Getting Acquainted
After
shopping and eating dinner, they decided on an early night so they could go
running in the morning. Neither moved when this was decided, since there was
still the question of who was to sleep where. Margaret was happy to let fate
decide that they must share, but she was less happy to have to be the one to
voice it, as the hostess. "Er," she began, unsure of how to go on.
"Er,"
Iain nodded, a smile playing across his face. He could guess very well what was
about to come.
She
sighed. She had a strong feeling that he knew exactly what she was going to
talk about. "If you know, why do I need to say it?"
"I
don't really know, but if I think logically I expect something that
could very well be introduced like that." He might introduce the subject
this way himself.
"Nice.
As I was saying..."
"Er..."
Iain provided helpfully.
"Er
... yes, thank you, Iain. Now, about the beds..." Margaret looked as
studiously bored as she could possibly look.
His
grin only widened in response. It was indeed a very tedious matter. One had
better pretend it was something that happened every day.
"Will
you just finish what I started to say?" she asked as a last resort.
"You
are a bed short and you haven't done anything about it yet," he summarised,
still eminently helpful. He had not done anything either, but this was her
house.
"Oh!"
she cried, turning red for fear she was coming across as a flirt. "That's
not fair. I did try, but there's nothing we could do. I did think."
Iain
leant back on the couch. "Maggie, I don't like seeing you squirm. Just
fast-forward to the conclusion. I won't mind. I will go with any decision you
make."
"We
must ... share," Margaret said solemnly.
He
pretended to gasp loudly. "I won't be able to sleep!"
She
hit him with one of the pillows on the couch. "Stop it! Why not?"
Even though he was baiting her, she was curious enough to ask.
"I
fear it may turn out like one of those sleepover parties that my sister
sometimes had. I thought girls were like normal people, but they talk
throughout the night. Every five minutes they ask Iain? Yes. Are you awake?
Ye-es. Giggle, giggle, giggle. Why are you asking? Oh, nothing. Giggle, giggle,
giggle."
Margaret's
response was to giggle too. "How often did you do that?"
"What
do you think? Only once. I didn't last the night."
"What,
they came for you?" she asked immediately, imagining all kinds of things.
"The
things you think of!" he said with a snort. "No, they didn't come for
me. Maybe a few years later they would have, but I told my mother I'd never
chaperone again." He still did not know how his mother had ever been able
to come up with that idea. It was completely ridiculous.
"But
I won't behave like that." She amended that right away when she thought
she might giggle. "If I do, you may tell me to shut up. Wait! Better! You
go to bed first. I wait fifteen minutes until you're probably asleep and then
I'll go to bed. Deal?"
"See
that it was nonsense?" Margaret asked as soon as the alarm had sounded.
She was always awake right away and in this instance even more so because she
remembered Iain was there.
Iain
rubbed the sleep from his eyes so he could have a proper look at her. "Are
you continuing a conversation I held with you in my sleep?" He could not
place her comment at all.
"No,
I'm saying it was nonsense that you were worried about not sleeping. You were
asleep when I got into bed." She had been very quiet and careful. Because
he had been asleep already it had been relatively easy for her to fall asleep
as well. There had not been any distraction in the form of conversation and
because of Ailsa she was already used to hearing someone else breathe.
"I
was actually worried that I might unconsciously bother you. That's why I was
afraid that I'd stay awake." He had been flippant about it the night
before and he was afraid to ask about it now. "Did I?"
Margaret
had not experienced anything that could remotely be classified as bothering.
"Not at all. Did I?"
"I
don't think so." But he had been asleep and he had not noticed anything.
"Good!
Let's go running. Oh, your hair."
Iain
smoothed it down, fearing it might look funny. "What about it?"
"It
looks sweet." Margaret rolled out of bed and ran towards the bathroom as
if she was being chased. She splashed cold water on her face.
"What
did you say, Margaret?" Iain asked. He thought her hair looked rather nice
as well when it was messed up by sleep, but she had run away so fast that he
had not got a good chance to look at it.
She
was not going to repeat what she had said. "You're not supposed to chase
me."
"Goodness.
I thought that was why you ran away." He leant against the doorpost,
studying her.
She
rubbed her face dry with a towel. "So I sleep in a t-shirt."
"Really?"
He was still taking his time to notice that, actually, but perhaps he had
better sound surprised.
Margaret
gave him a mock glare. "But you're not supposed to look."
"I
could turn away in disgust if you want," he offered. "But I'd be
acting and you'd be hurt." He winked at her and walked away, taking off his
pyjama shirt.
