the picnic." This was not a forgivable error, this was stupidity and pettiness and arrogance. And Elizabeth had no intention of allowing Will to remain ignorant of his appalling lack of decency and compassion.
I...was...all over? He tried to...you were the one who pulled him off...!" Elizabeth regarded him critically for a moment. Her hand fluttered unconsciously to her stomach. "Are you always this stupid? It's not hereditary is it?"
Will started to protest but she cut him off. "NO. Just listen shut up and listen for a minute you lobotomized ape. If you TRY, you'll remember, I spent most of that day trying to get AWAY from George." she paced up and down, waving her hands at him, her voice rising with each sentence until she was shouting, "There's no scheme. I do not want ANYTHING from you. I was TRYING to retain what little I had left of my dignity after being stupidly, drunkenly seduced by YOU. I was stupid enough to dream of love at first sight. And just so there's NO further mistake or question about my behaviour, I NEVER, in my life did anything like that before you jerk!"
Between being angry at her insults and accusations, and smarting under the fact that he was wrong to accuse her of being with George, Will noticed that when her eyes flashed and her cheeks glowed in anger, she was really VERY pretty.
Being a guy, these thoughts prevented Will from thinking clearly about what she said. He was also unable, as he was a guy, keep himself from saying something equally insulting and stupid. "Yes, you're probably a little more sober when you take advantage of men."
Elizabeth glared for a moment before realizing how clueless he really was. It was too much and she began to laugh at him. "Oh (giggle) you think (giggle)(deep breath)oh dear...you poor fool."
"What's so funny?"
She stopped and pulled herself together. "You mean you have no idea that I never..."
Will slowly began to realize what she was saying. "You mean you're a..."
"Was." She corrected him with a tint of superiority in her voice.
"My God." Will sat down. "Really?"
Elizabeth glared.
Will cut her off, "I'm sorry. It's just so...you couldn't have been..."
"What do you mean I couldn't have been?" She eyed him critically. "Oh you're an expert at this hmmm? Well just to set your mind at ease -- Yes Will, I was a virgin. Now I am pregnant and yes, beyond a doubt the child is yours. I still don't want anything from you, and now I am leaving." She grabbed her purse and left. Muttering about evolution going backwards and obvious signs that the world was ending, why else would someone like HIM exist.
Chapter 6 Posted on Friday, 11 August 2000
Will sat morosely staring at his hands, Elizabeth's words ringing through his head.
Yes Will, I was a virgin. Now I am pregnant and yes, beyond a doubt the child is yours. I still don't want anything from you, and now I am leaving."
He was beginning to pout, after all, she didn't really give him a chance to digest the 'information' before getting mad and storming out.
Once again his conscience assaulted his foolish thinking.
Cut the crap. You should be ashamed of yourself accusing her of things like that. She's a nice young girl that YOU HURT and now YOU are acting like she's at fault. GO to her!
Charlie and Caroline walked in.
"Did Liz leave?" Caroline smirked.
Will nodded.
"Will," Charlie asked, "Is everything all right? You don't look so good."
"I have to go" Will ran out.
Lizzy was sitting in her car crying. When she saw him run out of the house she started the car.
"Elizabeth wait." Will called.
Will grabbed the car door as she tried to pull away. "Please, wait."
"Why Will?" she glared at him.
"We need to talk."
"No we don't"
"Yes, we do. You ran out."
"I was done talking."
"Then try listening Elizabeth."
"I did," She began to cry again. "I listened when you called me a liar. I listened as you told me I was mercenary slut who would sleep around, get pregnant, and blame you. I listened while you insulted me in ways I didn't even know were possible. And I listened while you told me you didn't believe I was a virgin. How much more do you want to say?"
"I'm sorry." His eyes filled with remorse and shame as she listed the horrible thing he had said to her.
She wiped her eyes. "It's a start."
Softly Will spoke, "Elizabeth, two months ago you hung up on me. You refused all of my calls, never spoke to me again, and never asked Charlie about me. Then you show up, tell me you're pregnant, that you were a virgin, which by the way I find wonderful but then I'm mortified that I was ....... . And you want me to have all the right answers? I'm sorry I don't. I don't have any answers." He brushed his hand over his eyes, hoping she didn't notice the tears.