She
stared after him. "What was I doing again?" she asked herself when he
disappeared from view.
They
ran for an hour and then Margaret pushed Iain into the bathroom. "I'll
make breakfast."
"I
can do that too."
"I
can do that faster. Now go." She skipped off to the kitchen and started
making breakfast, humming to herself. It was really nice to go running with
Iain. It was really nice to make breakfast for Iain. It was also really nice to
think about all that.
He
surprised her by putting his arms around her from behind when she was staring
into the frying pan. "The bathroom is all yours."
"Oh!"
She had not expected him so quickly. Apparently she had really wasted much time
thinking about him.
"I'll
finish this here." He noticed that not much had been accomplished here
while he was showering. She had been a little too preoccupied.
"You're
fast." Margaret's thoughts still had to catch up with reality and with the
unexpected embrace -- not that she minded.
He
let go of her instantly, as if she had been referring to that.
"Sometimes."
She
decided to be fast as well, but when she returned the table was already set and
everything was ready. That was nice too. "You take such good care of me,
Iain. You at least are able to cook without being distracted by thoughts of how
nice it is to..." There were many things she had thought about. She did not
know which one to mention.
"To
what?"
"To
cook breakfast for you, actually," Margaret smiled. "It was so nice
that I got distracted."
He
smiled back. It was almost an understatement on her part that she had been
distracted. "I got distracted too, but I was able to cook at the same
time."
"By
what?"
"You
want me to say you."
"I
don't!"
"Well,
rest assured. I would never have mentioned it if it hadn't been you."
She
was fascinated and excited. "But I wasn't there."
"You
are the only person, of course, who can think about someone who's not in the
room," Iain said with a very serious nod. "For other people this is
far too difficult."
"Well...of
course I think you can. I wouldn't be marrying you otherwise."
"Is
that the only reason?" He blew out some air in an indignant manner.
"No..."
Margaret stifled a grin when she thought of another reason, one she could not
mention yet. It was not even a primary one. It was merely a bonus reason.
Iain
was perceptive. He leant forward encouragingly, smiling his most inviting
smile. "Tell me, Maggie." He knew she would not, but he could still
tease her by asking.
"No,
no, I cannot. I'll tell you when we're married if I still remember then. Oh,
that's stupid. Of course I will," she said when she saw his eyebrows shoot
up. "It was just a bad thought I had."
He
regarded her pensively. "I notice that you seem to have bad thoughts a
lot, Maggie. This was the second time you mentioned having one. Although they
may be good, depending on who features in them. And I noticed you grinned
rather..." He broke off, pretending to search for a suitable description.
That
was a sentence she was never going to finish for him. "You featured in
them. I guess that makes it good for you."
"I'll
give you my opinion if you tell me."
"Iain,
don't look charming. It won't work."
"In
a sense it already did, if you found that charming." He was happy with
that too.
"It
was a bonus reason, all right?" Margaret concentrated on her food.
"Then
it's something you discovered in the last twenty-four hours," he said
shrewdly, wondering what it could be.
"Have
we known each other longer than that?" Margaret commented with a sarcastic
snort. Rather a lot had been discovered in the last twenty-four hours. She
wished him luck trying to sift through the multitude of impressions and
discoveries.
"You're
not going to tell me, are you?" He would give up asking, not wondering. It
was far too much of a challenge to give up on trying to identify the bonus
reason.
"No, but if you do it again, I shall not protest, even though you might think I will. That is as far as I am willing to go on both accounts. For the time being," she added, in case her mind might be changed tomorrow.
Chapter Twelve
"Do
people know you live here?" asked Iain after they had conducted their
first business of the day and they were driving back home, the car loaded with
clothes and other things they had been able to gather in a short amount of
time. Some people had stared, but none had been overtly surprised at seeing
Margaret. They might just as well have been staring for another reason. He did
not know whether it had meant anything.
"Some
do." She never liked to think of numbers. It was not important. Usually it
took only one person to make or break one's day anyway. Fortunately it did not
often happen that people approached her and most often they were university
students who wanted to share that they too had found a particular contestant
extremely stupid. She could deal with that -- if she remembered the contestant
in question, which was not always the case.
"I
was wondering if they now knew..." Especially the ones who had seen where
they had gone, who had seen that Margaret had taken a man to see a registrar.
There could not be many reasons why she would want to do that. Ninety-nine out
of a hundred would assume she wanted to marry him.
"Some
might." It could not be avoided and she had not taken any special pains here
to avoid it. Such measures never made for a happy life. "But I don't
think I'm interesting enough to talk about. I've been all over town with Ailsa
and no one seems to care if I behave normally, because that's boring. I'm sure
it's boring as well if I want to get married to someone nobody knows, unless
there was something wrong with you, but there isn't."
That
reassured him somewhat.
She
giggled. "I made a website for myself with false information and it says I
live in Scotland. Maybe it makes people think I'm not me if they see me here.
The webmistress -- me -- regularly receives emails from helpful viewers who've
seen me around there, up to all kinds of mischief, when in reality I was at
home reading."
"Bad
girl." He wondered if and what she replied to those people.
"Yes,
know what you're getting yourself into," she teased.
"I
know that." He had not seen anything so far that had made him want to
reconsider. On the contrary.
"By
the way, there's an interview that still has to be published in which Ailsa
spills the beans." Life might change after that and there might be some
more -- hopefully temporary -- attention. It was something that could not be
changed and she would have to take it in stride.
"Ailsa?"
Iain had not thought she would let Ailsa speak to anyone, least of all an
interviewer.
"Yes,
big mistake, but I had no choice. She was ill, so I had to do the interview at
the flat in town that I use, instead of somewhere neutral. I didn't want to be
too far away. During the interview she came in saying she was about to throw
up, so ... er ... now the journalist knows about her and more. I can't switch
between modes that quickly. I think I was too nice." Taking care of Ailsa
had taken precedence over protecting her privacy. She had comforted her
daughter regardless of how revealing this was to anyone.
"There's
no such thing as too nice." Iain smiled at her face. He could imagine the
situation. It would have been a bit stressful for Margaret, he would think, but
he was glad to hear she had chosen the right thing. "Did you ask him to
keep silent about it?"
"No.
That never works. It answered the question he had, which was why I didn't want
to go abroad to do foreign versions of the show, about which people had been
speculating already rather wildly. I had the answer sitting my lap and it was a
very simple answer. I didn't go into detail about anything. But I think I was
unexpectedly ... er ... kind."
"Because
you are. It's good." It was, whatever people were going to make of it.
"Really?
What if he keeps bugging my management to ask me out? That is insane. I don't
pay attention for a second and people want to take me out on dates." She
sounded incredulous at this stupidity. "I don't do dates!"
He
laughed outright now. No, Margaret did not do dates. She only did marriage.
"Oh. But that means you're nice when you don't pay attention. When you
don't make an effort to scare people away."
Margaret
was not so sure she was nice. "Is it? If I remain tactful until the nice
article has appeared in print? He might still change it if he is petty about
being rejected." That was rather calculating of her. If he was not already
talking to people to find out more, he would certainly do that then. This
bothered her sometimes, until she became rational and asked herself which bad
things could happen.
"Well,
you can turn him down for a good reason now. You can be as nice as you like
from now on, because you'll always have a good excuse not to go: me." Iain
placed his hand on her leg reassuringly. "And I think you were not too
nice, but you were just yourself."
"Oh,
that is really distracting when I'm driving," Margaret muttered. She did
not want him to take his hand away, yet she really could not drive properly
like this. She left the motorway at the first parking opportunity, which was
fortunately very near.
"Where
are we going?" he asked when she parked. Maybe she needed a break.
"Oh,
Iain! You touch me and you expect me to continue driving? I can't." She
felt rather foolish about that, but she had said a similar thing once and he
had been kind to her then. It was better to be honest than to blame any
accident on it afterwards.
"Sorry."
He should have reckoned with that possibility, knowing Margaret. He had
withdrawn his hand before he remembered that she had only mentioned that she
could not drive, not that she did not like his touch, and that they were now
standing still. Now was the time to put his hand back, so he did.
"No,
don't be! I'm the idiot here." Margaret grabbed a map and fanned herself.
"As if I've lived life in a glass shell. I haven't. People have put their
hands there and I felt nothing, only indignation and I could order them to take
it away. I must really be an idiot."
"It's
the kind of idiocy that intrigues me. Shall I drive?" He gave her leg a
tentative squeeze. Margaret's reactions still intrigued him.
"With
one hand on my leg? You can't drive like that."
Maybe
that was not exactly what he had in mind, but he did not say so. It was too
amusing a notion to dispel. "Sure."
"You
need two hands."
"That's
a bit hard to accomplish in a driving position," he snickered, imagining
putting both his hands on Margaret's leg. She would hit her head against the
roof.
Margaret
imagined the same. "What ... ?" Her fanning movements increased in
intensity. She would not survive.
He
laughed. "You can't drive if you're fanning yourself with a roadmap
either. I'll drive." He was still more controlled.