"That all you want to say?"
"No." Will hung his head, speaking softly. The next admission was painful. "I'm really sorry about George. He's set me up before and I almost didn't realize until it was too late. I should have trusted you. I was an idiot and I admit, I thought you were mercenary. That you were mad because I didn't offer to take care of you."
"Will, that is the stupidest idea.... What could you give me that I don't already have?" she demanded. I just want your love.
"I'm just so used to other women wanting something...money, fame, status...I just wasn't thinking. I'm sorry. Please." Will tentatively reached out and touched her cheek. Elizabeth jerked away. She wasn't ready to forgive him yet. "Elizabeth, I'm sorry." This time he wasn't able to stop the tears in his eyes before she saw them.
"Get in," she said finally.
"Huh?"
She rolled her eyes, "Get in. We'll go talk."
They drove in silence. Will stared at Elizabeth, trying to read her face. Elizabeth kept her eyes forwards, avoiding Will's eyes. After about 15 minutes they pulled into a forest preserve park. "Come on," Elizabeth said. "Let's go walk."
Elizabeth led him down a path which wound through the woods. Everything was calm and cool.. The old towering trees provided a pleasant shade from the hot August sun. Will wondered if perhaps they were going to walk forever since Elizabeth showed no signs of slowing or stopping. Hesitantly he took her hand and stopped.
"I want to walk." she simply said, removed her hand from his and walked on. Will, having no choice, followed.
About twenty minutes later they reached a clearing tucked just off the path. Elizabeth sat down on an old fallen tree and invited Will to sit.
"Now that I am calmer we can talk." sha said as she bit her lip and blinked away tears. "I'm sorry for telling you off like that. It was uncalled for."
"No I deserved everything you said. I just surprised you didn't deck me."
"It would have felt good," she chuckled. "But it wouldn't have solved anything."
Sobering, she paused and put her thoughts in order before continuing. "At first, after you left I was angry because you used me. I hated being your quick fling, it was stupid of me to jump into bed with you so I refused your calls. I thought we could just go on and pretend nothing happened. I want you to know that I was in love with you, really."
She wiped away her tears. Will reached to put his arm around her, but she stiffened and moved away. Her voice was colder when she started speaking again. "I know you don't love me, I'd like to think that you did then.... When I first found out about the baby I wasn't going to tell you. But I knew eventually I would have to. I realised that someday the baby will want to know who it's father is and that I can't keep this secret forever. So now you know. But only Jane knows, I haven't told anyone else. My family's going to kill me as it is." The tears were flowing freely now.
Will cupped her cheek and wiped away her tears with his thumb. "What can I do for you? You just say it. I want to help." She just stared at him. "Please, forgive my horrid behaviour back at Charlie's. I should have told you what was in my heart all along...I tried earlier to say that I think you are wonderful, and strong, and so different from the phony, plastic, greedy women I usually meet."
Elizabeth couldn't help it, she chuckled. "You need to get out more if those are the only women you know." He smiled at her. "I forgive you." she whispered.
They sat and held hands for a while, not saying anything but enjoying the declared peace. Will gently leaned in and kissed her.
Elizabeth just shook her head. "Will..." Will shushed her and kissed her. Elizabeth began crying again. "Please, just stop. You can't give me..."
He resisted the urge to kiss away her protestations and instead said, "At least let me be involved. Please." Holding her close, Will searched for some argument which might sway her opinion. "Elizabeth, don't deny me my child."
What answer could she give to a request like that...
Finally Elizabeth sniffled, "What about Caroline?"
Will looked confused, "Elizabeth this has nothing to do with Caroline, or Charlie, or even Jane. This is about you and me and OUR baby."
"But Caroline..."
"What about Caroline?"
"She's your fiancée..."
Will scrunched up HIS face. "I don't have a fiancée." Although I thinking about trying to offer YOU the position.