"Is
that safe?" As she spoke she wondered why it should not be. She had seen
him drive before. It was perfectly safe to be in the car while he was driving,
although back then this had not been an issue. She did not think he had
been distracted then.
"I
don't know yet." He loosened her seatbelt as well as his, to show that he
was serious about this. She could sit beside him and calm down. "Get
out."
Margaret
obeyed, since he was with the police and could probably be trusted in traffic.
She met him outside the car. "What are you going to do?" she asked a
little anxiously in case he was not going to care about traffic rules after
all.
"Drive.
But first..." He opened his arms. He was not going to drive with one hand or
even without hands.
She
fell into them -- amazingly. There were things that one got used to very
quickly. "You're making fun of me. Not that I blame you, but..." He was
allowed to make fun of her, but she wished she could return the favour. It
would make her feel more equal.
Iain
squeezed her very tight when it felt like a much better hug than the previous
times. "Mmm. What was that bonus reason?"
The
time was not yet right for telling him, yet his question vividly reminded her
of the matter. It was not good. "Oh, that is low ... break down my defences
in the hope that I'll slip up..."
"Your
defences are broken down?" he asked in a calculating voice. It was always
good to know that this could be accomplished by a hug -- a few hugs, rather. He
would not say he had managed to do that with the first one, now that he could
tell the difference.
"What?"
she shrieked, panicking. "What are you going to do?" She was not
ready for a large-scale attack on her defences.
"Nothing,
as long as mine are still up." He smiled at her. There was no need to
worry for her. Only for him, perhaps. "Now, let's move on. We have a
deadline." The registrar's office closed at twelve, but their interaction
could be continued at any other time. They were not in a hurry there.
They
got back into the car. He took her hand and laid it on his leg, then drove off.
After a few seconds her removed her hand, carefully placing it on her own leg.
"I see what you mean, Maggie. That still needs a bit of work." Or was
that practice?
She
studied him. "Why don't you like that?" She had found it interesting.
"I
didn't ask you that question." And he did like it, but it was too
distracting at this moment. He was less capable at answering than he was at
observing.
"But
you didn't have to," she commented. He had known without having to ask.
She was different. Her emotions were a little easier to read, she thought, no
matter how many efforts she made to prevent that.
"Do
you?" Iain thought he was obvious enough.
"You're
faking something," she concluded. "Either you pretend not to be like
me to reassure me, or you pretend to be like me to reassure me." The fact
that he wanted to reassure her was good, but she would also like to know why.
Her options were unfortunately opposites. She leant towards one, but she could
not be certain.
Her
conclusions amused him, especially because she thought he was faking or
pretending something. That was not really true. It might merely appear that
way. "You know which one."
Margaret
would like a confirmation of her suspicion, but knew she would not receive any.
She had to make do with cryptic answers. Still, she was clever and if she
thought carefully she would know what he meant. He could switch from gentleness
to indifference, which was odd. He was gentle when reassuring her, but
indifferent about himself. She nodded, making knowing noises. Nobody was
indifferent about himself.
"Sounds
bad," he said, referring to the noises. He wondered if a conclusion had
been reached.
"Oh
yes," she nodded again. "I'm almost on to you."
The
threat amused him. What would happen then? "It was about time."
She
agreed with that, but had a tiny comment. "You could have helped me along
a bit."
"I did. I gave you clues," he protested. That they had been rather cryptic was not his fault. Clever women got what they deserved.
"When
was that ball, did you say?" Margaret had been looking out of the window
at the passing landscape, reflecting on Iain's character. He was awfully
mysterious about it. There was no need for such reticence, since she was not
going to change her mind about marrying him no matter what he did not say.
Perhaps he liked to be the subject of guessing games.
"The
fourth Friday from now." That was in a little more than three weeks.
"We'll
be married by then." Margaret was enjoying herself already, imagining that
she was introduced as Margaret Scott, shocking people all around because they
would never have expected it of Iain. They would be so surprised. They might
even be impressed with him.
"What
are you planning?" asked Iain, who saw a wicked smile he trusted very
little. Since his mind was still on the touching business, he could not help
but wonder what she was going to do to him at the ball. He realised that was
probably not the direction her thoughts had taken.
"To
be married. You won't have brought Margaret Maxwell then, but Margaret
Scott." She repeated that name a few times in her mind. It sounded awfully
good.
"I
thought you might want to remain Margaret Maxwell," he said hesitantly. He
would never presume that she might change her name to his.
"Why?"
The name came with the deal.
Iain
shrugged. "Because that's how people know you."
"As
if I care about them. It's all or nothing for me. You know I'm quite peculiar
about these things. I was wondering. By then, could we dance and be touched,
since we cannot drive and be touched now?" She might like to mark her
territory as well, which would not work if he shrank from her touch, or vice
versa.
"If
you lead." He did not even know what sort of dancing there would be,
because he had never gone.
"Why
me?"
"Because
I can't. I've never had time to take lessons." That was not something he
actually regretted.
Margaret
did not think he would have taken them even if he had had time for them.
"I agree. It's a bit too frivolous to spend time on."
Iain
did not know whether she was mocking him. He glanced aside, but could not
detect anything but seriousness.
"But
it does not place us at a social disadvantage in this case," Margaret
continued. "I think we might be otherwise engaged anyway." If they
were the only ones not dancing she would have plenty of time to mark her
territory, in whatever way took her fancy in three weeks.
He
saw her smirk, a bad sign. "I don't want to know."
"Yes,
you do. You'll be involved."
He
could not resist. "How?"
"Oh
... it just occurred to me that if I become Mrs. Scott, I will really become
Mrs. Scott and Mr. Scott will be made aware of that," she said dreamily.
Mr.
Scott muttered something. "You know, Maggie, if I had to choose between
your hand on my knee and your fantasies, I might be driving more safely with
the former."
Margaret
giggled. "It's good then that I don't precisely know how I'll express my
Mrs. Scottness yet. I still have three weeks." It would come to her at
some point. She should not get ahead of things yet.
With
their second business taken care of, they could return to Iain's house.
Surprisingly, there were children in the garden. Margaret looked at them in
wonder, since there did not appear to be anyone with them and they were rather
small to be left alone.
"My
nephews," Iain explained. "Some of them." They were about two
and four and ran towards him when he got out of the car, the elder first and
the younger hobbling after him. They started to tell him two or three
incoherent stories at once.
Margaret,
telling herself not to look because that might give her ideas that were still
unfeasible, walked on in search of Ailsa, who emerged from behind a large plant
now that her playmates were no longer interested in looking for her. "Hi
darling. I've brought all your clothes." There was little chance of Ailsa
going back home to sleep there anyway.
"Thank
you, Mummy." Ailsa let herself be hugged and kissed. "What did you do
with Iain?"
"Nothing,"
Margaret said almost guiltily. She should not interpret Ailsa's question in
that particular manner. Her daughter would not be asking about the hands and
other things.
"But
you went away with him."
"We
had to arrange to be married." She was very sure she had provided that
information before she left, notably to Mrs. Scott. Had people here been
speculating about something else? The colour crept back up onto her cheeks
again. "I missed you, you know, but it would have been so boring for
you."
"Why
do you have to arrange that?"
"Otherwise
they won't let you get married. You have to make an appointment first."
"Stupid."
"Yes."
Margaret quite agreed. She could understand why it was necessary, but it took all
the romance out of it completely, especially for people who were going to have
a private wedding anyway. "So we had to go away, because we have to get
married. What have you been up to? Have you had a good time?" It looked as
if Ailsa had found herself two young friends.
"I
was playing with Daniel and Tommy." She gestured at the two little boys
who were still talking to Iain. "Granny is babysitting them. There's a
baby too."
Margaret
wondered if she should tell Ailsa her real grandmother would never visit here,
but that was information she could still keep from her. It might only make her
concerned. "But..." She looked at the boys. They were busy with Iain
now and Ailsa was forgotten. "They're busy. Will you help me unload the
car?"
"What's
in it?"
"Your clothes." She walked towards Iain and got the key to the house from him, while he took the two small boys back to his parents' house to see if they had planned anything for lunch there.
Chapter Fourteen
Iain
returned without the boys just when Margaret had dumped everything at the
bottom of the stairs, not knowing which room Ailsa wanted because she said she
had not yet made up her mind. When Ailsa had figured that out she could take it
all upstairs herself and put it away.
"My
mother asked you to come over for a second. I don't know what for," he
said. "Maybe to talk about me?" In all likeliness he had not given
enough information in his mother's opinion, although he had passed on the date
of the wedding and he had asked if she could be a witness. He had known she
would say yes, because he had picked a day on which she never had any fixed
appointments.
Iain
looked a bit afraid and Margaret laughed. "I'm sure it's not that
bad."
"Would
you tell her I behaved?"
An
interesting thought struck Margaret. "Are you afraid of your mother?"
Perhaps his mother had interrogated him and not received any answers -- which
somehow made her feel less inept -- and now Mrs. Scott wanted to do it via
Margaret. Iain might be afraid she would tell his mother what he could not or
did not want to say.