"Sorry, your girlfriend." Through the tears there was a distinct note of sarcasm in her voice.
"Nope. Don't have one of those either." He smiled.
"Then what's Caroline?" Elizabeth was totally confused. Why was he denying it all? What's he trying to pull?
"Charlie's sister." Will enjoyed teasing Elizabeth. Especially since, as she got frustrated and her eyes flashed.
"What's Caroline to you?" she demanded.
"To me she's Charlie's sister."
"You mean to tell me that the two of you hang all over each other, spend every minute together, and there's nothing going on?" Elizabeth looked annoyed.
"Yes."
"That's dumb."
"Why?"
"Cause one of you is playing with the other. That's just stupid, and not fair. Besides she told me that you two were getting married."
"She tells everyone that!! It doesn't make it true!!!" Will was annoyed. "Look Elizabeth, there's no relationship between Caroline and myself. SHE hangs on me -- I run the other way as fast as I can without embarrassing Charlie or myself. Caroline's been chasing me forever. I'm not interested."
"But why don't you say something to her? If you don't say anything or do anything to tell her otherwise, she'll continue to think the two of you are engaged." She stuck out her chin, daring him to contradict her.
Will was getting defensive. "Look. What would you have had me do? Be rude to her? Embarrass her in public?"
"No. But you should tell her plainly how you feel and that she should stop what she is doing."
"But that would hurt her if I were that rude."
"You'd rather hurt her by stringing her along and teasing her? Or hurt someone else who believes it?"
"And You believe it...?" Will looked at her with wonder. Elizabeth was jealous! She thought he was engaged! She wasn't rejecting him because she didn't love him, she thought HE didn't love her!
She looked skeptical. "There was NEVER anything between you and Caroline?" Will shook his head. "You're positive? And you never had ANY feelings for her?"
"Never. Well, just dislike. Does that count?" He teased Will's spirits rose when a faint smile came to her eyes.
"And she lied to me then when she came over and said that you were engaged and that I was just a fling because you had cold feet about marrying her?"
Will's face turned a brilliant shade of red. "She said WHAT!?! Never mind I heard you, I just can't believe...it's just...G-d" Will spluttered, "What will that witch try next?!"
Elizabeth backed away from him at this explosion. Will calmed down, realizing that this was NOT helping his chances with Elizabeth. "Please, believe me... She LIED to you. I have never and will never be involved with HER." he paused and understanding dawned, "IS THAT why you refused to speak to me when I called?"
She nodded.
"Elizabeth I'm sorry. For everything. I wish I HAD dealt with Caroline a long time ago. I didn't want to make Charlie choose between her and me. He's my best friend, but he's her brother and he would have to choose her. I couldn't risk losing him so it was just easier to ignore Caroline. I had no idea someone might get hurt. I NEVER wanted to hurt you. "
"Will..."
"Let me finish please. I don't want to talk about Caroline. It's you I want to talk about. I want to marry you, to have a family. Marry me."
It would be difficult to say who looked more surprised at this proposal.
"I can't Will. My feelings are in such a mess right now. So much has happened in the last few hours, I need to sort it all out. I'm not saying no...I just want take some time and think about it, make sure I understand everything."
"Understand that I'm not giving up the idea. At least not until you say no for certain."
"And I want you to tell Caroline to bug off. I can't marry you if everyone thinks you're marrying Caroline."
"I'll talk to her and Charlie tonight." he promised. "Can I see you tomorrow? I'm going to ask you to marry me again." He grinned in that heart stopping way that made all rational thought fly out of Elizabeth's head. She was about to agree when she remembered...mom.
"No. Tomorrow there's a family dinner at my mom's." She looked slyly at him. "MAYBE you could come to dinner? If you're serious about marrying me you should at least meet the rest of my family." The gauntlet was thrown.
Will cleared his throat, "Sure, I can do that. And just watch...they'll love me so much you'll have to marry me or you'll never hear the end of it." Will looked do sweet standing there in the woods, smiling cheekily at her, like a little boy about to misbehave and inviting her to join the fun.