"No,
but..." He turned and lifted up a suitcase with clothes. "Ailsa, where
do you want me to put these?"
Margaret
grabbed him by the waistband of his trousers. He should not spoil Ailsa.
"Let her do it herself. She's eleven."
"It's
a bit heavy."
It
was the perfect excuse, in her eyes. "You just want to get away from
--"
"You?
Never," Iain said with a charming smile, but he did not stay.
Iain
soon learnt that he would not have an easier time by escaping Margaret or his mother
to help Ailsa. He carried her suitcase upstairs while she followed with
something lighter, but then the interrogation began.
"I
want three little brothers as well," she remarked. "They're so sweet,
especially the baby. I wouldn't mind if you had one." She gave him a
suggestively sweet smile.
"Ask
your Mummy," Iain replied stoically. "Which room had you
picked?"
"But
you said you'd do your best!" she complained.
"Yes."
He had indeed said that, but since then he had also discovered something.
"But it's really hard. Which room?"
Ailsa
did not buy that excuse. "Your sister has three babies. And she is
younger. And your brothers have babies. And they are younger."
Apart
from the fact that it had very little to do with age, he also noted another
matter. She knew his entire family tree. "How do you know all that
anyway?"
"I
spoke to Grandma."
"What
did she say?" He feared the worst. They had been conspiring, no
doubt about it.
"That
sisters were probably out of the question." Ailsa sighed in disappointment.
"She said you'd have boys."
Iain
rolled his eyes at the idea of a household full of scheming women, even if they
were little Margaret clones. Perhaps he might indeed prefer boys. They would be
less intent on seizing power. "Why don't you two get it into your head
that I don't even have a wife? No wife, no babies. Which room?"
"I
thought you were half married today?"
Who
had told her that? It must have been Margaret. "That still doesn't mean
half a baby. Which room?"
"Why
is it hard?"
Contrary
to Margaret, Ailsa would not stop her interrogation for fear of having to
reveal too much. She had nothing to hide. Iain sighed long and hard. Perhaps he
should outline the problem in a simplified manner and shut her up. "Well,
you see ... your Mum is very pretty."
"Really?"
He
did not know whether he was being fooled here. Perhaps he should not
overestimate eleven-year olds and he should not assume they were baiting him.
Perhaps a daughter really did not know how pretty her mother was. "So she
makes me nervous."
Ailsa
always had a simple solution. "Maybe you could tell her that so she could
try to be less pretty?"
"No,
she should not be less pretty. I should be less nervous. I should -- which room
had you picked?" He tried to get back to the task at hand. He put down the
suitcase and gave her a questioning look.
"Can
I have the attic? You might want to have all the babies' rooms nearby."
He
did not want to ask which babies or how many. It was best to ignore the comment
altogether. "There's a lot of rubbish in the attic that we'd have to get
rid of first."
"I
can do that," she said brightly.
Iain
did not think that such a good idea. Dragging furniture up and down two flights
of stairs was an even worse idea. "I think you'd better choose a normal
room first. By the time space becomes an issue you will want to paint your room
something other than pink anyway and you can move into the attic if you still
want to." There was no telling if and when space might become an issue.
"So
I can't have the attic?" Ailsa seemed to accept that decision.
He
thought Margaret would think him very good for not giving in. She was opposed
to spoiling Ailsa. "No."
"Oh
well. I'll have the empty one then. But what about the --"
"No,"
he said emphatically, whatever she had been about to ask. If he was wrong in
cutting her short, she would try again. But he thought he was not, because he
did not even see a pout, only a smirk.
Margaret
went over to the other house, wondering why she was needed. Surely Mrs. Scott
could and would have asked Iain all the questions like how it had gone and
which date they had picked. There was nothing more for her to add.
"How
did it go?" asked Mrs. Scott, who was in the kitchen setting the table for
lunch. The two small boys from the garden were sitting at the table, as well as
a baby in a high chair. "Not the business; he already told me."
That
question caused Margaret a moment's thought. Too much had happened to be
summarised in a single sentence. She had to settle for the most important
thing. "My parents appeared," she said flatly. Someone still had to
give her an objective and impartial analysis of that visit.
"Oh
dear. I hope they didn't interrupt anything." Iain had of course neglected
to mention this. He had stuck to the basics and left the rest out completely,
which had caused her to be curious.
Margaret
looked as if things that could be interrupted were only done by other people
and not by her. "We just don't get along." She wondered if people
from a family who obviously all got along would even understand this. They
might think there was something horribly wrong with her character because she
did not appreciate her own parents in the same manner.
Mrs.
Scott suppressed a smile at Margaret's initial facial expression. It would be
uncalled for in this case, given what she said after that. "I'm sorry to
hear that. It wasn't a successful visit then?"
Margaret
sat down at the table, where the baby sat waiting for his grandmother to feed
him. Margaret picked up the spoon and put it in his mouth. If she did this
instead of Mrs. Scott, she would at least have a distraction in case she was
asked a question she did not want to answer right away. "Iain told them
they were not welcome in his house."
"What
did you think of that?" Mrs. Scott asked. It had again been spoken very
flatly, as if Margaret was afraid to have an opinion on it. Her familiarity
with Iain was such that she could not imagine him saying this to people without
a reason, nor that he would decide for anyone that it was better not to see her
parents again. If Margaret continued to be this communicative, she might have
to ask Iain what had happened.
She
was undecided and shrugged. "He didn't want to see them treat me
badly." That was a bad thing to say, because any listener would receive an
immediate bias. She was also not the type to imply that treating her badly was
possible. She would like to be impervious and disliked herself for not
succeeding.
"If
he said they did, then it was probably true," Mrs. Scott said when
Margaret did not sound convinced of that. She was curious. They must really
have treated Margaret badly if Iain had found it necessary to say something so
drastic.
"It
might be my fault."
"And
it might not be. I can't tell. I wasn't there, but you're obviously not happy
about the visit."
"She
treated me like a little girl and asked me impolite questions -- all in my
opinion, naturally." Margaret calmly continued to feed the baby. The other
two children were drinking. Fortunately they were too young to understand what
was being discussed. "You don't want even one of your parents to drop in
while you're having tea with your...er...friend, but both...that is
worse. I might have been touchy as a result."
"Having
tea?" Mrs. Scott inquired before she could restrain herself.
Margaret ignored her tone. "From mugs! Not from proper expensive tea cups!" She smiled at the baby, a very cute little boy. "Luckily there are people who don't care what they are fed from, aren't there?"
Chapter Fifteen
It
was a tricky situation. She wanted to talk and she did not. Or rather, Margaret
wanted someone to evaluate the situation, yet she knew better than to think her
account was objective. She could never sketch anybody a good picture. It would
always contain a bias.
There
was a frown on her face when Mr. Scott appeared. She was not certain that she
wanted to discuss it in front of him. It might appear as if she were asking for
pity if she mentioned this to everyone. Besides, Iain's father did not seem to
care if he was making her uncomfortable. She had no idea what he would say.
"Aha,
I see young Mrs. Scott has been put to work," he greeted her. One always
had to try new ways to needle people, especially if they reacted so funnily.
She had practically denied all involvement with Iain yesterday and then taken
him home for the night, so he was curious what her perspective on the matter
was going to be today.
Here
she was alone and feeding a baby. His wife might have put her up to that, but
he did not think so. There had to be at least some free will involved.
Margaret
missed the baby's mouth and he began to yelp. She comforted him with a new
spoonful. He had every right to protest against her distraction. Getting fed
was the most important thing in his life and nobody should take that any less than
absolutely seriously. "In three weeks," she said quietly. Iain's
father ought to know how these things worked and that it could not be done in a
day, yet he had not sounded disapproving of her entry into the family.
"That
doesn't give anybody much time to plan anything," he commented, supposing
there must not be a party. He had never assumed Iain would want one, but the
speed with which this was going to be arranged did surprise him a little. The
overly cautious Iain had found himself an equally overly cautious woman, but it
did not lead to double caution -- on the contrary. A double negative made a
positive.
Margaret
shrugged. "What's there to plan? I'm getting married for myself, not for
others." There was not much she had to plan for herself that was connected
to the actual ceremony. She would perhaps find a nice dress among those she
already had, but that was it. This was between her and Iain. She could feel
herself begin to smile when she thought of that.
"And
your parents?" asked Mrs. Scott, returning to their conversation. It did
not seem likely that Iain wanted them there if he had told them they could not
come to his house. She did not know how Margaret felt about that. She might not
have appreciated the interference.
"They
don't know," Margaret said with another shrug, no longer smiling. "I
suppose they'll find out at some point. I was too upset to tell them."
Upset?
That was telling. "So it wasn't your fault after all?" Mrs. Scott was
quick to deduce. She had already guessed this a little, but it had to be said
for Margaret's sake. Iain would never have taken any action if Margaret had
been to blame.
Margaret
carefully wiped the baby's mouth and chin when he spit. She took her time.
"Maybe not. I thought we had it sorted, but again, maybe not. Everything
was bad yesterday: I have Mickey Mouse coat hangers, I have no friends, I might
not take good care of my niece, I do an awful show she doesn't watch,
secretly I have lots of men because I'm on TV, I don't serve my guests out of
the beautiful china I got from her. Then she calls me hostile. I really wonder
why. Surely there was no occasion for me to become hostile at all." Her
voice had gradually slipped into the sarcastic accent she used on television.
She sighed when she feared she might be frightening the baby. "Iain is
very good." And that should be her final note.
"Surely
they did not say so?"
"I
say so." Margaret stood up to rinse the jar of baby food in the sink.
"He tried to get my mother to say yes to favourable things about me, but she
didn't. The second time she thought she had better agree to make him stop, but
the first time she consciously evaded the question. So..." She sat down
again. "Why should they care about my marriage?" She even managed to
sound cheerful.
Of
course Iain was good, Mrs. Scott thought proudly, she had raised him, but she
had not known he would have tried to get Mrs. Maxwell to say favourable things
about Margaret. He had never liked injustice, though. She wondered why Mrs.
Maxwell had not taken the easy way out while speaking to a stranger. If a
stranger offered compliments about a child one was supposed to agree. It was
much easier than changing the subject, even if one did not agree. "He
wasn't exaggerating, was he?"
"You
must be proud of her," Margaret repeated. "And she replied that she
didn't watch the show. But she'd just called it awful, so I don't know if she
watches it. I know Iain has never seen it, but he obviously thought she
shouldn't call it awful. Maybe it is. I don't know."
"I've
seen it," Mr. Scott offered. "Maybe she just doesn't get it. Maybe
you've inherited your brains and your sense of humour from your father."
"I
don't know about the sense of humour," she said doubtfully. "He never
says much."
"Who
are you?" the bigger of the two small boys suddenly asked Margaret. He was
sitting next to her and when nobody spoke he took the opportunity to ask her.
"Margaret."
"Auntie
Margaret," his grandmother corrected. That was easier than explaining it
later after Iain and Margaret were married.
"Uncle
Iain brought you," said the boy. "In a car. I saw that. We played
with Ailsa."
She
had seen that. "Hide and seek."
"Do
you want to play?"
"I
thought I'd stop by to see how the children were doing," Kirsty said to
her mother when the latter opened the front door. "Tommy was a bit quiet
this morning. I thought he might be coming down with something."
"Really?
You didn't say that this morning when you dropped them off." Mrs. Scott
let her in, assuming she came for something totally different. She did not
mention that Tommy had been perfectly all right -- Kirsty would know that. This
was only a feeble excuse, otherwise she would simply have come in through the
back door like everyone else.
"I
forgot."
"Well,
have lunch with us then. You don't mind, do you?" She gave her daughter a
shrewd glance.
"How's
Iain's little distraction?" asked Kirsty, when there was no mention of
having lunch with the guests. She had not stopped by to have lunch with her
parents or even with her sons.
It
was hardly still little. She was not going to comment on that to Kirsty.
Her daughter could be sharp enough without having received extra information.
Iain deserved some protection, even if he had been just as bad in the past.
"You'll see." She turned to walk towards the kitchen.
"Oh
Mum! Don't you really have anything to say in private?" Her mother could
at least give her personal opinion of the affair.
"I
thought you came for Tommy?"
Kirsty
waved impatiently. "That was just an excuse."
"Oh?"
Mrs. Scott feigned ignorance. "For what?" She felt rather smug for
still being cleverer than her daughter.
"You
told me she was still here. I'm curious. Mum! He took four weeks off. That has
never happened before, so she must be a very big distraction and yet is staying
with you and Dad. Why? You don't leave that sort of person in your parents'
house. You make sure you get her out of there as soon as possible."
Nevertheless, from criticism and evasive answers Iain had given her in the past
she had deduced that he had odd notions, so it was really no wonder. It was
more remarkable that Margaret had gone along with them.
Mrs.
Scott was glad to hear how much she was appreciated. She laughed. "I'm
sure that if he wants you to know, he'll tell you. He didn't tell me."
"You're
his mother. Of course he didn't tell you. But you know anyway because you don't
sound at all like someone who is still wondering about that."
"No,
I'm not wondering. They'll arrange it just the way it suits them. Why should I
interfere? I have first-row seats. Now Kirsty, can we go to the kitchen? They
might have finished their lunches if you take so long to take your coat
off."
Kirsty was not fooled. "Dad would not start lunch without you. Tell me more!" But she knew it was futile.
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